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green life off the hook green life off the hook wednesday april 5 2017 adaptability be positive strength help i may be working on a new blog but this space will always remain as my favourite it is the place where all of my life journey is penned down such a good feeling to recall the wonders of my days in the university well years later here i am back to this old space after figuring out what was the email and password to login the past one month was very challenging for me as i started my on job training with a new department at work became a single mom as hubby was away and turning the big 3 0 of course nothing was set in stone and up until now i am uncertain of how to manage all these life changing events adaptability my teacher once said she can simply push me into a crowd of people and i will know how to mingle such was the confidence of a teacher to my defense no i can t swim in a pool where i don t know what the depth of the water is i can barely swim just to get me across and not drown it was so stressful to think of how to adapt in a new environment all the thoughts of people s perspective of me kind of linger in my head for quite some time i did make the decision to do this ojt but really i m trying to tell myself that i m not ready for this just yet that i need to delay and give excuses for this delay what i do know was this is a good opportunity for me to step out of my comfort zone and learn something new oh com on it s geophysics who am i kidding right this gal has no geophysics background i keep telling myself that i need to tackle my fear and try to swim i have to adapt i have to be a chameleon and blend in be positive so a month has passed and there are so many things that i can say about the changes that took place but one thing very certain is i became a positive person i believe that a lot of things can happen and i am in charge of making it happen they are not just small talks or ideas i can actually turn them into a reality i guess in this case a project worthy of my time and effort and the learning curves are pretty demn steep i think we can complain we should allow ourselves to complain and whine when things are not in our favour but always turn the table upside down and read between the line every cloud has a silver lining am harnessing the positivity from the environment i am in strength you don t know your strength until being strong is the only option oh dear being a single parent even if for 10 days is very very very tough maybe my parenting skills need sharpening or just my baby is more cranky with just mommy around gosh day 1 was so miserable that i feel like crying alone in the bathroom i punished myself and what s worst is i punished my baby by ignoring him at some point in time i gave in to youtube and ate fast food and gave empty promises to my baby i took time to shower under the context of me time at one point it was dreadful to think of going home it was not healthy but when i look back i just want to praise all the single parent out there for being strong i m strong and each of the things that happened just make me stronger and more calm to face it the next day as i already know what to anticipate with each of his tantrum help of course part of me is also saying i am strong and i can brave this on my own just that there is nothing wrong in seeking for help maybe i was too scared to admit that my mom called and she said she is coming over to help such a big relief then my cousin decided to tag along to keep my mom company wow what a difference that make i still do all my usual chores on my own and we didn t even cook everyday but just the house was lively and it was nice to have company maybe if my mom didn t come i would be talking crazy already by now the company kept me alive rentetan hidupku untuk sebulan ini posted by fzrzk at 12 04 pm no comments wednesday may 18 2016 old but gold tonight i went through my old pictures recently recovered from my crashed macbook and memories start to fly in this and that it makes me sob a little but you know what i just told myself deep down i am still the same person i was that many years ago always the curious always the crazy and of course always the passionate one yes the travel bit never stops but it took a different path now that i have my little one for what it is worth i would not change for the world remember that posted by fzrzk at 10 20 am no comments sunday january 17 2016 behold 2016 i never knew i could access my blog via my laptop i m so happy i do think 2016 will be such a good luck to me as i actually considering to continue writing the thing is i may wanna close this blog and start a new one which is more focused on things that i like rather than a mumbo jumbo of things that even you find it hard to find anyways i haven t fully make that commitment i will make the announcement i m thinking of a lifestyle blog for my 2016 hobby we shall see posted by fzrzk at 3 06 am no comments wednesday august 19 2015 motherhood talk when it comes to feeding your baby you have three choices breastfeeding formula milk or mixed the two i chose the former little did i know it is a hard work i admire those who were able to nurse their baby until 2 years old especially when you have a full time job i have my support group at work and a cousin who is an advocate for this from them i believe this is possible sometimes i do have that thought of would not it be easier to give formula milk especially when you are out and about that thoughts lingers in my head for quite a bit i guess i was looking for a shortcut but who wouldn t for now i m trying my best but between that long minutes it seems so of pumping and nursing i do find a silver lining that is i get some time for myself posted by fzrzk at 10 40 am no comments thursday august 13 2015 to go there i can only dream for now but hey it is a long time dream of mine to travel to these places it seems some of my friends are going to these places and that makes me all jelly belly i better make a bucket wish list of the places i dream to go so that i can stare at it and day dream over and over lol in no particular order 1 santorini greece 2 patagonia chile 3 croatia 4 switzerland 5 alaska 6 zanzibar tanzania 7 serengeti tanzania 8 jordan i still have that 7 wonders of the world checklist going on one fine day eh imma work hard from now on posted by fzrzk at 1 24 am no comments saturday july 25 2015 must write me blog back in those days i blogged at night until at one point i don t mind sleeping late not to mention i had to wake up at 5 30am daily as i lived rather far from klcc and commuting took time anyways days turned into months i moved to a closer to work condominium with a bunch of crazee awesome housemates what cut the frap is the internet connection to my celcom broadband was so poor that kills the mood thus you no longer see frequent posts after march 2011 then to top that off i accidently deleted my email as the author of this blog i really don t know i was doing that until it happened now i can only blog via phone sigh ok thats my tell tale my point here is i have so many things i feel like writing but time and space is putting me on hold i wish for that long nights i don t mind spending again anyways i want to make a point of keeping this blog it has been with me since 2007 and i shared a lot here my late uncle once told me write a blog it will be your diary when you are old this is your safekeeping of all the memories you had cause you may forget it already you know now that he left us all i think was he said is true because i can still read his writings and remember his stories even in his old days when he had stroke and incapable of doing things on his own he had left something for people to read and know about him i guess to a certain degree yes it holds true so here again i m telling myself make some time to pen down things here i may not have readers as much as i used to do but it s okay it serves for me selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin from me and my family including my crying baby ️ p s i look mak mak now posted by fzrzk at 10 42 pm no comments sunday may 3 2015 life as we know it there will come a day when you will be like me a wife and a mother a day that has showed me what it meant to love and be loved how come somebody so small have so much love in their heart i never cease to believe in that it was never a smooth ride but the sweet ending is always a blessing but the heart wants what it wants it mellows down to the slightest heart ache let alone to tears day in and day out i remind myself that you don t know how strong you are until being strong is the only option family comes first even for the most successful wife and mother the secret to success is always rather vague we define what it means and by all means be grateful it happened to us above all that allah is watching us and he has his best interest in us be that person our heart has set to be i am determined to that dreams follow me wherever i go it is just a matter of time i can t be wishing for 25hours a day no posted by fzrzk at 9 10 pm no comments wednesday august 6 2014 on struggles each one of us have our own struggles to say one do not understand you is unfair cause you ll never know what is behind every smile you see let alone to understand their struggle give it big or small posted by fzrzk at 8 00 am no comments thursday february 13 2014 chalkart fan i have a thing for chalkart apparently though i have always take a sneak peak at this form of art i have never tried doing it myself until week i wanted it for my wedding but i could not find time to sit down and practise my handlettering so yeah after drawing inspirations from others this is what i came up with right now i still in the phase of doodling our name with lots of hearts in between sounds so high school isn t it i hope to do more i m using black ink so there is no room for mistake it is okay cause ot is my favourite pen that i got from dollarama years ago well sounds like i need to practise more and be more creative cheerios posted by fzrzk at 8 26 am no comments tuesday february 11 2014 2013 to 2014 and so 2014 began a month ago it has yet to draw itself to me and i have not reserve myself for any big plans so far oh perhaps moving into a new place is a big deal ah yes yes it is as excited as i am planning for house renovation and finding house decor ideas constantly i cannot escape the fact that we are living just us after this i wonder how different that will be for me above all 2013 has set a great note for me i felt i have accomplished amazing things last year and being married topped the list perhaps it will forever top the list on a side note i think being husband and wife have pros and cons as you two begin to adapt to each other fights and occasional merajuk seem less likely these days and since my mil is still the ma am of the kitchen i get to feel overjoy whenever i get the chance to cook for them i am praying for great news in 2014 p s i miss writing my blog though i am considering creating a new blog since blogger com has a lot of spam comments luckily i get to approve the true comments and not let spammers rule the comment box posted by fzrzk at 9 00 am no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom feedjit live blog stats yours truly coffee fix trung nguyen coffee flickr facebook friends abu zar czar 20210307no matter what i do nothing has killed me yet why am i unable to do this shafiqah in full bloom steps of cordoba lynn anuar 01101100011110010110111001101110 reviving this blog danial ariff not my problem movies i watched in 2015 maimuna amin words of my heart feeling lost uncle long i of the storm can debtors afford bankruptcy finding low cost bankruptcy mubeen eyes are the prefect lens with all my heart arif makhzir cadence 1 2 they speak french or something abg ayaz idaman happy birthday sabrina keeping things posted time shared reena kay the thoughts of a 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