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ngue and many other aspects of parenting style for the love of god humanity and sane parents stop with all the bashing and pleaseeeee don t objectively put the reason on a single thing eh paham ke tak ni examples my 2year old can spell supercalifragialisticexpialidoscious coz i exclusively breastfeed him shukurrrrrrrrrr anak aku seploh bulan xpenah sakit sebab bagi makanan sunnah je xde vaccine ponn eiii anak ko kena rotavirus ke mesti tak vaccine ni examples la based on my own experience having to face these kind of outstanding parents anak kita kecik lagi panjang lagi perjalanan jadi jangan riak takut ko kecikkan hati orang tuhan bayar cash anak kita yang kena paham tak aku membebel ni dribbled by nurul razak at 4 02 pm 1 comments function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling wednesday june 24 2015 it s okay you go it s okay you go guess that the most famous line from grey s anatomy hehehe anyhoo had my d c or erpoc yesterday basically means my womb has been cleaned showed up at the hospital emergency door sharply at 7am admission process was smooth already on the ward bed around 7 15 sakai ing myself with the new surrounding well it s a new hospital with very nice view ahahah i opted for 6 bedded room since it s a simple procedure apparently i was the only patient that day so i got that hugeeee room alll for myself privacy achieved after i settled down 4 nurses came to explain the procedure then they prepared me for the drip tube pardon me for my words dunno the real medical term sakit wehhhhhh the jarum is like 3 4 cm huuu then around 8am a nurse came to insert 2 pills down my hoo haa to help to soften the cervix opening bla bla bla i hate being seluk seriously anyway after a few minutes of embarassment being shoved with the pills while being watched by 2 other nurses it s done an hour later i started to feel the period pain symptoms means the pills worked at 10am i was pushed to the preparation area again pardon the term waited for almost 40minutes lying on the hard bed and freezing temperature period pain you cannot lie down on hard surface sakit pinggang i started to feel agitated tossing on the bed hahah one nurse noticed and explained to me my doctor would be late as there was an emergency with her other patient ok la what to do right i was so bored that i pulled out the sensor from my finger so the machine made sound like i m dead and put it back when the nurses turned their head hahaha later the anesthetist came to do background checking before he put me to sleep a funny doctor he cracked me so i could forget the discomfort for a while i m allergic to pain killer i dunno which type so he asked some more and finally conclude that i might be allergic to aspirin because i kehnot take panadol activefast normal panadol can could be aspirin then he started explaining about morphin bla bla bla which i couldnt help but replaying the power rangers song in my head the whole time till i passed out in the operation theater mighty morphin power rangersss anyway 10 55am finally i was brought to ot 1 the room damn cold i started coughing the temperature ignited my asthma but not for long then the anesthetist did his magic and 5 seconds later i heard somebody called my name siti siti the procedure s done took about 30mins only because i pengsan super early didnt notice when i passed out even the process felt like 5 seconds miahaha sent back to the ward where b s waiting super dizzy and tried to sleep but the nurses kept coming to check bp la sent food asked for condition or medication i was so hungry by then fasted since midnight so i asked when can i eat the nurse said try to drink water first if you dont vomit you can eat so i drank a glass of water no sign of puking quickly gobbled the food i dont want to spend the night at the ward so i need to get strong again pronto story short my doctor came about 3 30 and i convinced her i m well enough to go home she said ok bla bla bla by 5 30 b and i were heading home h confinement started yesterday i m so touched with all the encouragement received from my colleagues friends and family everyone was sending me messages telling me to be strong words of strength even my contractor for kitchen cabinet hahahaah honestly i am super fine i ve had my sad moment losing this one few weeks back when i was first told by doctor that the baby s size is too small for its size by then i already knew i had lost it so i am fine really dribbled by nurul razak at 3 22 pm 0 comments function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling monday june 22 2015 dreams at the end of april i dreamed of getting pregnant in that dream i just found out i was pregnant with another child once it happened when a few days the upt test showed double lines not sure to be ecstatic or what because i totally didn t expect to conceive that fast almost 2 months after i removed implanon and my period cycle was still unstable anyhoo that s rezki a week after that there was a gush of water coming out from my down under went to see a doctor but the doc didn t have the answer a lot of senior colleagues assured me it was nothing to be worried about the water came 3times clear odorless liquid by the 3rd time it happened i was having a bad cough and this doctor with a stern voice told me i should ve gone to the hospital i did go but the o g doctor was away it was friday that night i had another dream i lost the baby i didn t see the baby but i dreamed of having a miscarriage with the blood and all waited till monday after work b and i headed to the new hospital in melaka a female o g who used to work with melaka general hospital she s nice and a cool doctor hehe anyhow the scan was worrying at least to me the size didn t match the week i was supposed to be i was in week 9 where the heartbeats should be easy to detect there was a small dot about 1 3cm week 9 should be around 3cm and there was nothing inside the circle i compare the size to minmin s scan at 9th week he already showed hands at that age but this baby nothing dr hayati set another appointment the following week to see the progress went home did what most of us like to do google about our condition trying to match the symptoms with those found on the internet and scared the hell out of our lives hahahahaha don t lie googled about blighted ovum and trying to sink with the reality maybe i thought too much about it i had another miscarriage dream that night i told b the next day sort of preparing him mentally about what s coming our way coz based on my google research there was almost zero hope for blighted ovum sooooooo another week passed which is today i started having spotting down under since yesterday sunday and today the bleeding started ok it sounds scary and like i m dying but it s just bleeding and till now i m just having regular cramps nothing serious anyhow today s appointment has confirmed that the ovum is not progressing and the scan shows that the area around the circle has started to bleed which means no baby dr hayati sets a dnc dunno what it stands for but it is to clean the womb so nothing unnecessary remains in there which could lead to serious bleeding and hard to get pregnant bla bla bla the process will be tomorrow i m a chicken when it comes to pain serious chicken i just hope tomorrow will go fast i yizzzzz scared with anything to do with my down under hahahahaahahah please pray for me dribbled by nurul razak at 9 35 pm 0 comments function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling wednesday april 15 2015 april is caesarean awareness month it s a public holiday in malacca today had more free time to waste on facebook hahahah then i found one article about caesarean awareness and apparently april is the month you can read the article here reading the article definitely brought back the memories when i had mine starting from the moment dr ishaireen told me that i would need the surgery till i got home from the hospital and also my eyes somehow swell with tears because i feel so appreciated with the words used maybe because i did hear some moms who could use their own body to pop their baby vaginal birth said moms who didn t csection weren t real moms coz we didn t feel the pain bla bla bla bla i was deeply offended at that time hahaha hormonal i guess taken from the article being prepped for a c section is not a walk through the park many times a mother s partner is not allowed in the or until after the epidural has been administered and everyone has taken their place this means that while doctors and nurses move about readying the operating room for delivery maybe talking about their lunch or what movie they saw over the weekend a strong pregnant mama sits on a cold operating table considering what lies before her often scared and often feeling very alone this part made me sniffed a lil bit because i spent the final 14hours before the procedure alone hubby was still in bintulu at that time didn t get to eat mac n cheese i planned to eat after the appointment and saw my hubby for barely 5mins after 2weeks not seeing him before i was pushed to the op theatre ok first time having a baby those matter hahaha 20months after the procedure i still can t do sit up i still can t get up from lying down without having to turn to the side first i still can t do squat with any heavy weight the area will strain and eventually cause me pain other than that i can longer sneeze loudly hahahahaha well good for a change right healing process differs that s all i m saying hehe one quote i found from internet that was a spot on think about a woman who is being told she is not permitted to use her own body to give birth not because she can t she is not allowed a c sec definitely wasn t my birth plan but the condition didn t permit to have a normal delivery a friend asked why didn t i try to be induced first well it s my instinct that drove me minmin was big womb fluid was depleting and he hadn t engaged so i decided on my own after the doc professional advice to go for csection so here to all mothers who were brave and strong to endure the procedure going under the knives and be cut open to bring a new life to the world dribbled by nurul razak at 9 45 pm 0 comments function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling sunday february 22 2015 implanon the testimonial i had my c sec on 24 august 2013 i e minmin s birthday hehehehhe a day before i left the hospital after 3days2night there my doctor asked which contraception method i would use reasons i needed it 1 they cut my belly open coz minmin was too big and lazy and refused to come out hahahahah ok mommy kidding 2 my blood reading i e hb was not pretty through out my pregnancy so i need at least a couple of years to stabilize it got it from my momma 3 i was still traumatized with the pain when the doctor threw this question so any method to stop another baby coming was welcomed at that time only so after discussion with le hub i decided to go for implanon why less hassle and one thing it doesnt disturb milk production which is the main advantage that drew my attention i did a little research for the cost side effects where to get how to get basically everything and got the minor surgery cheh a week after confinement ended a lil bit of details for interested parties out there 1 where i got it done at one of lppkn clinics in ayer keroh melaka had to set the appointment first coz they dont do it everyday certified doctor did the insertion for me took less than 5 minutes left hand numb the whole day hew hew 2 cost rm320 in 2013 heard the price has gone up this year the cheapest i could find private clinics charge more 3 the procedure inject anesthetic then insert that thanggg the size is as big as a match stick 4 expired after 3 years 5 the side effects there are many but am gonna tell the effects that i kena ok irregular period started coming after minmin was 8months old delay could be due to bf butttttttttttt the length of the cycle drove me crazy each cycle lasted for a couple of months every timeeeee not heavy flow more like spotting but still rimas mak ok acne on the face erghhhh weight gain erm actually not sure whether this is the side effect but i need something to blame hahaha i started eating healthy and going to gym but no changes except lost 1kg so really guys i need to blame this implanon not pregnant hahahahahaha image googled pretty much how it looked in my left arm that s not my arm haram ok tunjuk aurat hehe you ll be given this card to keep in case you forget you have something in your arm that has an expiry date hahaha so due to the first side effect i decided to remove this susuk last week i really cannot tahan with the long menses period so i took it out at a private clinic if you are from melaka and intend to remove yours can go to klinik maiza cheng charged only rm40 less than 5 minutes all s done but of course need to make appointment first ok so that s my honest testimonial about implanon not much but honest cewah hope this post helps you in any way it can have a nice day p s pardon all the grammar error not feeling like a teacher tonight feeling like me dribbled by nurul razak at 11 56 pm 0 comments labels me sharing is caring function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling sunday january 18 2015 optimist it s the 18th day since we entered 2015 gotta say i feel better each day i feel fresh i feel optimist i havent felt stress or depress or unhappy or negative unlike my 2014 this by far the longest time i feel relax since forever haha alhamdulillah for this blessing i can just pray for this good feeling to continue be positive everyone dribbled by nurul razak at 12 00 pm 0 comments labels me function var nn document createelement script nn type text javascript nn src http synad2 nuffnang com my lr js var s document getelementsbytagname script 0 s parentnode insertbefore nn s nextsibling monday january 5 2015 what goes around comes around eventually this is one fundamental concept i learn this new year there was so much fuss on my fb timeline about this expose vs expose in singapore not gonna talk about the expose but i was curios why there are so much hatred against this lady so i did a little research well useless coz it doesnt concern me but hey i was 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