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e past few weeks i guess i was living like a zombie all concerning my work dealing with many types of customers rushing to deadlines outstation etc to make matter worst due to my perfectionist personality ️ regardless of long list of things to do and around the corner deadlines confusion of which task to complete first suddenly i went for hybernation last weekend doing nothing except eating and watching kdrama eve ️ but on monday morning i became so worried with the piles of tasks and almost did not want to wake up but finally i overcame it when i arrived at work again i did not know which task that i should do first but when it comes to gossipinh and food laju pulak my colleague told me that she made me as the example to justify her concern during a meeting however i was kinda annoy when certain of what she listed concerning me was not really true and may lead to misinterpreted by others but thing has passed couldn t be rewind so i have to train myself not to overthinking and let go of things that i can t control so i bought the following food for lunch nasi campur lauk asam pedas ikan bende goreng taugeh sambal belacan and jambu asam kawan belanja unfortunately around 2pm one of the organizer for the external workshop complained that i did not complete my claim form and did not provide my id photocopy and payroll slip ️ ️ ️ once settled with this claim thingy i have to check my junior customers task dah komen dan ada contoh pun salah sabau je la then i was so shocked to see my attendance record not again the outstation was not recorded not enough working hours etc maybe due to system error my reasons were not submitted i went to town to buy stationery food for dinner and raya cookies unfortunately only the banner of raya cookies still available and the stationery shop closed early i had a small bowl of soto a quarter plate of nasi goreng laici kang for dinner unfortunately around 3 4am i got stomache and went to the toilet several times today i had mcd pie apple for brekky and this food for lunch unfortunately i had stomache again atound 8pm what is wrong with me i was afraid to had dinner but i was so hungry i ended up having 2 packets of biscuits hot peaches tea high calorie but not satisfying my hunger ️ this one whole day i was kinda had mental block while checking and editing my jaws customer s document i only submitted the latest version to her at about 9 50pm kinda dissapointed when certain people just doing their work rushingly and not properly additionaly when she hardly listen to my suggestion i wonder how can she do something that require at least a month in just one day labels at work my activities my menu no comments tuesday may 31 2022 tak kesampaian posted by fairylilly at 10 41 00 am konon today cuti nak pi tukar ic baru nak pi tukar nama pemilik kereta nak pi servis kereta nak lipat baju nak urut coz sakit bawah belikat utk renew ic rasa tak mau pakai tudung hitam nanti nampak bosan nak pakai tudung plain instant dark blue risau design tak dibenarkan risau juga embossednya berkilau nak pakai new tudung instant merah belum basuh confirmlah kedut lagipun inner mcm terlipat pangkal tudung pun macam tak smooth kena iron properly kot nak pakai tudung pleated dark purple baju light purple tak dijumpai jenuh cari di bakul laundry di bukitan baju tak berlipat di dalam wardrobe di dalam beg balik raya di dalam beg balik weekend di dalam jut bag pun takde ️ selalu mcm ni haritu sebelum raya cari tudung pleated hitam dah la kalut nk packing dah lewat so balik kg je la siapa pulak pi curi tudung dan baju pakaian murah je tapi tadi rupanya tudung hitam tu terselit dalam jut bag ️ anyway due to cari baju dah buang masa tu belum lagi nak google tudung utk ic tapi si android google asyik lah pi redirect ke lazada wasting time bila cuba nak block dah google cara to prevent redirect tak faham2 bila faham tak menjadi pula wasting time so dah 10 am dah panas i pun takde mood nk keluar tapi tengoklah labels cuti no comments wednesday april 27 2022 bubur lambuk berhias posted by fairylilly at 11 49 00 pm semalam kalut nak pi ofis semasa dah masuk ke perkarangan tempat kerja baru sedar saya tertinggal cermin mata nak patah balik malas lagipun dah lewat padanlah muka kabur nak hadap laptop sakit kepala kerana memaksa diri tapi tulah kerja gerak sikit je tapi mulut gerak dari 1 4pm ️ ️ ️ ️ kalut balik solat then kalut juga balik dari ofis nearly 7pm masuk tempeh dalam air fyer potong and rendam brocoli reheat sambal hitam dalam microwave aik awat sambal mcm kekal bentuk biasa tak sampai 20 saat dah panas adoi rosaklah tu ni mesti gara2 masak nasi guna mv haritu dah la my gas stove dah tak berfungsi terpaksa guna electric cooker celur brocoli reheat bubur lambuk reheat sambal buka danmuji nah siap bubur lambuk berhias anyway moral of the story for yesterday jangan mudah bersangka2 jangan mudah kecil hati orang tak ajak rupa rupanya orang tolong ambilkan for today long list of things to do kalut print itu ini sempat dengar kisah si ibu yg tiada mood beraya beraya seorang diri buat pertama kali atau balik ke kampung menumpang saudara anak tunggal akan beraya di rumah mertua jiran pula tiba2 tidak bertegur sapa kesian kan sebab tu kita yang mendengar ni patut bersyukur with what we have dan doakan baik2 utk org yg begini my colleague suddenly shared her voice note material i searched for other material and shared with her sharing is caring together we are stronger then i downloaded my customers documents i am really worry about my laptop capacity only 3 2gb left while i was struggling to complete my list of things to do my colleague reminded me to check her customer s project ️ ️ ️ as what i have planned the day before i totally forgotten about it while i was rushing with the checking task my biskut raya supplier came to deliver my order then another biskut raya supplier sent me a message that i can pick up my order at the main office at 4 15pm oh no still a lot to check alhamdulillah i done submit it by 4 20pm then i drove hurriedly to the main office oh no where is my supplier office i went to a different building to make matter worst she neither reply my messages nor pick up my call i had to call another friend since when did they relocate to another building biskut raya is biskut raya i missed my friends here my ex housemates short meeting but very meaningful yes we need to held a reunion then i went back to my office uploading files and reorganizing them in the new folder then shared them with my customer next i went to shop lot unfortunately the matcha tea is gone went to speedmart to buy almond milk still no stock went back home reheat the leftover rice reheat sambal jawa reheat ayam masak kicap add on black pepper sauce and brocoli went back to office broke my fasting with the dates and grass jelly drink in my car then rushed back home to have to reheat leftover food after tarawih i had 3 pieces raya cookies while typing this post i had oreo ice cream terpengaruh nampak org beli minggu lepas labels at work cookies my activities my colleague ramadan no comments tuesday april 26 2022 just throw your toxic ego posted by fairylilly at 6 15 00 pm it is not easy to let go when someone said improper words when i told him it is not ok to do so when it really hurt my feeling when there was tears in my eyes when other people shock to read the words as well when i left the group when i left a big task that can contributes to many people it is not easy to let go when someone did not want to apologize just ignore it like nothing happen when several colleagues have advised him to do so it is not easy to let go when i had given the reminder generally in the meeting about attitude manners and stealing others work when someone purposely share something about defamation in the social media why suddenly share that kind of article why be triggered like that if he did nothing wrong for what to remind me to threaten me to make me worry it is not easy to let go when other people tried to advise him to just apologize but he arrogantly said to others he did not do anything wrong why he has to apologize it is not easy let go when other people told me he also updated a status regarding this issue and that status can be seen by the colleagues as well what is the purpose to gain sympathy and support to make me read it but hello i never read anyone status it is not easy to let go when other people has also tried to advise him to just apologize but again he arrogantly said to others he did not do anything wrong why he has to apologize if he think his words were not wrong ok i will try to accept that but how about he knew that his words hurt my feeling so why he still do not want to apologize rude ego arrogant trying to threaten me and make a fuss in social media he did not respect me only select certain people to be nice did not walk the talk when he involves in the task about manners he just works here for less than 3 months see this kinda attitude from new people how about later due to him i feel unhappy to work here no motivation anymore not only me there are others who feel the same again due to his attitude stealing other people hard work admit his mistake to the third party but never apologise to the one involve act like nothing happen and i know that whatever that colleague and i feel he feels it too the negative energy will bounce back to him moreover i always hope that he will be always kept away from me and my work place i imagine and believe that it gonna be happen on one fine day can t wait for that moment my dear friend also pray for the best for me last year one of my colleague told me that he felt like not feeling calm he wanna resign from work glad to hear that but his family objected to that but hmm still here today another colleague told me he feel like wanna resign due to the tiring trip need to focus with his bussiness but he is a bit heavy hearted when thinking about service duration so you see moral of the story life is a cycle what you give you get back never ever makes other people unhappy due to our words and attitude if you hurt people feeling apologise you will never be calm unless you apologise as for me as what the speaker said do not ever put hope or expect things to happen as what we wanna it to be so i should let it go try to be forgiven even though he never apologise but for time being i can t do so i am really deeply hurt i still remember how miserable i was last year planning to take a long leave or just to resign but i kinda of sedar diri banyak hutang lagi moreover one of the senior had reminded me rugilah the feeling of wanna die but sedar diri dosa banyak bekalan pun tak cukup lagi banyak lompang sana sini certain people may think why is it so hard to let go this is very small matter why let this some one ruining me well we will never understand certain thing until we are in that people shoes labels at work my colleague no comments tuesday april 19 2022 ramadhan weight posted by fairylilly at 3 27 00 am dah 3am ni but tak boleh tidur nk muntah tengok ig fb youtube or belek2 gambar lama lagi sakit hati pun ada coz byk gambar when i was 16kg lighter quite ok skin and no pigmentation with thick and healthy hair dah tu passed is passed bukannya nak pi tahajud ke kan pi buat benda2 mengarut apalah nak jadi sejak puasa ni tak larat nak sahur berat biasa kurma dgn susu air kosong or tak terbangun sahur ️ rasa dah kurangkan portion makan waktu beebuka kadang2 cuba juga suku2 separuh no ice cream selagi boleh cuba elak sweet food kuih cake etc melainkan teringin sangat ada juga orang beri baru sekali beli taufufah baru sekali beli 2 paket kuih dan sebekas bubur pulut hitam tu pun limitkan sehari 1 2 ketul end up tak habis since dah almost 2 weeks i terpaksa buang sayang tapi memang tak selera lagipun dah keras tapi tang air tu susah sikit ️ ️ ️ baru sekali minum air berkarbonat f n orange air kelapa no sugar 1x air cincau tin 1x matcha green tea 2x hazelnut matcha ice blended 1x blend fruit juice sendiri 1x buat lemon asam boi madu 2x owh selain makan buah naga anggur mangga tembikai but buah kan manis so i kawal juga portion but without exerciselah selain lemau memang tiada semangat nak mulakan so very slow weight loss lepas tu padan muka dissappointed harapan tinggi here is my note 0 3 april first day ramadhan 1 4 april puasa 1 64 5kg 2 5 april 63 2kg 3 6 04 62 6 kg diarrhea ️ 4 7 4 62 6 kg 5 8 4 62 2 kg total lose for 5 days 2 3kg expectation 7 days 3 kg 61 5kg 14 days 6kg 58 5kg 30 days 12kg 52kg 6 9 4 61 9 6d 2 6kg static gain ️ ️ ️ 7 15 4 61 7 12d 2 9kg static gain ️ ️ ️ 8 18 4 61 4 15d 3 1kg new expectation 30days 6 2kg 58 3kg tapi bila fikir semula dulu tahun 2017 ada coach utk 2 bulan once twice a week adalah exercise 1 1 30jam makan kadang jaga kadang tak dari 60kg turun ke 57kg turun 3 kg je ️ ️ ️ but mmg nmpk juga inches loss bayangkan dulu dengan exercise pun turun sikit je mmg jenis low metabolic rate kot labels diet puasa weight no comments sunday april 10 2022 menu ramadhan 7 hari posted by fairylilly at 12 47 00 am first day ahad walaupun tak puasa masak apa ada tak sempat larat pi kedai so sambal sardin paratha second day isnin baru start puasa but i saja ambil cuti i cancelled meeting with customers as well konon nk kemas rumah but tak gerak i tambah gochucaru cili korea dalam sambal sardin supaya pedas tp tak pedas pun dan goreng telur lobak asin third day konon nak pi withdraw duit tapi teringin sambal petai pi bazar ramadhan dah la it was drizzling kecewa hmmm sana sini roti john kuih pun tak byk pilihan or banyak dah habis air pun tak menarik takde org jual lauk dalam pada takde apa tu byk gak i beli antaranya mee kari air kelapa taufufah tapi esoknya i terpaksa ambil el i had diarrhea ️ ️ ️ fourth day nasi ayam golek dari bazar ramadhan semalamnya tapi kira candle light breakfasting coz black out fifthday pun nak cari lauk di gerai kedai nearby my house lauk di kedai tak byk pilihan lagipun semua ayam so i pi kedai lain beli ikan bakar teh hijau pi gerai tamak pulak beli bubur pulut hitam kuih kaswi kuih sagu tapi mkn kuih je so hadaplah sehari seketul keras dah nanti kena kukus semula bila taip post ni baru teringat bubur ️ sixth day teringin burger pulak konon nak belanja my nearby customers but i just asked siapa yg ada tak ckp nk belanja pun masing2 senyap2 sedihkan niat nak bersedekah pun tak tercapai alhamdulillah ada security guards at my work place tapi tak cukup pulak burgernya for them harap them share lah anyway here was my portion seventh day misi mengosongkan fridge kali ni modify sambal sardin curah lebihan kuah mee kari jadilah kari sardin masak telur dadar tumis brocoli sos tiram penuh pinggan suapan ke 3 dah senak perut labels my menu puasa ramadan no comments fullstop posted by fairylilly at 12 09 00 am semalam ternampak fb posting syed azmi he shared quotes from ig marahnya orang sabar adalah diam marahnya orang kecewa adalah pergi the second line just happened to 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