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it s a love story hello i m not putting anything of myself in here you ll get quite enough of that from reading my blog wishes did wishing upon a falling star work anyway i ll be brief i want my happy ever after sometimes i wish i was a twilight character not that i like the book at least i know i ll be assured of a perfect ending unless of course i was james laurent victoria or any one of the baddies in that case i just want a happy ending links project blook my deviantart account my fanfiction account my fictionpress account lds blog audre bernie brenda deniisha don hanis hanis ii hui wen isa khaleedah sella siaw ee siti nurfadhilah tiky wei qing zhang xin archives february 2007 march 2007 april 2007 may 2007 june 2007 july 2007 august 2007 september 2007 october 2007 november 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 march 2008 april 2008 may 2008 june 2008 july 2008 august 2008 september 2008 october 2008 november 2008 december 2008 january 2009 february 2009 march 2009 april 2009 june 2009 july 2009 tagboard â credits layout design coding â photo editing by ice angel brushes 1 2 actual image 1 wednesday 1 july 2009 my last post until after o levels this time it s for real â close your eyes sunday 21 june 2009 i want to write i want to write i want to write something other than fanfics of my own life oh man can you imagine how lame that is â close your eyes thursday 30 april 2009 are you laughing i m not 30 4 2009 three cheers to my darling muse for inspiring as many poems in a week but wait a minute why am i thanking you let s have a look shall we last friday i got snickers and stares from a bunch of your fellow schoolmates there was some pointing and plenty of glares whatever have you said so other than the cold shoulder what else have you given moi oh i don t know just possibly the pain of being ignored then of course there s adolescent frustration it s playing havoc with my skin and let s not forget the void your absence brings constant hunger makes it impossible to stay thin i can t take much more of this not saying the inspirations aren t of use but seriously will you just talk to me this isn t at all cute so once again three cheers to you dear for being my one and only muse but i ll trade it all for just one thing an actual conversation with you i ve been eating like a pig for the past few weeks argh â close your eyes obsession 29 4 2009 it starts with the whisper of silence the shadow of dreams that linger in light it morphs into a being of substance one that watches you the darkest nights its caress at first the gentlest of blushes a comforting warmth that spreads throughout it brings the peace of a warm smile the soft touch that erases your every doubt but oh how quickly it changes from something so pure and sweet to an evil greed that knows no end a craving you cannot possibly feed it preys on your hopes and poisons your speech its fetid breath stinks of decay and mould a demon that controls your every thought once grown it ll never leave you alone my more conventional style of poetry i like how it started but it still feels off â close your eyes sunday 26 april 2009 on crushes and hormones 23 4 2009 mouth dry tight smile meanwhile my heart s trying to fly away i feel like a nervous child why oh why is it so hard to just say hi my calm my composure shattered like glass cheeks hot and flushed stop blushing i order of course the body won t follow and the ordeal s over finally but as he leaves i feel hollow hyperactive heart s replaced with stone what s wrong with me i ask embarrassed heat s gone leaving me cold it s not an impossible task to walk to your crush and just say hi trying run on verse it s really different can t say i m happy about the inspiration tho â close your eyes saturday 18 april 2009 finally a post but to any of my fans out there alright i am blatantly ignoring the cricket sounds and everything just let me have this pretend ego for the moment prepare to be disappointed because i m not back with kisses and apologies on how i ve been absent and how i ll never doing it again because until after my o levels this blog shall die and until i return and turn this soont to be dead blog into a zombie i shall be studying my ass off i need seven a1s fine i know i always set impossible expectations for myself but if i don t achieve this one it ll be the last impossible expectation i promise cos i ll kill myself if i don t get it â close your eyes sunday 22 march 2009 a demon that only loves himself love himself fight only for his sake may his life and existence be as thus fighting for only yourself living while only loving yourself if you think that everyone else simply exists to allow you to experience that feeling nothing is better than that world â close your eyes