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be still my heart be still my heart lucy knight fan blog for lucy knight kellie martin and er feel free to send questions or requests to my ask box lucy knight er 6 06 the peace of wild things lucy in pigtails requested by morgansdeb 1 day ago 36 notes er nbc lucy knight kerry weaver cleo finch robert romano dave malucci kellie martin laura innes michael michele paul mccrane erik palladino sorry this took so long jelkjreljrlee eredit my edit lucy knight title birds of a feather author perihadion fandom er characters john carter lucy knight kerry weaver dave malucci mark greene pairings john carter lucy knight rating e chapters 8 words 28 860 series in the end the ship sinks 6 it was strange how precious moments like these were to him he had never felt like this with any of his previous girlfriends deep down it frightened him he had probably always been frightened of her but this was different before he had been irritated by the intensity of his feelings when he was around her and afraid of what that might mean now he felt afraid because he had never been at peace like this before and he didn t know what he would do if they lost this read here 3 days ago 2 notes fic post er nbc lucy knight john carter carcy carter x lucy carter x knight john carter x lucy knight hi i m alive i want to get back to this blog i just got so distracted recently dorianbrightmusic as of early season 5 of er lucy knight is a genuinely fascinating character i understand why she s usually perceived as annoying however this is near universally due to her relationship with carter lucy s written to parallel early season carter when they come in both of them are naïve med students with little understanding of the workings of the er both of them display incompetence early on lucy spends episodes trying to evade doing a single iv while carter s first act in a trauma is to grow violently nauseated and leave carter s apparent incompetence subsides quicker than lucy s but he still continues to make mistakes throughout his early med student years he also faces antagonism from benton whose harshness as a mentor serves to break down carter s naïveté even if carter s optimism and mental health end up as collateral damage carter and lucy s relationship is set up to parallel benton and carter however the problem is that carter is naturally very different from benton as such when carter is forced into a benton esque role he largely seems to be acting out of character instead of being like benton who is fair by his own obscenely high standards he instead oscillates between blaming lucy for his own irresponsibility shutting her down when she s trying to be responsible and trying to be her friend lucy herself is much more interesting when she s read from a disability related perspective canonically she has adhd and was dxed as a child i haven t gotten to that episode yet but i m aware realistically women tend to be diagnosed with adhd later than men and in the 80s when lucy would have been growing up an adhd diagnosis would ve been more likely to be read as a moral statement about the person with the diagnosis than it would today so realistically lucy s perfectionism and desperate need for approval make sense she s trying desperately to overcome the fact that as a child she was likely labelled lazy strange or troublesome lucy s adhd also compounds her difficulties with carter after all receiving incomplete and or changeable verbal instructions is much more of a problem when you have executive dysfunction and struggle to plan out your actions i d argue that lucy is probably also on the autism spectrum not that she would be diagnosed as she clearly has a preference for routine and she struggles enormously with interpersonal interactions while her social difficulties are all contextualised by her being a med student i d still argue that there s something about her pragmatic language use that makes me suspect she s on the spectrum as such although her need for clear instruction makes sense in the context of her being a newbie in a chaotic hospital it goes double if there s asd present no wonder then that she s struggling so much to adapt to the environment even when other med students were able to settle in more easily 1 month ago 24 notes er 1994 lucy knight really good analysis lucy knight title birds of a feather author perihadion fandom er characters john carter lucy knight kerry weaver dave malucci mark greene pairings john carter lucy knight rating e chapters 7 words 26 385 series in the end the ship sinks 6 he realised this was the first time they had ever spent more than one night in a row with each other everything about their relationship thus far having been moments snatched together outside of the normal rhythm of their lives and it occurred to him that if he was able to find a new place to live she could come over more often whenever she wanted and more of his mornings could start like this as many as he liked maybe if she wanted that too carter and lucy decide to attempt a relationship read here 1 month ago 11 notes fic post er nbc lucy knight john carter carcy carter x lucy lucy knight i didn t get that much interest when i asked about this last time but i went ahead and made a discord server for carter lucy shippers anyway i m still in the process of setting up and taking suggestions but hopefully people will be interested 1 month ago 7 notes er nbc lucy knight john carter carter x lucy carcy knightslucy 1 month ago 26 notes kellie martin dreamerdrop deactivated20260528 i say this with the utmost affection for her but lucy knight has the energy of a straight a apple polishing honours student who is still trying to get everyone to vote for her as class president and might spontaneously combust if she can t constantly prove she s the smartest kid in the class except she s a twenty something med student and she s still acting like this and it is kind of a train wreck at first lucy knight this is like the most adhd thing about her tbh lol especially because she refuses to ask for help and just falls further and further behind because of it 1 month ago 24 notes er nbc lucy knight monetilly knightslucy hello oomf put a post on a community that your drawing requests were open i was wondering if you could draw john carter lucy knight from er 1994 2009 as this reference picture from jerry maguire i don t know anything about drawing so i have no clue if this is a good reference nor do i know if you have interest in er or carcy but oomf said you were open to anything so i hope that s okay with you bottom picture is both carter and lucy if you aren t familiar monetilly you worded the request great i have not seen the show but i ve seen the gif set of this poor beautiful woman dying enough times to never want to watch it out of pure despair of what would come 1 month ago 29 notes fanart er nbc lucy knight john carter carter x lucy carcy sooooo good omg carbycosis lucy and her tree for climbing 2 months ago 20 notes fanart lucy knight luka kovac carbycosis remember your sunblock 2 months ago 107 notes fanart lucy knight abby lockhart john carter luka kovac on page 1 of 13