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orthodox and very devout muslims but they are not fanatics and that is precisely why i had mentioned in one of my previous posts that they might not kill me for apostasy but they will surely disown me so you see i am very independent i have my own privacy to do whatever i want go wherever i want and read whatever i want i drive a 2011 bmw x5 which i purchased in december 2010 so even financially i am pretty comfortable i am not here to ask anyone for financial aid as someone suggested yesterday the only freedom which is not available to me in this country is changing my religion and announcing my apostasy this country where i reside is in the middle east but it is not saudi arabia so the internet censorship here is not that bad and in any case i use a proxy www torproject org which helps me bypass the firewalls set up by the local service provider i am not a fool to buy these books by amazon and get them delivered to an address most of the books i have purchased from ibooks online store and i read them on my ipad some books like understanding muhammad by the brilliant ali sina were sent to me by the author himself who was kind enough to email me the pdf gosh i don t know why i have to defend myself my existence and my apostasy over and over again why is it so difficult to believe that i am a very smart independent intelligent and intellectual woman who actually has a mind of her own i am requesting all my friends and well wishers yet once again to please ignore comments by skouti stoned and slave of allah don t you see that they are trying to divert the attention towards themselves the best way to deal with these people is by completely ignoring them posted by liberated one at 10 08 am 176 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday december 29 2011 i have spent 35 years in an evil cult and it is so difficult to get over it or put it behind me i am at work right now but not able to concentrate on anything because there is this deep anger and bitterness inside me which is making it impossible to live a normal life so i thought let me start writing and release the tension right away or else i will end up having a nervous breakdown why am i so stressed even i do not know for sure but i guess it is just the people around me who make me mad i mean these fanatic muslims who have nothing better to do all day except pray recite the quran and share that moron s anecdotes with other equally stupid idiots someone has commented on my last post that why don t i share it with my parents instead of writing about it on the blog i think either that guy is mentally challenged or he is just a sadist who wants to read about yet another honor killing in the muslim world my parents are really staunch muslims my dad prays in the mosque five times a day and my mom wears the burqa and prays 6 times a day 5 obligatory prayers and then an additional one called tahajjud there is no way i can share with parents or my siblings or any of my relatives and not even with my muslim friends or colleagues if my family ever finds out they might not kill me but they will definitely disown me for life the only reason i am writing this blog is because i need to release my pent up frustrations and this is the only way i can do it an anonymous blog none of you can understand my predicament unless and until you also happen to be an ex muslim even now i get nightmares every night where i am either fasting or praying or circumambulating around that black square object in mecca i get panic attacks each time i pass by a mosque or hear or see people praying i have spent 35 years in an evil cult and it is so difficult to get over it or put it behind me sometimes i even feel suicidal because i just cannot take it anymore i feel extremely lonely and disconnected from the people around me i feel totally alienated from my own family and i feel this suffocation inside me which is really killing me when i was in school we were taught islamic studies right from kindergarten till grade 12 and even during my graduation islamic studies was a compulsory subject we were taught a whitewashed version of mohammed s biography which depicted him as a saint a kind hearted and loving prophet of god who wanted a utopian society where everyone believed in one god he was a poor orphan who lost his mother at the age of 6 and then was brought up by his grandfather and uncle then married a woman 15 years older than him he defended this people from the enemy and the wars that he fought were only defensive this was what i knew all my life until recently when i read the truth behind his benevolent demeanor when i was exposed to books such as understanding muhammad the truth about muhammad the cult of the moon god why i am not a muslim and several other similar books one day i want to write a book as well about my past life and a typical muslim woman s life the challenges she faces on a day to day basis in fact i already got an offer to co write a book and i am seriously considering the possibility of doing it but before i do that the blog thing is not a bad idea at all all thanks to my dear friend well wisher robert spencer by the way someone seriously thinks that i happen to be robert s alter ego or something like that well to put an end to such baseless rumors i would appreciate if you could have a look at the following links now don t tell me that robert would actually go through such lengths to prove his point come on guys he has better things to do than this anyway the following are a few questions that i wrote to ali sina when i first started having doubts regarding my beliefs i have also written to daniel pipes david wood and pamela geller now don t tell me that robert pretended to be some shakila and wrote to all of these people don t you think that is far too desperate even if he wants to prove his point that islam is a hoax no one can hate anyone or anything that much to go to such lengths i am not trying to defend myself i don t care what you think of me but i do feel terribly guilty when you make robert seem to stoop so low cheers shakila http alisina org what is my identity http alisina org cult rehabilitation http alisina org muhammads prophecy of romans victory http www faithfreedom org articles apostates of islam liberated posted by liberated one at 9 20 am 111 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday december 27 2011 more background about who i am and what i am doing seems like there is a rumor going around that i am western educated and that i perhaps live in a western country because of my almost perfect english unfortunately that is not the case though i wish it were true but i have never really lived in any western country i was born in pakistan moved to the middle east when i was 10 years old and since then have been here i have visited a few places like europe australia canada and the us but never really lived or studied there i have been an avid reader since i was 5 years old and have this voracious appetite for books which never got diminished i started off with enid blyton then went to agatha christie then mills boons and barbara cartland during my teens i still remember those days when i used to read romance novels below my bedcovers with a pen torch lest my parents found out as you can see the credit goes to my penchant for books rather than to anything or anyone else besides i have always watched a lot of american television and hollywood movies so that too has played an important part in my developing proper linguistic skills i have three siblings and i am the eldest i have two brothers and a sister all are married and settled except me not because no one ever proposed to me but because i just could not make myself do it i mean sign a lifelong bondage slavery contract with some fanatic muslim man muslim men are such morons i swear they are hypocrites in the first degree they have a different set of rules for themselves and a different one for their women total male chauvinistic pigs i was always fascinated with the idea of marrying a western non muslim man who would love honor and respect me as an equal instead of getting married to some clone of mohammed i am sure everyone is aware of his famous words women are deficient in their minds or i have been to hell and seen it full of women these and many other hadeeth and quranic verses have proclaimed that women are inferior to men and that men have an upper hand on them i never really liked the teachings of islam and used to wonder deep down why is islam so backward and why it could not be progressive like christianity i had so many questions but never had the guts to voice my thoughts aloud until recently when i just had an epiphany one fine day and i knew that i had to do it do the unthinkable the impossible i have to become an apostate then the journey began months of studying and researching accompanied with sleepless nights and mental trauma and affliction which finally lead me to the unspoken truth that islam is a hoax a lie and a make believe religion invented by mohammed to fulfill his own carnal and self serving desires even though most people have given me their absolute support on my apostasy there are some who are still in a doubt that if i really exist and wonder if i am just a figment of spencer s imagination why someone who happens to be a famous well established and distinguished celebrity like mr robert spencer need to create an imaginary character like liberated it really does not make sense and it really causes me a lot of pain that i am not getting credit where it is due i have gone through a lot and whatever i am writing here on this blog comes straight from the bottom of my heart i am an apostate of islam but let me make it clear no one has brainwashed me as some people like to believe i am not some stupid uneducated moron who would just get swayed away by someone no one forced it on me no one asked me to leave islam i did it on my own because i truly never believed in many of its teachings and backward 7th century doctrine but i just needed a push in the right direction which was given to me by my mentor ali sina as well as by some great writers like mr robert spencer mr daniel pipes ms pamela geller and mr raymond ibrahim these people have exposed islam to the world like no one has ever done before and i salute them all for their remarkable efforts during the last few months i have studied islam like never before i have read dozens of books different quran translations interpretations biographies of mohammed and the hadeeth during the next few weeks i will try my best to bring forward the idiosyncrasies of islam and its founder mohammed hopefully one day people like slave of allah and kai will give up this evil cult and join the group of humanity posted by liberated one at 11 35 am 159 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday december 25 2011 thank you first of all i would like to say that i am overwhelmed by the positive response that i am getting from all of you i would like to personally thank all of you who have written such warm and encouraging comments to my post and a big thanks for defending me so passionately from kai56 i really cannot blame him because he is just a typical muslim who believes that no matter what islam is right and mohammed is the best human being and muslims are the best of all nations it is something which has been instilled in the minds of these people and it takes a lot of courage and guts to shake it out of your system since i do not want to reveal my identity for obvious reasons i won t be able to respond to each and every comment personally as i am not posting on the blog myself robert and i both thought it would be much safer if i forward him the articles and let him post them on my blog this way the crazy fanatics like kai and slave of allah won t be able to trace me down and unfortunately they won t get the great honor of killing me and going straight to paradise to bang the 72 whores waiting for them there i have a small request for all my friends and well wishers i just want you to ignore people like kai and slave of allah reacting to their crazy comments is like acknowledging them in the first place which is totally serving their purpose i know that what i have done is the right thing and i am on the right path finally after being in prison for half of my life there are other more important things for me to do other than defend myself in front of these losers they are nothing but clones of mohammed heartless and brain dead i will try to drop in a few lines every day because i have a lot a whole lot of things to say which i have been keeping inside for so long that i sometimes felt as if i would explode but now thanks to the path shown to me by the lord i feel so free and light as if all the load has been taken off my chest even if i am not able to respond to your comments due to safety reasons i would appreciate it very much if you keep on reading my blog and posting your lovely comments posted by liberated one at 12 47 pm 99 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday december 24 2011 this is what islam does to you i was born in a very typical sunni muslim household not very conservative like the arabs but nevertheless religious enough i was born in karachi pakistan to a very respectable mohajjir family mohajjirs are immigrants from india from the time of the partition in 1947 i moved to another muslim country with my parents when i was just 10 years old and still live there i really wish there were a way i could freely live in a free society where i could follow the religion that i want without any compulsion so far i am not really sure what i am i just know that i am not an atheist because i do believe in a god but that god cannot be the allah of mohammed god is kind and merciful not evil cruel mean and sadistic as is allah have you ever read the quran in english i never did i mean all my life i just recited the quran in arabic without understanding a single word until august of this year when i purchased a copy of the english quran and read the translation for the first time previously i had read some parts of it in english but never the whole thing but this year in august i read it from cover to cover and then also read other references on the internet then i finally reached the conclusion that this book is the most evil thing on the face of this earth it teaches nothing else except hatred and violence i can no longer be a part of a cult which subjugates its followers making them mere blind puppets with no mind of their own during the course of last four months i have done nothing else but read read and read i spend hours a day reading ali sina and watching videos of david wood and others who are trying their best to expose islam to the world i read 23 years by ali dashti the...