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e grown up my little boy is in big boy undies and is very excited about it he is telling everyone it only started yesterday so it is quite a novelty for him but while he is interested we will pursue his interest getting rid of nappies will certainly help alleviate some weight on the budget i entered some of my knitting in the local agricultural show and i got a second place and a third place was really pleased because i really didn t expect to win anything when i am competing against women who have been entering for 30 years and win every since time quite nice though that someone else likes my knitting too yay ok some pics collecting the eggs at auntie s farm this is my egg i took it inside and auntie cooked it for me and i ate it for breakfast professional daycare pics my studious look notice left hander my playful look hehe tired after a long day with nanna got to see santa got a pressie rode a pony and got my face painted my little kitty roar the knitting that won me 2nd and 3rd at the local show baby feet blanket and iggle piggle labels alex knitting posted by bugsy 9 44 00 am 4 comments monday may 11 2009 21 months old what a mother s day pressie my boy turned 21 months old on mother s day he is getting so big now such a little man he squeals and shouts and makes lots of noise then turns around and holds his finger to his mouth and says shhhhhh when he wants to go outside he runs into his bedroom and gets his boots and puts them on he can put his pull on boots on himself no guarantee he will get the right feet but 90 of the time he does his language skills are finally starting to take off he attempts to repeat what we have said and you can pick up what word he was trying to say he has started saying please and will add it to what he wants eg up please toys have to kiss now lol teddy and giraffe pash all the time then mummy and daddy have to kiss teddy and giraffe too he has become a little bugger to get to bed of a night time the last four nights it has been well after midnight before he has reluctantly gone to bed this is definately something that needs correcting as it is driving me quickly insane if a song he is dancing to ends and there is a gap between that song and the next one he stands there with this arms open and says uh ohhh if he spills something he grabs a cloth of some sort and wipes it up whenever someone leaves he waves calls out bye and blows kisses even if it is just someone leaving from a car park outside the shop that he doesn t even know we have had some grumpy people laugh and smile when he does it to them he loves art drawing especially but he loves pasting as well he is a big music lover not only listening to it but also he loves playing his drum recorder harmonica etc he enjoys doing flashcards and will bring us the packet every day to do when we get to i for icecream he wants to lick the card hehe he can tell me what sound a dog cat and fish make he loves his new blue dressing gown and his white bath robe and so much more he is amazing and awesome and frustrating all in one tidy little package labels 21 months alex posted by bugsy 8 57 00 am 7 comments wednesday april 15 2009 igg1e pigg1e leeanne i have been knitting honest i have almost finished an igg1e pigg1e toy for my boy all i have left is the blankie this is where i am up to at the moment close up of the face back to when he was armless and before then he was just a faceless entity the body after i just finished knitting it labels alex knitting toys posted by bugsy 7 15 00 pm 2 comments an update i thought it was about time i posted and rachel you have encouraged me to finally make a post we are doing okay times are a bit tough okay a lot tough business is struggling i can t find a job and i am terrified we will lose our home hubbs assures me it won t get to that i pray he is right alex continues to be incredible and is my rock in this world i don t know how i would cope without him he is now 20 months old and a real little boy now no hint of my baby remains he is down to one bottle at bedtime and eats me out of house and home already i swear every night he eats the same amount i eat and i love that he will try anything i don t think i have found any food yet that he just won t eat when i am preparing dinner he sits on a bar stool at the kitchen bench and watches me and he wants to try every ingredient he loves to munch on carrot but wasn t too keen on raw onion hehe at least he tried it he loves raw cauliflower too his vocabulary has started improving and he is a whiz at baby sign language if he can t make us understand the word he signs it instead so we get the idea of what he wants it is very cute some pics of our little family alex doing what he loves best being a revhead on daddy s motorbike boy he can rev that thing he bawls buckets when he gets pulled off it and daddy rides away to go to the shop our family daycare had a really cheap deal for doing family photos so we got them done i love and cherish them my boy losing all his baby fat he is a real little boy now hehe and when 1 sippy cup just isn t enough my chocolate easter bunny labels alex easter posted by bugsy 11 37 00 am 3 comments tuesday february 10 2009 urgent aid needed please help all you can you would have to be living in a hole to not know of the devistation that has been happening in australia at the moment victoria being the worst hit with the fires although i wouldn t want to really compare other states have had it really bad too the toll is still rising but so far there are 173 people dead in these victorian fires and thousands of people homeless with little more than the clothing on their back they are saying 750 homes have been lost but i wouldn t be surprised if it was much more than that we are only beginning to understand the depth of this my sister is in an affected area and i never again want a phone call like the one she gave me on saturday she called in tears to tell me that the fires were near and the name of the solicitors office where her will is kept just in case she told me she loved me and that there was no opportunity to evacuate all roads leading out are blocked with fire the fire front was 20 kms wide with flames leaping 60 100 ft high somehow with a lot of luck and a lot of fire prevention in place and by being up for 24 hours putting out spot fires on their property and saturating their house and property they survived unscathed apart from some singe marks as they run dog boarding kennels they had 8 boarders that they brought into their house so they could defend them better all the owners are very happy that they cared enough to do this since then they have taken in a friend and her cats this friend breeds russian blue cats and has 55 of them ranging from kittens to adults they only managed to catch 49 of them before they were forced to leave because the fires were too close they haven t been allowed back into the area yet to see if the other 6 have survived and whether her house is still standing they will try every day to return though so my sister s house is pretty full at the moment with lots of dogs and cats and 3 humans of course with all this loss there is a great need for assistance from anyone the red cross are accepting donations as are most of the major banks please give what you can to help for those of us that are too short of cash that want to help out there are other things you can do coles supermarket is having it so all money spent there friday 13th will go to the bushfires so please hold off getting groceries and shop at coles this friday there is a ravelry group that are collecting 12inch 30cm squares to make blankets for those in need please go here and join up every square helps and lets face it if you were in need you would want someones help dont be selfish give just a few hours to make a square or two they can be knitted crocheted or sewn and if you want you can also donate materials if you don t have a ravelry account and still want to make squares you can send them to me and i will pass them on email me at mail dot bugsy at gmail dot com and i will send you my address it can pretty much be said that if you live in australia you must know of at least one person who this has affected even if its only a friend of a friends friend its still so close to home this could happen to any one of us please if there was ever a time to help someone out that seriously needs it this is the time thank you labels fires help knitting posted by bugsy 12 40 00 pm 4 comments wednesday february 04 2009 tagged i hate being tagged tagged the lovely katt tagged me so here i go here are the rules link to the person who tagged you mention the rules tell six quirky yet boring unspectacular details about yourself tag six other bloggers by linking to them go to each person s blog and leave a comment that let s them know they ve been tagged 1 i hate being tagged yet i do them when pushed or bored 2 i have never seen snow 3 i was 28 when i got my ears pierced and even then i cried because i had defied my father s wishes he hated people mutilating their bodies and my father had been dead 7 years by then 4 i was 30 the first time i flew anywhere it was a conference on the gold coast i loved it 5 i would love to write a book about infertility one day i hope i do and it hope it touches one person out there suffering as i have 6 i hate being tagged i can never find a final thing to tell you about not tagging anyone that is my gift to you labels tagged posted by bugsy 3 01 00 pm 1 comments monday january 19 2009 i never post you know that this is like my first post in 2 months talk about a gap i have been sick since november actually started off like a cold and just got worse until i had trouble breathing after many trips to gps i had 6 lots of antibiotics and 2 days before christmas day the doc wanted me to go into hospital i managed to talk her out of this how on earth can i go into hospital with a toddler 2 days before christmas when i am cooking lunch for 5 people luckily i started getting better so stayed out of hospital but have since started going downhill again lung x ray showed nothing so i went for a high res ct scan of my lungs this morning results on thursday i am so sick of being sick my throat is still ulcerated and it hurts to breath i am still coughing up green mucus and have had a headache mostly for the last 5 days and you can bet i am not even doing anything positive like losing weight lol alex has been awesome he is almost 1 5 years old can you believe it he is growing and changing all the time i love him to bits i have a million photos on facebook of him email me and i will give you the email address i use there so you can easily find me we recently went to my sisters for a few days and he loved the beach the biggest sandpit he has ever seen i have been busy too here are a couple of projects i have finished recently a pair of fetching handwarmers alex s little blue heart jumper almost finished just have to do a little bit of embroidery around the heart and of course some up to date pics of alex alex at woodside beach alex and mumma at woodside beach alex playing in the sand at woodside beach mummy daddy and alex on boxing day at my family christmas get together he was very spoilt labels alex knitting woodside beach posted by bugsy 1 46 00 pm 5 comments friday november 28 2008 big changes it s been a big week wednesday alex was sick and i had to stay home with him at 9am i got a phone call my boss and a hr rep on the phone in 10 mins my life changed over the phone they told me that my position had been made redundant after 8 years i am unemployed in a heartbeat i finished up today i should be happy i am one of the lucky ones i get a reasonable payout in very uncertain times new redundancy policies come into play 1st jan next year that means the payout is effectively halved today was hard it was like i was invisible to most there like i had already gone 4 amazing friends there really helped me today they made me remember why i love that place so much it is the people they are incredible and i thank them so much for being there today they have no idea how their support carried me through the day i left quietly no presentation no gift no card it was better this way i went to lunch with the people that mattered i said goodbye to those people as well no false presentations no guilt filled gifts it made the day more about me instead of them and i was very glad of that still it was hard i cried several times heck i am crying as i am typing this but i got through the day and now it is done i am unemployed i am free i never realised how emotional redundancies are how the feelings are totally mixed i just want to say to my friends that have been through this jojo i am thinking of you i hope i helped you during this time i hope i made you feel okay i never really understood but i do now and i am sorry if i didn t understand at the time i feel like they loved me so much that they paid me to go away and i am struggling to understand how that really makes me feel i m conflicted i wish i could stop crying and see this as a positive thing like so many people are telling me to do 8 years is a long time i have some grieving to do so now i have some big decisions to make and i get to spend more time bouncing on the bed with this incredible little man and that is a very positive thing labels alex changes redundancy posted by bugsy 7 39 00 pm 7 comments sunday november 23 2008 yes i am alive really i is i really am still alive things have been busy alex has been continually sick with one thing or the other i really hate daycare for making him so ill he got bronchitis and i was home for 2 weeks with him until he was better then he was only back at daycare 1 week and he got gastro then both hubbs and i also got gastro absolutely disgusting it was ohh and then we gave nana gastro too fun i am incredibly busy with work as well in fact i worked almost all weekend remotely nana came over to help with alex yesterday while i looked after crisis hotspots i have no idea where the rest of my time goes either i am working at the shop or doing something with alex in fact it has taken me all day to write this blog post alex is thriving he is over 15 months old now and running everywhere every day he grows up a little more and every day i am reminded that he is more knowing than i give him credit for he seems to understand everything i can ask him where something is and he will run and get it and bring it back to me he will eat really well with a spoon and doesn t make that much mess really he eats pretty much everything we put in front of him except if he isn t feeling well he has 11 teeth 4 top front 4 top bottom and 3 of his first molars and it really hurts when he bites he has finally decided to say mumma he says quite a bit most not totally recognisable though eg ish is fish eueueue is hello when talking on a phone ah ya ya seems to be i love you in re...