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get my first pay im gonna take 65 bucks out to spend on what wakeboarding i am me friday may 15 2009 5 14 am don t you think my honey is soo cute like a small boy forcing a smile for the camera haha so silly really love this boy i need you to talk my hand and walk with me step by step slowly down the road though we may trip and fall its the time and effort we take to help each other up that counts the heart we put in to care for each other and look at each other s imperfection as though it s the most perfect thing in the world like that imperfection is the best thing that could be and it makes you unique for who you are however somehow or rather i feel sad when was the last time you slowed down to take time to even look at my blog or take the initiative to understand me and know me better what do i really want or even care to ask me how are you what have you been thinking of lately are you picking up the signals i am sending to you or must i really tell everything straight to your face that i need this i want this i feel sth i think sth when was the last time you came to support me and my passion when was the last time you gave encouragement to me to pursue my passion or are you doin things based on what you think is good for me but not what i think is good for me are you restricting me cos you think i will be better that way or cos i will be happier that way am i happy with my life now are you doin things you think for my own good yet not considering how i feel what happened to the don t worry i understand i know what kind of person you are of cos i will give you your freedom things always become different when a couple gets tgt i feel like im not the old purple anymore im boon s purple the purple that boon carved her to be the old purple has been changed to sth that boon wants her to be carved according to boon s own image of purple so which purple am i supposed to be who am i i am me tuesday may 12 2009 4 09 am im having holis now or rather waiting for my last paper sian dunno whether can take a not if cannot means fail liao sian anyone got job to intro me i need money for my sch fees next sem help i am me tuesday may 05 2009 9 11 pm definition of bad seriously fucked up day today i am me thursday april 23 2009 2 33 am i feel so lonely always cant find ppl to talk to when im feeling down i need a bf my bf sometimes i think that what i really need is a robot not a bf i need the person to always be there whenever i need him wont be tired wont complain wont be impatient etc but the world is fair robots do not have emotions real emotions hai i dunno what i rumbling about today after giving cindy my miaow miaow i realised how much i needed it i felt so lonely without it today when i felt emo sad need someone to talk to miaow miaow wasnt there i couldnt stroke its soft fur to make me feel better i think im retarded i need my soft toys they comfort me cos bf n frens cannot always be by ur side like a soft toy i feel frustrated n angry and impatient i need miaow miaow i wanted my bf but he wasnt here for me again now both gone argh cant blame bf he tired slp liao my eye infection just making me feel worse knn ccb nn feel like crying called sister he also no pick up soo late liao call the rest also like not right hai im still alone afterall i am me thursday april 16 2009 11 21 pm ive been eating damn a lot recently stress i seems to have become familiar with this word it has been pestering me ever since the recession started i wonder if i put on weight or grew chubby i miss all my sec sch frens my poly frens and my hard core clubbing and drinking buddies my overseas besties i wonder how have life been for them are they becoming successful are they doing good or are they like me struggling with life can u imagine ever since we hit the big 2 life has been moving very fast its like suddenly everyone is graduating everyone s getting a job everyone s is going overseas to further themselves everyone s like getting bfs n gfs everyone s like growing up soo fast in a few yrs time some may even be housewife successful biz people married having their own life its like almost impossible to go back to where we all started being tgt and having fun thats y we must treasure every moment tgt cos no one knows what the future holds i rmb telling my bbf that let time tell what will happen in the future who knows maybe he might even marry b4 me i recently met many of my old frens i learnt to treasure every moment to even make the effort to meet up i don t wanna be a drifter anymore or rather try not to be one in like 1 1 2 yrs time i may be working in the real world alr which means there are many things i cant do i wanna enjoy uni life do things im able to do now like join ccas have fun with my frens study while i still can i wanna continue to do martial arts dance run wakeboard play vball be a slacker cause i know when i start work i wont be able to get many chances to do so anymore and i may be too old for it too not flexible enough in the future when i wanna do them i when to work tdy helping graduating students wear their gown for their graduation ceremony so many ppl so many gowns so many pins so many pokes on my fingers so painful i swear im soo gonna be successful that i do not need to help them put on their gowns in the future but them help me carry my things ard pathethic im gonna try my best and be the best i can be last week nvr allocate one day for me this week s date im still waiting for it i doubt it will come again am i very demanding i am me saturday april 04 2009 7 09 pm i see dust collecting on this blog already time for some updates uni life sucks i meant the exam and studying part only other than that im having lotsa fun dance and wakeboard can never get enough of them i went down to try my new shane 07 board omg i fell in love with it instantly the feeling while riding on it is indescribable its better than sex i think hahaha like everytime i cross the wake and do my tricks can cum many many times the speed and the power came unexpectedly too i feel powerful hahaha as for dance our challenge for dancing comtemporary dance for the danceworks 2009 competition is finally over we won the artistic merit award and i also won myself a back injury during the competition when i stepped on dry ice from the previous team on the stage luckily the mistake wasn t obvious now my main focus is studies but somehow i cant seems to be able to get myself to study always distracted and i hate recession it hit me hard too as i feel so broke recently i am me thursday february 12 2009 12 14 am l is for the way you look at me o is for the only one i see v is very very extraordinary e is even more than anyone that you adore can love is all that i can give to you love is more than just a game for two two in love can make it take my heart and please don t break it love was made for me and you valentines day coming but i don t feel excited or wad i dun feel the overwhelming love i should feel with vday s approach maybe cause i already know there will be no surprise factor not much to celebrate cos celebration will always end up more frustrated trying to plan and think of what to do next but think of it im contented as long as ive my honey by my side everyday can be valentines day if he s sweet enuff cny is finally over i didn t get to eat my favourite pink and white tang yuan why i thought every year must eat one must be recession even tang yuan also cant afford to buy haiz financial burden sucks i cant wait to have my own financial freedom i must work hard oh ya btw i finally got my own board its second hand but im not complaining got it at a steal 400 bucks with setup thanks ken for helping me with the down payment of the board this meaning adding more burden to myself financially but its time i got a board i really wanna wakeboard but im just not able to afford it sighs if not i will already be doing competitive this year its okays i will take my time next year no gold no go home finally completed part 1 of my wil assignment freaking 40 damn alot next one 60 good luck mans im sick i am me sunday february 08 2009 11 21 am i see dust on my blog been damn super busy assignments are getting on my edge pushing me to extremes that ive to skip dance ytd damn emo stupid assignment skip dance the thought of it make my heart cringe at least ive 2 buddies of mine johnny and ken to fight that dumb assignment i realise ken has a talent for drawing ahahaha and johnny is finally on a diet and me still the same old me eating snacking and growing fat every moment and always full of nonsenses to irritate ppl hees unexpected calls n msgs from a buddy of mine had short chats i felt guilty i realised the reasons y i don t really have much frens is that i dun really know to do the follow ups and maintaining frens seriously i sucks at it forgive me frens im going to make a day in my every month a frens day and just keep everything away from that day to make space for my frens i am me friday january 30 2009 1 15 pm a poem for ladies i shave my legs i sit down to pee and i can justify any shopping spree don t go to a barber but a beauty salon i can get a massage without a hard on i can balance the checkbook i can pump my own gas can talk to my friends about the size of my ass my beauty s a masterpiece and yes it takes long at least i can admit to others when i m wrong i don t drive in circles at any cost and i don t have a problem admitting i m lost i never forget an important date you just gotta deal with it i m usually late i don t watch movies with lots of gore don t need instant replay to remember the score i won t lose my hair i don t get jock itch and just cause i m assertive don t call me a bitch don t say to your friends oh yeah i can get her in your dreams my dear i can do better flowers are okay but jewelry s best look at me you idiot not at my chest i don t have a problem with expressing my feelings i know when you re lying you look at the ceiling call me a girl a babe or a chick i am a woman get it you dic interesting poem i saw online i am me wednesday january 21 2009 2 48 pm 15 jan 2009 the day i passed my car tp woots although its 18 points but still i passed yays i spent 800 plus only too thank god saved me many money when back to wakeboard on monday wasn t that bad at least i didnt fall too badly after being out of touch of wakeboard for so long theey made johnny the president hahaahaha cool when johnny told me i thought it was a joke they might make ken the vice president which i had doubts but after much thinking i think it not such a bad idea after all danceworks coming gotta start training soon competition my very first dance competition feel excited yet worried that i may not be up to it my back is still not very good for dancing yet there is still kinda movement restrictions the eve s open class that i attended at o school i kinda like it i am me saturday january 10 2009 12 00 am welcome to rmit elina cya ard in school soon talking about school ive been freaking tired ever since school started not much rest at all lectures dance car pracs like so tired after every end of the day and wake up so early every morning i almost spend half the lecture time nodding at the lecturer luckily i was sitting in the front roll pretending to be studious thus avoiding being caught by the lecturers guess what the very first day of school got assignment to do already the feeling sucks like so fast the bomb have been thrown to you waiting to explode on you anytime now and its not an easy assignment to start with gawd the worst is im having muscle aches all over from practising for the test ryan gonna give us on sat which is tml also how to do the moves well with all the muscle aches i can hardly move every move i that take is torturing i feel stiff like robot tml is also my first hip hop ii class double the dance every sat makes me dunno whether to laugh or cry laugh cos im happy i can dance cry cos so tiring which means i will under lotsa stress trying to catch up with the rest starting with not much or almost no dance background everything is like alien and new to me for starters im still learning how to move my body properly that is how bad i am dangs its past 12 gotta slp soon if not tml die again for me tata i am me tuesday january 06 2009 1 05 am when down to ryders to celebrate william s and amanda s bday gave them a surprise william got a shock and amanda was sooo happy haha ate seafood again chilli crabs black pepper crabs and many more was so full until i couldn t move time to eat lesser alr these few days keep on got cravings to eat eat and eat size also growing bigger n bigger honey going to scold me soon hai why does guys like skinny and slim girls with good figures always make girls so stressed i would like my guy to be tall lean and fit too im so tired next time i am me monday january 05 2009 12 34 am tadadaaa my new shoes finally found it after much time so having patience is truly a great thing after all soooo pretty right i can t help but take a few pictures of it i must thank cheryl for helping me pay for the shoes first cos im too broke well if not for her i think my shoes would be gone by the time i had the money to buy it cheryl bought one for herself too same design but different size yay finally ive a proper shoe to wear for dance it cost me 159 but i think it s worth it hehe m i c k e y m o u s e mickey mouse hahahahaa i caught this mickey mouse on the 20th of dec 08 was supposed to celebrate wif honey my bday and he supposed to catch for me but somehow i was the one who caught it haha but thanks honey for the cute mickey mouse my bday present hohoho he bought for me 2 clothes as well woowooo honey also went with me to sin ming ave for fish spa for my legs everyone pls do not go there the fishes are vicious my leg the skin now like one patch one patch one and its my skin felt painful n raw afterwards the photo wif honey so i cant upload beware those wif sensitive skins esp we finally decided to take neoprint lol im glad we both hate to take pictures so this is like quite rare indeed i sent out quite a number of xmas cards to my frens wonder if they received them went st james last night to celebrate weile s bday so many drunk ppl luckily i didnt drink i had bad sore throat and wasnt feeling well blessings in disguise met cheryl ken and po to dance instead po is so sexy cheryl is soo hip hop haha im jealous im neither hope i can find my own style soon i am me wednesday december 31 2008 12 14 am dreamwerkz xmas party cum 4th bday celebration thanks jernice for hosting us im sure we had fun thanks jernice mom for covering blankets for us and her bro for buying breakfast for us the next morning and of cos thanks for the memories of ahem which all present promised to keep to ourselves and let it stay only in our memories but not in pictures xmas is finally over this year xmas is like so not enjoyable and my holidays are like crap 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