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ran church and i was raised and confirmed in a lutheran church so it was very comfortable for me my mil was here and stayed over night she is not an easy guest she observed me doing this thing choosing to go to a new church she was unable to go to any church because her health issues have been difficult she was not producing healthy blood cells so she was at a high risk of getting sick also known as myodispasia sp she went home and 2 days later went to the hospital for a bladder infection she was in isolation and if people visited they had to put hospital gowns and wear a face mask we were worried she would not recover my husband who is an only child was not pleasant to live with last week when i said i was going to church on sunday at the lutheran church he asked if i was willing to try another catholic church the last one in the area we haven t checked out we have been married since 1999 got married in my lutheran church with a priest also i have no desire to convert it is too strict and judgmental there are so many rules to follow i keep thinking ok the bible says same sex couples should not be married but i don t agree i am not gay but it really bothers me that there are many restrictions for those who are for example i tried that one church it was a very devout christian church the people were fantastic they had a great sunday school for kids but when i learned they voted as a church to not allow same sex marriages to happen in their church i could not become a member and still live with myself i didn t confront anyone and ask what they would do it it was their son or daughter who realized they were gay would they not want anything to do with that person would they love that person less would they think that person was going to hell i believe we are god and jesus loves all of us homosexual or not that he loves us with all our imperfections and issues stepping off of my soap box anyway i ve been going to a very liberal lutheran church happily making acquaintances and enjoying myself there when my husband ask me if i would give the last catholic church in the area a try why is he asking i wonder he would show any interest in a church at this point it was not until i finally decided to investigate and look into a church for myself a church that i liked a lot a church that reminded me of the church i grew up going to so i finally asked him if he would compromise we would not join any church we could do every other week 1 and catholic which i am not comfortable with as we have not able to find a low key catholic church and 1 at lutheran which is much more low key and your child does not have to sit still your kid is given crayons and stuff to color and there is a portion that is on the floor for kids so i am trying to come to terms with the fact that my mil is influencing my husband even now since she saw me going to the lutheran church over christmas posted by happy at sunday january 10 2016 no comments sunday december 20 2015 the holiday menu trying christmas dinner together my mom is making the sil her vegetarian dish my parents got a ham free from the grocery store and it s been in the freezer since november it will be my parents sil brother mil me husband and daughter a whopping 7 of us 8 if you count the dog so far i have ham a sweet potato dish will be trying it this week string beans a salad rolls we made chocolate chip cookies today and will be doing butter cookies this week dough is made i have to come up with appetizers and we have to figure out drinks sigh i so did not want to host i suggested we do out to dinner oh next door neighbors got another dog guess it was too much work to play and exercise their dog on their own so they got a second for the 2 too play together sigh posted by happy at sunday december 20 2015 no comments saturday december 19 2015 looking for zen dammit i ll take a moment to gripe our puppy has decided it is so much fun to go under the next door neighbors chain link fence i drive have to drive over to get her since it s around the corner and the yard is fenced see the neighbor and their son in the car in the driveway sigh not being discreet had to explain the son and i walked into yard and belle has gone under the fence again and out to our yard peachy i drove back to our house and met her in the garage now on other side they have a dog named peanut butter pb is always outside and he barks nonstop pb has found a way out of their yard a number of times gone to our house and the house across the street my friend was out walking her dog and i ran into her apparently she had called my neighbor no clue how she got the phone number since neighbor won t give it out saying that she had returned pb 3x neighbor apparently had blamed us for their dog escaping um we didn t fence our yard for peanut butter we fenced it for josie we thought it would be ok for belle but she is little and has figured out escape artist tricks are we blaming our neighbor no we are fixing the issue and will be making a trip to h ome depot for supplies today on the plus side i am done christmas shopping they re all wrapped i wrapped at the mom matters meeting and disposed of the santa paper there because the kid it to freaking smart the santa items are locked in my car trunk i ve decided to look for a church for myself as a way to make friends remember all that i am blessed with and because the ms seizures have not left me with much memory so i have to re learn i was a sunday school teacher in high school i went to a christian church last week the people were very nice and i liked the bible study then i learned that the congregation had taken vote against same sex marriage i then left with mixed feelings i am aware of the bible verses that against homosexuality but at the same time your can find bible verses against so many things you can spin or interpret the words however you would like in my mind it is more of a morale issue than religious basic and simply put god loves all of us and accepts us for who we are i don t think of it only loving and accepting you if you re in love with and spending your life with someone of the opposite sex i do not want to be believe in a god that is so cruel and mean posted by happy at saturday december 19 2015 no comments tuesday november 17 2015 anxiety anxiety affects all of us differently in my case i have always spoken at a rapid pace but since life ms and a kid who is not a placid little one i have found that now i really speak fast and more and more people were asking me to repeat what i said then my husband told me that not only was i speed talking i was speaking at a very soft volume so no one could hear me my mom stopped by for here weekly visit with a mayo clinic letter about soft talking being a ms symptom so i bit the bullet and went to see a speech pathologist on monday we are working on slowing my speech down so it will be more understandable she asked me if it has always been a problem and after thinking about it i realized i didn t have any speech issues when i was working since i had been an administrative assistant with receptionist responsibilities so all i can assume is that i began having speech issues 6 years ago now i have speech therapy homework today i had my 3rd appointment with the new psychiatrist she put me on effe xor which reduced my anxiety a lot the tension headache left i m feeling more relaxed no more panic attacks in the car downfall it makes me feel sick to my stomach not all the time and i can t seem to pin point exactly when and what i need to eat to not feel sick so today she suggested i take it in the evening after dinner on a full stomach and if that doesn t help open the capsule and sprinkle the medication on food so i have 4 weeks to try that and see what the results are she pointed out my lack of typical emotions when talking about my issues i smile as i talk about negative upsetting things not sure what to make of that i noticed that at meditation class posted by happy at tuesday november 17 2015 no comments sunday november 15 2015 the say the darndest things the 6 year old had a talk w mil today she asked her how she was doing and if her dog was less fat posted by happy at sunday november 15 2015 no comments wednesday november 11 2015 who else can i brag to my husband got a promotion today i am so proud of him on another note you have a simple simple recipe with ingredients you always have or so you think in this case sloppy joes for dinner brown the meat only to realize we are out of brown sugar and mustard things we always have well maybe not always since we didn t have it and i just ordered pizza we ll use that browned meat for sloppy joes tomorrow the 6 year old went to her therapist today and the therapist said it was like a different child today that she was so calm and focused she shared what happened at school today etc yup she s not predictable posted by happy at wednesday november 11 2015 no comments big news we have a new little one in our house no no no a puppy she s beautiful a black lab and something else mixed a furry little energy machine that races around like crazy then crashes for a nap she has a little white on her nose her paws and a diamondish shape on her chest so we named her belle now our human baby is doing really well at school she loves her teacher her 504 plan meeting was scheduled and her teacher met with us right after her new teacher was very positive unlike last years teacher who only pointed out negative things at her kindergarten conference the teacher to my husband and i that based on her iep from pre school she wondered what kind of kid the district had given her then she went on to say that she turned out to be a wonderful girl to have in her class what a way to give a backwards compliment and the whole time we were in the conference we saw her looking at her laptop and over our heads at the clock a back and forth eye pass what a way to make parents feel as if you are counting the 15 minutes allotted for the conference this years teacher had a long talk with me when i dropped off juice boxes for the halloween party and when she heard my husband had to take time off of work for the 504 meeting she offered to combine the conference so he wouldn t have to take time more time off however the 6 year old munchkin who i have been raving about is very anti homework after school my husband is the homework intigator and she has so much anger toward him punching hitting and yelling so she is now seeing a therapist covered by our insurance works out since she s an art therapist we shall see how it progresses posted by happy at wednesday november 11 2015 no comments friday october 30 2015 puppy ok so most have a second child we decided there was no way we could afford another child both mentally opposition and add take it out of me or financially college has become very pricey so we opted for a puppy so now i m a puppy parent and we are potty training ugh she is very sweet though everything i wished our previous dog had except the previous dog was easy to potty train posted by happy at friday october 30 2015 no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom get your own counter click here to join the bulletin boards and discussion groups 5 minute friday tryin the new followers gadget how cool is this net flix feed thing feedjit live website statistics blogoversary blog archive blog archive january 24 january 31 1 january 10 january 17 2 december 20 december 27 1 december 13 december 20 1 november 15 november 22 2 november 8 november 15 2 october 25 november 1 1 october 18 october 25 1 october 4 october 11 2 september 27 october 4 1 september 20 september 27 1 september 6 september 13 1 august 23 august 30 1 august 16 august 23 1 july 26 august 2 1 july 19 july 26 1 july 5 july 12 1 june 14 june 21 1 june 7 june 14 3 may 24 may 31 1 may 17 may 24 2 may 10 may 17 1 may 3 may 10 1 april 19 april 26 2 april 5 april 12 1 march 29 april 5 1 march 15 march 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