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ve that the mountains are right out my window there are more opportunities and things to do here which is a plus so far the weather has been pretty good a little warmer than idaho so that s a plus so much more to say and yet this is getting long and boring i ll try to keep up happy holidays posted by kendra at 6 02 pm 1 comment tuesday august 14 2012 photo dump this is a picture taken before my job interview at upper valley resource and counseling i got the job yay so far so good parker wanted a desk for his birthday i hate putting things together but i did it for him it took about 4 hours but it turned out great i ended up remodeling his whole room for his b day this is parker s birthday dinner at applebees he s lovin the dessert we got a picture a client gave to me and a grumpy parker parker has grown a ton look at those stone wash jeans hello 80 s handsome boy mom s cat chester parker and i laying on blankets on the grass watching the meteor shower it was fun posted by kendra at 10 26 pm no comments more cookin cajun chicken alfredo doesn t that sound yummy i didn t have fettuccini noodles so i used spaghetti noodles so good and it was parker approved he gobbled this stuff up like crazy another pinterest recipe success below is the picture from pinterest posted by kendra at 10 20 pm no comments things i ve been cookin i m not going to lie i hate really dislike cooking but i m getting use to it because let s face it teenage boys like to eat 3 balanced meals a day so i made this cheesy chicken pasta stuff in the crock pot it was chicken green peppers rotel cream of chicken soup cream of mushroom soup mushrooms onion 1 2 cup water and some velveeta cheese i cooked the noodles separate i cooked the mixture for 2 hours then added in the noodles it was yummy parker thought it was a little too cheesy but i like cheese more than he does overall it was a success i found the recipe on pinterest above is what mine looks like more cheesy than the pinterest one this is what it looked like on pinterst posted by kendra at 10 17 pm no comments sunday july 8 2012 an interesting survey i saw this survey online and thought it was pretty interesting it goes beyond where is your cell phone and who is the last person you texted type questions if you really wanted to know my cell phone is on the table and the last text was from my sister if you are interested read ahead if not you can skip this post just this once though 1 what is more difficult for you looking into someone s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel or looking into someone s eyes when they are telling you how they feel i would say that i have a harder time looking into someone s eyes when they are telling me how they feel i tend to make a lot of eye contact maybe too much sometimes but if you are bearing your soul to me i ll probably be looking at the ceiling or tv or something 2 think of the last time you were really angry why were you angry do you still feel the same way this is a hard question my first reaction is that i don t get angry very often sure i get irritated and upset but angry i don t know however i do tend to hold grudges so maybe i do get angry more than i d like to admit i guess the last time i got angry is when i was reassigned at my last job i know it worked out for the best and it wasn t really a big deal but i was mad i felt like a loser and inadequate and all that jazz i m not angry anymore and i don t work there anymore so it s all good 3 you are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non stop there is a fire in the back of the plane you have enough time to make one phone call who do you call what do you tell them first of all why am i flying from honolulu to chicago anyway i would call my mom i would tell her i love her and that she made my life amazing i would ask her to tell my friends and family that i love them and that i will miss them i would tell her to burn my journals haha 4 you are at the doctor s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live do you tell anyone everyone you are going to die what do you do with your remaining days would you be afraid it would be hard to tell people but i think i would for one i would probably start doing my bucket list stuff and it might look really crazy that all of a sudden i m wasting my money and traveling and getting a million tattoos and saying goodbyes and all of that jazz i would want my last month to be spent with only people i love i would be afraid not because i m afraid of dying but because i would be afraid of how my family would react to my death i would worry about them 5 you can have one of the following two things which do you choose why love and trust i would choose trust because you can t have love without trust if you have trust love typically goes hand in hand 6 you are walking down the street on your way to work there is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street your boss has told you if you are late even once more you are fired do you take the time to save the dogs life why or why not yes i would save it and if my boss didn t understand i d just quit a job while difficult to do can be replaced the life of an animal cannot 7 would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most as i said love and trust tend to go hand in hand so i guess it would be the same person however if i have to choose i guess i would be more hurt by the one i trust if i trust them i trust that they won t hurt me if they do hurt me then that would be a big blow 8 your best friend confesses that he she has feelings for you more than just friendship he she is falling in love with you what do you or did you do say my best friends are jackie and cindy if they confessed their love for me i would tell them to lay off the booze friends can love each other but if they had romantic feelings for me i would laugh 9 think of the last person who you know that died you have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back but you have to give up one year of yours do you do it why or why not this is tough i would say no the last person i know that died is my uncle bud although i love my uncle bud a lot i wouldn t want him to suffer even an hour longer than he did if the last person i knew that died was a child that died suddenly the answer may be different i guess maybe it sounds selfish but i wouldn t do it 10 are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend i try to be 11 does love sex absolutely not i love a lot of people i don t want to have sex with sex is a great part of a romantic relationship but just because you are having sex doesn t mean you love each other sounds awful but it s true sex is awesome with someone you love but a lot of people have sex just because of hormones 12 your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage and they are the newest employee you have been there much longer your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company why or why not another question that will make me sound selfish i would say no only because i have a family to support as well maybe if i had another job offer or i could live without that income but layoffs suck and most people who are let go have families it s the sucky way the world works 13 when was the last time you told someone honestly how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say who was it what did you have to tell the person wow i honestly don t know the answer to this i m not an overly emotional person i don t typically gush my feelings to anyone i ll have to ponder this one 14 what would be or what was harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex you love them or that you do not love them back it would be harder to tell them that i didn t love them back i never want to hurt anyone and that would definitely hurt someone 15 what do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up why would it be hard to lose my family i wouldn t give them up the why seems obvious 16 excluding romantic love when was the last time you told someone you loved them who were they to you i tell my mom i love her all the time and my sister and brother and parker and nieces 17 if there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why in the last month i actually can t think of anything i would change 18 imagine it is a dark night you are alone it is raining outside you hear someone walking around outside your window who do you wish was there with you christopher meloni come on you didn t say it had to be someone who would really be outside my window 19 would you give a homeless person cpr if they were dying why or why not yes i would it doesn t matter if they are homeless they are a person and they need help end of story 21 you are holding onto your grandmother s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff you have to let one go to save the other who do you let fall to their death what was your rationale for making the decision i would save the newborn i don t have any living grandma s but the answer would be the same a newborn has an entire life to live my grandma would want me to save the baby 22 are you old fashioned hmm i don t think so 23 when was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything in return for it i am nice all the time and i never expect anything in return 24 which would you choose true love with a guarantee of a broken heart or never loved at all why dang this one is pretty hard i guess i would say true love and a broken heart maybe because i m stupid but i think everyone should experience true love once in their life 25 if you could do anything or wish anything what would it be i would wish for some good luck in my family for my family to be happy and healthy and if i could i would wish for more wishes posted by kendra at 1 45 pm 2 comments thursday june 14 2012 we kicked cancer s ass by we i mean the doctors of course okay so here is the long story for those of you who care to read it a few months ago mom went in to the gyno for you know women stuff they did the normal check ups and stuff and were concerned with how thick her endometrium lining was they did a biopsy and told her they wouldn t have the results for a few weeks mom didn t think cancer would be a possibility it doesn t run in her side of the family and i mean wouldn t you know if you had cancer well less than 2 days later the doctor called and wanted mom to talk to him in the office he broke the news to her that she did indeed have cancer endometrial shock there are no specialists in idaho so mom was told she would have to go to salt lake city to the huntsman cancer institute well surgery was scheduled and we started making plans to spend a week or so in salt lake my sister kim was also able to come to town from california for a week so surgery happened and let me tell you my mom is hilarious on pain killers and anesthesia kim and i were laughing so hard at some of the things she said and did mom sang to the nurses and yelled at us and said weird things it was great but she was in a lot of pain that first night they found out her catheter wasn t working properly so her poor bladder was filling up to the brim once they got that fixed she still had pain but it wasn t as severe she was in the hospital from tuesday until saturday her blood sugars were high and she wasn t eating much so they kept her a day longer than planned well kim had to fly back on sunday so she could go back to work mom and i decided to stay in salt lake because she was supposed to get her stitches out on the 15th tomorrow well monday morning at 3 00 am mom started bleeding really bad she had been weeping out of a part of her incision for part of the day but nothing serious then 3 am hits and it is crazy bleeding so i rushed her to the university of utah emergency room it wasn t infected or anything it just had some pockets that needed to drain so the doc took 3 staples out she has 31 and packed the wound with gauze and covered it he showed me how to do this procedure as i have to do it twice daily at least well the bleeding continued to be pretty severe yesterday wednesday we were running out of packing gauze and such so mom called the dr and they suggested she come in we went in at 4 30 pm and the nurses irrigated it and repacked it they said it wasn t infected but there was no way she would be able to have her staples out tomorrow they said she could have her general doctor at home take them out and we could head back to idaho the doctor came in and told us the pathology was back and that it was good news the cancer was stage 1a the best stage it had not grown and they got it all in surgery in the hospital they told us they removed a mass off her bladder and luckily pathology came back that it wasn t cancer just a cyst type thing so it was great news we have to irrigate and pack her wound twice a day still and hopefully she can get her staples out next friday we got up early this morning and drove home it was a long drive for mom and she is tired and weak but it is great to be home i m going to stay at my mom s for a few days until she gets a little stronger i am so glad everything went well it is nice to be back home and to the familiar i was getting sick of driving 30 minutes just to go to the walgreens we are hoping the bleeding stops soon and we won t have to pack it for much longer i feel like i took 4 years of nursing school in just a few days i didn t think i would be strong enough mentally emotionally to pack her wound and deal with the blood and all that but it isn t too bad now so i think that s all in a nut shell i guess i don t know it feels like there should be more thanks for all your prayers and good vibes and thoughts and cheers pictures to come soon posted by kendra at 6 29 pm 1 comment saturday june 9 2012 the 70 s are calling kim and i were really hungry and really tired last night after a long day at the hospital with mom so we decided to just find somewhere close to eat neither of us are familiar with salt lake so we just drove down state street until we saw something well we saw a coachman s and kim remembered eating there with my aunt once so we parked and walked in i about died the old cigarette dispensers had candy in them and everything was 70 s even the music and it was full of old people we thought we walked into a retirement home but the food was good and we got a lot of it we both ordered fish and chips but first they brought out soup then salad then the fish and chips then ice cream it was crazy and cheap too well we were finished so they brought us the check and as we walked to the counter to pay i saw a sign that said no debit or credit cards uh oh the waitress said they only accepted cash or checks what well lucky for me i had thrown my check book in my back i usually don t carry it ...