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ce and called to let me know they d arrived great come on in i d said i m just wrapping up a conference call they couldn t do that apparently mom s latest thing is that she is terrified to go into anyplace where there are strangers i guess not being able to drive at night if it s raining if it might snow and on the highways being afraid of heights and closed spaces and crowds being too clumsy to step off a curb being unable to use anything of higher technology than a dial phone and being sure that she has every bizarre illness known to man is not enough oddness now she has decided to make herself agoraphobic sigh she s 74 i guess if she wants to be the crazy old lady she can do so at thanksgiving we talked about the baby items we are making for my soon to be born granddaughter she had decided to make a quilt i crocheted a baby bag and a couple little hats for her i need to mail them by the 1st i said since the baby is due the 15th i told them i would call them to arrange for me to come out and pick up the quilt so i could mail them all together as time went on we realized we weren t going to make the deadline so i told her that was fine if i got them out by this week we d be okay and i would call her when i could make it out friday she called so what time will you be out tomorrow i hadn t made plans to go out there and hour drive saturday i had made other plans for saturday which involved having lots of sex with ad and then going to a play party that night huh i said we made plans she insisted i rescheduled for sunday now given that she insisted that we had had plans for saturday and that those plans included me picking up the quilt i assumed it would be done when i got there sunday assume and you make an ass yeah whatever so we had to schedule lunch for today so they could bring the finished quilt to be mailed they agreed to come to my work and we would go from there to a nice little restaurant close by nothing fancy but i knew it would be decorated for the holidays it has a beautiful fireplace and is right on a lake today was so beautiful and clear it would have been perfect mom can t we go to denny s me seriously denny s mom yes they have such a nice lunch there don t they have a good lunch there dear to my dad our denny s is so nice they have a sunken garden so we went to denny s where she proceeded to return the utensils sticky instruct the waiter on her blt and then drop her utensils on the floor and even though she wouldn t need her knife or spoon for a sandwich and fries and i offered her mine if she did she requested yet another set i asked her about meeting up with the local quilting group in her area that we had found online for her she has always had difficulty making friends and when my father retired was very jealous of any time that he spent with his friends his family or doing hobbies that didn t include her which is just about everything because she can barely move due to various mysterious ailments that the doctor a quack can never diagnose you need to make your own friends ma i said you have hobbies you enjoy then you won t feel bad when dad goes bowling or hangs out with his brothers oh no she said about the quilting group then she divulged her fear of walking into rooms with strangers i had also advised that they find things to do together my dad was a workaholic and now they needed to find something they could share as well as things that mom could do on her own she said she would like to get some exercise and dad always liked to run and walk so i suggested the silver sneakers program that a local hospital offers her doctor agreed that it would be great for her that s when she started having a balance issue suddenly she can t maintain her balance and walks into walls and doorjambs did you look into the silver sneakers program for her dad i asked when she went to the restroom the doctor said so many of her physical issues could be alleviated if she got a little bit of exercise every little bit helps also she will get to make friends and get to know some people her own age see that she s not alone in dealing with some of them you re mom will never do it he said dismissively i had a gym membership for two years and she never went oh really i d never heard about that where at gold s gym he said gold s gym for my then 72 year old mother gold s gym christ i d be intimidated to go in there so other than that and mom being very awestruck at our fancy target here in the city with its new fangled parking garage and staring at the houses as we drove by as if she s never seen houses in a city before look at what little yards they have and how close together they are lunch went well mom is sweet and has a loving generous heart the quilt she made the baby is darling and it was touching how proud she is of it i just have to never let them come to the city again leave a comment a poly life tagged family permalink posted by piecesofjade michigan endings and beginnings december 2 2011 so here they are the last of the snaps i took while we were on our mother daughter retreat a bit about that first ever since my ex and i split my daughter who i refer to interchangeably as the missy and the girl and i have taken a yearly vacation together just she and i usually it s sometime in the summer but this year it ended up being over thanksgiving which is perhaps apropos since i am profoundly grateful to have had these times with her and to have been able to have this relationship with her not all mothers have such a close relationship with their teen to adult daughters although my relationship with my own mother is wonderful now close and loving we had our struggles when i was growing up so i know firsthand how unusual and precious my relationship is with her this time with my daughter was especially poignant in that as she moves into true independence and adulthood i can see that our yearly trips together may now become her yearly trips with girlfriends of hers she is already planning her first girlfriend vacation for next year i m a little sad and still hopeful that she and i can continue to do this too but also it feels right for her to be making these plans without me making her own plans for her own life i m proud of her excited for her and proud of myself too in a small way for having raised a girl that is as fearless open and loving as she is we spent a lot of time talking this time around in the past we have had a lot more pool beach hiking activity time but the beach was cold as you ll see and mostly we just holed up relaxing writing and talking it was more enforced relaxation than i ve had in a long time but it was really really good for us both and the topics we covered whew that s a post all in and of itself and of course as mentioned in poj there was her discovery of this blog but that s another post here for now are the last of the pictures the last two days were cold and blustery i have no idea what i was doing here but i know it was damn cold here and windy i love how the dunes take back the beaches when the summer folk go home and i loved the crash of the waves monday it was clear again cold and windy but sunny i was so glad to get my shot of the canoes on the beach and tuesday we were on the road again headed back home all in all a successful trip one of the best mother and daughter trips we have ever had the missy wrote in the guest book at our place and i have to agree i hope that there will be many more to come leave a comment a poly life tagged family nanowrimo travel permalink posted by piecesofjade e lust 29 oops september 28 2011 welcome to e lust your source for sexual intelligence and inspirations of lust from the smartest sexiest bloggers whether you re looking for hot steamy smut thought provoking opinions or expert information you re going to find it here want to be included in e lust 30 start with the rules check out the schedule and subscribe to the rss feed for updates this week s top three posts evidence to the 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please please please sir showers and strawberries slick the visitor the play fight leave a comment a poly life e lust writing permalink posted by piecesofjade a walk down memory lane september 2 2011 i ve mentioned how much i am enjoying spending time with my son since he moved home with me full time it s a joy getting to know him as a young man a joy that i never expected sixteen year old boys don t share a lot with their moms and he probably wouldn t either except that we are thrown together with no escape from each other by the fact that i have to drive him to and from school daily a forty five minute jaunt each way a lot of times i listen to an audiobook and especially in the am he will snooze on the drive but occasionally even in the mornings we will have good talks in the afternoons though is when we really get a chance to talk and he seems delighted to do so our conversations are wide ranging and his opinions about things are interesting to me he s much more gregarious than i ever knew and in some ways much more a typical teen moody at times opinionated very sure of his own rightness and immortality snarky and sarcastic at times very dramatic at others it s odd since neither the eldest or missy were what i d call typical in that regard and i really hadn t spent enough one on one time before now with the boychild to realize all this about him it s like i am getting acquainted with my own son and in the process also learning to mother him in a way that is healthy effective and good for us both one of my favorite things that he does spontaneously is to introduce me to music he enjoys oftentimes when i am listening to an audiobook he will tap me on the shoulder if music comes on that he knows i like or that he thinks i might like and then if it is a song we both know oftentimes we will sing along to it together yesterday he tapped me when a song that he really likes came on oh my god i said you like this yeah he said and started to tell me all about what he likes about it i just grinned and grinned and when he was done i said do you want to know how old that song is and then i proceeded to tell him how that was the first song my first husband his older brother s father and i had listened to together i d met him in an 18 plus dance club he was only 17 at the time but got in anyway because he looked like he was 24 and lied to me too about his age as well btw and offered to drive me home of course i couldn t know it at the time but it wasn t his car he was driving and he didn t actually even have a driver s license more bits o history the car was an el camino the same kind of car that is parked in the condo complex with a for sale sign on it when the boychild started oohing and ahhing over it recently i told him about how my first ex s best friend had driven one and how he had been the sweetest boy and had had a crush on me but that i d gone for his bad boy best friend and what a mistake except for getting my eldest son out of the deal that had been anyway jump by van halen had been on the radio when i d hopped into the car to get a ride home from the dance club and the very next song that came on was i could not believe it that song was the one that was playing the first time my very first boyfriend ever kissed me i had to tell him that story too and in telling confessed to having first gotten into d d with that boyfriend and his group of nerdy friends the game that he is now heavily involved in with his nerd club after school club he was amazed that i had played d d and laughed his ass off when i told him that of course those stupid boys had had a lot more fun abusing my half elf half human character chya than actually fighting the monsters that was until i clawed my way up to a high enough level that i could kick their asses back and i did after he caught his breath he looked over at me that s my mom he said thinking about all that i ve learned about him recently looking at his mohawk now blue and listening to his sometimes cocky sometimes still heartbreakingly innocent monologues on life and music and love and sex and growing up and his father and friends and school and what he wants to be i just have to nod that s my boy life just gets better and better leave a comment daily life family permalink posted by piecesofjade random bits of happiness and pleasure august 23 2011 so after my mini meltdown last week and my subsequent hold it together girl chat with myself it turned out that my fears were all out of whack with reality no really i know that surprises you can anyone say hamster head anyway i have had a completely delightful two weeks since this new schedule has happened surprisingly utterly delightful first was the unexpected pleasure of a night with the boychild completely on our own ad got called away to kc for the night and whereas in the past i would have taken my happy butt over to w s and enjoyed myself of course i can t do that now i m a parent i have responsibilities so instead i took the boychild out...