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life without clarence skip to main skip to sidebar life without clarence my name is alisha i am married to a wonderful man chad thanksgiving day 2008 our world fell apart our baby s heart stopped beating i was 20 weeks 1 day pregnant clarence william was born to heaven the next day november 28 2008 my heart is torn to shreds here is where i share my hurt this is my therapy my healing there is so much support love here thank you all for reading friday february 18 2011 hello out there hi i haven t been around much two kids have me pretty busy i ve been thinking about clarence a lot lately though not that i ever don t think of him but i just have been thinking of him even more i miss his lazy kicks and thumps in my belly i wish he had been born alive and survived and was now a thriving 2 year old i wish i wish i wish posted by alisha at 11 59 pm 3 comments labels clarence he d be two now miss my baby boy tuesday october 12 2010 light a candle on oct 15 for babies lost to miscarriage or stillbirth october 15th is pregnancy infant loss remembrance day please take a moment to view this video and remember to light a candle 7pm your time on that day leave it burning for at least an hour so that there will be a continuous wave of light throughout the globe in remembrance of our precious little ones gone too soon to view remembrance events taking place in your area please visit here posted by alisha at 10 16 am 0 comments sunday june 13 2010 blaze n crochet strider prebike review and giveaway blaze n crochet strider prebike review and giveaway i so wanna win this bike for kensi check out this awesome give away posted by alisha at 3 05 pm 1 comments friday may 14 2010 dead i can t believe my mom is dead the soundtrack of my mind my mom is dead my mother is dead my mom died my mom is dead dead i can t believe my mother is dead my mom is dead dead dead dead dead repeat over over over posted by alisha at 11 30 am 8 comments labels clarence grief mom s death sunday may 2 2010 a beautiful day to honor beautiful mothers thank you carly posted by alisha at 1 24 pm 0 comments labels clarence grief tuesday april 27 2010 caught by surprise last night i was talking to my stepson brenden about my mother dying he was unable to come to the memorial services because he was on spring break with his mother i wanted to talk with him about it a little and see how he felt and ask if he had any questions it had occurred to me that this was the only death he had ever experienced aside from his great grandfather who died just weeks after he was born or so i thought he reminded me otherwise me this is the first person that you have know that has died right brenden well except for clarence i knew that it s not like i didn t know that i just didn t expect him to say that i wasn t even sure how much clarence s death affected him because he never got the chance to meet him i looked him and kinda smiled you mean your brother clarence i said i asked because this was also the name of his great grandfather he nodded i don t remember my exact words after that i know i was happy is that the right word pleased maybe that he remembered and more than a little embarrassed that i forgot not that i really forgot i mean how could i i just didn t think he would consider that the same i guess i don t know it s hard to put into words why it caught me by surprise but it did i knew his death had a profound affect on me and my husband i knew my mother s world crumbled when he died and yes my father and my in laws as well but my mother for sure i guess i just never realized how it affected him it made my heart grow with warmth and love for him he truly is a great kid and i am so blessed to call him my son brenden with kensington posted by alisha at 11 12 am 6 comments labels brenden clarence grief mom s death wednesday march 31 2010 company clarence has company in heaven my mother his grandma gigi died on march 23rd that is about all i can manage right now i am still in shock 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