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don t have to use it to batter my way through life but can instead use it the way i am supposed to to keep moving forward and i trust today at least that even when the days of doubt and fear and self loathing and despair arrive because they are inevitable part of this thing called life well i just trust that they will pass i trust that i will then be given all i need to see it through and keep getting up to face each day as it comes i trust the friends that i have april and jacquie steve and rob who called me from tennessee last night on vacation to make sure that hannah and i were okay janet and camille and all of you internet people who are as good of friends as anyone could hope to have in real life and online to be there to lift me up when the dark days arrive to see me through just like they all have this past year trust the journey trust the process i am on my way 12 comments posted by kori at 9 03 am tuesday june 9 2009 unexpected court news i had just walked in the door from lunch yesterday when i got a phone call from the prosecutor s office he was all like so this is x from the prosecutor s office how are you today now i don t generally consider calls from him good things so i very cautiously said i don t know you tell me how i am he said well maybe pretty good cf just made us a deal and i need to talk to you about it before i give them the go ahead i about fell over and died from shock and surprise as with the trial coming up so quickly we all sort of gave up on the idea of him offering any kind of deal since his only defense up to this point has been to say i didn t do it we all figured he would take it all the way to trial and take his chances on a jury not so my friends not so he offered to plea guilty to one felony count lewd and lascivious this carried up to life in prison but of course part of the deal involved getting as little jail time as possible they initially proposed probation only but the prosecutor said no that just isn t going to work they hammered out some details and this is what we are left with 120 days in county with no credit for time served he will most likely get work release and treatment in whatever sex offender program is deemed necessary by the court felony probation which for sex offenders is usually really quite strict he will have to register as a sex offender obviously i had asked for a couple of stipulations not knowing how it worked i had asked that the protective order be required until hannah is 18 and j said oh no that will stay in place until he is off probation so that is good news my personal request was that he also not be allowed to attend rupert aa meetings and j was very funny and kind when he said oh well that isn t usual but i am sure it can be arranged so this is where we are we go on the 22 nd to a hearing where he will change the plea i am going to make sure hannah is there because i think it is really important for her to be able to hear him say out loud in court guilty sentencing will not occur for another 8 12 weeks after that which means his house arrest will stay in effect until then and during that time there will be the pre sentence investigation so in approximately three months or so there will be a sentencing hearing at that point hannah and i will get to give our victim s impact statements as well it isn t perfect there are a whole lot of other emotions involved in this that i don t want to get into right now though i will in time however for this moment this day i am simply going to enjoy the relief that has come from knowing that hannah is not going to have to testify and that cf is going to have to publicly say out loud i did this that is sweet 28 comments posted by kori at 6 22 am monday june 8 2009 bloggers block i have a new post up here and i have to say that it was hard to even get that one written bloggers block writers block whatever you want to call it i am just having a hard time in general lately four or five times i have tried to write a letter to a friend only to get about three lines into it before giving it up as a lost cause my mind is scattered in ten different directions and pinning even one thought down seems nigh impossible i can forget stringing all these thoughts together to create anything resembling a coherent post so it isn t friday but you may just get fragments today i don t talk about the octo mom simply because i don t give a shit but i recently got sucked into an online debate about it i have my opinion you see and expressed it and then i got a reply where this woman was all like you are wrong blah fuckety blah i am going to use all these big words to prove to you that you are wrong because this woman is the devil and blah fuckety blah i had to laugh it is my opinion how can my opinion be wrong so that was the extent of my involvement in this debate meh whatever for the record i don t think it is my business how many kids anyone has or even how they got here if it is okay for the duggars or duggans or whatever their name is or the jon and kate whoever to have as many kids as they want then it is okay for everyone again my opinion i just don t see the point in getting all worked up over stuff that really doesn t make a bit of difference in the greater scheme of things there have been some big changes going on at our house this last week and i think they are good changes but still changes i am working really really hard at simply letting go of control yet again trying to overcome a lot of my own personal fears and simply trust but damn it is so hard just really hard to adjust to whole new set of circumstances keep me and mine in your thoughts despite having told several different people from the lds church more than once that i do not like people to stop by without calling we had some people yep you guessed it stop by last night i have also told everyone that not only are we not active but don t plan on becoming active but that d idn t stop someone from the relief society from stopping by the house on sunday while i was napping to drop off some newsletters and stuff it drives me insane it really does the people who stopped by last night are nice enough i guess but also clueless this time i spotted them out the front door so went outside pointedly not inviting them in but they still showed no signs of getting the we should go vibes then the woman asked if i got the stupid newsletters and do i want to go to this progressive dinner thing and before i could remind myself to be at least polite i blurted out heavens no i could tell her feelings were a little hurt but day um what is is going to take to get the message across that my house is my house and unless you are invited you need to not come by or at least call first further do i have to burn a cross on my lawn in order to make it clear that i am not interested in becoming active no i am sure that wouldn t help because they would simply increase the effort it falls on deaf ears when i say that i am not interested i have said it more than once and i am sure i will have to say it again and again it is just frustrating to not be heard you know bah summer school for hannah started today which is more of a pain than anything else i fail to see how a two week session is going to give her all that she needs in order to get credit if that is the case if students can learn everything they need to learn in a trimester in two weeks then why have school at all senseless still in order for her to get some of her credits back she has to go she will go to two sessions and will most likely have to go again next summer but at least she will be able to graduate see nothing much going on or rather too much to make sense of the sun is finally shining this morning so that is good my flowers are growing like crazy which makes me happy even though the rain and gloom is disconcerting for june i learned how to make sourdough bread over the weekend and my bundt cake came out of the pan just beautifully so life is good even if i am feeling a little out of sorts just now 17 comments posted by kori at 8 54 am friday june 5 2009 friday fragments when you are too lazy to write a real post come on it s friday join in with mrs 4444 and her gang for friday fragments it will only hurt for a minute it has rained so much here that we have mushrooms growing in our back yard mushrooms this is idaho and where i live is a freaking desert i keep hoping that they are not poisonous but will maybe make one break out in hives and some slight vomiting maybe then they neighbors kids will leave my fucking dogs alone speaking of dogs the cast fell off the one with the broken leg and oh my good lord in heaven that thing stunk not just a mildly offensive odor but an eye watering make you want to hurl stench i kept looking for a dead animal under the couch or something and in my house that could actually happen but it was really just her cast are you all getting excited about the new blog i know i am because you know it s mine and i love it kind of like the favorite always well behaved and looking sweet kid i never had i read something somewhere at some point where someone said come on it s just a blog and that bothered me of course it is just a blog but for me it is a way to keep working at a mind numbing desk job without losing my mind if it goes the way it is supposed to the trial is in 10 days i am not totally freaked out about it just yet because there is a part of me that really believes they will postpone it again but i am more freaked out than i was last week when i wrote almost the exact same thing it will be good if it does because this is taking a major toll on all of us i had an opportunity to be an anonymous caller on a new abc online segment entitled moms get real they set up a phone call and everything and i got to hear the show and respond when i was told and that was fun what was not so fun is 1 realizing after the fact that i sounded like an uneducated hick and 2 realizing that the people running the show so to speak are actually famous that s what i get for not watching tv because i had no idea who they were until i googled them and then got all sweaty and nervous i am a dork in the extreme this just added on friday afternoon have any of you seen this blog post about apes being ticklish and the burning question here is does anyone besides me find it to be a terribly disturbing and amusing that money was actually spent on studying something like this b odd that this can so easily be construed into a creation vs evolution argument c disconcerting that it is rather fun in a slightly not nice way to go in and make gentle fun at some of these people and last d what the hell does any of this matter we will all be dead soon enough and will find out firsthand why fight about it now okay time to head to the shower to get ready for work if you liked these there are lots better ones out there click on the link above and go check out some of the other fragmenters 15 comments posted by kori at 6 33 am thursday june 4 2009 questions for you my dear readers a few questions for you people perhaps you may remember that i have been talking about a give away and my move to a new place in the blog world and perhaps you may be thinking what the fuck what a flake because i haven t actually gotten it accomplished rest assured it is all still in the works and with hope by next week i will be able to do it so in an effort to involve all of you my ever faithful readers in this process meaning i am moving and i don t have a pickup can i borrow yours and your strong back i am going to put out a few feelers and find out what you think keeping in mind that it is still my blog and i am going to keep writing it whether all of you come along for the ride or not i would like some input on the following things 1 is it better to have several different pages to go through say a photo page and a kori dispenses useless parenting advice and a regular main page what are you more likely to read what do you want to hear more about 2 when i post the questions for my give away and i will post photos of the items up for grabs over the weekend would you rather have multiple choice guess or would you rather have to figure out the answers cold be aware there will be none of this every time you comment you get 3 entries and if you follow me that is 6 more and if you refer a friend you get a free set of knives shit not that there is anything wrong with that other than i am a simple person the one who gets the most answers right wins period if more than one person gets the same number of answers right i will put your names on a piece of paper and let someone draw it and no april you are still not eligible to play 3 do any of you actually listen to any of the songs when a person posts a play list 4 what should i do with my hair because sorry rachael i am just about 32 seconds away from getting dreads and i don t think i am kidding 5 do you like me to respond to your comments if so would you come back in to the post to see if i have responded or do you like to have them emailed mr lady asked her readers the same question so i am thieving it from her any other thoughts and ideas you might have please let me know i really and truly do want to know what you think because even though it is my blog i want to make sure you come back and yes i am pimping myself here and if it were me i would pick me up and pay me just sayin on another note entirely i hate the words booty call and baby mama daddy they make me how should i say it want to vomit also there is a really funny post up over the rocky mountains mom blog this morning about pregnancy and weight gain well worth the read head on over to anna s place and check out the new addition to their house it makes my ovaries scream to see the plump deliciousness that has taken up residence there i found a new blog that i think kicks some serious ass check it out here she looks to be a new blogger so go check her out and say hi she is really really good last but certainly far from least april has a great post up over at the la moms blog 16 comments posted by kori at 11 13 am older posts home subscribe to posts atom feedjit live traffic feed feedjit live blog stats followers custom search ads by project wonderful your ad here right now 0 people i love for a different kind of girl in a bottle 42 cablegirl a bright future a day in the life a view from inside all who wander are not lost as i was saying at peace with it all borderline bonkers busy dad blog cafe kel cost of living from the cheap seats future imperfect halfasstic com headstands in tutus hockeyman if i only had a brain if mom says okay immoral matriarch catechizer irascible crayons it s all about balance jacquie s jibberish life at number 14 lilli jave and the garden of eden literal dan margaret and helen miss brit momo fali s mozi esme musings of a life less ordinary my jollie blog my life my so called life my therapy o solo 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