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weeks or years ago the information can still help you emotionally on your journey and since all posts come from the blogs of men and women experiencing infertility or pregnancy loss please leave them compliments or questions in the comments section of their entry blogs are an interactive communication form in addition if you have used the emoblopedia and have a blog that touches on the emotional side of infertility pregnancy loss or related topics such as adoption or a glbt experience with conception please consider contributing links to entries from your own blog there is no limit to the amount of entries a person can have in the emoblopedia there is also no time limit entries that were written four years ago are just as desired as entries that were written this week you can submit an entry for a category that already exists or you can start a new category you can submit each entry that you write or choose only your favourites to pass along to submit category titles send an email with the new category name to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com to submit an entry for an existing category send an email with the url address of the post as well as the url address for the main page of your blog to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com all other questions about the emoblopedia can also be sent to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com scan the index below and click on the hyperlinked topic headings in order to jump to the topic page containing the entries you wish to read general infertility receiving a diagnosis family relations coming out about infertility being outed as infertile by another person taking a break marriage difficulties while trying to conceive marriage strengthening while conquering infertility depression and infertility friendships and infertility need a good laugh need a good cry emotions after a bfn big fat negative acceptance and peace during infertility hope and infertility infertility a dirty little secret thinking about changing paths to parenthood pregnancy announcements and baby showers thinking through choices a day in the life of an infertile woman how infertility changes you anger and infertility time and infertility finances and infertility lifestyle changes for infertility the ups and downs of the two week wait thoughtless comments and other assvice treatments the first time you took clomid the dreaded hsg laparoscopy deciding to proceed with iui deciding to proceed with ivf choosing a new re injection classes the first injection gblt experiences with clinics fears about starting fertility treatments excitement about starting fertility treatments a mix of emotions about starting fertility treatments emotions after a first failed cycle after starting treatments emotions after a first failed ivf cycle good interactions with the re or clinic terrible interactions with the re or clinic coming to terms with treatment not working when enough is enough deciding to move on from treatment hope management during a cycle going into another cycle after a failed cycle ohss becoming a treatment veteran waiting to start treatments glucophage metformin treatment stories progesterone emotions of cancelled cycles injection fun learning from cycles adoption deciding to proceed with a domestic adoption deciding to proceed with foster to adopt deciding to proceed with international adoption getting through the homestudy matching with an expectant mother birthmothers and children when adoption plans change terminating a match the emotions of a broken match the first day feeling at peace again after a broken match long periods of waiting the first time meeting your child expecting third party reproduction deciding to proceed with a donor or surrogate emotions surrounding the donor or surrogate experience living child free deciding to proceed with living child free navigating life cycle events after deciding to live child free emotions over stopping treatments snappy answers to intrusive questions the moment you stopped feeling childless and started feeling child free stopping treatments doesn t stop infertility child free in poetry and literature pregnancy loss stillbirth and neonatal death coming to a place of peace with loss learning that a pregnancy may not be viable learning you are having a miscarriage remembering terraversaries the first day you felt good after a loss loss and the affect on family coming out about loss es when is enough enough coming to terms with recurrent loss making the decision to proceed with multifetal pregnancy reduction making the decision to proceed with a medical termination discovering that you have an ectopic pregnancy discovering that you have a molar pregnancy the roller coaster of emotions going back to work after a miscarriage receiving pathology results pregnancy loss without infertility grieving losing a pregnancy not wanting to be pregnant again after a loss pregnancy after infertility or loss seeing a heartbeat being released from the re fears during pregnancy doubts about being pregnant discovering that you re carrying multiples communicating with the ob after being accustomed to the re moving to a high risk specialist ambivalence about impeding parenthood a child resolves childlessness but it doesn t resolve infertility parenting after infertility or loss ambivalence about milestones postpartum depression nicu experiences joy over holding your child for the first time feeling like a mother or a father for the first time secondary infertility how to come to terms with your new found fertility status what to tell existing children how to balance secondary infertility with parenting friendships and secondary infertility emotions and secondary infertility the emobloictionary a glossary of made up words posted by lollipop goldstein at 3 17 pm 1 comment emobloictionary a glossary of made up words infertourettes the inability to stop yourself from blurting out information about your own infertility when speaking with others from this post on the vicious cycle of cycles parent poseur those couples who take unecessary actions to remind everyone of their parenthood whenever possible like ordering a babyccino for their nine month old son from this post on infertile fantasies p bomb the pregnancy announcement that falls out of the clear blue sky and blows you away from this post on this is not what i ordered and from elizabeth at the i word preganoid the feeling that everyone around you is pregnant or about to become pregnant or has impregnated someone or is about to if male from elizabeth at the i word pregnadonna a pregnant woman who keeps reminding you she s pregnant so you can arrange for the universe to revolve around her unecessarily from this post on infertility fantasies that friend the opposite of a star someone who has only the best of good intentions but nevertheless makes you want to tell them to go to hell from this post on infertile fantasies posted by lollipop goldstein at 3 16 pm no comments emoblopedia secondary infertility welcome to the secondary infertility page of the emoblopedia some of the entries below are written by men and women who experienced primary infertility and are now going back to complete their family with more fertility treatments other entries are written by those who conceived their first child with relative ease but have since been diagnosed with infertility we hope that you find reading these blog entries helpful and they bring you a modicum of emotional comfort they may help you find words to express how you are feeling or show you the light at the end of the tunnel if you have your own blog and would like to contribute to the emoblopedia submit all links to entries to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com how to come to terms with your new found fertility status rant from max s mommy secondary infertility from max s mommy what to tell existing children no entries yet how to balance secondary infertility with parenting how big is your baggage from my many blessings friendships and secondary infertility and it rears its ugly head again from healing arts emotions and secondary infertility fever from max s mommy chatter of the fertiles from max s mommy posted by lollipop goldstein at 12 29 pm no comments emoblopedia parenting after infertility or loss congratulations and welcome to the parenting after infertility or loss page of the emoblopedia if you are reading these entries you ve probably finally achieved parenthood and if you re anything like the other stirrup queens and sperm palace jesters in the universe you are probably terrified and excited at the same time you may have a touch of ambivalence about being a parent especially during those early days you may have been so focused on the adoption or the pregnancy that you never truly resolved your feelings about using your specific path to parenthood we hope that you find reading these blog entries helpful and they bring you a modicum of emotional comfort they may help you find words to express how you are feeling or show you the light at the end of the tunnel if you have your own blog and would like to contribute to the emoblopedia submit all links to entries to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com ambivalence about milestones no entries yet postpartum depression no entries yet nicu experiences no entries yet joy over holding your child for the first time no entries yet feeling like a mother or a father for the first time when i look into my daughter s eyes from and baby b makes three posted by lollipop goldstein at 12 27 pm no comments emoblopedia pregnancy after infertility or loss congratulations and welcome to the pregnancy after infertility or loss page of the emoblopedia if you are reading these entries you ve probably finally achieved a long awaited pregnancy and if you re anything like the other stirrup queens and sperm palace jesters in the universe you are probably terrified and excited at the same time you may have a touch of ambivalence about impeding parenthood we hope that you find reading these blog entries helpful and they bring you a modicum of emotional comfort they may help you find words to express how you are feeling or show you the light at the end of the tunnel if you have your own blog and would like to contribute to the emoblopedia submit all links to entries to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com seeing a heartbeat wait don t touch that dial from well now that we re here uncharted territory from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby on you guessed it from mission impossible being released from the re comedic relief from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby fears during pregnancy aspen s story from the williams triplets joy and fear from princess smartypants fear shmear from princess smartypants life and loss from for the flavour on freakout from mission impossible on ob fun from mission impossible on not much to say from mission impossible doubts about being pregnant no entries yet discovering that you re carrying multiples no entries yet communicating with the ob after being accustomed to the re nuchal schmucal from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby moving to a high risk specialist no entries yet ambivalence about impeding parenthood no entries yet a child resolves childlessness but it doesn t resolve infertility the one with the mixed emotions from once more with feeling posted by lollipop goldstein at 12 26 pm no comments emoblopedia pregnancy loss stillbirth and neonatal death we want to start out by expressing our sympathies you are possibly searching this section of the emoblopedia because you fear that you are miscarrying or you have already suffered a loss we hope that you find reading these blog entries helpful and they bring you a modicum of emotional comfort they may help you find words to express how you are feeling or show you the light at the end of the tunnel if you have your own blog and would like to contribute to the emoblopedia submit all links to entries to melissa at thetowncriers gmail com coming to a place of peace with loss upcoming terraversary next week from my many blessings acceptance from healing arts learning that a pregnancy may not be viable emotionally shipwrecked from well now that we re here welcome back to limbo land from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby seven is definitely not my lucky number from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby grief from mission impossible learning that you are having a miscarriage candle in the hurricane from to be determined untitled from elevated umbrella remembering terraversaries i made it through my edd and i m really okay from my many blessings happy birthday from well now that we re here my terraversary from the uterine grail the first day you felt good after a loss a new version of the old me from my many blessings loss and the affect on family daddy from healing arts coming out about loss es publicly acknowledging my pregnancy losses from my many blessings when is enough enough beginnings and endings from healing arts coming to terms with recurrent loss am i too cynical from a cop a nurse 3 dogs and maybe baby making the decision to proceed with multifetal pregnancy reduction no entries yet making the decision to proceed with a medical termination untitled from max s mommy discovering that you have an ectopic pregnancy it just keeps getting better from the waiting womb broken from gypsyhick the hardest post i may ever write from journey of acceptance discovering that you have a molar pregnancy no entries yet the roller coaster of emotions memories from my journey towards my little miracle better than nothing from infertile fantasies ocd from gypsyhick mondays are no good for anyone from gypsyhick going back to work after a miscarriage the motions of working from elevated umbrella receiving pathology results closure from elevated umbrella pregnancy loss without infertility apples and oranges from elevated umbrella grieving those of us who ve been down in that hole from no matter how small day twenty two from max s mommy removing the darkness from gypsyhick broken continued from gypsyhick 11 complete from gypsyhick my re has some good crack from mission impossible losing a pregnancy pregnancy after infertility from unexplain this the miscarriage from unexplain this not wanting to be pregnant again after a loss bfn relief from gypsyhick posted by lollipop goldstein at 12 25 pm 1 comment emoblopedia living child free welcome to the choosing to live child free page of the emoblopedia while some people make the choice to live child free prior to knowing their fertility status the entries below are from men and women who chose living child free as their path to resolving their infertility in the interest of space and the fact that the emoblopedia is housed on an infertility and pregnancy loss blog we only have entries representing this aspect of the child free movement we hope that you find reading these blog entries helpful and they bring you a modicum of emotional comfort they may help you find words t...