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joe had already gotten me roses not for valentines day just because he loves me ok now group awwwwww and then turn and puke but today towards the end of class he started calling me the first lady of spin class as in come on first lady crank it up one and it s ok now if the first lady wants to rest she can rest it made me smile so today as i was getting ready to come into work i found myself looking in the mirror differently my weight may not be where i d like it to be but i m getting into shape and i had been babying my leg ever since the incident with the mountain i was skiing along just fine and then the mountain had to go and get in the way stupid mountain we re still not on speaking terms but i can feel it getting stronger the triathlon is in september and i am considering running a half marathon with some friends in october those were things i had wanted to do before the incident but never did time for excuses is over time for waiting is over spin class is only 2 days a week but i will get up and i will go to it and the first lady will ride posted by sarah at 8 01 am 2 comments thursday january 29 2009 home strange home so steve has a way of reminding me where i m from in a good way as you ve read below because i m sure you ve read all my posts right you have haven t you come on humor me i ve been reading prodigal god by tim keller i m in the section where the concept of home really hits home mr keller s point in the section i m reading right now is that no matter what we think of as home our memories can never be achieved and even were we to go back in time to the actual occurrence of those memories even that would be a shadow of the feeling he posits this because as humans we were made for fellowship with god and our home was the garden of eden or more importantly where god was he poses the thought that we will never again feel that satisfying home feeling until we are with god now while i wholeheartedly agree with this thesis steve s facebook post to me this morning had me feeling more home than i ve felt in a long time what was this miraculous post you ask steeler ladies now i already was loving the original beyonce song although since the teenager above me loves it as well and has a penchant for listening to it over and over again at 7am every morning it s begun to wear on my nerves a bit today i got payback i downloaded the steel city version onto both of the laptops joe is not as thrilled that it s on his as he s not a steeler lady uploaded it my ipod and it is playing on seamless rotation as i type now granted i am a steelers fan a huge fan i have a playlist of steelers songs including 3 versions of the polka some of the songs i have on the playlist on the laptop didn t even make it to the ipod because they re from the kordell era i almost cut some songs from the 2005 superbowl run because they refer to plaxico i don t like plaxico now i know that the song will eventually get old after listening to this latest version of steeler pride all day and i do mean all day i took the ipod to the office with me there was a brief amount of time where i listened to rush he s soothing we ve established this and i did listen to the polamalu song a bit some paint it black and back in black but yes mostly steeler ladies anywho yes it will eventually get old but there is something hugely empowering about listening to this song and being able to parallel park in the city all while car dancing come on you do it too don t deny it i so know you do it the second verse is nice yes recounting all the players and feeling cool because i know which players they re talking about but strangely enough its the first verse that s brought me back to myself i m not a typical lady i certainly don t fit the mold of the fashonista nyc ladies i m from the midwest i don t mind that it s 3 degrees i ll wear another hoodie preferably my big comfy osu one i learned to yell at the refs from my dad and while he doesn t have a bradshaw jersey that i could swipe i wear my ward jersey s knowing one day they ll be there for my sweet little princess but just because i m from the midwest and have my 3 terrible towels i can still be a city gal i can parallel park pretty good maybe even better than my dad i knew we d turned a corner when the last time the folks were up to visit dad declined the opportunity to drive and let joey chauffeur him around i can ride the subway get in and out of a cab gracefully and run in 3 inch heels yet just because god has moved me to new jersey i do not cease to be a midwest gal i will sing along as myron yoi s his way through the polka i will dance around the house to steeler ladies through sunday and beyond in the case of a win because i was raised this way i know every play look at me now with my terrible towel and i will dance the salsa the best i can clap in latin rhythm at church and attempt the wu tang as long as the new city kids are doing it with me just because my location of home has changed doesn t mean that all the things that went into me have to cease what we were plus what we are makes us pittsburgh this is the sum of me dancing in my jersey and enjoying every minute of it switchfoot style and steeler nation this is who i am posted by sarah at 7 53 pm 3 comments thursday january 15 2009 merry christmas i know you re saying um sarah look at the calendar it s january 15 you ve overshot by a couple of weeks but we did the actual christmas dates down in florida and then i went to ohio and detroit i have the cutest new little cousin julia plus got to see the adorable levi who is getting so big to do christmas with my fam there so last night joe and i finally had our christmas together it was wonderful pics will be posted on face book soon along with video of the speeder and his stocking and this morning when we woke up to yet another freezing day here in joisey it was snowing so yeah pretty good christmas for me but alas because the rest of the world is unaware of the fact that yesterday was christmas for me joe and i both had to go to work today so as i was driving him to the train muttering under my breath about all the folks who suddenly forget how to drive in weather i found myself saying the following to joe this is proceeded by me letting a driver from a side street make a left turn in front of me with no acknowledgement of my kind driving me you re welcome see that s the problem i have with all the drivers around here i figure because i m a kind driver people will be kind to me but that just doesn t happen which suddenly made a connection to a book i ve been reading my boss got it for me for christmas but steve tried to get it for me too steve side note forget if i told you but i should have taken that copy the flight attendant on the flight home was asking about it and wrote down the title wished i had it to give to her anywho one of tim keller s points is that the parable of the prodigal son was told to prick the pharisees in the group who are represented by the older brother in the story because he d lived a good life he expected to get all these blessings from his father the pharisees of old lived much the same way they kept to the law not because it was life to their bones but because they figured if they did all the right things they would get all the right blessings from god not so much and that s the way i ve lived i ve been nice and good all my life go ahead steve break into into the woods songs now expecting that god will bless me with all the things i want no matter if they re the best he has for me i ve been good and i want it so give it to me now yeah i m not a princess or anything but even after reading it and knowing it applied to me it took crazy jersey drivers to bring the point home to me so thank god for jersey drivers and it s my prayer that i would love him for him not for the things he can give me that s my prayer for you too this new year well newish i know i m a few weeks behind that you would find a new depth of love for the lord that you would not be able to grasp how wide how deep his love is for you and you would never tire of it with the tough times we re facing ahead he s all that matters posted by sarah at 9 26 am 2 comments monday september 22 2008 speaking the unspoken i wrote a blog in my head the other day it was called the fear failure and the fear of failure i often blog in my head this makes it difficult for you to read them because unfortunately they haven t perfected the technology of mental blogging although this is probably good if everything i thought immediately went into blog form for all to read i would have been committed 4 years ago so yes until then and out of the friendly confines of a mental institution i will actually blog on my computer rather than in my head the weekend was rough had a bit of a breakdown saturday night thanks to jennn for listening to me rant and rave for a bit i was able to relax for a bit today joe took the day off because i had been planning to leave today on a trip to vermont with a friend but it fell through at the last moment after a nice long bath lush products mmmmm i said the following words aloud to joe i don t think i m an actor this may come as a shock to most of you who have known me for any period of time do i think i may still act of course shoestring is moving in some really great directions and i still find so much joy in being on a stage but watching natalie pursue her passion in the city has made me re evaluate my own passions i don t really like the build up to being the center of attention yes steve i told you shocking the being on stage the actual acting that i enjoy but i like seeing it come together from backstage being the man behind the curtain in oz if you will if you asked me what my passions are i love cooking i love parties i love cooking for parties i love throwing parties i love creating parties i love shopping for parties things that drain the passion straight from my veins riding the path into the city for an audition reading copy or doing a monologue for the 12th time knowing i m not what they re looking for showing up for yet another japanese project the fakeness that goes into the business so where does this leave me 2 of my drama team guys are good enough that one day they may be accepting an oscar and thanking me i hope that doesn t sound as cocky as i feel it does some things are around the corner that may make memoirs take off we re finally opening our new building at church yay my own stage i may go to film school just so i can learn how to properly film things i have finally found a formula that keeps 10 small children occupied and enjoying themselves i would like to put that into a book i enjoy writing i have a laptop and can go anywhere i like and just sit and type so this is where i am i have felt like a failure for some time now because i haven t been in a feature film and haven t won an oscar myself yet but that may not be for me i m not saying that i may not change the world by being an actor but i have long felt that i was not to be an actor in a typical sense i don t want to brag but i am a good actor i know that but i also know i am not a typical actor i mean i m not a typical person none of us are really we have been called to be peculiar people right here s to oddity on a small side note if i could be so bold as to ask for prayer i ve finally made a dr s appointment with a highly reccommended dr i was told by her office when i made the appointment that it would be a half an hour appointment with her this woman is a christian who is extremely good at what she does and has been reccommended to me by 3 of my friends we re going to be doing a complete physical as well as exploring any other options as to why i haven t been able to shake this funk pray we ll find the best course of action and i ll see some differences in my life thanks for sharing my crazy life posted by sarah at 6 37 pm 3 comments wednesday september 17 2008 joy along the journey so here we are nearly 2 months into my experiment and some things are indeed better my eating hasn t changed as much as i d hoped tv habits have changed some but not as much as they should i have introduced some omega 3 foods into my diet based on some things i ve read and sure enough i am noticing a more positive outlook i am seeing the difference joe asked me this morning to remind him of my goal we ve been sitting down for a filling breakfast together lately that has been good i ve finally distilled the goal down to to give joe the best me i can give him he smiled and said he would be praying for that i took a bit of a shortcut for my 2 books this month since i m down to the wire for the month i am in the middle of 3 other books all very close to the finish but i read a novel earlier in the month and today finally finished one of the 88 page books steve got us all for christmas in our joy the book really distills the christian life pretty well and at first i was thinking yeah yeah i know all this already but when i took time to quiet my heart and listen to what god had to speak to me through it got some real important pieces out of it i am a fan of distilling words don t put in tons of extra fluff that s going to confuse me just give me your point so here are some points i got out of it 1 don t think of striving to get his favor think of striving with the favor of his help 2 forgiveness of sins and justification are at the bottom of our striving we do not strive for them we strive because we have them 3 the mark of a true follower of jesus is not yet perfection but rather an unrelenting battle of sin i am realizing that i am in many ways a perfectionist usually in many of the wrong areas but my need for perfection is not so god would love me and accept me that has already happened i must strive to perfect my love for him resting in the knowledge that even that will not be achieved while i am here on earth lord move my motivation to you on a side note i started my service small group last night cooking classes and dinner thrown in with a short lesson from the bible i had 4 teenage girls sign up and a co worker who is desperate to learn how to cook he recently moved in to an apartment with another intern guy so he s worried he ll starve and another co worker whom i wasn t expecting but am excited to get the joy of knowing please pray over trudy taylor danitra chaiylah kay la daija day ja and will that they may find our home a safe haven and that i would be able to love them as the lord loves them pray also that the lord comes through with a bigger house soon including joe last night we squeezed 8 folks around our kitchen table and a couple of tv trays things i learned last night trudy s grandma died before she was born most of the other girls have some sort of continuation of family also ironic that they seemed to respond to the grandma question singularly not sure how many have father s in the picture let alone a grandma on dad s side als...