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ebar pages home about photos a piece of the pearsons monday march 7 2011 precious owen posted by christy at 10 48 am 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday february 17 2011 you re here we are so excited to welcome sweet owen chase what a blessing he has been to our family he could not be more loved more cared for more anticipated more anything and i know chase was right there with us when owen entered this world it was a an amazing event one full of emotion as both patric i awaited the sounds of his cries and then held our breath a little longer soon we were assured all was okay and we were off to recovery holding our newest bundle of joy i will write more later but for now a few pictures posted by christy at 11 46 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday february 7 2011 so close we are preparing we have been washing clothes cleaning house packing bags and anticipating the arrival of this little one this part is hard washing clothes that chase would have worn and blankets that he would have used it s very emotional letting go in a sense the sadness of what we missed out on with him of what we will always be missing out on with our sweet little boy but we find happiness in welcoming our newest little brother too sadness enveloped by happiness rather than happiness clouded over by sadness i hope i had my last yoga class today that i will be going to in this pregnancy it was tough a lot of hip stretching today that about put my femurs completely out of the socket it felt like whew i m glad that class is over it has really helped me spiritually and mentally and even physically i know i hope baby boy has enjoyed it as much as i have i am going to miss carrying this little guy in my tummy a lot of his movements hurt these days but i absolutely love them i can t explain how much i ve never felt this way in a pregnancy i was very very excited to meet chase those last few weeks but i was uncomfortable enough to wish the pregnancy over as quickly as possible not so with this one i have 3 more days with him like this and i m going to hold on to each of them as peacefully as i can i can t wait to meet him for sure but i have been extremely blessed with this pregnancy thank you god thank you chase for helping me through this and holding me as i ride this journey out i am very unsure of what the delivery is going to be like still i am scared i am nervous i just want to hold this little man as soon as i can i want to welcome him into our family and i know this is going to be a grand event i can t wait to see the kids with their new little brother i am hoping chase will let his presence known too that i will feel close to him maybe in my dreams maybe elsewhere but i have been looking forward to this day for this very reason for a very long time i know he will be there with us not sure if i ll have any more time to post before we leave until then posted by christy at 9 56 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday february 4 2011 on schedule after having some contractions this week that were a little daunting being 3 hours away from the hospital the dr told me my cervix was pretty much closed yesterday this is good as we are planned to deliver by c section next friday and more than a few family members have spent some hard earned money to attend this event i am feeling plenty of pregnancy pains at this time my hips are hurting making it hard to sleep at night and get comfortable riding in the car to abq yesterday for 6 hours plus hurts today on my bum there are times i can hardly walk because those feet are pushing on my lower abdomen or moving across my belly ouch but i can honestly say with my whole heart i love it i mean it i love feeling this every move of this little baby boy i am so lucky to have this i love this little being more than i can put to words these pregnancy pains are such a tiny tiny price to pay for what we will get out of it next week and i appreciate that this time like i never have before chase taught me so much these last 22 months and this is the biggest one to appreciate this pregnancy for what it is each and every day the baby sounds wonderful on the nst and looks great on the bpp ultrasound we even got some 3d sneaks at him again and the doctor gave me the run down of what to expect in the operating room in a normal setting that is she said once you ll still be draped from here down and i said oh no i wasn t draped last time at all there wasn t any of that so tell me more she fully understands what anxieties i feel for this surgery and is very calming in telling me all this i asked her several questions about how long it would take and where the baby would be and where patric would be and how i would feel and all that she promised me that i would be fully numb and would not feel a thing i don t really believe this so i guess i ll find that out for myself honestly when i think about all this it scares the hell out of me i would much rather have a natural delivery the way i am used to even though it s been a long time and a lot i don t remember getting the baby out is not the hard part i really want the baby as soon as it is born so this i am not looking forward to at all i don t want to have to wait to get sewn up before i get him i know there are dangers but a tiny part of me secretly hopes i go into labor before all this happens and have him on my own but i know patric is not comfortable with this and so we will plan the surgery all in all we all want the same thing a healthy baby born into our anxiously awaiting arms the kids are ready we are packing our bags this weekend and washing up baby clothes and packing the baby bag everyone is prepared we can t wait to meet him posted by christy at 3 09 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday january 29 2011 37 weeks baby is growing he is now 7 5 pounds and around 18 inches long though i think he is longer he is kicking a lot and still moving around quite a bit i am still very happy with him right where he is i know he will come when he is ready or on feb 11th which ever comes first i have a few sleepless nights then will have a good night it just depends he is putting pressure on my cervix and that is sometimes pretty painful the braxton hicks are very frequent and two nights ago i had some that were even waking me up but i feel pretty confident that this little guy is going to hang out until we are ready for the c section it has been so fun carrying him that i am fine with this too the kids and patric are so very excited to hold him finally so soon i will have to share i talk to him all the time and rub my belly and i know he is getting used to this i tell him to tell his brother how much i love him and i know chase is taking care of him right now pretty well i have felt chase s presence more and more the last week and it is comforting this feeling though i miss him terribly and know that as soon as i hold this little one in my arms i will miss chase that much more once again knowing exactly what we have missed out on with chase but the upcoming event is to be a joyous one one to celebrate and to behold and that we will my friends and i had a cooking class the other night and they closed it out with a few baby gifts and cake in celebration of baby pearson 5 it was a very fun evening and i was so glad the girls went with me it was a very special group of friends and they way they celebrated was tasteful understanding and not too much i was afraid i was going to be emotional and sad as all these women had already bought us gifts when i was pregnant with chase and i did not want them to buy more things i hadn t gotten rid of any of their stuff the gave me last time and am planning on using it for this baby but the evening was so vibrant and busy and fun that i didn t even have a chance to get sad and let my thoughts wander they all know that no matter how joyous the occasion there is sadness in every thing we do now because chase is not here to be a part of it they understand this yet wanted to celebrate for us and with us the utter happiness we are feeling for this new one and i am so glad we did i am thankful for these women in my life and i am deeply humbled by their generosity in gifts love and companionship during such an emotional time in our lives i am so lucky to have this when at times i never thought i would our last appointment is next week then we have a busy weekend and plan on heading to albuquerque a few days before the c section thank you little one for this journey i am so lucky to be your mommy and i can t wait to meet you we will see you soon posted by christy at 9 03 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday january 12 2011 growing i am sitting here at the computer getting kicked and nudged and poked all over from the inside that is and just thought i would journal some of these pregnancy symptoms since we are nearing the end i was thinking i was maybe ahead of schedule but after i went back and read my journal and my blog during the last few weeks of chase s pregnancy i don t think i am any further along in this pregnancy than i am slated for at 35 weeks last time i was feeling very crowded inside pressure down low and just big very similar to now i guess man it is so strange feeling that head press down on my cervix and uncomfortable as i type this i don t think i felt those things until the last few weeks with the girls from what i remember anyway i see knees and elbows move across my belly this time and i have a very slight line going up my abdomen though i m not sure that the line from chase ever completely faded my complexion is very good my hair is great my nails are so so i am starting to swell towards the end of the day hands and feet i am still doing yoga twice a week and biking 3 4 times a week when i am feeling good have been getting up several times a night to pee for a while now but seems like i get up around 5 and am wide awake may be because i m fighting with the kitten and may be because i m getting ready for a newborn who knows either way my body is getting used to interrupted and less sleep as it should we are starting to think about our plans in february with the baby but we have so much going on with our life in general that i think the baby is going to end up just coming whether we are ready or not and i m even saying that with a scheduled c section in mind emma asked me tonight if we were going to a swim meet that weekend before the baby was due and i told her probably since i thought it was in albuquerque she asked if we would all stay up there until the baby was born then and i told her i was pretty sure they would go back home for a few more days of school until the c section maybe daddy would take them back and then come back to albuquerque the day before she told me that if they had to go back to ruidoso to go to school that she wanted daddy to stay with me in albuquerque when i asked her why she said because she wanted him there making sure the doctors were doing everything they were supposed to be doing i know she s scared still patric i ve talked about this a little bit and about making sure the kids are safe and comforted while i am in surgery and when they see me recovering afterwards since the last memory they have of me in that condition was terrifying for them so this will be a very high priority for us having the kids where we need them when we need it i don t know how we will do all this but somehow we will posted by christy at 8 32 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday january 7 2011 34 weeks 5 days the first thing i have to say is i have been feeling you qutie low lately the uncomfortable feeling that stops me in my tracks just reminding me the end of this pregnancy is near sniff just usually not yet i thought i have been terribly congested this week something i ve had toward the end of the pregnancy before as well and i also have slimy teeth after i brush them another little weird recurrence of pregnancy we had a perfect 10 10 again on our bpp only this was after we had acoustic stimulation what a fancy term for we re going to scare the shit out of your baby so he ll wake up and give us some accelerations in his heart rate they tooted that buzzer on my lower belly and the baby about jumped right out my belly button then he gave them all the accelerations they wanted in less than 5 minutes sorry about that little buddy but it was about the clearest evidence to me that you actually do hear what is going on outside in our world and are stimulated by the sounds we make that was cool just seemed a rotten way to find that out anyway she got what she needed from your movements after that my friend gave me the wonderful idea of recording your heartbeat on my cell phone so i did just that only a few times i absolutely love talking to my doctor about the pregnancy and anything related she is so awesome and a great listener i felt like i was talking about a thousand words a minute today because i had waited so long to see her and was really needed to get back on the road so i was trying to speed up the conversation and the appointment surgery is scheduled for feb 11th but i told her i m feeling advanced things already like the pressure on my cervix yowsa but i feel like since this is the only pregnancy that i am as of now anyway perfectly fine going as long as they want me to it ll probably make me go into labor early either way i ll be ready i know we can do this and we will posted by christy at 5 51 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me christy this is my blog where i will be writing about my life as it happens i am married to my best friend my confident my soulmate we have 2 girls then a boy all healthy pregnancies healthy babies then on april 14 2009 our fourth baby was damaged during labor and delivery i do not understand why this happened to us we did everything we thought we were supposed to do we love each other we love ourselves and we love our children more than anything chase would have only enhanced what we already had but instead of being in our arms he is in our hearts in our minds and in our souls deeply embedded walking this road of life with us in another form we are all different people trying to learn how to be a family this way but i am the luckiest girl in the world to have what i have i just happen to be one of the unluckiest too for having been dealt this tragedy view my complete profile other rainbow babies follow blog archive 2011 7 march 1 precious owen february 3 january 3 2010 32 december 4 november 1 october 2 september 3 august 6 july 5 june 4 may 1 march 1 february 1 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