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nts sunday june 7 2009 family and family reunions yesterday for only the second time in my life i went to my family reunion the first one i went to was about 4 years ago and had a lot more people this one was significantly smaller many people opted not to go period and others who said they were coming didn t show up honestly i was not planning on going myself i only found out about it the week before and they were asking for 55 from everybody i thought to myself 55 for what i don t really feel like being around my family this time and it s not even a damn pay week i ll pass but my cousin who was coordinating the event wanted me to come and represent for those in my family with my last name so after talking with her on the phone for about 10 15 minutes i gave her my word that i would attend the reunion was held at some small park in central nj it supposedly started at 10am and i got there around 1 30pm no sense being there real early it is a black event after all lol and i was right when i pulled up to the park there was barely anybody there i would say about 10 people this was gonna be a pretty boring ass family reunion after i greeted the few people that were already there i sat down and ate and engaged in small conversation gradually people started coming in and i have to admit i had more fun than i thought i would we played a few games ate some bangin ass food and just plain had a good time in each other s company as we all gathered to leave the coordinator had some words to say and the words resonated she first mentioned how there were a good 30 people who told her they would be there but didn t she went on about how people go where they wanna go and what do what they wanna do but what do they do for family she also mentioned how she herself didn t know many of her relatives even though they lived not too far from her but the underlying theme was that we may not know each other and do things together like we should but nothing will ever change the fact that we are and will always be family and how we need to reach out to each other hell family is the only major stability in life there s nothing you can do about that believe me i pride myself on the many wonderful friends both old and new in my life but i m equally more grateful on the family i have nothing like a good ole family reunion to remind a brotha of that by the way the coordinator made no mention of the 55 she didn t press the issue because 1 other people didn t pay either and 2 she understood how the economy was making it hard for some people whew dodged that bullet lmao posted by jersey brotha at 4 46 pm 1 comment sunday april 26 2009 volunteer work as i stated in my posted entitled who me my sexy coworker is a very motivated individual aside from his overall sexiness that s one of the main reasons why i am drawn to him as a person and he did not disappoint me with his motivation for the past few months he has been telling me about how he plans to leave corporate america and along with his older brother start a non profit organization to increase health awareness in children in new york city starting in harlem yesterday his plans came to fruition yesterday morning was their inaugural day if you wanna call it that they decided to hold a day of games and activities for some kids in harlem at a school there and i was one of the volunteers even though i absolutely despise waking up early especially on a saturday i can honestly say that i enjoyed myself and the event turned out to be quite successful there were other organizations there too but they all work together with the children s aid society which has been around for over a century it was pretty hot yesterday and for the most part i was just standing around not doing much but seeing the kids play laugh and just plain enjoy themselves did give me some satisfaction and seeing my coworker explain to people the nature of his new organization with passion made me proud that i have gotten to know him and how i need to be around him in this economy there is no job security so you have got to have a backup plan so now i m just praying and asking god to direct me to my god given talent when the event was over for the day he sent a text thanking me for my support and how it meant a lot to him as he tried to keep the momentum of the company flowing i replied saying it was my pleasure and congratulated him on doing big things and how a positive inspiration he was think about it how many people do you know have big plans about their life or career and actually follow through with what they say sadly not many i encourage all of you to volunteer somehow somewhere it s the best thing you can do as a human being posted by jersey brotha at 10 22 am 1 comment monday march 30 2009 my addiction it all started with my father when i was a child around 7 my parents would sometimes let me sleep on the living room couch frankly i didn t mind because i thought it was a lot more comfortable than my bunk bed which was hard and uncomfortable when i was there i would often become awakened by an odd sound the sound of a high pitched female as i opened my eyes to try to figure out where the sound was coming from my view was blocked by my father sitting directly in front of the tv with his back to me it was then that i figured out that the high pitched female was coming from the tv she was moaning and making oooohs and ahhhhs sounds repeatedly why is she making that sound i wanna see i said to myself judging by the sound whatever was going on sure made her feel good and my father sat in front of the tv for quite a long time to view what was making her feel good this continued for a few years and each time my curiousity became more and more piqued fast forward a few years one day when my parents were out of town my oldest brother invited his friend and 2 females to come over he forced my middle brother and i to go to the bedroom while they stayed in the living room being the curious little boy that i was i crept up to the doorway of the living room to hear what was going on to my amazement i heard the same high pitched female sound that i heard when i saw my father in front of the tv where they watching the same thing after a while i figured out that what my brother was watching had to have been something bad why would he not let my brother and i watch it too so i told him i was gonna tell my parents what my brother had been watching that was all my brother needed to hear because he begged me not to tell them grabbed me and forced me to sit in front of the tv to see the source of the high pitched woman i was fascinated yet confused why don t they have clothes on what is that hairy thing between her legs why is he pushing his pee pee into her like that what is that white stuff coming out of his pee pee hole i definitely had no plans of telling my parents after that but i still needed more more explanation more sight more sound more more more by the time i was a teenager my curiosity reached the max i wasn t having sex like most teenage boys so i reached my curiosity max a lot faster lol i found out that my brothers had some porno videos hidden away in either our clothes closet or the bottom drawer when noone was around i would take the videos out put them in the vcr i m so glad i had a vcr in my room lol and watched the movies in sheer amazement and joy i saw white people black people and sometimes both enjoying themselves together moaning and screaming in glee suckin dick and titties eatin pussy gettin fucked in the pussy and ass squirting liquids all over their bodies they were doin it at every location couches beds tables desks on a boat on the floor is that what this is all about i could get used to watching this hell i didn t even masturbate i was too amazed by their own euphoria to worry about myself now anybody that knows me knows or has heard that i collect porn clips movies to distribute i sometimes buy them online but most times i get them for free from multiple yahoo groups that post them damn just revealed my secret lol some of them take a long time to download but i m a very patient man for free porn i sometimes like the straight ones mmmmmm brian pumper but they don t get me like the good ole gay ones i love it every time shorty j gets fucked my friends and friends of my friends ask me if i have this so and so movie with so and so many times they will just say that they need any clip movie and leave it up to me to decide what i want to give them i feel like a gay blockbuster shit i have 25 cds dvss of porn and that s not even counting the many more stored on my laptop oh well it is what it is but i say all this to say without shame or rehab my name is greg and i am a porn addict posted by jersey brotha at 6 10 pm 9 comments sunday march 15 2009 happy birthday to me today i gain another year a total of 31 and don t even ask me if i feel old i m not older i m better lol and i must be doing something right because when i went to dinner the waitress asked to see my id when i ordered an alcoholic drink thank god for good genes lol i enjoyed my entire birthday weekend happy birthday to me oh yeah and 2 of my female coworkers gave me a bouquet of flowers first time i ve ever gotten flowers in my life now i don t know how to take care of the damn things lol posted by jersey brotha at 1 43 pm 7 comments wednesday february 11 2009 the competence of being incompetent for the most part i can honestly say that i like my job the company has a very down to earth atmosphere possibly because it s privately owned most of the people are very charming and easy to talk to including the best coo i ve ever come in contact with i m always learning new things and there is plenty of room for growth and opportunity but like every job there are some things that i don t like and for me my main issue is my supervisor granted she s a nice woman but for the life of me i cannot ascertain why how she became a supervisor shit just being nice ain t gonna cut it in corporate america at her previous place of employment which she reminds me of at least once a month she wasn t even remotely any type of supervisory role she was a plain old worker in my 2 years of being under her leadership for lack of a better word i have watched her crash and burn from instances ranging from telephone conferences to meetings she can t even type a simple e mail without asking me how the grammar and spelling are ok chalk that up to her being originally from india but that s a mute point she s been in the u s over 10 damn years now no sympathy here lol but in even greater instances our department manager her direct boss frequently has to tell or remind her of things she needs to be taking care of as a supervisor since his hands are tied with so many other things sometimes i just sit and laugh to myself about my manager chewing out my supervisor about what she did or more frequently didn t do i swear it s pure comedy most times lol my supervisor seriously lacks effective leadership technical and interpersonal skills and she s reactive rather than proactive a few times i ve had to take it upon myself to present and handle things myself rather than wait on her to make a decision and it s paid off and it also boosts up my employee goals accomplishments for the year so today as i perused cnn com like i do most days i came across an interesting link to the time web site entitled competence is your boss faking it click here if you wish to read the article in its entirety i think this article was pretty much reading everyone s mind who has ever had to report to a boss how many times have we said to ourselves or another coworker friend etc that our boss can t possibly be as incompetent as they are how much bullshit did they talk to land them on top of the heap hell do they even know or remember the bullshit they talked to land them on top of the heap a few years ago i read a book called work would be great if it weren t for the people but in this case wouldn t work be great if it weren t for incompetent bosses can congress include that in the stimulus package lol posted by jersey brotha at 4 53 pm 2 comments monday january 19 2009 my 3 day mlk weekend this past weekend i told myself that i was gonna have fun since i didn t have to work on monday yet stay warm cause god knows it s cold as shit now i accomplished the first but not quite the second one you can t win em all you know lol friday night one of my friends had a little get together at his house to celebrate his 26th birthday it was good seeing him cause i haven t seen him in months and i m proud of him because he used to weigh over 200 lbs now he looks at least 40 lbs slimmer he s actually looking kinda sexy now lol it was also good to see his brother who i am also friends with haven t seen him a while either but he is still keeping himself together physically too i also saw a few others there that i m cool with everybody seemed to be having a good time liquor was flowin rum vodka and gin and i think people were in there smoking just about everything but i don t smoke a spades game was briefly played but i don t think anybody could really concentrate cause they were either drunk or high lol then the music kicked in i tell you if i see one more homo dance to single ladies i ma fight em lol but i must admit you can t sit still when that song comes on but i didn t start movin til the house music came on now that s my shit by the time 2 00 came people were startin to be out so i left soon after there wasn t much goin on after you left jay my weekend was startin off pretty well saturday my sexy coworker myself and whoever else he decided to bring with him planned on going to the movies to see the wrestler with mickey rourke we like to see movies together sue us lol but plans changed when he called me that evening he told me that the consensus decided they wanted to see notorious the movie based on the life of rapper the notorious b i g i was indifferent about the movie it wasn t my first choice on the movie to see but i didn t care that we were going to go see it we decided to go see it at this movie theater in manhattan in union square and ordered the tickets online at fandango com we knew the ticket lines would most likely be ridiculously long and when i got to the theater i was right it was jam packed with people even the lines for the fandango kiosks were long as hell here we go i said to myself i was the first one to get there so my coworker told me to save 4 seats i ll try i said i knew the line would be long but i was not prepared for what i saw the line outside the theater was literally down the ramp and up against the wall i have never seen a line so long for a movie of course the thugs came out to suppport but there were surprisingly quite a few white people there as well and i was allllllllll the way in back of the line i couldn t believe it this is a classic reason why i hate seeing movies opening weekend but alas a sil...