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anxiety oranges life with anxiety swirled in also sometimes anxiety with life sprinkled on top plus i 3 oranges anxiety oranges life with anxiety swirled in also sometimes anxiety with life sprinkled on top plus i 3 oranges menu skip to content home about questions agoraphobic origami issues i have with myself are too numerous sometimes the list feels ever growing growing up was one of them i wanted to be peter pan in neverland when i grew enough i reached a point where i wanted to be smaller to fit within the bounds of what i deemed as acceptable what continue reading short tale of the foolish me and the unfair soup foolish me the unfair soup it s me whinging in funny way decided to have soup for lunch opt for the tinned sort the soup it seems did not so much want to be lunch immediately as i finish opening the can the lid slips just into the soup instead of sitting on it oh of socially weird behaviour let s talk about a subset of behaviours which are considered weird and sometimes due to their oddity are called socially unacceptable but which aren t inherently harmful or dangerous to anyone else specifically i m talking about stimming for those who aren t familiar stimming is the word for repetitive sensory stimulating behaviours such as bouncing your leg the hungry wolf cn this post includes mentions food insecurity and discussion of eating habits what time is it mr wolf dinner time my mother makes a big show of leaning back while fake roaring scoops me up and pretends to naw on my leg barely surpressing her own laughter now i can t put an exact age to this staring at the blue do you ever have those moments where you overlooked something so obvious that you want to just look in the mirror and facepalm at yourself i do i try very hard to be observant to compensate for some of my disabilities but try though i might i can be very oblivious at times so here s the 15 minutes my brain on disordered eating disordered eating is really disordered thinking about eating and it is an awful thing for those who have it but for me personally it is far from my biggest struggle poverty has made most of my food choices for me and my other mental health problems vastly out shadow it still it is a struggle and i notice october 19 2015 in uncategorized ableist slurs prevent us from discussing legitimate flaws this post is about words the way we use them and how maybe we can think about changing the way we use them i m not trying to be heavy but this post gonna be an omph at least it s short remember this while you read being better to others is part of being a better july 22 2015 in disordered dreams reciprocity of sorts gone is the good parent content warning mentions death take care of yourselves fellow death anxiety sufferers i mean that title header very personally the parent i had who i considered my good parent is gone gone from my life not that my other parent is terrible but rather that my good parent was so wonderful also not i ve had some june 21 2015 in a shade of purple hollyoak tree sprinkles of vulnerability an indirect answer to the freestyle writing challenge this post will be an attempt at the freestyle writing challenge as posted about by jane of cupid or cats since i ve only just got back to blogging and don t really have many followers to begin with i ll just cheat a bit check out jane s post for the rules if you d like a different june 21 2015 in eating oranges reciprocity of sorts anxiety the invisibility potion que the awkward shuffling of my feet sorry folks i don t have many people who are likely to have noticed my existence so my absence could hardly make a large impact but i disappeared from this blog for a while that is to say i never really left i just sort of suddenly couldn t cope june 19 2015 in a shade of purple what is it like to have attention deficit disorder have you ever wondered what it s like to experience add and if you have add have you ever wondered what it s like from someone elses shoes scrolling along i saw an open question about it the thread was amazing with so many diverse answers some experiences i share some totally dissimilar i d love to hear june 6 2015 in a shade of purple a voice disabled the muffling of pwd it is a simple truth that to be disabled often means not having a voice in the world at large no matter the disability no matter when you develop it genetic all the way to accident related having disabilities puts your voice on mute even in our home communities which is not to say people december 9 2014 in reciprocity of sorts kindness kindles a kerfuffle silence is something i tend towards but very often empathy is my driving factor towards trying to speak to others so it s rather painful for me when this backfires heartily and my empathy is instead interpreted as condescension i don t know how to avoid this and i m too socially inept to know how to navigate october 26 2014 in uncategorized flu feelings vrs depression there s more than one type of weariness and i ve endured a variety of types of it for the moment the kind i m experiencing comes with a flu but i have been thinking about the tired i felt with depression when i m tired i act depressed that is my behaviour becomes similar to depression behaviour perhaps september 20 2014 in sprinkles of vulnerability being discerning rather than judgmental word wise and without additional context people often don t seem to make a distinction between passing judgment and making assumptions using judgment colloquially there is very little difference however i think a distinction should be made between them if we encourage people not to judge that should not be synonymous with don t assess assessing is how september 15 2014 in reciprocity of sorts post navigation older posts search recent posts agoraphobic origami short tale of the foolish me and the unfair soup socially weird behaviour the hungry wolf staring at the blue recent comments ettina on non contact abuse well mapping the grey are on non 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