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about me and you say latest est think about it craziness something s going around once in a very blue moon remembering her so weird letting putri go yadiloh to you bits and pieces on the shelf march 2006 april 2006 may 2006 june 2006 july 2006 august 2006 september 2006 october 2006 november 2006 december 2006 january 2007 february 2007 march 2007 april 2007 may 2007 june 2007 july 2007 august 2007 september 2007 october 2007 november 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 march 2008 april 2008 may 2008 june 2008 july 2008 august 2008 september 2008 october 2008 november 2008 december 2008 january 2009 march 2009 april 2009 october 2009 chummies tang family tai kar jie jo pris jem joel elaine nr0416 cheryl fara lionel munirah sheran xuanie chee loong cheng yee chris daniel eh daniel sher david dev gideon isaac jaeson jamie jean jit john josie joy joyce kar mun kimmy king chai mei qi michelle mr tan paulus ps vic kelly q qian hong rui xue ryan shan na terry tien hui tien li vandana wei ling wei shin xue qi yi wan linkies my pictures david s pictures biblegateway esplosion answers com friendster powered for blogger by blogger templates the lovely the ugly tuesday october 20 2009 think about it the paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers wider freeways but narrower viewpoints we spend more but have les s we buy more but enjoy less we have bigger houses and smaller families more conveniences but less time we have more degrees but less sense more knowledge but less judgment more experts yet more problems more medicine but less wellness we drink too much smoke too much spend too recklessly laugh t oo little drive too fast get too angry stay up too late get up too tired read too little watch tv too much and pray too seldom we have multiplied our possessions but reduced our values we talk too much l ove too seldom and hate too often we ve learned how to make a living but not a life we ve added years to life not life to years we ve been all the way to the moon and back but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor we conquered outer space but not inner space we ve done larger things but not better things we ve cleaned up the air but polluted the soul we ve conquered the atom but not our prejudice we write more but learn less we plan more but accomplish less we ve learned to rush but not to wait we build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever but we communicate less and less these are the times of fast foods and slow digestion big men and small character steep profits and shallow relationships these are the days of two incomes but more divorce fancier houses but broken homes these are days of quick trips disposable diapers throwaway morality one night stands overweight bodies and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet to kill remember spend some ti me with your loved ones because they a re not going to be around forever remember say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn t cost a cent remember to say i love you to your partner and your l oved ones but most of all mean it a kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday th at person will not be there again give time to love give time to speak and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind and always remember life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away george carlin posted by ltsmei at 12 53 pm sunday april 19 2009 craziness i have come to a realization i am a nurse by profession but my mum is an even better nurse when it comes to taking care of our health she just told me that i should take lots of yoghurt after a round of antibiotics to replace all the good bacteria which the antibiotics might have destroyed darn i should have known better and now i m down with a stomach flu sigh anyways i witnessed an outrageous scene yesterday i had just knocked off from work and was waiting for the bus when i saw a little girl wandering nearby she was about 2 and a half maybe 3 years old suddenly she stoops down and picks something from the ground and then she puts the thing to her mouth to my utter shock and disbelief it was a used cigarette butt and then she just squats there with the cigarette butt in between her lips then she takes it out and holds it between her fingers the way smokers do it i was so shocked my goodness you never know what children learn these days and they learn from a very young age when i bent over to look if any adult was around a pillar was blocking my view i saw a lady smoking away my guess is that was her mother the little girl continued smoking her used cigarette butt which she had picked up from the dirt until her mother beckoned her to throw it away i could only shake my head and sigh to myself we live in a crazy world posted by ltsmei at 10 18 pm monday march 16 2009 something s going around yea some crazy bug s going around the tang sister s are down with something we re quite sick and all we do is just stay in bed the very fact that i m not in bed now means that my medications have kicked in and hopefully the fever won t come back again been having fever and body ache and headache and bad cough for the past 3days i feel not so bad when the meds kick in but once it wears off i m back to feeling lousy again this bug must be a pretty strong one hmmm to my colleagues sorry lah i had to take mc when i m supposed to be on night duty and i know it looks bad on me since my leave starts right after my night duty so it looks like i purposely took mc but i would have died at work and you girls would have to code blue me okie i m hopping back to bed in a while my head needs some rest see you all soon please remember to pray for us posted by ltsmei at 12 52 pm monday march 09 2009 once in a very blue moon i just had the 1st sunday off in many many many donkey months i don t really know what donkey months mean but i just wanted to use that phrase haha why you ask well because my roster is always so not nice erghh why because my requests don t get granted why well i don t know what s the whole point of the request book anyway when you don t get what you request for why i don t know gahhhhhhhhhh anyways i spent my precious sunday off with merv at causeway point we bumped into aishah and also jie and we had dinner with jo talking about ahemmm speaking of jo i have a question to ask okie i just forgot what it was that she asked me but it was funny darn i wanted to post it here but now i ve forgotten what it was p haha oh well it s time to get to bed g nite tomorrow i is go to cutting hair with jiejie eunice see merv i finally posted something p posted by ltsmei at 12 53 am saturday january 24 2009 remembering her i still wish she had waited two more days before i got back after my leave whenever i m in the ward i feel as if she s gone for a really long procedure or operation a really long one maybe i feel this way because i wasn t there during her final hours this is my favouritest memory of her she was lying in her cot bed and i had decided to drop by to see her i was assigned to another cubicle that day and then she calls me lydia come so i went by her bedside and saw that she was playing with her jack in the box she looks at me and winds the music at the side of the box and suddenly jack pops out i honestly got a scare and i think the shock showed on my face but that mischievious little girl was quite amused then she says scary or not and i say yes very scary she pauses considers my answer then looks at me and says in her little innocent voice don t be scared lydia i am here i was rendered speechless well at least now we don t cry when we talk about her we can laugh at the silly things putri ever said or did posted by ltsmei at 1 07 am monday january 05 2009 so weird i feel weird it doesn t feel like a new year has already come and gosh we re already five days into it too many things happened either at the same time or one after another putri passes on and we nurses are trying to move on we can t ignore the fact that the bed she used to occupy is now empty or will soon be occupied by other little children we miss her loads i just feel so weird my body feels weird it s like not right lah i took my first mc of the year yesterday i felt like crap merv and i took a drive up to malacca to pay dr francis a visit today since i had the day off from work let s just say i came out of his clinic a little more than surprised he s such a nice doctor lah so his niceness sort of compensates for the surprise okie whatever that means i think my work is taking a toll on my health quite a number of people have told me to think seriously about changing my job or to look for an office hours job sigh help me god posted by ltsmei at 10 37 pm tuesday december 30 2008 letting putri go i only wish i had spent more time playing with her before i left s pore for my long leave sigh i didn t get a chance to say goodbye to make her laugh one more time to tell her one last time that i love her but how could i have known she was the only patient to call me by my name and she s only two and a half years old she could remember every one of the nurses names in my ward and we have 40 over staff and even some of the doctors how can you not be touched or affected by a little girl who so affectionately calls you by name asking you to come here and tomorrow i m going to walk into the ward with no putri there she has always been there she s never went home since birth sometimes even for us to complain to i was already missing her cheeky smile and laughter earlier last week confident that she would still remember me after my absence for more than a week in the ward she has an amazing memory and what s more amazing is her vocabulary i feel like i have so much to say but i don t even know where to begin she was like one of us in the ward i m only grateful that i have many fond memories and pictures to remember her by she loved taking pictures and often she would say take picture say cheese thank you to my sisters and merv for understanding and allowing me to grieve the loss of my long term patient and for allowing me to be a little human when we all know that i shouldn t have gotten so attached to putri in the first place it really means a lot when you just held me while i cried after receiving the news posted by ltsmei at 8 07 pm