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ls and those girls will be officially our adopted daughters come february 13 woohoo i was with big sis today at a christmas tree farm with her 1st grade class and i was talking to a few other parents and teachers about the adoption and i hear you two are just the most wonderful people ever and it sort of drives me crazy i m not looking to be wonderful i m looking to inspire so that other people will see the need and do what we re doing or that others will see another need and address that one i don t want praise because all glory is god s what i d like though is that if you think anything about me is praiseworthy pay it forward by doing a kind deed for someone else whether seen or unseen god sees the good deed tomorrow we re giving homemade cookies candy and lip balm to our garbage men little sis is in love with the big truck and the fact that they honk at her every week mr wonderful and i are in a bit of a rough patch at the moment but with prayers and god s direction we are both confident that things will come around quickly coming back from captivity 23 nov 2012 1 comment by jc in uncategorized jeremiah 29 11 for i know the plans i have for you declares the lord plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and a future 12 then you will call on me and come and pray to me and i will listen to you 13 you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart 14 i will be found by you declares the lord and will bring you back from captivity i will gather you from all the nations and places where i have banished you declares the lord and will bring you back to the place from which i carried you into exile i am no longer captive to sin and the enemy praise god and even though god forgave me many long years ago my recent admissions will be the cause of much counseling i won t discuss it here but it was before i began this blog before i was the person i am now before i truly trusted in god so now with god s help i will come back from the captivity of sin and death i am ready to live my life now the way god intended and for that reason alone i m shaking the name jayleigh jayleigh is a gal who i thought i wanted to be but she s an idealized version hi blog friends my name is jenny many of you know that already but i want a fresh start i am ready to work at making things new i am ready to trust and be trusted i am ready to love in the purest sense of the word i am ready to live there s just so much good 26 oct 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized i m driving home from work right now i hate how dark it is and it s driving me nuts i m talking on my cellphone to my website what crazy things we do andy s modern years it angers me that the enemy is always trying to make me think that things my life are so bad when in reality if you look around it s not so bad people really try to do a lot of good for other people i noticed this today at work when my mother in law came in with my husbands cousin she s not quite right the cousin and my mother in law was taking her around to find a birthday card for her friend if i m honest i will tell you that my sister in law is not quite right either although we love her very much she does her very best to help out her mom and help out her cousin too so many people who come into my store are like this and they are just barely scraping by and get there helping other people too i just wanted to remember that now this journey 24 sep 2012 1 comment by jc in uncategorized just over 19 years ago we began this journey to become parents we never did conceive and now just 5 months from my 40th birthday rob and i are talking about one of us becoming sterilized just to make sure because the girls adoption should be final in march or april and then there are two more babies from the same family who may need a home soon just pray for us please with everything in me i m praying that my jamey boy will come home rob just cook a picture of me 25 aug 2012 1 comment by jc in uncategorized belly laughing 10 aug 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized my girls are upstairs in their rooms getting ready for their day i have about 20 minutes before i need to hit the shower and i am listening to them goof around and giggle and full on belly laugh while they run back and forth between their rooms my life is so good thank you god it s so close 19 jul 2012 1 comment by jc in uncategorized the girls final visit was last saturday that s the last time they will see their biological mom until they are 18 years old and graduated high school they re so very much emotion tied to those last 2 statements it s making the last 26 months melt away in my mind the fear and anger the disgust the rage are beginning to melt away and be replaced by peace and light and love our god is truly amazing wal mart bathrooms 05 jul 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized i wrote this in response today to a gal whose blog i read i just wanted to record it here because it was a cool experience youu ve outed me i m a work to be accepted girl do you completely hate it when someone doesn t seem to like you and you did nothing and they won t tell you what is wrong or make it up to them that s how i am and i hate it june 19 my hubby and i packed up our 4 and 6 year old foster daughters and drove to california from michigan we returned on july 3 loooooooooong trip the way out was fun and i was in a good mood and ready to rest and read my bible and spend time in the word while my husband drove all those looooong miles btw we have that storybook bible and love it we got to california and my sister got married and we had some fun days and then began the looooooooooooooooooooooong trek home the first day big sis though she d yank a whole curl from little sis head little sis screamed and i flailed my arm into the back seat to redirect attention from hitting and pulling hair my hand made contact with the plastic car seat and hit just so and i was positive i broke my hand i didn t but man did it hurt so somewhere in nevada we stopped at a walmart to get an ice pack we went through the store girls whining and fussing me feeling like a complete failure because of the anger in my heart and as the girls and i came out of the bathroom this lady stopped me you re an excellent mom she said she cited many reasons why i asked if she was serious and told her what the kids had been doing in the car just previously she said they are respectful and they obey you and you must be some special kind of lady to have such young children in these circumstances really acting so well i got back into the car with the kids and told my hubby what happened i was on cloud nine because i had felt so ugly inside and was so angry at them i was not seeing any blessings but just nastiness and anger and hurt fast forward to yesterday july 4 we have been home for one day the kids were so used to travelling and they were acting up terribly the heat index here in michigan was 108 and we are just not ever used to living in that kind of temperature went to walmart to supply our completely empty cupboards and again kids naughty not listening i was doing my level best not to just scream at them finished at the check out and big sis demanded to go to the bathroom we live five minutes away i told her she said she was going to mess herself so i agreed we went into the bathroom big sis in one stall and little sis and me in the handicapped one next to her the sanitary napkin box fell off the wall of her stall and after asking if she is ok she lied and said i never touched it we went back and forth for a minute and i kept asking why if she never touched it did it fall on the ground it turned out that she was touching it obviously and she apologized and then i nearly fainted when i lady was washing her hands and said to me you are such an excellent mom she went on to say almost word for word what the lady in nevada had said but this time it was in flint michigan i almost don t know what else to say about it i m not looking for compliments and i didn t want to hog your comments that s why i put it here but weird right i feel like i must be the best at everything or it wasn t worth doing or something and to just accept that the lord died for me even if i didn t teach sunday school or set up communion or have a husband who s the pastor of the church just for me just like i teach my girls hard day somehow 09 jun 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized it isn t a bad day at work today but i don t love it any my sore throat must leave in the name of jesus because the word tells us that we can heal the sick and cast out evil in the name of jesus amen other than that i feel as though i will stop freaking out once we get to california but i should share a little secret i don t want to wait to enjoy my life i want to live the abundant life the lord has in his plan for me here now so now i will go finish my lunch and rejoice because the same god who brought me in will bring me out devastation 05 jun 2012 1 comment by jc in uncategorized our good friend from church toby went off the deep end so to speak this week toby and ree are the two sweetest people imaginable they ve been married a year longer than rob and me but they are at least 25 30 years older than us sigh apparently the dementia from which toby was suffering was actually bi polar at the extreme the abuse the enemy has brought about through toby toward his wife and family is immense toby is still hospitalized and we are all trying not to live in fear for what happens when he s allowed out father god we love toby and ree they are precious to us and we are gutted by the fact that this is even happening help us to know how to act father and what to say to help or what not to say in order to help also for my kids upcoming court dates our vacation finances and health and sister s wedding and rob s family who we re seeing while we re in california amen comparison 02 jun 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized comparison is the thief of joy theodore roosevelt and how i always used to think about this regarding myself but rob gave me a fresh view of it today regarding big sis and little sis oh let us not fall into the trap of comparison steven furtick is a pastor whose quote i saw this last week he says the reason we struggle with insecurity is because we re comparing our behind the scenes with everyone else s highlight reel and it s true so i will bear that in mind again because i have gone down the wrong road again and i have not been supportive to my husband again and i have failed miserably as a mother again and i don t have the right clothes or shoes and i don t teach my little ones enough scripture on and on to infinity we do not need to be perfect god loves us true loves 02 jun 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized last day of school was on wednesday this week and we took the kids to the park for some fun in the sun and pizza for the afternoon i hate this 30 may 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized every single time i take my children to the visit i feel like i am a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad person i hate this we re on our way there now he s all i want he s all i need 29 may 2012 leave a comment by jc in uncategorized the court date has been changed to august and i am feeling better about everything that is going on can you believe i was actually afraid that i would not bring the kids home if the judge s verdict came down while we were in california that is not me that is not who i am but mama love does strange things to a body not just the body but a mind and a heart little sister is out of dance class so time for me to stop writing previous older entries words of truth fun and funky about jayleigh august 2026 s m t w t f s 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 dec jay s cloud of wonders 2946 amusing ancient history baby making blogging brain dump childhood church dancing queen do unto 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