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ll are now i was more confused than i was angry what the hell was ty on about was he high or something why would i ever be in danger no one in my school even knew my name never mind anyone else what do you mean i m in danger i questioned as he backed up slightly scratching the back of his neck his face screwed up into a look of concentration as if he was thinking of the best way to tell me what was going on a loud squeak rang in my ears forcing my eyes to snap towards the direction of the sound at the mouth of the alley a black car had pulled up and parked right at the side its windows blacked out and the engine rumbling my eyebrows knitted together and i turned to ty about to ask if he d asked for a lift home from some friends when i stopped myself the look on his face was of sheer terror his face had drained his eyes widened with fear and glued to the car what s wr i was cut off as ty gripped onto my hand and launched himself down the alley away from the black car i felt as if my arm had been yanked from its socket but had no time to complain since i was already being pulled after him as he raced down the alleyway dragging me along with him what are we running from i yelled trying to keep up with him and focusing on not letting my feet get tangled together no answer just more running i pulled with all my might pushing my heels into the ground and trying to stop him from running away he stumbled back turning round to look at me tugging at my arm tyler i m not going anywhere until you tell me what s going on i demanded glad that i d managed to stop him in his tracks there s no time to talk or explain he shouted trying to pull my hand and make me fall forward but i didn t budge i wasn t going anywhere until he started to explain what was going on rose we have to run he shouted pulling me round a corner and trying to get me to start running again instead i gripped onto the corner of the wall and strained to stop myself from moving i ll pick you up and carry you if i have to he gripped my wrist with a painful amount of force and pried me from the wall quickly we took off again me running with him knowing that if i didn t he would carry me and i didn t want that to happen last time he d given me a piggy back he d dropped me on the ground and i d almost cracked my head open footsteps sounded behind us pounding against the path a short distance away i gasped shocked and stunned my mouth dropping open and my heart rate speeding up dramatically people were actually chasing us i began to pick up my pace smashing each foot over the other taking lunges and leaps desperately trying to lose them why were they after us what had we done to them it seemed like we d been running for hours even if it had only been around ten minutes and a sweat was breaking out across my forehead my breathing growing erratic as i struggled forward i was beginning to think that we d never lose them i was out of breath and if we didn t lose them soon i d be on the floor gasping for air suddenly ty made a sharp turn i followed spinning behind the corner and getting out of sight of the people that ran behind us ty jumped leaping over some bins and crates getting himself into a crouching position and disappearing behind them quickly i did the same hiding behind the large bins dumpster and old crates that lay about in the derelict street corner they appeared a second later a man and a woman dressed entirely in black from their trousers to their tight black tops that clung to their bulging muscles tightly only covered by a leather jacket they even wore gloves and combat boots their feet pounding by to my surprise they ran right passed us i let out a sigh of relief crumpling backwards and relaxing myself i felt like i was going to keel over and pass out or my heart would jump out of my chest together we waited a few minutes making sure that they had long gone gazing at ty expectantly waiting for his indication that it was alright to stand up sure that he knew more about this than me he finally announced we could come out of hiding luckily the people were clearly long gone but that didn t stop ty from looking about frantically and jumping at the slightest noise he was paranoid very paranoid how long had he been hiding from these people i think you owe me an explanation i announced shooting him a glare i know i do you must be really confused but i can t tell you not right now anyway the people who chased us could still be nearby they always have eyes and ears on me almost all the time he explained when will you tell me then you ll need to start talking soon you can t keep me in the dark forever ty i shot back confusion anger and a wild curiosity ripping through me with a small dash of fear i don t know what to do rose i don t even know everything myself yet how do you expect me to tell you he threw his hands in the air frustrated and still glancing about i noticed the bags under his eyes dark and droopy and a horrible sensation shot into my heart noticing that he hadn t been sleeping well i knew how that felt and it made me feel terrible to know he was experiencing something similar please i pleaded clasping my hands together if you don t i ll have to tell mum everything including the part where you almost attacked me if we re in danger and you won t explain then i ll have to take this to the police you shouldn t be getting stalked it might not just be me i m worried that it s all of our family our brothers and sisters have you talked to them lately he grilled me nope come on just spill it fine i ll tell you tomorrow he finally agreed leaning in closer inching his mouth towards my ear and dropping his voice to a low whisper meet me at the cove tomorrow at 2 i might be late trying to get them off my tail i nodded relief washing over me glad that he was opening up and trusting me with valued information sure i d threatened to approach mum and the authorities about it if he didn t but he wouldn t have told me otherwise i could walk you home he piped up stuffing his hands deep into his pockets i could already see my mum having a fit if she caught me with him as soon as she spotted him she would lose it and might even threaten to call the police if he doesn t back up and stay away from us and then she would ground me for weeks and i would never be able to venture into the city by myself ever again no i yelled out biting my lip after realising my outburst i mean it s not that i don t want you too i just i was lost for words how do you put mum would kill me if she saw me with you nicely mum would have a fit if she saw me i understand i could still walk you to the street though he offered biting his lip his nails were already bitten to the beds and he d paled since i d last seen him he might have been off drugs but this issue with the stalkers in black had really drained him and he looked physically ill i nodded again feeling sorry for him he couldn t even come within metres of his old home without his own mother freaking out it was strange that she was trying to mend our family and keep us together yet she was pushing him away and creating a divide between us driving a wedge into our relationship we walked almost half of the way home through dark alleyways and crossing main roads before ty finally spoke up breaking the awkward silence so i heard about kara how could i not see the kara thing popping up of course he knew that had happened gossip spreads around this place like wildfire especially if it was about us the banes yeah she s being held in a mental institution for now i think she s meant to be getting out soon i replied avoiding his gaze trying to stop my voice from cracking or tears from leaving my eyes the thought of kara getting out gave me the shivers i still loved her i always had but i knew that once she was back to living under the same roof as me i wouldn t get a wink of sleep again i d constantly be on guard and flinch away from her every time she came a little too near wither i wanted to or not are you okay his tone softened i was shaking under his eyes as they burned into the side of my head from what i heard she tried to kill you i nodded in response not wanting to talk to anyone about the subject were you hurt he asked as we neared my street just a few turns away i was fine i lied just a little shaken i guess when it happened i was totally freaking out having mental breakdowns panic attacks at night and the hysterical tears and sobs that escaped my mouth didn t cease for days the police had come and took kara away and i d just locked myself in my room and cried in fact i didn t sleep properly for weeks and then when i started to sleep i had horrible nightmares we eventually got to the entrance of my street i didn t want to leave ty what if those people came back to get him i ll see you tomorrow at the cove half two see you then i muttered walking away from him i approached my house my thoughts still firmly fixed on what had happened today when i d woken up that morning i d never expected something so crazy to happen was this just the start flinging my creaky door open i entered my house soaking in the warm air that hit my face the mind boggling smell of food being cooked made my mouth water and drew me forward like a magnet following the smell i ended up in the kitchen seeing my mum stooped over a pot stirring cheesy pasta my favourite she d always been a good cook she could make anything hello rose she smiled stepping back from her boiling pot which looked like it was almost ready you were gone for a while were you with haden yep i was i lied through my teeth again avoiding her mum could always detect when i was lying if she looked me in the eye and sitting at the table in my seat when i was little my siblings and i would argue about who would sit in what seats every night so eventually my mum had enough and came up with a smart plan she allocated us all seats and it s kind of stuck since then even though i could sit anywhere now i used to sit next to kara rebecca sat across from me next to ty and mum and damion sat at the two ends of the table my dad never really ate with us mostly because there wasn t enough room at the table but later on he would either be at the pub or eating in the living room so he could watch tv while he chomped down his dinner that s odd my mum shot me look and i instantly knew i was dead haden called the house and asked if you were going out her face was reddening already she hated when i lied especially when i was lying to her great now my mum is going to start asking questions oh er i was on a walk i declared nodding my head vigorously hoping she d be convinced i needed to clear my head y know with everything happening lately i ve got a lot of stuff on my mind like what she demanded her hands on her hips and she was eyeing me up like she didn t believe any pointless word i was spouting out i needed to pull out the big guns something i would never bring up on my own unless i had too kara s getting out soon i bowed my head just saying her name was like a stab in the side my heart burning and my eyes trying to hold back the tears it was half true anyway the whole reason i was outside is because i wanted to walk about aimlessly and clear my head but then i talked to ty and things just went downhill rapidly rose you know how i feel about you walking around the streets on your own in this day and age it s not safe there are bad people lurking out there for helpless innocent people like you she scolded i can t lose another child you have to understand and i ll do anything to keep you safe even if that means making annoying rules and i know you re worried about kara coming back but when the incident happened kara wasn t herself she s on medication now and will be in a stable condition when she gets home everything will be fine my mum and i both knew that kara wouldn t be back to normal she never would be normal ever again she ll still have schizophrenia she ll still hear and see things that aren t really there she might even want to kill me more after all i was the whole reason she was put in the institution i ve tried talking to my mum about my feelings towards kara but she just won t listen she acts like everything never happened how can she think that we re the perfect little family my own sister tried to kill me my dad is in jail i m melting down my mum is overworked and stressed my other sister hates us all my brother used to be on drugs and is now being stalked and my other brother leads a gang we would never be perfect we would never be normal it was 1am i was lying in my bed waiting for sleep to come how could i not be tired after what had happened i thought i would be knocked out cold as soon as my head hit the pillow i couldn t wait much longer i wanted tomorrow to come ty was going to tell me what was going on and i was desperate for some answers yet at the same time i couldn t help but think of all the bad things did i really want to know how could today start out so ordinary and end in fear and mystery hey everyone hope you enjoyed this new chapter it gives more information and background to her family along with explaining some of the sticky situations she s already in or will be introduced to in the future expected update day tuesday 8th july teaser will be posted this saturday so hope you enjoy that too posted in uncategorized 23 comments older posts find a post search for recent posts 1 5 good girl gone bad chapter 4 5 a stab in the dark updates should be back on track 1 4 a stab in the dark 1 4 teaser a stab in the dark disclaimer warning may contain scenes that could offend swearing scenes of a sexual nature and touchy subjects read on with caution recent comments craigyboy2 on 1 5 good girl gone ashluvssims on 1 5 good girl gone lilyshadowwriter on 1 5 good girl gone late knight simmer on 1 5 good girl gone late knight simmer on chapter 4 5 a stab in archives september 2014 august 2014 july 2014 june 2014 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