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that s not being a fan that s having a fetish that s not being a fan that s having a fetish i m a fangirl of many things i flail i ship i squee i occasionally make graphics that sometimes look decent if you want to use a gif picture i used for a reaction knock yourself out credit is very much appreciated if you absolutely have to repost a cap of mine though thank you home archive subscribe rss ask me anything random post catching elephant is a theme by andy taylor leclercari i really like you shane you re secretly one of the funniest guys i know reblogged from leclercari permalink posted 2 minutes ago tweet this 15 912 notes aemelia you re forty five years old shaneweek day four favourite trait pissiness originally from aemelia reblogged from beakybeakybeaky shane hollander heated rivalry permalink posted 22 minutes ago tweet this 1 125 notes myshangel anyway shane has an office at the irina foundation hq in ottawa bc he can never get any work done at home and its important to him that hes somewhat involved even if he doesnt get to spend much time there ilya comes by to pick him up so they can go to dinner post outing and gets five seconds into a joke about sexy mr hollander and his big fancy desk before he notices there s a framed picture of him just sitting there on the big fancy desk shane framed a picture of him and keeps it on his desk in public it s not even that good of a picture it s just ilya sitting on the couch in sweats and smiling at the camera probably one of the many pictures that shane has sent to his parents over the years proof of life after an injury or something equally inane but it s there in a nice frame and ilya stops mid joke and points at it and says this is me as if it could be anyone else shane s shrugging his jacket on and doesn t even know what he s talking about not really until he looks over to where ilya is pointing and he looks between ilya and the desk a few times confused because yes obviously you have a picture of me on your desk ilya asks and he s trying so hard to play it off like it s nothing something to tease him about but but shane shrugs well yeah i like that picture of you is a bad picture hollander fuck you it s my desk i can put what i want on it and maybe ilya would say something like oh i ll put you on the desk in a minute if he wasn t suddenly feeling very raw a few years ago he would ve said it anyway but he s so stuck on the fact that shane has a picture of him on his desk after a decade of deleting pictures and messages being so careful not to be photographed anywhere near each other not even being able to have pictures in their own homes now shane has a soft domestic printed fucking photograph of him framed on his desk in his office in the headquarters for the charity they share named after his mother named for his mother a name that shane chose for everything she went through baby oh my god shane is panicking dashing over the few steps to ilya and wiping the tears from his cheeks with the sleeves of his jacket ilya if you don t like the picture i can change it no no ilya tries to wave him off feeling silly feeling vulnerable but shane doesn t let him go eyes so wide so earnest and worried no i like it i like you i like you a lot fuck and shane laughs but it isn t mocking or mean or anything ilya would expect from anyone else who might catch him crying it never is not with his shane he just smooths his thumb over ilya s cheekbone and presses closer to him and says i like you too it s a good job we re married cause otherwise it d be like embarrassing how much i like you originally from myshangel reblogged from hollanoveau heated rivalry permalink posted 30 minutes ago tweet this 845 notes shanyshko rent lowering gunshots but i like that they re not perfect i like that they re both a little manipulative and hurt each other badly i like that shane is a little bit selfish and that ilya is callous and they re both so insanely egotistical and rich i like that they re both a bit misogynistic and that ilya makes that weird comment about shane s looks they feel very real because of all of these things and when people take them away it feels like joker therapyspeak where are my fucked up hockey erotica men originally from shanyshko reblogged from gurlsrool heated rivalry permalink posted 36 minutes ago tweet this 1 815 notes peachyjude thinking about no i get that but actually i love him mind you this is like less than 24 hours after he s even said it aloud to ilya less than 24 hours before he puts to words what he s felt since ilya kissed him goodbye on the stairwell i get that given the last decade of the two of us connecting over our shared distaste for the man standing next to me i get that given how reporters and magazines and podcasts all pick apart at our relationship like vultures insisting there s venom between us i get that since i ve gone quiet whenever you ve mentioned him in the last nine years you must ve taken my silence for hatred and i get that i do but no in those moments i was wondering what it would be like for you to meet him to shake his hand look into his eyes and see the man i ve held so close to my heart for years and now i m being honest finally i love him i think maybe i always have originally from peachyjude reblogged from gurlsrool heated rivalry permalink posted 37 minutes ago tweet this 2 556 notes mythmagicetc kinda wild that shane is yet another variation of the name john he could ve been in les mis originally from mythmagicetc reblogged from fujoshane permalink posted 41 minutes ago tweet this 16 notes shanetism originally from shanetism reblogged from hollanoveau shane hollander permalink posted 44 minutes ago tweet this 759 notes aemelia you re forty five years old shaneweek day four favourite trait pissiness originally from aemelia reblogged from fractalexplanations heated rivalry permalink posted 55 minutes ago tweet this 1 125 notes eugeniedanglars shane and ilya aren t allowed to give dating advice anymore ever since the cens found out they were in a situationship for seven years before making it official one of the rookies asked what he should do to turn his hookup into a relationship and ilya was like well in my experience if you just keep hooking up with that person who won t commit to you and never communicate your needs or desires it ll all work out perfectly and you ll fall in love and get married so keep doing what you re doing and shane was like have you tried getting a head injury in front of them originally from eugeniedanglars reblogged from ticklefighthockey heated rivalry permalink posted 2 hours ago tweet this 10 996 notes finndiseicla originally from finndiseicla reblogged from rainbow nerdss heated rivalry permalink posted 4 hours ago tweet this 1 068 notes older