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サブリナの日記 サブリナの日記 aunti sabby s diary monday february 11 2013 罪 guilt visiting my grandmother at the old folks home every lunar new year is like a detour before the real celebration it has always been something to get over with and to be forgotten today the sight of her being tied down and lying helplessly in bed didn t do anything to me except creating a superficial sympathy for her however my tears welled up in my eyes the moment i held her hand and our eyes met the sorrow and desperation in her eyes is unforgettable it is so filled with emotion that i can t help crying whenever i recall that image i ve not cried so much for a long time i ve cried so much till i m drained and feel so weak i m so ashamed of myself i ve visited an old folks home officially as part of my company and yet i ve not spent time with my own grandmother i ve cheered up old folks and played games with them but i ve not done anything with my grandmother i m such a useless person i need to make up for lost time posted by aunti サブリナ at 2 14 am no comments tuesday october 16 2012 self centerness if this is the trademark of the new generation then i guess i can fit in easily however i do notice something that new generation possesses that make them all efficient and effective leaders they may seem blunt and thoughtless at first but they enough emotional intelligence to find a way to work with others well at least one from the new generation has impressed me enough to not look down on them anyway i ve learnt that even at this age it is still possible to learn from the younger ones sometimes the elders and the higher ranking ones should really open up their eyes and gain insightful methods from the new generation i agree that they may seem arrogant but there are some white sheep just some aimless thoughts as i live through this seeming aimless life posted by aunti サブリナ at 10 56 pm no comments sunday august 26 2012 私は怠け者 lazy me have i mentioned this before that people like me tend to dream about the day we get to retire from work we dream about being free and not having to work that we will be the happiest people alive on earth if that were to happen generally lazy people like me tend to think of all that seriously i mean like i will actually act it out in my dream i mean really craving it like you would crave water if you have been fasting the whole day well i am still dreaming when i m supposed to finish up my assignments yes lazy me posted by aunti サブリナ at 2 00 pm no comments wednesday july 18 2012 self talk sometimes i over assert myself and become too aggressive good or bad depends on the type of personality that you have i m a fence sitter thus i am always having this internal eternal struggle with good vs evil this is what happens when a potentially bad situation presents itself it will always end in either of the two ways which i will mention below if i m lucky to have some hero or heroine around then probably a third option but i ve digressed okay so here is the bad situation sales person giving a really bad attitude and i m really keen on getting the items he she is selling this is usually the way i end it bear with the bad attitude and buy the items i want unhappy with the purchase experience and regrets not taking charge of the situation i sometimes do it this way give the same attitude back to the person if it continues ask the person more direct questions which may lead to his her downfall then ask for another someone who is better to serve me make a hullaballoo and receive the type of service i wanted sales person probably getting a mark in his her record this is my struggle if i don t assert myself i feel lousy for being such a timid and useless person if i do assert myself i do not know when to stop and end up being the nasty person myself then i regret making a mountain out of a mole hill either way i struggle hard this is what i call a personality defect people shouldn t be born this way why should we be made to have internal debates all the time isn t it tiring sadly it can t be stopped don t pretend you know that you have at times done that yourself well then to the optimal solution or how i call it the best way to end it hero or heroine does exactly the above or pulls me away from the situation insisting there is no point shopping there in reality i ve been walking away from many sales people however there are always places like optical shops where you have already ordered an item and can t just walk away this is when things get nasty so you will probably have guessed by now that the above situation have probably happened to me just recently and i am still struggling with it have a good debate with yourself posted by aunti サブリナ at 8 19 pm no comments saturday july 14 2012 ひさしぶり long time no see yup it s been a long long time today i m inspired by my students to write as usual they give me the strength to push forward they are the fuel that fires up my passion for this profession i love being surrounded by them as they make me forever young i think it s just another excuse for me to act like an elementary school kid it was really great fun going on an excursion with them and to play with them kids who were previously gloomy smiled so beautifully and i ve managed to capture all those wonderful moments these are the treasures which will stay with me forever i ve told one kid recently that we learn through our mistakes so there s nothing to be ashamed about it is only when we fail that we succeed it is only when we have embarrassed ourselves that we get stronger it is so true i was forced to camp overnight in the wilderness even though i was really reluctant and fearful at first i somehow managed to overcome my fear just having experienced the terrible incidents made me fearless sometimes we really have to force ourselves to do things we don t like because they do make us grow i hope to get my thrill seeking self back so that i will feel more alive again to more failures and seeking the unknowns cheers posted by aunti サブリナ at 12 46 pm no comments friday november 25 2011 an entry as the year 2011 comes to an end it has been a long time as usual life is filled with nothing but work it may be a subconcious effort to keep love at bay so that there will be no risk of getting hurt some hurt takes a really long time to heal some doesn t even heal at all my hope for the new year is that my heart can be opened to love again and not shut everyone out posted using blogpress from my iphone posted by aunti サブリナ at 3 06 pm no comments thursday march 10 2011 when will it ever stop just dreamt about being betrayed by a loved one someone who has reappeared many times in my dreams wish it would just stop and that he will disappear forever instead let me dream more about this idol lee hong ki from ftisland the jeremy from the korean drama you re beautiful posted using blogpress from my iphone posted by aunti サブリナ at 6 26 am no comments older posts home aunti サブリナ a closet otaku who loves running 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