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yeong and actually wished dal mi would end up with him but right from the start i was on team do san maybe because i ve liked nam joo hyuk fron watching weightlifting fairy kim bok joo but i guess it was more of do san s character whom made me rooted for him although ji pyeong was the one who wrote all those letters to dal mi when they were younger he used do san s name by doing that he literally gave his girl to another guy and when he left he never once came back to look for dal mi or her grandmother for the past 15 years when fate eventually brought both their paths to meet again instead of owning up the past he actually looked for the real nam do san to ask him to pretend to be the guy in the letters for dal mi anyway my point is that ji pyeong had numerous chances to express his feelings for dal mi but he was a faint hearted batter who was too afraid to hit the home run even though he had everything to his advantage i really felt sorry for ji pyeong that he didn t get the girl and then i realized that i ve been a ji pyeong all the while so entered do san who was a clueless loser at his best he s probably a savant who s a genius coder but has no inkling about the emotions of the heart but from the moment he met dal mi he started to change because dal mi gave him the encouragement and trust he never received from his parents or anyone else he found his dream and finally dared to follow his dream and he took every chance he had to show dal mi his feelings for her he was there to root for dal mi when she needed him most and i guess that was why even with his hands only he managed to erase the 15 years worth of memories of ji pyeong s letters ji pyeong said this in the drama i had the letters for 15 years and yet i never looked for dal mi but he do san read the letters for 1 day and he went to look for dal mi i would choose do san over ji pyeong any day and i suppose that s why i liked this show a lot coz it finally broke the annoying fated to be together since young theme that almost all k dramas have i m just over the moon that do san got the girl posted by kat at 15 14 no comments sunday september 13 2020 angel s last mission love i shouldn t have started using netflix i ve been on a k drama binge on my 50 inch 4k tv since before it was on my phone so the graphic details weren t so great anyway since my last post i ve watched 3 more k dramas namely save me i m not a robot and angel s last mission love save me starred seo ye ji of it s okay to not be okay and revolved around a girl who was trapped in the clutch of a cult while her 4 friends tried to save her i think seo ye ji as im sang mi was great her desperation to save herself and her parents from the cult was courageous and admirable and the 4 friends from school reminded me of friend the legend except that none of them ended up as gangsters i loved i m not a robot not so much for the cast but for the ai theme but of course the humanoid turned out to be a human after all and it was quite creepy to have your crazy scientist ex bf to create a humanoid who looks like you and then when the humanoid couldn t function he asked you to pretend to be that humanoid to be tested by another guy and of course the guy fell in love with the humanoid and the girl fell for the guy too but what i loved most were the gadgets in the drama i wonder if the changeable skin umbrella and heart balls really exist somewhere in the world i just finished watching angel s last mission love i already feel like re watching it a ballerina and an angel totally my kind of love story and the ost has really great songs i actually first heard oh my angel in my ot while it was playing on youtube saw the mv showing the female lead dancing ballet had been wondering which drama it was when it popped up in my netflix recommendation talk about providence huh i love ballet wished i had been more persistent in learning and practising pointe but i ve always knew i wouldn t be doing ballet for life my boobs decided that for me there was a time in my life when i wished i was flat chested i mean have you ever seen a busty prima ballerina but it s ok these days i m glad i m busty the ballet performance they were preparing for was giselle it was a beautiful and tragic love story just like that of the male lead and female lead they met when they were younger but circumstances parted them and the young boy drowned and died but apparently he became an angel and somehow the angel ended up meeting the girl again when she was in depth of despair he saved her again and again even before he remembered his human past and the girl he promised he would protect when he grew up i cried a lot watching this drama and thought a lot of god and his will since this drama involved an angel who fell in love with his mission subject angel dan was supposed to help ballerina yeon seo to find true love and they ended up finding true love in each other so angel dan didn t fail in his mission but angels are forbidden to fall in love with humans which then begs the question why did god send that angel to that woman if they were not meant to be together but i suppose it was better to have met for 100 days and truly loved one another than an eternity without ever meeting your true love of course the ill fated lovers ended up together in the drama at least that was worth my tears shed for them incidentally a friend texted me today to announce to me that my gas lighter of an ex bf got married today she started the text with wow xxx got married i asked her why the wow and she answered because he managed to find a partner i m actually glad that he did and i hope he will be happy and he will love his wife as god has intended him to but i m left wondering if i ll ever find my true love posted by kat at 19 40 no comments wednesday august 19 2020 it s okay to not be okay i love the title of this drama it s about as honest as it gets it really is okay to not be okay and i love how the characters in the drama are all pretty messed up mentally and emotionally finally a drama where i can actually relate to the characters i supposed that s why this drama was top 10 on netflix most of us can relate to at least one of the character in the drama the drama revolved around moon gang tae and his autistic elder brother moon sang tae who have been on the run from the butterflies since the murder of their mother enter ko moon yeong a children s book author with an antisocial personality trait who happened to be moon sang tae s favourite author gang tae and moon yeong seemed to have got off on the wrong foot right from the start but she somehow developed an obsession on gang tae and kept hunting him down so as with all k drama the male and female lead would always have had a childhood encounter although in this case it wasn t a pleasant encounter and as fate would have it their past intertwined in a web of ugly mess which might have eventually destroyed their chance of finding healing and happiness i like how moon yeong described gang tae as the safety pin to her bomb she s volatile and impulsive he s patient and rational although that s not really how gang tae is he just had to be that way for his brother s sake i cried so much for gang tae as i can relate to him much more than moon yeong gang tae s mother told him that she had him so that he would take care of his elder brother it s like that s the only use of gang tae in this world imagine growing up believing that his life was so suppressed and repressed because of the burden he had to carry gang tae never felt he could have a life of his own because he was stuck to his brother but then he fell in love with moon yeong and finally dared to dream of having his own life just as things seem to be going well he discovered that his mother was actually murdered by moon yeong s psychopathic mother i cried so hard when gang tae showed up for the family portrait shoot which moon yeong and sang tae wanted to have to make them a family the pain that gang tae was going through knowing the truth and yet wanting to protect them from knowing the truth totally bawled my eyeballs out i m glad that moon yeong actually found love in gang tae that poor girl had such a traumatic childhood it was amazing she actually grew up being functional physically i think there s something hopeful about 2 emotionally and mentally dysfunctional souls finding healing and happiness in each other it gives hope to emotionally and mentally dysfunctional souls like me that maybe we too can eventually find healing and happiness i love the illustrations in moon yeong s books it s very tim burton esque and i like how each episode is correlated to one of her books i especially like the cheerful dog story and how gang tae helped cut moon yeong s hair symbolizing cutting off her leash also the scene where gang tae punched the guy who slapped moon yeong and then he got suspended and he was so happy coz he finally could go on a trip with moon yeong yeah ok i love all the scenes where gang tae was smiling happily so what i didn t understand was how did moon yeong s mother didn t die although her father killed her just goes to show it s so difficult for a bad person to die and to think after all these years she still came back to haunt their lives and even tried to kill gang tae thank god for sang tae who saved the day anyway i had a revelation on why and how girls ended up going crazy for korean oppas from watching this drama took me so long to realize the power of positive reinforcement so if anyone realized this the male lead always have a few scenes where he gets oogled at by women the girls would be all looking at the male lead and saying how good looking he is even if the person who was watching the drama probably didn t find the male lead good looking initially after 16 episodes of such positive reinforcement anyone would think gong yoo lee jong suk and kim soo hyun good looking oh this works vice versa too that s why people think jun ji hyun and park so dam are gorgeous i guess if i tell myself that i m gorgeous while looking in the mirror a few times a day i would eventually start believing that too well it worked like magic for lee young jun in what s wrong with secretary kim might be worth a try posted by kat at 20 42 no comments sunday august 9 2020 what s wrong with secretary kim so i decided to bingewatch another park seo joon k drama while waiting for it s okay not to be okay to finish releasing its episode so i could bingewatch it ended up watching what s wrong with secretary kim or my preferred title which is actually what s wrong with vice president lee coz i lost count of the number of times i asked what s wrong with that guy i have to say though that this rom com had me laughing in stitches thanks to the obnoxiously narcissistic character of the male lead lee young jun i almost gave up watching it after the 1st episode coz i couldn t stand lee young jun secretary kim aka kim mi so is a saint for being able to put up with her boss for 9 years having dated a narcissist i really do have a strong aversion towards such character but i suppose this is the magic of k drama i went from ugh i can t stand this obnoxious narcissistic guy in the first 8 episodes to i so want to marry this guy in the last 8 episodes the heart is such a fickle creature but of course in reality a narcissist never changes its stripes if there s a persistent theme in all these idol series it is this the male lead and the female lead have always met when they were younger either in their preteen teen years and somehow they were separated and met again as destiny intended a decade or 2 later in this drama young lee young jun or lee sung hyeon age 9 and kim mi so age 5 were kidnapped by a mentally disturbed woman who ended up hanging herself in front of the 2 kids sung hyeon managed to free both of them and brought mi so home she then proposed to him saying that they should get married when they grow up sung hyeon agreed and even made a pinky promise with her however by the time sung hyeon emerged from the traumatic experience and went back to look for mi so the neighbourhood no longer existed as it was being turned into an amusement park by sung hyeon s father s company so here s the thing i ve had the same experience of proposing to a guy at a tender age of 5 while we were lying under the seats of our school bus on our way back from kindergarten almost on a daily basis that poor boy he must have been so traumatized of course he never said yes and there was no pinky promise and by the time i met him again in high school i didn t think i wanted to marry him at all and he having had to go through such trauma probably avoided me at all cost but yeah that s real life for you i guess my opinion of lee young jun changed a little after i realized that he was the guy mi so was looking for and he recognized her when she first started working in his company but mi so didn t recognize him coz she forgot his name and the whole traumatic experience she only remembered there was an oppa who showed her kindness and comforted her when she was scared and alone he didn t tell her back then because he thought it was good that she didn t remember because he grew up remembering the traumatic experience and being haunted by nightmares of the dead woman every day of his life while having to pretend that he didn t remember anything about it coz his useless elder brother developed false memory that he was the one being kidnapped and caused so much havoc for the family oh and that s another persistent theme in k dramas the chaebol always has a traumatic childhood experience that leaves him scarred for life and can only be cured by the love of the female lead i suppose young jun s character was his defense mechanism he kept young women at bay because he was traumatized by a young woman he had to live a life of perfection and keep telling himself how great and awesome he was to keep his psyche from falling apart he thought by making mi so his secretary he would be able to keep her by his side always until the day she told him she was going to quit her job and find her own life i guess that s when his facade of mr perfect fell apart if i thought his excessive self confidence and self love was funny i found his attempts to romance mi so even funnier watching park seo joon s goofy crinkly eyed grin whenever he s pleased with himself and thinking of mi so just gets to me every time yes i have a weakness for men with crinkly eyed smiles i learned a new term in the drama the curse of the blockbuster apparently this is where a guy brings a girl on a blockbuster date meaning an extravagant and elaborate date that requires a lot of money and the girl will find all dates with other ordinary men less desirable pretty accurate i suppose of course there was a happy ending for this couple a guy like lee young jun will always get his girl but i especially love the proposal part and also the funny scenes when he ...