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losing the baby wait losing the baby wait last bfn 02 08 07 top 10 things that have not helped us in having a baby 10 sex 9 reading books about how to have a baby 8 non doubling hcg numbers 7 crying bargaining and begging 6 pillows under butt 5 being asked when are you going to have a baby 4 doctors 3 bbt and opk 2 holding other people s babies 1 just relaxing please refrain from suggesting any of the crap listed above all other suggestions are welcome mr mrs d about me name mrs d this is not how i planned my life in that class you take in high school that makes you list where you will be in 10 or 20 years got married to young 20 wasted my youth on a no good cheater divorced met mr d in 1996 and we fell in love real love this time we married in 2001 i was already behind in my plan because while i did earn a bfa in theatre performance and became and actress and teacher i was not a a movie star b a millionaire or c the perfect mother to 2 5 children mr d and i recently built our first home and i teach acting directing and technical theatre in a high school i love my hubby my job and the life we have made together two years ago mr d and i started the it is time to have a baby negotiations i never thought that waiting until i was 30 would be a problem after 2 m c and tons of fertility tests i am beginning to panic view my complete profile fertility 101 just relax a big list of blogs jelly belly the infertile gourmet baby be mine olivia drab out damned egg kir s corner her very own the sticky bean char s chit chat fertilize me waiting on 2 pink lines empty womb syndrome big p and me lesley s life fertility 102 just relaxing worked for me fertility now eggs akimbo joie z s diary a little pregnant the growing season imaginary lines miss inconceivability ally wants a life babies make five more or less places i go to just relax celebrity baby blog my house is cuter than yours perez hilton previous posts still here still wonderful being her mommy is the best thing that has ever ha fall 2010 happy 4th of july a few images introducing she is coming early just a little to do list probably not that inte 2 cm things that wake me up in the middle of the night archives august 2004 september 2004 october 2004 november 2004 december 2004 january 2005 february 2005 march 2005 april 2005 may 2005 june 2005 july 2005 august 2005 september 2005 october 2005 november 2005 december 2005 january 2006 february 2006 march 2006 april 2006 may 2006 june 2006 july 2006 august 2006 september 2006 october 2006 november 2006 december 2006 january 2007 february 2007 march 2007 april 2007 may 2007 june 2007 july 2007 august 2007 september 2007 october 2007 november 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 march 2008 april 2008 may 2008 june 2008 july 2008 august 2008 september 2008 october 2008 november 2008 january 2009 february 2009 march 2009 april 2009 may 2009 june 2009 september 2009 october 2009 december 2009 january 2010 february 2010 march 2010 april 2010 july 2010 september 2010 november 2010 july 2011 monday july 18 2011 still here still wonderful we are as happy as we have ever been just wanted to show you the joy xxoo update had to add this pic this free slideshow design personalized with smilebox posted by mrs d 7 18 2011 07 38 00 pm 105 comments thursday november 18 2010 being her mommy is the best thing that has ever happened to me the love is just overwhelming and i never knew it would be so so just all encompassing mommyhood is also harder than i ever expected i never quite understood the whole it s a 24 7 job thing but it is i fall into bed at 9pm after a 10 hour work day and then 3 hours before bed with my girl and i can t believe how bone tired i am but in the morning when she smiles and reaches for me i am totally rejuvanated whoops daddy just walked in with her i gotta go xxoo posted by mrs d 11 18 2010 04 21 00 am 20 comments thursday september 30 2010 fall 2010 happy fall ya ll still here and still loving being finley s mommy i can t tell you how happy we all are and how busy no time for a long post but i wanted to share a new pic posted by mrs d 9 30 2010 04 30 00 am 18 comments saturday july 03 2010 happy 4th of july i never thought i would be a blogger that disappeared when her baby finally comes but for some reason that is exactly what i did everything here has been so incredible and such a whirlwind that blogging has been the last thing on my mind i will try to be brief and give you the highlights of the last three wonderful months march finley s birth experience was very easy on jenn her birthmom the girl didn t even break a sweat during delivery i was there and cut the cord and was the first person to hold finn those first 48 hours the waiting for the papers to be signed were beautiful sad and very very personal finn mr d jenn and i spent almost every moment together the hospital gave mr d and i a room of our very own and we had private time with the baby i know i need to write about those 48 hours especially for finley but in many ways i am still processing everything especially the grief of watching jenn say goodbye to finn we are still in a very open adoption situation and have visited with jenn 4 times since the birth but those 48 hours are very much etched in my heart and for now i think i will keep the details in our family april maternity leave was great i honestly hardly remember those 6 weeks people visited and we cared for finny pie life was crazy and bare bones simple all at the same time breast feeding went really well mostly because of the stockpile of milk in the freezer i would nurse or give a bottle and pump she is a great eater after about 6 weeks we went to 1 2 breast milk and 1 2 formula because i just couldn t keep up with her and that is where we still are now i pump 2 times a day and get about 10 ounces and then we mix with formula to supplement i rarely nurse anymore i was obsessed at the beginning with knowing that she was eating enough so i got very comfortable with pumping and bottle feeding every once in a while we will still nurse but more for comfort both mine and hers but feeding her has really gone well especially since mr d is such a hands on daddy may may kind of melded in to april really we eat we sleep we change diapers and take baths life is very uncomplicated and simple i had to go back to school for 2 weeks after my 6 weeks of leave and that was strange because my focus was so pulled but after school was out for the summer life has become one long maternity leave i am amazed that after all of my baby wait the timing of her arrival was actually perfect and will allow both mr d and me to be at home with her together for almost the first 5 months in late may we traveled back to small town 6 hours away to visit and watch jenn graduate from high school it was a very proud moment for all of us to get to be there for that finley is a great sleeper after about 6 weeks she started waking up only 2 times a night for a quick change and feed then right back to bed now we put he in bed around 10 she wakes up at about 5 to eat and diaper and then she will sleep until 9 or so believe me i know i sound like i am exaggerating what a good baby she is but i am not i really feel like god blessed us with a great baby who eats well sleeps well and hardly every fusses i know that many many people have a hard time with their infants at this point but finn really is that good we believe god granted us an easy good tempered baby because of all the wonderful prayers over these years especially from all over the world with this blog june on june 18 we went back to small town for our adoption finalization in court it was a joyous day and visit jenn was at a college visit the morning of the court hearing but we invited her grandmother and sister to attend the finalization with us the actual moment in front of the judge when he legally declared finley elisse our daughter was amazing we waited in town until jenn got back and all had dinner together so she had another chance to see finley we are really happy that we decided on an open adoption and even though it can feel strange sharing your daughter it can also feel like the best most noble thing you can do for your daughter we are glad than jenn will be in finley s life and know that open adoption was the right choice for all of us when we got back home we had a big finalization party with lots of family and friends so here we are in july it is going by so fast tomorrow is the 4th and we will spend the day with family jenn and her sister came to visit yesterday and that was nice i spend my days doting on my daughter and watching my husband become the most incredible father he is such a natural we are having a wonderful time being parents sorry it has been so long since i posted like i said i never thought i would disappear for so long after she got here but wow parenthood changes a lot of things i sort of feel part of a secret club now even through the infertility and angst i had no idea how worth it it would all be at the end of the journey and believe me she is worth every single tear happy 4th everyone i know the bow is over the top but i had to celebrate the occasion and she ll grow into it i had so much fun making it and i promise that it is just for pictures so please don t call cps posted by mrs d 7 03 2010 06 50 00 pm 43 comments wednesday april 14 2010 a few images a picture is worth 1000 words finally got a new lapyop the last 3 weeks have been amazing will update soon xxoo posted by mrs d 4 14 2010 05 57 00 pm 38 comments click here