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arlier reply that my post sounded like i had never lived in an impoverished region i find that offensive and here s why it is incredibly costly to not be safe if you are just one accident one mistake one sickness one stroke of bad luck away from losing your house your health your stability your family s supper tomorrow you are not safe and your body knows and this is why poverty kills you slowly every day of your life so this is how a smart person gets into an abusive relationship you live with this person and it s okay right now if things can just stay okay for a while you can make it you just need things to keep being okay because you are not safe you re tired and you need a little time to recharge after the last time you had to talk and set a boundary with them because you are not safe that conversation was stressful and took a lot of energy you set a boundary and it takes a lot of energy to explain to them what they did to hurt you and why but you think they get it finally and then they push that boundary and you have the conversation again and things are okay and then they push and the less privacy the less security the less you have the more they encroach upon your basic needs the costlier it becomes to set and enforce boundaries because you have less and less energy left to change or interrogate your situation and they start raising the cost pricing you out of the boundaries you have already set you can t afford to defend those boundaries anymore so you back off ceding more and more of your safety to them and not being safe is incredibly costly you were a smart person now you re too tired to think you don t have the energy to do anything anything anything except survive and you can t even see your situation for what it is because you are expending all your energy trying to stop it from getting worse now i guess the idea of people being terrified all the time about climate change and thinking about dying and other people dying and losing everything they value and love and not having a future for themselves or their children if they were so bold as to have them is really fucking gratifying in the sense that it means they feel the gravity and seriousness of the situation the appropriate amount i guess awesome but terrified people are not very good at solving problems because being shitting your pants terrified all the time makes you stupid for reasons that are not your fault and terrified people are incredibly resistant to change because adjusting to change takes energy and they don t have energy because literally all their energy is going toward the fucking monumental task of staying fucking alive and people that have known their whole goddamn lives in the marrow of their bones that they don t have a future cannot imagine the future we have to imagine the future we have to have you ever had a panic attack like a bad panic attack have you ever fully truly deeply believed you were going to die i have i was 10 panic attacks are supposed to last 20 30 minutes max but i guess my body wants to live more than most because i have 2 3 hours of it in me and yet there is a point at which you lie down and wait for it to kill you because you can t hang on anymore because you can t do anything and you can learn to be resilient i sure fucking did i learned to shove on through that shit like a zombie indestructible completely unable to locate or name my own discomfort screaming through my body like an air raid siren i pushed through except i wasn t moving through anything i was just dying physically this is to say that the gut wrenching certainty of facing a future ruled by unspeakable horrors is quite familiar to me thankyouverymuch and it wasn t exactly fertile ground for developing a solutions mindset the idea that not being in despair about the earth means you must not love it well that just about boils my blood because i did love the earth when i was a little kid but all throughout my whole teenage years i never thought of doing any kind of volunteer work or getting involved in my local community or even learning about it that much why because i thought we were all fucked anyway so why bother because i was already dealing with my own shit and i couldn t bear taking that grief upon my own shoulders i hated my hometown hated it never had the tiniest bit of love for it in my heart and honestly in my mind it was worthless because the old growth had been cut down and the wolves and bison were gone and housing developments were built and i was convinced i would live to see it get worse and worse and worse see more woods get destroyed and my beloved creek be bulldozed and polluted and i couldn t just go out and pour my heart into something i knew was doomed to be fucking obliterated anyway i was trying to fucking survive and that s what i saw everyone else doing mourning bemoaning how we were going to watch tigers go extinct and the forests burn nervously joking about the unlikely possibility that we would make it to 50 i fucking grew up in the bible belt surrounded by people who thought the earth was nothing more than a piece of tissue to be crumpled up and thrown away my parents grew up having nightmares about nuclear bombs raining down on their hometown and so did i the only stories about the future i can think of have zombies fascism and or child death tournaments we are not exactly encouraged to give ourselves gentle things in our dreams of what tomorrow may bring so i was a creative writing major for a while and as a result read a lot of literary poetry and if you don t know what literary poetry is it s poems by someone who has a mfa or phd in poetry and are published in very fancy self important journals anyway once upon a time i read this poem and i wasn t exactly shining rays of sunshine out the crack of my ass in those days but this shitty poem snapped me out of my pessimism oh god i thought i may write edgy and depressing shit sometimes but i ll never put a cold wet snot rag like this into the world ants ants are going to go extinct fucking ants i want to punt this writer out of the solar system for the hubris of that alone it s so self centered this mindset the poem shows so self pitying poor little me humans are the virus and i m so sad that we re such a disease upon the earth boohoo and it seriously got me thinking do these projections and predictions actually motivate anyone to take action do they do anything except satisfy some self indulgent urge to wallow in depression and misanthropy this poem doesn t emerge from love that s what struck me at the time the author doesn t love the earth if she lacks the basic curiosity to learn what algae even is photosynthetic not found in caves nor to learn of the wonders of the world of ants definitely not going to go extinct her projected future is bizarre why would humans live in caves why are cockroaches the only animal expected to survive is she confusing climate change with a nuclear war but it s the air of admonishment that gets me the bold insinuation that people are doing nothing while the earth dies non specifically lady trees fucking died for the paper this sludge was printed upon people think instilling dread is doing something it s not people think cultivating despair is doing something it s not people think that fear fear of a thousand horrible futures shown to us by every imagination on every screen and page will be a goad to jab people toward some unclear but presumed accessible action but this ongoing fear and grief and despair over our world does nothing except deplete what meager reserves of energy people have left after being alive in the world these days my generation is constantly desperate for numbness rest and escapism because living gets more and more untenable all the time have you noticed fascism what about the economy have you seen the people around you just constantly shutting themselves down to avoid thinking about a future that feels hopeless what is the expectation that people feel terrified forever terror isn t fuel it s the act of burning up all your fuel at once after your energy runs out something arrives to replace terror for most people today that something is apathy and despair because it s easiest we need solutions to the climate crisis we need community building we need ideas we need work steady unsexy boring slow work we need commitment to the work and to our communities commitment that is only driven by love and genuine investment and fear will not create these things without hope we have nothing i have hope because i believe there is hope and i have hope because i fucking have to i came to the place where i could no longer sustain being terrified and i had to choose i can t exist in a world this scary i thought i can t do it it s impossible to accept this world as it is exceeds the tensile strength of the human soul and the answer was then don t exist but i didn t like that answer so the answer was then you must change it once upon a time i could not imagine the future all i saw was death fire extinction i saw no hope for me or my planet i only wished to experience some happiness before it all collapsed and then i rescued a tree well a lot of trees it took me a while to learn to care for them but i rescued a tiny sycamore tree from the edge of a parking lot and i took care of that tree and it grew and flourished under my care and i marveled at my own power to make a difference to this one tiny tree and i thought this tree will grow taller than me this tree will be big enough for birds to nest in its branches someday someday and i looked ahead at that horizon many years in the future that had always been filled with nothing but ash and dust and i saw something new i saw a tree i returned to nature to my nature the pavement and gravel and scrubby woods and just holy fuck i started to see i observed the weeds the dandelions the amaranth the tough little bastards that grow in pavement and concrete and something clicked they adapt they survive they are tough as nails growing in places nothing else can grow in spite of all our attempts to eradicate them and they help everything else survive and grow they are healers i thought can we learn from them can we ally with them nature is our ally not as a princess in a tower waiting to be saved nature adapts moves changes nature is constantly relentlessly fighting back i think nature has a lot to teach us about adaptation about collaborating and helping one another about survival i learned much more i learned to see the symbiosis that connects all things and saw how we fit into that symbiosis when we are willing to participate in it this is what the dandelions showed me when you heal when you thrive when you are happy and flourishing you make the world more habitable for others dandelions pry open compacted soil with their taproots provide pollen and nectar for survival of insects keep the ground moist and encourage organic matter to collect dandelions are food and medicine and they can sprout and grow at any temperature this is how an ecosystem works when one hardy weed takes hold and thrives the others more delicate can then begin to arrive you are not separate from every other thing you are part of humankind part of a social community part of your family and friends this means that hope is powerful the more joy and love you cultivate in your relationship with the planet the more she will replenish you restore your hope the more you share this joy the more powerful the force for change becomes i have seen this in my own life when i have healed and improved my own life i have been able to give back so much more to the world than ever before i try to enact this as people flee my impoverished deep red state for their safety as fascism tightens its grip i dig my roots in deeper i am relief in this wasteland i will stand my ground i will be visible opinionated uncompromising because the more vulnerable cannot be despair is poison it will kill us dead it will kill our planet we need hope and there is hope both in us and the ecosystems around us i believe we humans hold the potential to be a weed species not only surviving but facilitating creating a path for the healing of earth we are caretakers this role has been well recognized by indigenous peoples for thousands of years in this wasteland the beautiful flowers struggle to grow and the little trees do not dare reach for the sky so i m a fucking dandelion kudzu kicking ass on a lifeless abandoned copper mine i m amaranth utterly refusing to die i m a sycamore tree patiently inching roots under asphalt i m a scrappy cedar grabbing hold amid the rocks i m crabgrass and spotted spurge and all the weeds that make the guys on r lawncare weep and wail i got sprayed with despair and survived and now i m resistant my seeds and pollen are everywhere now hehehehehehe pinned post 12 268 notes jul 14th 2023 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink tinyplanetss i am bic there s no platonic explanation for this you need to be nicer to your friends right now esmeralda anistasia stop saying platonic when you mean casual relationships can be platonic and absolutely deranged 38 516 notes jul 23rd 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink grimfeywizard houndmother deriding things as performative is anti third space houndmother im sitting on a patio at my favorite cafe rn and im hand stitching them hem of a dress im working on and i can see why someone would say im being performative by working on something like this in a public space but frankly theres no element of that i just want to work somewhere that isnt my apartment i want to be in public i wanna chat with strangers i wanna see the world it s nice to hang out somewhere that isnt my home houndmother what i mean is when you say people are being performative you discourage them from doing shit they love in public and thats no way to foster the world we want to see 12 668 notes jul 22nd 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink closet keys persbaderse before my egg cracked i had noticed that trans people were often pro accessibility and up to date on the needs of disabled people but i hadn t seen any inherent connection between the two other than the obvious minority looking out for other minority thing but now that i m trans and medically transitioning and i have to constantly repeat myself while talking to doctors and nurses and explain things about my own anatomy to medical staff who should already know this and having every single problem i might have blamed on my condition so nothing i say is taken seriously all of the sudden i have a little sneak peak into the life of someone who has to deal with this all the time like shit bro being disabled probably sucks ass someone should do something about this persbaderse happy disability pride month we all deserve autonomy and respect and access to medication 26 371 notes jul 7th 2026 open in app 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