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dent and other things i originally started this blog as a place to talk about my writing buuuut i never thought anything that came to mind to write about anyone would be interested in though i can think of one person who will say otherwise but he doesn t count lol a lot of things have changed in the almost year since i last posted i ve gotten things straightened out at school i ve taught myself how to cross stitch i ve moved in part time with my boyfriend i ve lost my mother in law to lung cancer so i plan to try and bring this blog back around but it won t just be about writing i m working on getting new banner i have no idea what i want it to look like though that fits more with what i want i m going to write about writing sewing cross stitching weight loss and whatever else i think i can put into blog format i spend a lot of time doing school work and working in general that i will post when i can dunno how frequently that will be now without further bother from me my blog post insert fanfare my dad gil miller recently had a book published it s called spree and you can find it on amazon and barnes and noble s website good book great twist at the end you should check it out buy it for your ereader or a hard copy you can even contact him and buy a signed copy straight from him no that s not the reason for this post that s some shameless advertising for my pops anyways he asked me to do this blog tour with him about my writing process i m supposed to talk about him give him props link to him a href gilmiller wordpress com he s over here a then move on to some questions here are those amazing questions what am i working on this is a good question to be honest i haven t really written anything since the doc is out sequel to my the doc is in i hit a point in that story where my main character decided she didn t want to love the person i wanted her to and instead go for someone else which kind of hurt my planned ending and caused this great shut down of my brain like seriously my brain went silent dead silent i ve tried to write about this for the blog but chickened out at the last minute my brain has recently rebooted and is slowly working its way back to talking to me you never realize how great it is to not be able to fall asleep because your brain won t shut up until it s not there i signed up for a creative writing class at my college but it s more of a glorified writer s group for only literary because that s what my teacher writes and as he said he s more about the sentence than the story how he ever got published is beyond me i have been revisting old stories of mine in hopes that one of them will spark an idea that i don t immediately discard as shit how does my work differ from others of its genre this one is harder to answer because right now the only answer i can say is because i wrote it there isn t a huge ya crime selection that i ve been able to find the one s that i would put into this category are more focused on the art of crime crime families stealing stuff i suppose so far my stories have been more about the family than the crime while the crime is still happening that s the best answer i can give for that why do i write what i do i write what i write because it makes me happy i like ya because it s simple while not being simple at the same time it s a whole different word than the adult genre novels there s different rules different things you can and cannot do it s a whole different feel and i suppose you can count in that i refuse to believe i am 25 my brain stopped believing past age 18 it keeps me feeling young how does my writing process work a bit like a crime scene not the after part with the police and not like one of those preplanned murders no my writing process is like a murder done in the heat of the moment i walk in and there s my idea in bed with another idea wasn t i good enough for that idea why d they do me like this so i get so upset that i murder the idea in cold blood sending bits flying everywhere or you could say it s like a frankenstein monster deal i start out with my main basic idea then as i m working on making this idea live i find pieces from other ideas sometimes parts i completely make up and sew it all together making this beautiful terrible masterpiece that may or may not deserve to see the light of day but there it is breathing so raggedly in its little lump of words it calls a body and then i work and tweek and work and tweek some more until insert evil laugh and lightening effects here it s alive and sometimes that s a good things but sometimes it tries to kill me i think i like that analogy better and there we go my blog tour reply now what i m supposed to do here is have the picture and bio of three author friends and link you to their blogs where they will be answering these same four questions but i don t have friends with blogs so here s what i m going to do if you want to join in on this fun and answer these questions post a picture of you a short bio and a link to your blog in the comments just don t forget to mention me in your blog post happy writing posted in uncategorized tagged blog tour crime gil miller questions signed copy spree writing writing process ya young adult leave a comment it s really amazing posted on april 15 2013 by jesi marie it astounds me when i hear of horrible things happening in the world actually it sickens me hatred bigotry war it really makes no sense to me what sinks into someones head that leads them into thinking that blowing something up and killing a bunch of people is going to do anything other than blow something up and kill maim a bunch of people yes i m referring to the boston marathon bombing that happened today and i m going to pause to say that i thank god for small miracles all the time none of my family that lives in massachusetts likes going into boston and the one s that do don t run marathons this may sound like a bad thing to say but you know what i m glad that none of my family got hurt will that stop me from sending positive vibes and good thoughts to those whose family s were torn apart both literally and figuratively no i hate what happened to them and i really wish it hadn t happened i don t know any of the people injured i don t know their family members but i know it must be hell for them and i hope the hell ends for them as soon as possible i was flitting through articles about the bombing i was in class when it happened and learned about it via twitter and came across some graphic photos of the scene after it while this whole tragedy makes me want to close myself off to the world and tell all the sick fucks to keep their bombs to themselves i felt slightly warmer towards humanity as well in these photos there were tons of people not in the bright yellow vests that marked them as medical helping people out there was one photo which i ll post below that really hit me both people in the picture helping out were regular people i think one of them may have even been a runner and they were helping out and it strikes me as funny that from something so tragic so horrific there can still be a shining light of hope for humanity despite the large scale of the horrible events that happen there are always people who are better than that always people who are a beacon of hope in this disgusting world we call life maybe i won t follow my writer ly roots and become a recluse just yet edit went to class tonight to hear from the sub that my teacher was in the marathon today as of class she hadn t heard from her so hopefully she s all right posted in uncategorized tagged prayforboston bad people boston marathon good people hope for humanity recluse twitter leave a comment the doc is in compliments posted on march 28 2013 by jesi marie so i entered pitch madness made it into the agent round and got a request from louise fury i also got these awesome compliments on my story during the reveal on twitter posted in uncategorized tagged compliments marieke nijkamp pitch madness pitchmadness summer heacock the doc is in tweet twitter leave a comment on the verge of giving up posted on march 21 2013 by jesi marie never give up for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn harriet stowe i think i stated in my last blog post that once i got all the rejections from the queries i had out that i was going to put the doc is in to rest and move on to other projects well back sometime end of last year i believe i came across a thing call pitmad on twitter and through that found out about a contest called pitch madness run by brenda drake where you send in a 35 word pitch and the first 250 words of your completed manuscript then some slush zombies would read all those turned in and pick a certain amount to move on to round two where the team leaders a selection of writers would pick 60 people 15 each team 4 teams to move on to the agent round in the agent round selected agents will be basically bidding on the 60 pitches so i decided that i was going to give it one last shot and enter into this contest maybe it would be my time maybe it wouldn t and i d put the doc is in to rest well during the submission window which was like 6 hours long eastern time my lovely boyfriend send my email in before heading off to work because i didn t want to wake up at 6 in the morning to send it in a few days later i got an email saying i made it into round two i was so ecstatic i mean can you believe i was about to put this story to bed and here i was making it into round 2 well there was still another round to get into before the agents saw my story another round that only 60 people made it in to 60 people those are some tiny odds for my story but i watched the twitter food for pitchmadness with bated breath i saw mention of someone checking out a ya crime which is mine i waited and i waited i went nuts with the waiting guess that s why it s called pitch madness ha then the team leaders announced the genres of the 15 stories they had each picked just the genre one of them announced ya crime being one of them well okay i m prolly not the only person out there who writes ya crime it could be someone else it might not be me so i went more crazy then today today at midnight eastern time so 9pm my time they all posted their picks by title and and and mine was on it omg the doc is in is on that list i made it into the agent round agents will be basically bidding on my story again i say here i was about to give up the quote at the top of the post was tweeted by brenda drake and it really sparked me to write this post never give up i was so close to giving up on this story and then this and then i made it this far in the contest i am so stoked my team leader s name is summer heacock and right now i really feel like she and her co captain dee romito really believe in my story i m on top of the world and damn does it feel good the main part of the contest is from the 26 28 so i won t know what if who i won until then so keep those fingers crossed for me laters ps go stare at my title on the list posted in uncategorized tagged agent round brenda drake dee romito harriet stowe never give up pitch madness pitchmadness summer heacock twitter party leave a comment one hit wonder posted on february 5 2013 by jesi marie i started slinging out queries for my project the doc is in on january 19 2012 i wrote it in august of 2011 it s now february 5 2013 to date i have re written my query at least 5 times i only marked down 5 but those were major edits i prolly did small edits in between re written the prologue 1 and down one whole new edit none of this was at the request of an agent no r rs for me just 33 rejections right now i have 4 queries out i m thinking that if all four of these come back as rejections i will retire the doc is in and move on to something new do i have another novel ready to be slung out into the harsh world no no i don t i don t have anything written to move on to i ve slowly been working on the doc is out throughout the year but i m stuck in it because my mc has decided she wants to go a different route than the one i had planned for her originally and it s just halted my brain so in short i will be giving up on my baby to move on to nothing really trying to write something anything not sure any more posted in uncategorized tagged nothing one hit wonder putting it away rejections statistics writing 1 comment things i need to do posted on december 10 2012 by jesi marie there s a rule that goes around the writing world that says write every day and it doesn t matter if you re writing a story writing part of your novel or a blog post just as long as you re writing every day lately i ve been giving a lot of my time to my sewing i ve changed my major in school to fashion and costuming i ve spent time learning about my sewing machine and making stuff it makes me happy i love it but i ve completely forgotten that i am a writer i ve gone from writer to sewer and costumer i ve almost completely forgotten my roots and it makes me sad sure for the most part i write stuff every day i rp i haven t rp d in a while though because my rp buddy has been super super busy and unable to get online i ve also been busy with my boyfriend and working and school i ve forgotten who i am by discovering more about me sounds pretty damn odd doesn t it but in short i haven t been writing and that makes me more sad than anything i need to get back into it i need to i ve also hit a road block in my sequel my mc decided she was going to change a huge factor to the plot which changes the way the story is written and told and i ve just gone blam right into a wall so i ve decided to move onto something else i don t know what though i just need to write what do you guys do when you hit a wall do you write every day laters posted in uncategorized tagged life other stuff sewing writing writing every day leave a comment books vs their movies posted on december 5 2012 by jesi marie i ve been thinking on this topic a lot lately i ve recently seen the last installment of twilight and had a discussion with my boyfriend s mom today about under the tuscan sun and of course they re are countless other books turned movies out there that i m not going to name then and i m sure you already know now when i write my stories i imagine them in my head as a movie i see the scenes as i think they ll play out and try to write it that way sometimes it changes from mental picture to fingers but that s how i roll my words i also sometimes go so far as to pick actors who would portray each part sometimes the actors face will spark the character into life this comes from years of roleplaying on line where that was how it s done use an actor or singer or model etc for the face of the character it s just built into my mind now and then i got to thinking about it actually being made into a movie what if it sucks what if they ruin it completely am i publicly allowed to say it or do i have to just ...