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garden of rose and thorn garden of rose and thorn i m supposed to be working on actual writing right now genderqueer s he him her step on the path text 97 notes terrible news hello this was my wife s account on sunday my wife suffered a widowmaker heart attack early monday she passed away text 67542 notes bethanythemartian writing prompt s you drop a small piece of food on the floor and decide to kick it under the oven couch whatever because you can t be bothered to pick it up as you re walking away you hear a very quiet thank you from under it no problem i say the words passing out of my mouth on autopilot before my brain engages and i freeze i turn and look at the fridge it seems to be the same fridge that was here when i moved in i mean i m also kind of embarrassed i never do that i know that s how you get roaches but my back hurts so bad that getting up and down is next to impossible much less bending over um you holding up okay down there i ask there was silence i know that we re probably the only apartment in the building that doesn t have a bug problem that s well that s you right again silence but i know i heard it listen i can t really bend over right now but if you re down there and hungry like there s half a rotisserie chicken in there that s about to go bad i was going to throw it away but if you could use it yesssss please well whatever it is it s well mannered anyway keep reading via bixbythemartian text 1006 notes higharollakockamamie somewhere a carpenter brushes sawdust from her hands and looks over the bridge she has built it is six inches wide and long enough to span the river as the first scorpion skitters across she nods in satisfaction and says i hate that fuckin story via serialreblogger text 41462 notes birdsandbuses deactivated202506 like or reblog if you still have plushies stuffed animals im autistic and need validation via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce text 125630 notes hugtheteadrinkthekitten dotty literati thestraggletag theriddlerisanerd they dropped this on us as if we knew about the diet coke button i m tired of googling nonsensical donald trump posts only to find out they re true via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce photos 166623 notes disastrid terrie01 gehayi ayellowbirds geekremix captainsblogsupplemental data was an artist on a level organics cannot achieve and i appreciate him it continues to astonish me how much data is proof of neurotypical writers being unable to conceptualize an actual lack of emotion as an autistic viewer i always found him deeply profoundly emotive driven by passionate interests and deep bonds with a strong sense of personal identity but the text of the show constantly affirmed that none of that was true that he didn t feel anything which of course made it all the more absurd that he wanted to feel because someone who was truly lacking emotions shouldn t feel the pangs of desire to feel them we constantly see data exploring creative pursuits immersing himself in different art forms and cultures while his organic and especially human crewmates mostly entertain themselves at the holodeck and other such diversions how many times was data s exploration of an art used in an attempt to convince the audience that he didn t understand that he couldn t feel when neurodivergent viewers could immediately see a sympathetic attempt to learn a new skill by someone who was inexperienced in it data s appreciation of a unique poetic form from an ancient nonhuman culture is presented for absurdity while the series tells us it s perfectly normal that a bunch of space explorers want to play at robin hood what were there no other great works of storytelling between the point of timeline divergence and the start of tng that s centuries wait i saw data as being insightful and appreciative of cultural differences in this scene y all are telling me that this is supposed to be absurd i remember reading once that neelix was originally supposed to be the character filling the slot previously held by spock data and odo a being of a completely different background from the rest of the crew but of course the doctor ended up filling that slot because what united that string of characters was not funky alien but character who experiences the world in a different nd manner i did not experience that scene as absurd what i enjoyed about data and why he was one of my favorite characters was because he was often shown engaging with art and in such a way that challenged the viewers assumptions him pursuing artistic engagements like reading or writing poetry music or painting as a method of understanding emotion or to feel something is often a vehicle for a comment on the subjectivity of human perception and our judgments especially of what we take for granted in terms of personhood justice or beauty also if i m not mistaken data himself comments on the contradiction mentioned above that if he s truly without emotion how can he experience the desire to feel it like he thinks about the contradictions of his existence all the time he is a unique paradoxical machine which is part of why some scientists tried to essentially force him into a study in one episode tng was constantly having little scenes that showed that data was absolutely not as emotionless as he thought he was like after tasha s sister betrayed him or when he went to essentially rub salt into the wounds of a dude that had kidnapped him and horrifically killed the woman that tried to help data escape the second one was particularly obvious to me what reason did he truly have for telling the man that his collection his pride and joy was being returned to all the places it had been stolen from if not to hit him where data knew it would really hurt they were very much not subtle about this data st tng text 151431 notes umbrellanumber5 deactivated2021 this this is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me via officialwaterchuck text 80786 notes help us kick bezos in the dick heartattackmedication boss baby bezos is at it again amazon opened a union busting website for people to report workers unions so lets do the world a favor and waste jeff s time money and life energy i hope by spamming his website with bogus reports eat shit jeff via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce video 1 notes mira furlan 09 15 1955 01 20 2021 may her memory be a blessing source youtube com mira furlan this one fucking hurts photos 70991 notes i m willing to bet they re both wearing it for the same reason actually purple was one of the colours associated with the suffrage movement there were a lot of women wearing varying shades of it at the inauguration michelle obama was even wearing two of the colours purple and gold via paracosmdreaming for tumblr by peter vidani theme papercut post via bixbythemartian writing prompt s you drop a small piece of food on the floor and decide to kick it under the oven couch whatever because you can t be bothered post via bixbythemartian post via serialreblogger higharollakockamamie somewhere a carpenter brushes sawdust from her hands and looks over the bridge she has built it is six inches wide and post via serialreblogger post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce birdsandbuses deactivated202506 like or reblog if you still have plushies stuffed animals im autistic and need validation post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce hugtheteadrinkthekitten dotty literati thestraggletag theriddlerisanerd they dropped this on us as if we knew about the post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce photoset via disastrid terrie01 gehayi ayellowbirds geekremix captainsblogsupplemental data was an artist on a level organics cannot achieve photoset via disastrid post via officialwaterchuck umbrellanumber5 deactivated2021 this this is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me post via officialwaterchuck post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce help us kick bezos in the dick heartattackmedication boss baby bezos is at it again amazon opened a union busting website for people to report post via couldyoujusttrustmethisonce photoset via paracosmdreaming photoset via paracosmdreaming photoset via helloloveyes devildoll acuisle your uncle and your sister stiles soldiered on sure he already knew the answer so he wasn t surprised when photoset via helloloveyes