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wonder how much of it was due to my stubbornness my selfishness my pride my ungratefulness and how much of it was due to him my girl is turning 4 years old soon that means it s 5 years into marriage life but at times it does feels like there were more sad days than happy days yeah my kids make me happy but there gotta be more to marriage life than just kids there gotta be more than just responsibilities i used to feel i m beautiful and that i was beautiful whenever i smiled but honestly now i just don t like taking photos as much already because i don t feel or look beautiful already not even when i smile sometimes i need to practice smiling for photo to turn our nice i just got uglier as time passes i m wondering what is god s purpose for all this am i rlly that terrible that there is so much for god to correct in me do i not deserve love or i am still not grateful enough am i greedy am i asking for too much no expectation posted by cheahyen on december 13 2020 in uncategorized leave a comment i have this one married girl friend who always tell me have no expectations so you will have no dissapointments and you will be happy when the other one do a little something i have always defy her teaching ajaran sesat in my personal opinion but of late i may have come to understand that it s likely her sentence comes out after facing a huge dissapointment and yet there is no way out welcome back myself posted by cheahyen on december 8 2020 in uncategorized 3 comments it s been so long i have even forgotten what s the password to my own blog today i decided to come back with a new password of course thank you to my old and faithful email of 18 years i need to explore and re learn this whole blog setting again cuz seems like it has changed too i hope this is a good new start i used to be able to put my thoughts to words easily once my fingers hit the keyboard it was a space i could explore my emotions and thoughts so much better than talking to people sometimes well at least my blog won t judge me for being myself let s begin i am 33 this year definitely aged i now have two lovely kids who fills up my entire day and night and even my phone space i love my kids to the moon and back and dont mind spending all my weekends for them to say they are my world is un understatement just that recently i ve learnt that mothers are individuals themselves too but mothers tend to lost themselves in the journey of being young parents i have dreams and hobbies and things i love doing before becoming a mother but for past 4 years none of that was part of me cuz i was fully occupied being mother to my two super lovely kids i hope this space will help me find back my passion in life my old forgotten dreams and perhaps a new look to life one where i can enjoy being mother to my kids and still have my passion and dreams or will i end up forever just reminiscing good ol dreams of my youth and of course i need a space to rant freely and not be judged historically i ended up gathering my thoughts and feeling much more composed after ranting not that i don t have friends let s just say today i don t feel like talking to human one thing remains i still like pink though i dont wear pink and buy all things pink there will be a lot more pink words from now forward so live with it with love myself fenny chia posted by cheahyen on june 21 2016 in uncategorized leave a comment that s right she s fenny chia previously fenny soo but married to paul chia now kekekekekke a lil quite happy cuz its like fenny cheah cheah yen haha i rlly like fenny a lot she s still the best cell leader ever i was in her cell for 2 semesters i think she prayed for me a lot taught me so many things about god and living as christians on earth i just had an amazing time of whatsapp call with fenny over the phone seasons are changing but fenny is still the same still genuine and sincere in her words never stingy with her advices and would laugh over small jokes we spent good 1 5hrs talking about marriage life communication between couples and stuff and we didnt even get to talk about other stuff like the knitting project i m on her uni life my wedding preparation tsk tsk i m just really really glad no words could describe the feeling actually that we get to spend such a time to just catch up and share things after 4years of not catching up now that we are i would rlly love to continue doing so every now and then i will not let age tiredness and laziness stop me from spending quality time again with people dear to me thank you for still being a blessing to me fenny i really appreciate you love ya fen p s owh today i get to greet paul her beloved husband nice voice good choice fenny to be missed posted by cheahyen on june 19 2016 in uncategorized 1 comment yesterday morning i got a msg from linfoong well i get msg from her everyday like every morning before i open my eyes her msg would be there already most of the time its nothing important really so anyways she sent me a link reading linfoong s blog i clicked in and read it was about the trip we made before all 3 of us parted ways one to uk one to indon one to perth ohh how i missed her back then haha and she replied that she missed me too today while msging my sis i randomly asked if she read my blog last time she said she did when she missed me i went like ooh i didnt know u missed me she was like yea when u weren t home honestly it made me teared after so many years only to find that my sis somewhat missed me at times while i was away in foreign land having a blast i got home tonight and pondered how have technology changed our standards of communications back in those times when whatsapps wasn t created we used to get really excited and happy when we got this once a year call from a dear friend or a snail mail from family members or even just a sms from oversea it actually made my heart jumped skipped a beat and felt blissful for the rest of the week because a friend thought of me and missed me now that communication has been made easy and whatsapps is the gold standard for communication we get to msg for free everyday 24 7 but what changed now if i get a msg from a friend after one year of not msging it actually made me ponder twice how cold and far has our friendship became we somewhat felt stranger to each other not having much idea what to talk but then again is it really the case that our friendship has drifted have us taken free communication for granted that we no longer feel that great if someone suddenly msg us after a period of time if u know what i mean you are still my precious friend no matter what thank you for sticking by faithfully to whomever is reading this i thank god for this friendship here s this song for u my dear friendssss jesus be the centre posted by cheahyen on june 15 2016 in uncategorized leave a comment was just talking to kelvin about this lady s solid singing in one of the joshua band s song and he told me that she sang this song too and it was even more powerful indeed be blessed the long forgotten posted by cheahyen on june 7 2016 in uncategorized leave a comment 29th birthday pressie from my sis it was friday night 3rd of june 2016 just 2 days before my birthday this year i got home after 1 5hr of journey from tapah and retired to room early that night sis came and told me of her experience of buying books at kingdom city bookshop she then went out and came in again and handed me a book ta dah i got my first birthday pressie this year from her it s a 90 days devotional book it took me two days to realised that the title of this book used to be the exact same title of a song that i loved so very very much for very long time no greater love by rachel lampa humming the long forgotten song brings back all the great memories of what i called my glorious pasts it all just came back like flashcards during my uni years i used to love christian books bought heaps of them from koorong bookshop regardless of their sales period and books used to be one of the best birthday present to give to anyone i used to received books and books and heaps of more books for presents i guess my main point is not about receiving book as presents but rather is it the long forgotten great delight of giving away a great book to bless the other person the long forgotten great wisdom and strength i used to received from reading these books the long forgotten sound peace upon my troubled heart after reading the long forgotten joy of just having regain wisdom strength comfort peace again long forgotten also were the days when i used to love waking up to freezing winter morning and decided to spend my day drinking coffee and reading a few pages of book followed by blogging and spending times with my awesome bunch of friends long forgotten were the great times i shared with people and they are not just people i used to call them my very own angels that was sent by god to bless me to show me how to love to teach me how to enjoy life to laugh out loud and to also cry together people that i could use no better word to describe how awesome they have been and how much they meant to me in this uni season of my life there were so many other things that i ve forgotten over the course of these 4 years in malaysia so much so that upon reading back i realised the me today is rather different from the me back then i spent a good few hours last night just reading and finding myself falling in love with the me back then what a happy going cheerful funny random gal i used to be one that found reason to smile and laugh in almost everything love god so very much too literally fall in love with the me back then just can t say enough this me back then was really fascinating and lovable it felt like the me today have been tattered by what i chose to believe as unfavourable conditions of living in malaysia no longer that god loving fascinating charming lovable sweet lady other than the fact that i m also growing older merely hanging by the 20s now one memory led to another and another and another and that led to thoughts and desire of wanting to start blogging again maybe its one way to reflect reconcile and rekindle with that old me self okie probably not gonna be the old me but a new me that will love god love life better smile and laugh better and just have reason to love the people around me better one step at a time i am glad today is the first step in 4 years holla i am back posted by cheahyen on june 6 2016 in uncategorized 2 comments hie there maybe to no one at the moment but it s okie hie me it s been 4 years since i last wrote anything to myself i am back and i feel like writing all over again reading back those few posts makes me smile hehe as expected by me of 4 years ago that the me of 4 years later will be smiling while reading back gosh i love me back then ohh my fav colour is still pink no doubt for the past 4 years many things had happened all events took places where it aught to and were meant to be and now here i am turned 29 yesterday and realised i am biding farewell to my 20s real soon too much that i ve you ve missed in this 4 year of absence from writing yet so much more to write that i don t know where to start lets just take one step at a time i miss u wordpress as of now my favourite song a higher throne is playing okie i forgot how to change the colour of the font video there is a higher throne posted by cheahyen on july 9 2013 in uncategorized leave a comment video man of sorrows glorious ruins posted by cheahyen on july 9 2013 in uncategorized leave a comment verse 1 man of sorrows lamb of god by his own betrayed the sin of man and wrath of god has been on jesus laid verse 2 silent as he stood accused beaten mocked and scorned bowing to the father s will he wore a crown of thorns verse 3 oh the nails that tore his flesh the sword that pierced his side the tree that bore the innocent our saviour crucified chorus oh that rugged cross my salvation where your love poured out over me now my soul cries out hallelujah praise and honour unto thee verse 4 sent of heaven god s own son to purchase and redeem and reconcile the very ones who nailed him to that tree bridge now my debt is paid it is paid in full by the precious blood that my jesus spilled now the curse of sin has no hold on me whom the son sets free oh is free indeed verse 5 see the stone is rolled away behold the empty tomb hallelujah god be praised he s risen from the grave older entries c h e a h y e n i love god feel that my life is like a drama it rocks up so high i can only see god s mighty upholding me and sinks so deep that i ve come to realize the immeasurable depth of his love for me too much blessings and too many friends angels in my life that i need to blog them all love my family to bits i love god going to love him till i see him in the future glory little moments august 2026 m t w t f s s 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 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