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usly wrote about two diverging paths which shall we take in this new age of cobid virus sometimes we have no choice without knowing where that path may lead we are set upon it lack of choice is something we asa humans are not accustomed to believing but what happens when one person is forced to take the left hand path and the other sets out on the right these dilemmas are being faced by people all over the world right now so what happens now suppose the outcome is not good as happens far too often my daughter is asking those questions right now her dear husband with whom she she was to celebrate one year of marriage two days ago took the right hand path through no choice of his own we all wait we hold our communal breaths and listen for the phone to ring is there good news today what transpired in the night why am i kept away these are not her questions alone this man who lies hooked up to tubes filling every body cavity and who blessedly is unaware of the benevolent torture going on inside him seems to have been sent to heal the broken heart caused by the death of another husband he fulfilled that chore admirably while gaining joy miossing from his own life it was all too short in time a friendship of seven years a marriage of one year it hardly seems fair but consider those seven years filled with travel fun and a previously unknown sensitivity some are not that fortunate her questions are familiar to anyone going through this pandemic they are endemic to all of us what will i do what happens to me my daught comes from strong female stock she is a strong woman who will grieve for a time and then he better angels will take over and allow her to feed on the good times and know that she has been blessed with a good and kind man who brought her much happiness and life will begin once more author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on april 29 2020 categories uncategorized 2 comments on when there is no turning back the world s greatest liar it is a known fact all children lie they lie to keep away from perceived punishment usually where none exists they lie to make themselves feel important or to convince others that they are invincible they lie to improve their home situation sometimes they lie while alone inventing scenarios in which they are the undisputed hero parents understand this and all but the most egregious are ignored it is simply considered embellishment at the age of four i was a master of the genre we lived for a short time in san diego in an apartment next door to a school ground a good liar needs an audience otherwise there is no point my audience was a young playground director who taught me to hang by my knees on the steel bars which my mother referred to as acting bars one s first lie needs to be big and bold and mine while imaginative was totally unbelieveable according to history i had four big brothers none of whom were available because my tiny young mother kept them locked up and only fed them bread and water my imagination never reached that level again but it grew exponentially throughout my childhood it was an easy and available means to self identy to cushion the impact of our annual hegira no one knew me no one knew my parents who could be called to verify my wild tales actually no one even liked me i was the stranger who came uninvited to a well established clique of children i was still creating history by the age of ten living in connecticut attending a country school with three grades in my classroom surrounding oneself with a cushion of improvidation is a way to protect oneself from fear of rejection to my embarrassment and shame this habit continued throughout my childhood even including the use of substitute names it was relaxing to introduce myself as someone else in order to protect kayti sweetland fortunately by the time i reached high school i understood that no one actually wanted to harm me unfortunately it was the the time of the best name i ever thought up i thought children do learn that lying is not really a path to friendship or fame somehow the knowledge creeps in that they also have a real life and it ain t bad they also learn that the sun does not rise or set according to their wishes they begin to get a sense of their peers they begin to understand where they come from and where are their goals it makes them aware also that there is a future for themselves and they may as well begin plotting it i am averse to people who strongly identify with the small word i unfortunately that method has worked for some people however unpleasant it may be president george h w bush once told the story that throughout his life his mother cautioned him against talking about himself we are after all the constant object of our affections any sdvice you might draw from this is get over it nobody really cares and at the last hour you will be the only audience left it is a kn own fact all children lie they lie to keep away from perceived punishmen author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on april 22 2020 categories uncategorized leave a comment on the world s greatest liar bathrooms so let s us talk about bathroom specifically the toilets within bathrooms during my advanced age i have visited all manner of bathrooms both good and not so good in the days befor i knew the value of a bathroom archtects were prone to design a fairly large space with a large and comfortable tub in which to laze away hours while reading a favorite book and soaking away the cares of the day as a child it probably included frolicking with a toy or two our bathroom had great acustics and i spent a lot of time singing at the top of my lungs preparing for hoped for career in the footsteps of an opera singer aunt the houses we have lived in during our marriage have all had bathrooms which scimped on useable space unfortunately they were adequate but not special ijn or about the 1980 s the bathrooms and kitcyhens grew exponentially while compromising the poor living sroom double sinks and footbath type bowls appeared and people felt their ships had come in i was pleasantly surprised to find our new bathroom containing two bathroom sinks and a wall size mirror reflecting our advanced state of being the guest bathroom while not as large has an enclosed toilet which will be nice when we get a guest i hung a nice oil painting in the tiny spce to entertain when i was ten years old we moved to the countryside in connecticut into a rented place which not only did not have running water but unbelievably had no bahroom i was immediately introduced to the wonders of an outhouse our place of business was situated quite far from the house which was good in one case but bad during the cold and snow bound winters i learned early on that thile having no acustics singing whil occupying the outhouse not only kept the visit short but certainly more pleasant during the war we lived for a short time in oregon also in the country and also becoming familiar once more with our friend the outhouse the thing i found difficult to understand is why no one thought to make them mopre attractive we were fortunate to spend many years traveling throughout europ e and having the opportunity to see where they all went france has always held a spot in my imagination whereby fashion and exceptional cuisine held high places i cannot say the same for the difficult holes in the ground hold sway fortunately for those occupying hotels the going is up to snuff we visited the hermitage museum on a trip to russia the museum itself is magnificent with white marble and a king s ransome in gold at least when one enters by the front door those of us who arrive via a tour often get the opening view from the rear door instead of describing the experience let me say merely that omy two outhouse ex eriences were far supior in every way plus tissue was sparingly handed out to each occupant in exchange for a request for a few rubles it is convenient to know how the rest of the world goes author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on april 19 2020 categories uncategorized 3 comments on bathrooms getting to know you we all remember the wonderful story the king and i during this time of isolation we are getting to know not only one another but we find new truths in ourselves both of these are eye opening when forced or privileged to live in an enclosed environment it can be difficult to maintain a certain civilized calm at times it is a great time to take stock of ourselves a wise woman once told me that we are who we have always been only more so this is true consider anuy person of long acquaintance has their overall personality changed much during the years or it it more so eit ios a good thing for those who contemplate marriage do you like what you see in a time of panic or peace and be honest do you like what you see in yourself a sometime motto of mine has bee know what to overlook non of us are perfect and within this terrible pandemikc nothing much if perfect three months ago when we moved into this lovely community things seemed erfect our pur ose3 was to have our family close and they are that indeed however we like everyone else cannot tough or hug so we are left with those we actually live with i understand that china has reported a surge of divorce we wonder how that could happen but maybe they have learned who they actually are dr adsvice contrary to what i might have said is calm and in most case logical he has become more demanding and cannot understand wjhy things have not remained the same it can be confusing i on the other hand though i try to reain just as calm will on occasion raise my voice to a higher decibel trying to explain the unex plainable this is not a good trait so i must give dr advice a higher score and work on my own aailing it has rained a great deal of the time in the past 3 months and that makes it clear that we need to stay home and isolated awhile longer family has been bringin food for which we are so grateful stay safe and maintain calm and common sense we will all get through stronger than ever perhaps isolation is a test stay safe author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on april 9 2020 categories uncategorized 10 comments on getting to know you a time of wonder i awaken to the realization that i am indeed 92 years old how can it be when i was but 29 when i went to sleep in this time of wonder for us all we hunker down in our environmentshumble or huge and plan another day of trying to get through safely we have been extremely lucky to have come to this beautiful place beside the mountains and in a lovely home family is very close also holed up in their homes today our daughter brought groceries and as she pprepared to leave in her mask and gloves i entreated her to fix my amazon password in doing so she realized that i had no e mail password and so fixed that as well am i getting forgetful we arrange our days differently that before a shower takes longer which is lovely because fill that space when dr advice and charlie are off for the morning walk after which there is a coffee hour 9literaly while we atare unbelieving at the tv to see the umbers rise from the virus we all feel very fortunate of course and realize that stayin in and washing our hands may be a help there are hundreds of movies which can fill the afternoon hours and of course inevitable arguments as to which to watch i can guarantee that houses mikne at least have never been so clean dr advice is in charge of rugs and charlioe contributes whatever he can one problem has become clear charlie s groomikng tools have never been found since we arrived three months ago which reminds me that there are lots of boxes stored in the garage which are still sealed i am sure that it would give extra jobs to fill the time but dr advice sees something in every box he wants to keep while i want to donate to goodwill though we have a good sized home we are miossing an bedroom which gives a little less space to put things ne hew reminded me that had we stayed in fremont we wouldof necessity be living in a senior home now locked in our room with no one living nearby to call for help how fortunate we are i received a great number of phone calls wishing me happiness and a cccounter full of beautiful cards i thank all of you who took the time to remember me on this day io miss you all but when this andemic has run its course we ll have a blast and paint the town red keeep in balance in the meantime author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on april 4 2020 categories uncategorized 3 comments on a time of wonder hello again it takes time to make a life change and it doesn t make it easier when you reach to so called exalted age of 92 and 94 after living most of our adult lives in the bay area of northern california our family convinced us to move closer to them in southern california all of which was completed within october 2019 and january 2020 we were cautioned to bring as little as possible so between donating our long hoarded belongings and packing boxes for the moving company we now find ourselves settled in a lovely home near the santa monica mountains just outside our back door charlie our obstreperous 13 year old jack russell terrier has decided to like his new surroundings which is a great help the actual moving was uneventful but no one told me that addresses had to be changed etc so much to think about let alone learning to cook on an electric stove a few burnt pans later things seem to be shaping up my eyesight as failed miserably so i ask your indulgence and lease overlook typing mistakes our daughter got me a large keyboard from a blind organization i can no longer see the keys but after 80 some years of typing i know where most of themn are it was time to make the move dr advice dragged his fet but is adjusting the village we have settled in is a resort of 2 000 hindidual homes with recreation library golf course etc much of which because of age and infirm bones will be unavailable but lovely to see there is a marvelous ceramic studio akin to myy own which was sold anyway we find ourselves happy with family surrounding us children grandchildren and great grands what could be finer so dear cyber friends i send greetings and love peace author kaytisweetlandrasmussen83 posted on february 26 2020 categories uncategorized 19 comments on hello again exeunt it has occurred to me that i may be the oldest blogger still out there at age 90 the blogosphere has been a pleasurable part of my life for the past eight years through it i have visited all over the world and become friends with so many wonderful people i have loved reading about your lives and experiences unfortunately this will be my last post due to failing eyesight thanks to all of you for being interested in what i have had to say through the years whether it was informative or nonsense the very good dr advice has just informed me that he will be happy to read your posts to me so we will 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