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n your mouth right sorry i just feel so damn happy and truth be told i deserve this am i right it has been way to long for me to feel this damn happy and i m not going to question it oh and to add to the above i ve made up with one of my best friends and will be celebrating my birthday with her this week yep life is good speaking of which i turn the wonderful age of 52 this wednesday and i m not even upset about it i m excited about my new age and the years ahead of me i just know that there is going to be a great adventure coming my way and i intend to enjoy each an d every turn of this ride so hello my dearest hour welcome back you have been missed we have so much to catch up on share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on x opens in new window x print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading leave a comment counting my blessings instead of sheep posted on october 24 2014 by nora l pratt under journal entry journey of the month there are times in our lives when we realize it really does pay off to live with a partner or to at the very least have an emergency partner someone we can rely upon for heavy lifting help with heavy yard work or trips to the hospital the other day i suffered from one of the worst migraines in many many months i probably should have gone to emergency but how do i get there i m no longer in a community that has taxi cab service and really am not justified to call an ambulance so here i am with my dog tula who seemed very worried as she didn t leave my side all day and my cockatiel frank sinatra whose singing by the way i could have lived without then i got to thinking why of all the wonderful times in my life am i getting this doozy of a migraine now i m happy truly happy sleep has been a bit hard and i ve taken the advice of our wonderful bing crosby who sang when i m worried and i can t sleep i count my blessings instead of sheep and i fall asleep counting my blessings when my bankroll is getting small i think of when i had none at all and i fall asleep counting my blessings there is something very soothingly true in those lyrics i find that when i count all that i have as opposed to all that i don t i wake up with a far better view of my life true there is still so much that i want to fulfill in my life and so many dreams i wish to come true many of my dreams have i m singing and performing i ve connected with the local theatre and can t wait to audition or even work on their productions i m writing and researching a series of new novels to work on that will be about my family believe it or not i have a rich and luscious history dating back to 1634 so why these sick head aches perhaps it is the relief i feel as i m embarking on this new life they say that we can be so tense for a time that once we relax the blood vessels release and the migraine hits pow as i continue to count my blessings i m reminded that today marks kimball s birthday another milestone and as i start this day instead of the heavy feeling of grief i feel love and joy over having had this wonderful spirit in my life it warms me to know that that long winter of grief those cold foggy sometimes icy or sleety days months are now a season of the past i ve passed through that winter into spring and am now into the lovely warmth of summer with the wonderful memory of my dear sister warming my face i will be celebrating her life as i make her favorite birthday food this weekend and open her favorite bottle of champagne possibly an odd tradition to many of you but one that i find peace in as i do this to celebrate my mother as well with all the ugly in the world i love to be able to focus on all that is beautiful in life especially my life that is what is important after all i mean the way we can change the world is one thought at a time focusing on our blessings focusing on what we want as opposed to what we don t want the migraines will continue unfortunately however hopefully not quite as severe in future as i continue down this wonderful path of summer and content with the grass on this side of my fence happy birthday kimball i will forever love and remember you with all my heart through those old grounds of memory by emily dickinson through those old grounds of memory the sauntering alone is a divine intemperance a prudent man would shun of liquors that are vended tis easy to beware but statutes do not meddle with the internal bar pernicious as the sunset permitting to pursue but impotent to gather the tranquil perfidy alloys our firmer moments with that severest gold convenient to the longing but otherwise withheld share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on x opens in new window x print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading leave a comment full circle some people are full of surprises wonderful surprises posted on october 19 2014 by nora l pratt under journal entry journey of the month as i sit here on this fine fall day i m elated with the recent event of reuniting with an old dear friend we had a falling out of sorts some time ago it was stupid really and i lost my temper these past few weeks i ve reached out to old lost friends call it age but i m finding that life is too short to hold onto grudges or past hurts and i ve been told by these old friends in no uncertain terms to f off we don t want you here well i guess i can t blame them then again it left me feeling a bit sorry for these individuals i sort of pitied them i mean if i was receiving an email or call from an old friend especially someone i d known since childhood or for over three decades let s say with heartfelt apology asking if we can get past this i would call them and talk forgive and forget let bygones be bygones that is unless they sexually assaulted me or killed my mother however this was not how these individuals decided to treat the situation they chose to clutch their pain grudge and proudly wear it like an armor thereby warding off anyone mostly me like garlic to a vampire being the tenacious person that i am i recently reached to this friend that i heard from today giving her my apologies and asking if there was anyway we could move forward realizing that it had been three years i fully expected the same reaction as with the other lost friends i was working on my computer and sipping my coffee when my cell rang i was actually expecting a male friend who said he would be calling sometime this weekend though i thought it was a bit early as he was to be taking his student for an ocean swim so i answered this unknown number and to my surprise it was her thank you for reaching out she said well thank you for calling usually i just get a f k off and get defriended i replied and the tears started to flow we talked for close to two hours as if no time passed i ve spent a great deal of time dealing with those voices in my head that told me you re a bad person ann you don t deserve to have friends like them you expect them to forgive you you aren t worthy but some strange things came out this week as i ve said good bye so some toxic people who really not only recently decided i was not good enough for whatever reason never felt the love i felt for them for three decades or more i felt cleansed and felt those voices flushed away it was as if suddenly i could see my worth because i do forgive i do keep my word and don t spread gossip hurtful horrid gossip i used to think to never do that which you don t want done to you or on the positive slant treat others as you would like to be treated it doesn t always work that way as people are going to talk no matter what but this i do know and i ve said this before truth always wins out people will show you who they are and these individuals have shown me who they really were i just didn t have enough faith in myself to trust it i knew they didn t love me i could feel it in the way they treat me and the way they treated those friends around them i knew they were ashamed of me and that i didn t make the cut with their other friends who had more money and owned cabins boats vacation homes but again i couldn t allow myself to see the shallowness in them those people are my past they don t define me and no longer have any hold on me from now on i only care for and look forward to all that are in my life now those individuals that lift me up make me laugh and truly care for me as i do them friends and acquaintances will always come and go this is true but it is a certain blessed person that will realize that life is too short people get older we all do and sometimes you just need to let bygones be bygones and realize that there was love and deep friendship there to my friend today if you read this you know who you are i m so very grateful for you and love you with all my heart this is my best birthday present share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on x opens in new window x print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading 1 comment three s company or is it posted on october 16 2014 by nora l pratt under journal entry journey of the month it is october and there is finally a sense of fall in the air i actually turned off the ac so sorry i haven t written since july my apologies life has been wonderful and full my grief has lessened to the point i m smiling happy and have that wonderful peppy bounce back in my step even so however i ve found myself in a precarious place just a few months ago you might remember i was asking myself the question did i make the correct decision of divorcing my husband douglas i so longed for that man who i dated for over a year that man who was so genuinely kind and loved to cook was a champion fisherman and abalone diver there were so many things i loved about that man so many things that i wonder what happened what happened in our marriage that made me this woman his wife say enough i ask this because life has brought me back to this same man well not the same man an older man as i m an older woman we are not those same two youngsters saying their vows in the spring of 1988 we have had over 20 years of life of hurt of arguments of heart ache of love yes i said it love there were many times that i should have said adios but i couldn t by the act of simply kissing his lips i knew i loved him and that everything was going to be ok my problem is that now that we have been divorced i thought we could make a go of it and i ve found you can t go back people rarely are not what they tell you they are in other words the are who they show you they are basically in a nutshell he s not going to change actually i m not going to change not with him and not in the same scenario so i choose to change my life i choose to not marry him i choose to live my life the way i want to live it not sure exactly how that is but at least i m going to be the captain of my destiny now the plot thickens as i ve met this other chap i like him i like him a lot and he likes me ooh the problematic love triangle or is it problem is he is a friend of my ex so i m in a pickle other problem he might have found out just how dumb i really am that or how dull i really am he s very worldly i m not i m still learning so many wonderful things my biggest fear is that people realize just how stupid i truly am originally he was very boisterous can t wait to hear from you count down to see you what about a rendezvous and all that now he s been very distant very proper so he might be gone and there may not be anything to worry about oh well as my dear friends tell me should that be the case then he they just don t know what they got ah i guess that s true perhaps i should tell the voices in my head to go to the devil and hush really why do we waste our time worrying about such nonsense still it s truly nothing but a huge pain in the puss i m done for now my question should i be what do you think back thank you for your response name required email required website comment required submit δ share this share on facebook opens in new window facebook email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on x opens in new window x print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on reddit opens in new window reddit like loading leave a comment family it truly does take a village we can t escape that and shouldn t posted on july 12 2014 by nora l pratt under journal entry journey of the month family there are many families those we are born with and those we pick up along the way i ve managed to have a wonderful family both immediate and extended i just got back from seeing my cousins in rapid city sd to many of my friends they ask why south dakota well it is wonderful country if you want to know the truth and my family happens to be some of the best people anyone could be related to i m proud to be part of them all of them with my trips to that wonderful country and those fabulous people comes my thoughts of what if what if my father had never left the area what if as a family we had stayed and we kids were raised right along side my cousins each time i return i m left with a bit of emptiness in my heart now don t get me wrong i love each of my siblings my niece and nephew and yes i know that the grass can always appear greener but they are so warm and loving very welcoming so much so that it makes me covet them i long to be a sibling is it even possible to covet people there is so much history to be learned each time i go back our family is everywhere in the history books we came over in 1634 it s quite fascinating and my cousin ann is engrossed in the genealogy and slowly pulling me in with her it does make me wonder about this wonderful history of ours and all of us who were born from it it s amazing when you consider what is genetic personality for instance i ve noticed that there is a certain personality traits on one side of our family that is much more gregarious than the other side it s not like one person has this personality trait most of them if not all of them have it it would be more of an abnormality to not be gregarious or charismatic incredible i m a bit of an oddity as i m not sure i carry this gene i mean when i am asked to 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