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ip was crazy and then i got a sinus infection immediately following i feel like i m still digging out in any case he thinks it s mild pcos more than anything else he wants to do some more testing and then we start with clomid trigger shot and timed intercourse right now everything s on hold because his initial ultrasound also found a huge cyst on my left ovary yay unfortunately it looks like the cd3 labs might be delayed due to the holiday of passover i can t get to the doctor on two days next week and assuming my cycle isn t totally crazy i m sure it ll be on those days i haven t been able to temp at all because of the sinus thing only in the last few days have i had my mouth closed when i wake up so i think i ovulated but i have no real idea when we also didn t get to do the deed as much as usual so there s that the desire for a baby is so strong tonight uggggggh i hate this process more than a lot of things i have hated in my life musings fertility infertility pregnancy reproductive endocrinologist sad trying to conceive 1 comment dear america please tell congress we want paid leave april 4 2014 by onlyinfertile i want to be able to use this sooner rather than later help women across the country get something that every other industrialized country already has moveovermen org dear american parents sons and daughters i recently learned some truly disturbing facts about paid leave in our country while working on an eye opening documentary called the milky way did you know that the u s is the only industrialized nation that doesn t have mandated paid leave it is one of only four of 173 nations surveyed that doesn t have it the other three are papua new guinea swaziland and liberia or lesotho depending on the source it s true look here here or here oh and here from the survey out of 173 countries studied 169 countries offer guaranteed leave with income to women in connection with childbirth 98 of these countries offer 14 or more weeks paid leave although in a number of countries many women work in the informal sector where these government guarantees do not always apply the fact remains that the view original post 1 108 more words uncategorized leave a comment living in psalm 13 march 31 2014 by onlyinfertile waiting on our welcome 1 how long lord will you forget me forever how long will you hide your face from me 2 how long must i wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart how long will my enemy triumph over me 3 look on me and answer lord my god give light to my eyes or i will sleep in death 4 and my enemy will say i have overcome him and my foes will rejoice when i fall it is so easy to live in the first four verses but i am choosing to live in the last two my lord has been good to me through all of this craziness he is good i am not forgotten i am not alone in his time my family will be realized view original post uncategorized leave a comment tomorrow march 19 2014 by onlyinfertile so my plan of putting two stressful things together has kind of worked my stress level is high but i m not feeling that sick sense of anxiety that makes me crazy rather my head is buzzing like i have a beehive in there and it s not really letting me think oy but by tomorrow at about 6pm it ll all be done or really i guess 7pm once we re in the air for real on our trip we ll have done the doctor s office gotten to the airport gotten through security and made it onto the plane by then as long as we don t end up as the next malaysia air as for this cycle who knows i m probably going to end up being delayed in ovulation because of the stress of travelling although it s mostly about the time change it s a direct flight so although it s a 5 hour time difference did i mention the potential job is in europe i think the travel will be reasonable and they re paying for a car service for us to get to jfk so that won t be too bad either my medical records are super interesting i have to bring them tomorrow so i have been pouring over them i anticipate that i will need a few more blood tests and then i can see him moving into surgery granted he may want to do everything over again which since it s been close to a year i wouldn t object as long as we get the show on the road honestly i don t mind what the heck we ll do i ll update when i can it ll depend on how much time i have at the airport and what kind of wifi access we have otherwise see you on the flip side updates assisted reproductive technology fertility infertility reproductive endocrinologist stress level trying to conceive leave a comment underplaying march 12 2014 by onlyinfertile do you ever find yourself totally underplaying your fertility situation this happened today to me and i was so uncomfortable with it but the more i think about it it was probably the right thing to do situation my coworker and i who i don t know well she s in another department that i don t work with much happen to leave work at the same time and are going in the same direction which means the same subway i know she has two boys 5 and 3 and they sound really sweet i bet she s a good mom she and i strike up a conversation about the fact that the office is moving and that it s probably going to be around the same time that she s moving they have to abandon the city for the suburbs unless they can find a huge money pot and at a certain point most people just want space so our family comes up and she asks how long we ve been married the thing is at this point it s six and a half years and it starts to feel like no one is going to believe that we haven t thought about kids at this point so i said six years pointed out that we d been young and dh is still in school and we kind of moved on it s just crazy because it was like giving an answer from two years ago that was the truth then i was on birth control for that exact reason so it was like the truth but an old truth not the current truth i didn t want to confide in her i didn t want to bring anything like that into the conversation but i m still a little uncomfortable about how that conversation went this stuff is so hard and so personal that i feel like i end up censoring myself a lot this was maybe the first time that it s come up in a while so maybe i m just out of practice either way what a weird experience in a little over a week we re going to the big fancy doctor to get this fertility thing on the road and here i am downplaying what it all means to me musings fertility infertility social situations work life 8 comments stepping forward march 9 2014 by onlyinfertile i hope you guys will forgive all the moving forward themed titles for my blog posts but i feel so good about what i accomplished this week so what s the update well as you know i found out about the managed infertility program on tuesday on wednesday i actually talked to my case manager who i will call a hopefully for amazing but we ll see right she and i had a nice conversation although i was kind of on edge both because of the subject matter and because of the fact that i was borrowing a colleagues office to take the call i am in a cube sigh so information so far this insurance is likely to be better than my previous insurance in terms of out of pocket cost we have a high deductible plan but my work pays for 80 of the deductible so that s great it ll be about 600 out of pocket for us outside of our regular contribution to the plan which is less than what we were paying before after that it s 90 10 coinsurance which means we pay 10 of the negotiated rate of the insurance up to another interval amount which work doesn t help with so that ll be a little more painful and then after that it s 100 covered unlike my old insurance they will cover treatment up through iui so that means as many iuis as they think necessary so it requires their approval but no ivf stuff it s possible that they would cover ivf drugs but i have to find out from the pharmacy people since a doesn t deal with that stuff bottom line it will still cost us money but likely less than what we would have paid with the other plan and the coverage lasts for longer she also gave us information on their centers of excellence which as far as i can tell mean the largest clinics in nyc one of them is close by work but the reviews are consistently terrible and their sart data is worse than the clinic i want to go to 29 v 36 live births for my age group there are other very well regarded clinics in the program but the transportation issues in nyc are very real i could spend an hour or more each way and i just don t have time for that at least at this point my case manager did make a point of saying that i could get a second opinion at any point with no hassle like always i d just have to tell her that i have an appointment so that makes me happy of course the only time critical bit of this is that i m likely to only keep this job until my husband graduates from school so sometime after june 2015 hopefully i ll be pregnant long before then given all my progress and my research into the other clinics i did make an appointment at the facility i wanted march 20 at 1 30pm we re leaving for a trip that day as well which is also stressing me out so i thought i would combine stressors lol we ll see how well that works if it just drives me completely crazy the receptionist over the phone was very nice i just need to bring my medical records which we requested to be sent to me from the other doctor my insurance card and my id i m also considering bringing a summary coversheet with all the information not because i don t trust him but because i want him to get the full picture and i know how busy these doctors are so we ll see how that goes if i decide to do it and what information i decide to include etc i feel like it could be helpful though i ll let you know what i come up with so how s that for stepping forward 11 days until my appointment oh and one lat thing i wanted to leave you with last night my work had it s spring fundraiser i was kind of dreading having to be there but i ended up having a good time they presented an award to a volunteer who is also helping with the capital campaign to renovate the building we just purchased and he said this at the end of his speech when you re dealing with a big project as we are with this building project i have always said do what you can and let god do the rest we have to do our part as best as we can and then have faith updates fertility health insurance infertility reproductive health trying to conceive leave a comment update on getting moving march 4 2014 by onlyinfertile called the doctor i want and was given a phone number for my insurance company apparently i have a managed infertility program through my insurance awesome in one to two business days i will get a call from a nurse presumably to make sure that i am actually infertile yup and then go from there okay i can deal with this it s a little detour and maybe something called managed infertility will make me feel less like i m floating out alone maybe not but one can hope right edit description of the plan from a web search because now i m obsessing over it managed infertility this program is a comprehensive risk bearing solution that provides guidance from a nurse specialist pre certification for the individual family claims processing and peer to peer consultations this solution is designed to help individuals navigate the complicated and often stressful aspects of infertility services in addition to intensive specialized clinical case management and a center of excellence network your organization can eliminate the volatility of infertility spend for predictable and stable premiums could be fine could be terrible updates health insurance infertility reproductive endocrinologist leave a comment post navigation older posts who i am onlyinfertile categories about me alternative treatment diagnosis family friends inspiration judaism musings pregnant 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