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an subscribe when describing mountain ranges the sea the never ending stretches of forests is all but a huge folly how could one have enough laymen words to transcribe nature the real dilemma is rooted on the fact that nature is more complex and goes beyond the sense of sight mere words often undermine or miss altogether the cacophony of feelings upon encounter with nature a jumbled up sense of shock and alarm the sudden need to choke the humbling realization of frailty rising awareness of awe acknowledgement of immense beauty instant rush of calm its a chaotic mixed bag herein lies the problem does it necessarily have to be a long and arduous description can someone make it succinct and on pointe i sort of gave up at some point after tries upon tries to encapsulate what exactly is ignited within when looking at the sky for instance eventually i resort to silence and quiet praises of god then the quran came along well the quran is there all along it was just me who was too thick not to look at it first and boom there you have it 67 3 4 nature is all consistency and no breaks it is you who breaks you look at it untill you are tired and you look very long to fill something but its a fill with seemingly no end the most fascinating part of it all is that the aggregate of all of this hyperbolic beauty comes down to just a speck of dust in the grand scheme of the ever expanding universe all praise to the one who deserves all praise thank you for the blessing of even a little comprehension of the vast testimony of your might gut check posted on june 21 2015 by farahhanani and let there be arising from you a nation inviting to all that is good enjoining what is right and forbidding what is wrong and those will be the successful ali imran 3 104 the perpetual struggle of a muslim is to become the embodiment of this blessed religion that is so steeped in beauty many have failed and along the way distorts the beautiful and transformed it into something average at best or horrible at worst i would argue that sincerity is the key ingredient to internalize the beautiful sincerity is the social capital to call people to this beautiful way of life sincerity that is methodically translated into beautiful character is very very attractive and very useful for dawah purposes now why this verse about da wah simply put allah commanded us to do it the following questions that would follow are why do you do it how do you do it i would only discuss the former because it is an issue that is pertinent to me at this moment whenever presented with an opportunity to call people to enjoin good and share my islam along with other good deeds my personal struggle is to constantly have the correct intention it is a battle of nafs and a dangerous one to lose since doing good lets face it you do feel good about yourself to illustrate there s this oxymoronic hashtag going around in twitter called humblebrag essentially its a hashtag used as a caption appropriately for picture of you in a position of doing some kind of charity work selfie with the orphans humblebrag a day at the animal shelter humblebrag tabling for a fundraiser humblebrag it gained traction for ngo s to highlight and market serious issues that the public needs to know commendable however we sacrifice on the ikhlas i would argue ihsaan as well since the heart is a vessel that looooves attention when the heart is filled with attention and admiration there is little space for allah guiltily the writer admits on being in this position plenty of times but she tries her best as a sidenote allah knows exactly how human hearts operate so he even exclaimed this verse in the quran as a mercy towards our ego shortcomings if you disclose your charitable expenditures they are good but if you conceal them and give them to the poor it is better for you and he will remove from you some of your misdeeds thereby and allah with what you do is fully acquainted al baqarah 2 271 if you are open about what you do and what you give they are still good just not the best of what he expects of us now back to the da wah bit it is easy to think that when somehow a path has shown to you to share with someone else about islam then you have definitely thought that you are the chosen one let us move away from this narrative however difficult and agitating to the heart it can be see there s three people here you the individual and allah among this three people you are the least significant just the proxy of this conversation between allah and the individual who is trying to digest the message of allah we need to have a gut check on answering the first question above again why do you do da wah is it about you disguised as dawah or is it because of our sincere prophetic concern for our brothers and sisters was it to answer the call of becoming a nation inviting to all that is good once one can successfully remove the idea of being special as to have the ability to share the message of is islam then we can call people into it with more empathy humility before allah and more love and we need all the love and empathy in this trying world p s make dua for a certain friend who is trying his very best to attain hidayah may god choose him to receive guidance acknowledge his efforts and make him steadfast on this path wallahua lam not missing the point posted on june 18 2015 by farahhanani the foolish among the people will say what has turned them away from their qiblah which they used to face say to allah belongs the east and the west he guides whom he wills to a straight path 2 142 this verse from surah al baqarah is a beautiful and eloquent answer of allah when the jahiliyyah questioned the prophet pbuh regarding the change in direction of prayers from the ancient and holy baitul maqdis jerusalem to the relatively newbie masjidil haram in makkah this ayah explains very straight up that it does not matter to allah wether the direction is in baitul maqdis or masjidil haram the crux of the ibadah of salah is turning towards him wherever he chose the direction to be he is after all the lord of the east and the west pretty much quod erat demonstrandum drawing parallels to this perspective within the acts of fiqh it is advisable to adopt similar spirit as well scrutinizing every minute detail of fiqh is virtuous as it reflects active pursuit of perfection in acts of worship however a line needs to be drawn when muslims become combative or vicious among each other when determining which position of fiqh is correct take a step back and reflect at the very most bottom line what exactly is demanded by allah hope day 1 goes well with everyone inshaallah full time engineer part time life coach posted on june 13 2015 by farahhanani like dany yep believe it i just pulled out a got reference most days my work environment consists of 85 male like dany again most of those day consists of a lot of executive decision making i cannot help being put into this circumstance and thus as an occupational hazard i haven t been properly taking care of my heart as a girl most unfortunately i fall into that cliche category where strong girl meets no emotional capacity this is where most cliches got it wrong one day a friend got it right i don t think you don t have issues farah it s just you have this above average quality to hide them well i suspect its this inability to wear my heart on my sleeve is the reason some thought i am worthy to consult with it was a pattern i stumble in every couple of years farah the counsellor serving you since 2009 perhaps this was the reason despite the ghastly quality i still write a little bit counselling is an emotionally draining exercise and there is no other person to place the blame squarely but upon my own two shoulders because i simply give it all especially if it involve individuals i care very deeply about love makes you do selfless things that is almost certain to break your heart but selfless and stupid are interchangeable at times no matter how much i thought i m mature enough to withstand the consequences my very very girl heart breaks anyway i wonder how scholars imams and counselors in general do it without affecting their emotional stability or drained by the hopelessness of it all or get hurt by the very notion that you are used as an option not a priority a clear error on my part on intentions but still the heart gets very upset they must get by with lots of duas nothing is without allah s help all source of good comes from him i need lots of duas and some lessons on how to set and reset intentions in order to get it unwavering and solid alhamdulillah for the blessing of good judgement clear headedness and sensibility ya allah and when my servants ask you o muhammad concerning me indeed i am near i respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon me so let them respond to me by obedience and believe in me that they may be rightly guided qur an 2 186 ramadan kareem fresh sashimi topped bowl of maguro tuna toro belly tuna ebi shrimp uni fish roe and salmon fish roe tsukiji fish market tokyo japan always follow up a serious argument with food because it makes everything okay democracy goes both ways posted on march 24 2015 by farahhanani currently there is so much havoc that is splitting the country over a set of laws that is of such small scope even the quantity of it can be counted on just your hand for the uninformed the state of kelantan is on a quest to uphold hudud laws as laws that is recognized in malaysia hudud covers seven and only seven moral acts theft highway robbery adultery sexual slander pre marital sex apostasy and waging war against islam drinking alcohol the elitist the mostly educated the sisters in islam kind the muslim liberals the whole of non muslim society and the mainstream professional with an almost equivocal voice does not support the implementation of hudud in kelantan there are plenty of very wordy populist human rights advocating heady with righteousness reasons out there that you can google hint all in facebook statuses i agree with these opinions kelantan is ill equipped in so many ways i cannot even start infrastructure and the right economic conditions for starters yusuf qaradawi had elucidated a set of preconditions to be met before any hudud can be enforced can kelantan claim to have satisfied the following pre requisites for the implementation hudud establish true islam where society is pious and god fearing ensure the economic needs of the people are met provide employment opportunities for all reduce the income gap and ensure there is no poverty historically we have to recognize that hudud has had a bad track record of implementation as well in all of these botched cases the whole point and spirit of hudud which is to portray islam as a just society protect it s inhabitants and gain overall support for islam never did materialize in fact the effect was the exact opposite saudi arabia sudan pakistan nigeria and libya do not exactly boast stellar human rights records this is not due to the fault of the law in itself but stems from the flawed implementation that is so dishonest to the integrity and the real spirit of the law another whole discussion altogether however have we forgotten that kelantanese are also malaysians and as a malaysian they have every other right as any other malaysian to decide what they want in their lives and their society democracy goes both ways and the mainstream opinion sometimes forget that those rights also belong to the people who does not share the same values as them malaysia after all is of diverse demographics and mentality and there should be no one size fits all solution how about this kelantan can keep its purist islamic governing if the people choose to do so in the same context as sarawak can keep it s secular government if the people choose to do so all combined within a larger federation and devolving powers mostly to the state which ain t going to happen because putrajaya loves kelantan s oil a contract can be procured that while each state can choose its character each state shall not try to convert each other rather stay committed in keeping the union come what may perhaps we might want to take a step back and open a referendum for voting in kelantan and ask whether the electorate supports the governing party s aspirations and if the result is an overwhelming yes then who are we the non kelantanese to question their rightly democratic wants after all democracy goes both ways have courage and be kind posted on march 22 2015 by farahhanani these are my thoughts about cinderella for this was a free er weekend than usual apart from the movie mantra there s nothing really substantial about the cinderella story and i do not mince my words its s all dandy and fair that the protagonist is dripping with the milk of human kindness but i was hoping that the new installment will give enough punchy motivation on why on earth lady tremaine the ever excellent cate blanchett is a colossal vessel of pure unadulterated evil humans are not assholes singularly they become one either through poor upbringing life s injustice or in most cases mommy daddy problems which entirely contribute to the deprivation of love the only improvisation of this refurbished premise is the black man as the royal guard i have always been a fan of kenneth branagh because of his eye for detail wonder and general shakespearean ness in all of his work as for the movie itself it is too faithful to a fault everything feels like a rehearsed set frame by frame and followed to the dot not a problem if timid is your thing watch frozen instead that is one disney movie that can make a full grown adult cry above the clouds posted on march 6 2015 by farahhanani have they not looked at the heaven above them how we structured it and adorned it and how it has no rifts and the earth we spread it out and cast therein firmly set mountains and made grow therein something of every beautiful kind giving insight and a reminder for every servant who turns to allah 50 6 8 summiting mt kinabalu was one of my oldest childhood dreams mt kinabalu to those uninformed is the tallest peak in south east asia a sprawling 4095 m above sea level think of all the mountains you can think and see around asean countries and this beauty towers above them all i have always delayed this venture there was a lack of partner a lack of fitness level or a lack of flight tickets there is always a lacking in something then one glorious day a groupon voucher came along and i just had to make the leap and have trust in allah no matter that the departure date is only one month away at that point i was convinced that if i didn t do it now i ll never do it sidenote as i scrutinized past stuff that i ve done it has always been decided along this motto do first think later order of events to those who wanted to do it start in this order 1 survey flight tickets and lock a 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