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k well and being in a half conscious state makes him more likely to get confused and violent so he would have to have things done while awake but numbed to the extent that s possible they could make the room look as not laboratory or surgery like as possible and have steve there to comfort him i think draining an abscess would be fun though because steve would be gagging and might not even be able to be in there at all i eat worlds 17h lighter component replacements are definitely a good idea arm surgery could include replacement as well as removal of infected tissue abbesses etc and maybe even repairing tissue damage and bleeding caused by the wounds corticosteroid injections into the joint space are possible as are iv corticosteroids to help with the inflammation infections would be managed with broad spectrum antibiotics a regional block could provide anesthesia this is where a large nerve is numbed to provide anesthesia to a whole limb or area a large needle is used to inject the anesthetic under ultarsound guidance that would be a lot of fun for us there is so much good in the awake surgery department surgery smells bad it s loud and the sounds are not good it involves a lot of people all up in your business putting you in weird positions touching you making sure you don t die getting imaging before any procedures would also be challenging i doubt our man would do well in a ct machine and if steve had to leave i m sure bucky would take it well headspace hotel 14h a large needle is used to inject the anesthetic under ultarsound guidance that sounds like great fun for us since bucky freaked the fuck out over ultrasound before and needles make it much worse poor guy i eat worlds 11h we ll have a wonderful time esp if the procedure ends up being fairly urgent and so there s limited time for planning and preparation a lil bit of sepsis on the side headspace hotel 11h can t sedate him can t do full anesthesia the regional block should work but he has to be awake he s terrified and knows his scared animal body might flip the fuck out and attack without his permission so i can imagine the debate over whether a physical restraint or some kind of paralytic would be less traumatizing actually the best option might be getting steve to hold him still if he struggles but that would be so hard on steve the pain and symptoms probably get a lot worse before he lets himself be examined the absolute last resort would be to teach steve the freeze tonic immobility trigger words but this would be 100 retraumatizing and horrible milder but still horrible version bucky tells steve to order him to stay still calling him soldier or asset i eat worlds 8h both are delicious a typical or table has a waist strap for the purpose of safety and he d need at least two ivs as well and frankly maybe a central line especially if you go the sepsis route or the major blood loss route the staff would be very worried about movement especially during a delicate operation they don t want anything to become contaminated or to accidentally paralyze him another point of trauma in an or everyone is required to be masked and to cover their hair to keep it as clean as possible this would apply to steve i m sure it wouldn t bring up any rough memories headspace hotel 7h yeah so it sounds like they would have to keep him completely still somehow if it s an emergency they probably don t have the ability to physically restrain him that would require more powerful equipment than they have access to so the paralytic would be more likely that would be so awful for bucky though what would steve be able to do to soothe him holding his hand talking to him he would want to avoid intruding on anything the surgeons are doing while still keeping bucky s focus on him the bucky medical tw 7 65 303 headspace hotel 8h i am still feeling crushingly depressed is it just going to be like this until i can start a new writing project 3 1 33 headspace hotel reblogged ryanthedemiguy 8h userfish 2d follow it s crazy to think that people really used to smoke cigarettes inside all the time everywhere headspace hotel 8h watched the movie 12 angry men last night and there was so much smoking indoors 2 110 249 headspace hotel reblogged ryanthedemiguy 8h userfish 2d follow it s crazy to think that people really used to smoke cigarettes inside all the time everywhere 2 110 249 headspace hotel reblogged 8h jellisdraws 2d follow their purpose turned towards war haaaaad to do the wildlings in the viltrumite art meme going around keep reading 1 2 13 headspace hotel reblogged eidetictelekinetic 8h thejakeformerlyknownasprince apr 28 2021 follow writing advice have your characters wash the dishes while they talk this is one of my favorite tricks picked up from e m forester and filtered through my own domestic homebody lens forester says that you should never ever tell us how a character feels instead show us what those emotions are doing to a character s posture and tone and expression this makes i felt sadness into my shoulders hunched and i sighed heavily staring at the ground as my eyes filled with tears those emotions as motions are called objective correlatives honestly fic writers have gotten the memo on objective correlatives but sometimes struggle with how to use them objective correlatives can quickly become a repetitive or b melodramatic on the repetitive end long scenes of dialogue can quickly turn into he sighed and she nodded so many times that he starts to feel like a window fan and she like a bobblehead on the melodramatic end a debate about where to eat dinner can start to feel like an episode of jerry springer because he shrieked while she clenched her fists and they both ground their teeth if you leave the objective correlatives out entirely then you have what s known as floating dialogue we get the words themselves but no idea how they re being said and feel completely disconnected from the scene if you try to get meaning across by telling us the characters thoughts instead this quickly drifts into purple prose instead have them wash the dishes while they talk to be clear it doesn t have to be dishes they could be folding laundry or sweeping the floor or cooking a meal or making a bed or changing a lightbulb the point is to engage your characters in some meaningless everyday household task that does not directly relate to the subject of the conversation this trick gives you a whole wealth of objective correlatives if your character is angry then the way they scrub a bowl will be very different from how they ll be scrubbing while happy if your character is taking a moment to think then they might splash suds around for a few seconds a character who is not that invested in the conversation will be looking at the sink not paying much attention a character moderately invested will be looking at the speaker while continuing to scrub a pot if the character is suddenly very invested in the conversation you can convey this by having them set the pot down entirely and give their full attention to the speaker a demonstration 1 i m leaving anastasia said what drizella continued dropping forks into the dishwasher 2 i m leaving anastasia said drizella paused midway through slotting a fork into the dishwasher what 3 i m leaving anastasia said drizella laughed not looking up from where she was arranging forks in the dishwasher what 4 i m leaving anastasia said the forks slipped out of drizella s hand and clattered onto the floor of the dishwasher what 5 i m leaving anastasia said what drizella shoved several forks into the dishwasher with unnecessary force not seeming to notice when several bounced back out of the silverware rack see how cheaply and easily we can get across drizella s five different emotions about anastasia leaving all by telling the reader how she s doing the dishes and all the while no heads were nodded no teeth were clenched the reason i recommend having it be one of these boring domestic chores instead of say scaling a building or picking a lock is that chores add a sense of realism and are low stakes enough not to be distracting if you add a concurrent task that s high stakes then potentially your readers are going to be so focused on the question of whether your characters will pick the lock in time that they don t catch the dialogue but no one s going to be on the edge of their seat wondering whether drizella s going to have enough clean forks for tomorrow and chores are a cheap n easy way to add a lot of realism to your story so much of the appeal of contemporary superhero stories comes from spider man having to wash his costume in a queens laundromat or green arrow cheating at darts because those details are fun and interesting and make a story feel real actually ask the question of what dishes or clothing or furniture your character owns and how often that stuff gets washed that s how you avoid reality breaking continuity errors like stating in chapter 3 that all of your character s worldly possessions fit in a single backpack and in chapter 7 having your character find a pair of pants he forgot he owns you don t have to tell the reader what dishes your character owns please don t it s already bad enough when tolkien does it but you should ideally know for yourself anyway objective correlatives are your friends they get emotion across but for low energy scenes can become repetitive and for high energy scenes can become melodramatic the solution is to give your characters something relatively mundane to do while the conversation is going on and domestic chores are not a bad starting place porcupine girl may 6 2021 i actually first learned this lesson when doing improv always have your character doing something but don t make the scene about what your character is doing come in and start putting groceries away and confront your roommate about sleeping with your boyfriend while you re putting the groceries away be working in a clothes store folding shirts and be reunited with your long lost cousin while working etc etc and then much later partially bc i started writing regularly years after i started doing improv but even then it took me way too long to figure it out i realized this can be applied to writing and it s great anytime there s a long dialogue scene and it feels flat rewriting it so they re doing something else something that on the surface is totally unrelated to the conversation is a sure fire way to make it more dynamic and open up whole new avenues for conveying thoughts and feelings to the reader 9 10 503 16 951 headspace hotel reblogged eidetictelekinetic 8h nomettesbizzareadventure nov 29 2018 follow fanfic writers director s cut reblog this if you want readers to come into your ask box and ask for the director s commentary on a particular story section of a story or set of lines or send in a star to have the author select a section they ve been dying to talk about headspace hotel 8h please pls pls pls pls needs to be somewhat specific tho because brain tired 108 28 979 26 086 headspace hotel reblogged longsightmyth 9h san sebastienne jun 30 2025 follow dashiell hammett who basically invented the noir genre think the maltese falcon the thin man hung out enough in the queer scene in san francisco in the 20s 30s that he picked up some contemporary queer lingo that he folded into his stories in the maltese falcon there s a scene where the wildly gay coded villain shows up at a meeting with a skinny little blonde with a bad attitude and a gun in tow and detective sam spade tells him to leave the gunsel outside gunsel being contemporary gay slang for a young effeminate man who probably bottoms from the yiddish gansl meaning gosling basically he s saying i m here to talk to you not your twink however a lot of writers mimicking hammett did not know gay lingo or yiddish saw the word gun and assumed gunsel meant scary bodyguard with a gun they took off with a word they didn t understand and spread it so fast that it s now basically impossible to read a noir story written between 1930 1960 without someone accidentally being called a twink at least once look out for it next time you re reading raymond chandler or his ilk i guarantee you ll find it 23 6 240 9 614 headspace hotel reblogged 11h headspace hotel 1d follow me bucky deserves to be safe from harm and given cuddles and love also me what if they put a shock collar on him what if he had to do surgery on himself what if he got whipped until he passed out headspace hotel 1d sobriquette i eat worlds okay bucky s implants are going to be messing up and possibly like idk poisoning him or electric shocking him or giving him seizures or something not for the stevequel but bucky and steve are perfect for a one gets tortured the other is forced to watch plot cause like on the one hand steve tries to take the punishment torture in bucky s place and completely breaks on the other hand bucky takes the punishment torture and steve realizes quickly that this is not bucky s first rodeo i eat worlds 1d they can be tortured more than once and then get post torture time cuddles or something also if you want medical idea for bucky or anyone i m a nerd who plays around with the care of implants and immortals in fiction constantly and would love to yap headspace hotel 1d please yap i am fucking begging i love this stuff 3 i eat worlds 1d a i love how you ve already mentioned bucky working with ot pt idr if it s described on posture balance bc the weight of the arm is a real concern back neck hip and chest pain are all in the cards for him b the part of the arm that kinda makes my brain tingle is way that it attaches to his skin and works into his body there s a massive risk for infection skin breakdown etc in that joint on top of what has to be a considerable amount of scar tissue and of course the arm your buck has is probably older and so may not be made with safest materials for him heavy metal poisoning or even an autoimmune response are all possible and would suck ass c part of these reactions are how you want to explore bucky s healing abilities there are many ways it can be done based on what misery you want to inflict does it heal around objects or push them out how long does it take how does it form scar tissue what kinds of tissue can it replace do they grow so fast that they make mistakes i do like the idea that bucky s nerves are able to regenerate in ways ours can t and that s why his arm could do that in the 60s i kind of imagine bucky s body is a house of cards kept standing only by his superhealing the reason he s not septic and in multi organ failure is because his body is staying just ahead of it that has to be exhausting it wouldn t surprise me if he s undernourished and has a fuck ton of vitamin mineral deficiencies fatigue the hell out of that man d seizures with the amount of electricity thats been wired through his skull those along with lots of other fun tbi things are on the table i m 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