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cause all the other url s i wanted to use for my blog is not vailable anymore such as 1 aradia my online name for so long which i got from the character of a blind witch maiden in one of the night world series i used to read in my teenage days black dawn night world being a book series on the alternate world of vampires witches and warewolves yesss long before the world became obsessed with vampires and twillight and edward cullen i have gone through that stage looooooooooong ago haha 2 alltheworldsastage all the world s a stage is a phrase from william shakespeare s play as you like it which begins a monologue by the melancholic character jaques in act ii scene vii so guys do check out my new blog curiouser and curiouser labels be enterteined me myself and i 0 comments we the people will hold you accountable wednesday may 2 2012 by aradia http www themalaysianinsider com sideviews article analysing bersih 3 0 malaysian in the us just would like to post here and share my comments on fb to farhana s posting of this excellent article from the malaysian insider my comments reflect some of my thoughts post bersih 3 0 precisely the stupidest thing to me is that the government via police is justifying their actions of the whole brutal shenanigans tear gas hauling people in masses to the police station etc because it is an illegal assembly but why must it be illegal in the first place the government made it an illegal assembly without justifications it is still beyond me why people cannot be allowed to gather peacefully so long as their cause is not supportive of the government then we might as well be a communist country then just obey no questions asked when such a large number of people gathers remarkable and some violence did ensue then the problem is that it is impossible to positively determine who started it off because once it is started of course there will be a chain of reaction as people caught in violence both sides would have no choice but to defend themselves here it is going to be a he says she says situation bersih participants started the violence no the police started the violence both sides are personally involved and hence none of their words can be taken in value therefore we turn to the words of the impartial observers the international observers and international journalists etc who were in the middle of it to observe and report with no personal stake involved now those who says the international people are actually biased because they want the opposition to rule so that the west can exploit the country and destroy islam etc u know the usual are clearly delusional malaysia ni tak sehebat mane pun untuk diorang nak exploit bukan lah kita ni kaya sangat dengan minyak pun bukan lah ekonomi kita ni mantap pun bukan lah kita ni islamic sangat pun tengok lah perangai2 majority muslim kat malaysia ni so sila sedar diri sebelum nak perasan negara luar nak ekspolit kita and i saw on the singapore news ok ni pun mesti ada orang akan argue oh singapore memang nak menjatuhkan malaysia please the reason i watched the singapore news is because of course la these kind of report would not be shown on malaysian governement controlled news channel international observers from india etc australian ambassador and so on stating that they were in the midst of it and the people were indeed gathering peacefully and the brutality and tear gassing from the police were totally unprovoked i guess the police were attacking just for the sake of it being an illegal assembly as their justification as above now i am not blaming the police and yes we should not maki hamun the police i read someone s status saying what if polis2 tu mak bapak kita and kita tengok org lain mencarut2 tentang polis but we should instead blame the people who instructed the police i e our beloved government seriously nak tergelak tengok press statement najib on why it is ok to use tear gas on the people because using tear gas is better than if lost of lives were to happen problem is if the brutality was unprovoked i e it is the police side who started the violence then why are you using fear of lost of lives as an excuse to tear gas the people you yourself incite the violence then u use that as an excuse to further attack the people brilliant it is not that you can just use tear gas whenever there is a large crowd gathering for fear some lives might be lost if the gathering continues you only use it when the crowd gets unruly and hence threatening lives but not when you are the one being unruly please understand the fine distinction here mr prime minister to me whatever has happened bersih 3 0 is a success why because more important than the actual demands made by bersih 3 0 is the message that it seeks to send to the government that is the people will not lay idle and let you make a mockery of our democratic system let you run rampant with corruptions let you trample on our rights and let you do whatever the hell you want just because you are in power we the people will hold you accountable now i would like to add yes i am pro bersih 3 0 for the message that it seeks to put forth to the government accountability but i am also a realist therefore i know sentiment would mean both sides would try to put the blame 100 on people on the other side of the fence but what is important now is how this nation move forward post bersih 3 0 and so on this point i think art harun says it best on his blog and i qu ote i say apart from that the bersih rally reveals a nation which is not at ease with her people and on the other hand a people which is suspicious of their nation it shows that at times all of us could lose our head and descend into some kind of a contagious sickness i just pray that soon all of us would regain our collective consciousness regain our rationality and reasonableness regain that missing piece of humanity and then perhaps we would sit down with a cup of coffee in hand and ponder whether we would want to continue with our waywardness or whether we would want to heal this nation get back on our feet and move forward as one people with one purpose in unity whatever it is for my thoughts and admittedly my sentiments underlying it all is my utmost and unshakeable belief in the rule of law not the law of rule wherein every democratic government as malaysia claims to be must be reminded lest they forget that we the people will hold you accountable labels a penny for your thought musings v e n t 0 comments forever after monday december 12 2011 by aradia once upon a time in a faraway land there live a prince and a princess the prince and princess grew up worlds apart from each other and had never met one another while growing up one day while traveling to another kingdom to learn the secrets of the world chance and fate brought them together and the prince and princess met and decided that they like one another very much like one another indeed so what happens next well since this is a fairy tale of course what happens next is that the price and princess fell in love with each other and then then they live happily ever after oh wait no no not yet why well because the prince and princess realised that before you can live happily ever after there are many obstacles that you have to go through first what kind of obstacles well every kind of obstacles from slaying dragons the princess realised that she had a lot of unknown dragons from her 7 past lives that are coming back to haunt her to broomstick problems the prince and princess lives in 2 different kingdoms far away from each other and when their broom sticks are broken they dont get to travel to meet each other for a looonngg time which makes the princess sad to communication problems since the prince and princess comes from different kingdoms they speak different languages and although they tried to learn a new language together the new language is very very tough and the prince and princess occasionally gets in trouble because of this but the biggest obstacle for the prince and princess is to understand each other you see the prince and princess are sooooo different from one another this is because the prince s fairy godmother is from mars and the princess fairy godmother is from venus and so the prince and princess learn different things from their fairy godmothers well polar opposites actually and so the prince and princess think different things like different things feel different things and are prone to different things altogether you want to know the secret of this it s because when the prince was born his fairy godmother blew into him essence of the earth and therefore the prince grew up to be a very grounded person and also very hard to move like boulders of the earth the princess on the other hand well her fairy godmother blew into her essence of the wind and she grew up to be a very temperamental person like the wind she also tends to sway where the wind blows so what happens to the prince and princess i hear you ask well to tell you the truth nobody knows not even the very wise oracle who lives on the mountain well not yet anyway because the princess is thinking whether their vast differences can ever be reconciled and the prince is thinking why the hell is it so hard to understand her so boys and girls let us pray hard together for the poor prince and princess pray hard that they will look deep into their hearts and find their way find their way to each other forever after labels of time and life storyteller 1 comments monday november 28 2011 by aradia in my arrogance i forgot 1 comments between being feminist being delusional sunday october 16 2011 by aradia love the point made here in our quest of empowering women we made the fatal error of putting man as the standard it then becomes counter productive to our initial objective we can never be like men and who says we should i just read a book called fight like a girl who says it s a bad thing although the author argues using biblical reference here there but the position is the same in islam i m proud that in every fight and battles in life that i have faced i have always fought like a girl i e using my natural god given strength as a woman rather than trying to fight like another being whose characteristics i do not possess i hate it when people say women are too emotional like being emotional is a bad thing i love value logic but if everyone functions on the basis of logic alone with no regards to feelings and intuition i e if everyone of us wants to be the stoic logical man in all situations no compromise society would eventually be soul less being a feminist does not mean fighting to be just like a man it means fighting to be who you are to be the best that you can be to fulfill your true potential fighting to have an opinion not to have others view shoved down your throat including the view of how you should be less feminine and every single thing that word entails and more masculine so ladies lets draw the line here between being feminist being delusional http www yasminmogahed com 2010 12 19 a woman e2 80 99s reflection on leading prayer labels musings 3 comments i wish thursday september 15 2011 by aradia i wish i could tell you of this deep abyss in my heart that i tried to fill with your words and your voice but sometimes the loneliness that creeps up just eats up from within i wish i could tell you of how at times when i try to conjure up your sweet face and your dimpled smile and your soft laughter they get blurred out and muted down by the vastness of space and the passage of time i wish i could tell you of the tears that would sometimes fall when i miss in pain or i hope in vain but i knew in my heart no love nor care nor want in the world can change the unchangeable and so i continue to wish oh how i wish so i wish labels despondency poetic justice 0 comments less than ideal monday august 22 2011 by aradia yes i know our situation is less than ideal it s not ideal to be separated by all these miles to not be able to drop by each other s place or office when the fancy strikes or not being able to call for you to pick me up when i need some rescuing given the chance i m always in need of rescuing p or to steal some time to have a quick lunch or dinner together because we re so far away from each other well physically far away but in truth you are always so close because you are in my heart and it just feels to me like you are always right by my side every step of the way in everything that i do i can just feel you there with me because you are my best friend it s not ideal that we don t get to see each other as often as i would like well ideally i would like to see you everyday okay once a week is good enough but i know that s not possible given the distance the physical distance but it s ok at least i hear from you everyday without fail we each know the detail of our everyday life we share all that s happening to us everything we are doing all the things we are thinking the things that are bothering and upsetting us the things that are making us happy and bringing us joy we are sharing our life with each other and like you said i see you more often that the people i literally see day in day out because i see you with my mind and with my heart and sometimes i see you in my dreams blush i always see your smile and it s a bonus that everytime we do get to meet i feel so excited like every date is our first date i don t take for granted the time we get to spend with each other and that makes every moment so special because it s priceless yes i know our situation is less than ideal but i will not trade in what we have together in exchange for normalcy because what we have together makes me happy happier than i ve been in a long loooonnggg time what we have together gives me peace and makes me want to be a better person so i will not for one second consider giving it up for all those ideals yes i know our situation is less than ideal but it s a small price to pay when what i get in return is you when you have perfect who cares if it s less than ideal labels me myself and i musings of time and life 7 comments a little girl who looks like me sunday july 17 2011 by aradia when the mood strikes me yes i think this is my biggest wish to have a little girl of my own a little girl who looks like me labels bisikan hati me myself and i 3 comments sejiwa wednesday june 29 2011 by aradia pada irama ku berpesan lagu ini ditujukan padanya yang tersayang kasihku kau pernah dipersia lalu kubawa cintaku sebagai penawarnya biar lukamu masih terasa sesaat engkau tidak ku temu bulan seakan pilu tiada dapat beradu begitu jika engkau membisu badai jauh dilautan tiada ketepian sebegitu cintaku padamu usahlah cinta dibawa bersama ditenggelami mentari di timur gelap gelita tiada bercahaya ku tiada berdaya ku ingin selalu di sampingmu tiap waktu siang melambai malam bagaikan senja denyutan cinta kita penyambung hadirnya akan ku bina istana 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