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lar disorder cranky facts about patient anonymous health medicine ptsd and dissociative disorders self medication therapy uncategorized you decide leave a comment well he didn t his body did nobody could reach him but he had a spare key under the mat even i knew that as i d been over to his house for dinner and socializing he wanted to make sure that if i got into trouble felt sick or anything else i was go straight to his place so sweet but oddly ironic his apartment was a longer walk away than mine no idea what happened but he was found sitting in the living room relaxing in his favourite chair with the tv on rigor mortis he was older but not that old smoked and some other health issues he told me in secret heart attack aneurysm something that was fast since he wasn t found in an odd accidental or dangerous position those two are my suggestions he had serious cardiac problems note this post was started days ago i found out he was recently scheduled for an angiogram for cardiac care he was a part time bartender at our local pub such a small clientele means two degrees of separation or one when i got there a mini shitshow as there weren t a lot of people around the news was new he did a lot for the community too coached and organized an entire baseball league get kids off the street and give them some proper support and guidance i met a lot of the kids too so happy and full of joy note i have no long since i started this this actually happened yesterday i ve been up all night and it s well into morning now somehow i managed to have a shower i don t understand how that occurred i ve connected with his sister to offer any help necessary she said she ll be in touch they don t live here plus i have been through this process when my mom passed away i m tired but no sleep now the sun is beaming like a laser into my eyes not sure what the next few days will bring but since he worked at our little pub it ll be days of an irish wake my liver is in for a serious ride i m back to complete this after several days my liver might be falling at this point i m too jittery and full of add asperger s and mourning my mom all over again at least i m getting some sleep i gave some resources to his sister and offered to help with anything regarding the throngs of people coming to the visitation i haven t heard back but i know it s a big deal serving food to people constantly and always coffee and tea available the funeral staff don t actually do that as there could be more services to attend and seriously it isn t their responsibility they re not servers in some fancy cafe i ll show up and just see what happens i know the drill is everyone deaf june 27 2019 in cranky facts about patient anonymous health life is stranger than fiction medicine pa sucks profanity you decide leave a comment why the fuck won t people listen to me when i know what i m talking about i m not an expert at everything but when i explain the logic behind a given matter people tend to look at me like i m a five year old just now i was trying to explain to someone how to do curls for their biceps they were going to fast you need to go at a slow rate inhale when you lift and exhale when you lower the bell think about how fast you can inhale and exhale depending upon the weight you re lifting without taxing your breathing or respiratory response lifts should match in kind this then evens out your rounds and repetitions that s very important because if they re not consistent you can end up with strains or injuries i m not a fitness instructor but i think i m right i m just working from my medical anatomy and physiology knowledge feel free to correct me if i m wrong i ve just worked out this way and i know it s worked this is just an example in the immediate people still don t listen to me when i really know what i m talking about it pisses me off to no end do i really sound that fucking stupid i don t know what to say june 26 2019 in blogging boring posts pa sucks therapy tunes uncategorized you decide leave a comment but i really want to write something okay i m sitting outside on my patio having some beer and listening to music itunes on shuffle the weather is gorgeous it s later in the evening almost 2200hrs and i feel like i don t want to go inside any space ever again if i m correct jupiter is right in front of my eyes it s huge right this time of year it should be huge i believe so i ve got a front row seat i was listening to this earlier it makes me cry no matter how many times i listen to it what else why don t you tell me the food basics may 30 2019 in experimental cooking facts about patient anonymous humour literary you decide leave a comment i lost my long introductory post for this category it was scrawled down in a notebook and now seems gone for good this also tends to happen with a lot of my other writing but in most of those cases it s a good thing there is one thing i do remember artichokes are your best friends put them in everything yummy okay i cheat i don t put them in everything i ll just eat them while i m cooking you can follow that rule too yummy a lonely slut may 21 2019 in bipolar disorder facts about patient anonymous glbt health pa sucks profanity ptsd and dissociative disorders self medication uncategorized you decide leave a comment i m finding myself falling into a pattern again it s bringing men i meet in a bar home at closing hour i did this years ago while bipolar high swinging alone lonely however the majority of the time was when i was spurned or worse by a woman i was in love with yes i m gay and a clear yes to the spurning and worse it was unrequited love so i d select some random guy and fuck him certainly not the other way around it was ridiculously easy sit in a corner pick one start making eye contact and before you knew it all of your drinks were free back home was ridiculous all of the compliments wanting to make love i wanted to slap them all until their teeth fell out the only thing that was alright was giving me a precoital massage briefly afterward i d kick them out of my apartment as fast as they came extremely bad pun one guy insisted upon sleeping and cuddling until the morning i actually grabbed his stuff threw it toward the door and started screaming at him to get out i think it was 0400hrs or so i wasn t angry with them of course they were nothing blank canvases simply there for me to throw my life s mess all over them constantly trying to find the right colour of an unruly heart i m back again this sordid terrain yes there is another woman responsible who is driving me to become irresponsible sure i could own it but it s not that easy especially considering the past and how easy it s been to slip into it all over again i need to stop stranger danger with these men i meet it hasn t been pretty super yes may 19 2019 in blogging health humour life is stranger than fiction linkbaiting mp3 of the moment profanity therapy tunes uncategorized wordpress sucks you decide 2 comments someone enjoyed the last song i put up awesome and thank you more awesome is i used to stream my own music mp3 of the moment however i required someone who had a server ftp up the files as wp wouldn t let you actually upload your own files at least not in the way i wanted to for everyone i enjoyed adding comments and quips below the link well i ve been gone so long this is new toss up a fucking touyube that might help a lot with my own music choices i just might have to warn people that it s all about the music the song not the ridiculous or even visually horrific images where i am guilty of assault i m free and clear with this one though at least as far as this one is concerned song and images i desperately want tukker s jacket as well https youtu be cyefsbkotog yes may 19 2019 in blogging health linkbaiting mp3 of the moment therapy tunes uncategorized 2 comments https youtu be abd3vscz1tm blowing up me and my neighbours may 17 2019 in boring posts facts about patient anonymous humour life is stranger than fiction uncategorized you decide leave a comment i haven t used my stereo in a long time it s a bose wave iii if you have one you might know where i m headed i won t get technical but the sound doesn t head in all directions efficient sound better quality much so the best song i have to actually test that theory is this one dance yrself clean by lcd soundsystem have a listen the bose does things to everyone s ears and so may 7 2019 in blogging boring posts cranky facts about patient anonymous goth health hospitalizations life is stranger than fiction meds pa sucks self medication uncategorized you decide leave a comment the phantom has returned maybe she will post once a month a year it will be useless ranty but that s how she s feels now plus not giving a damn crap about grammar i d get into the story but i m too tired and honestly ready for the psych ward because of it soothing goth music and loads of drugs to get to sleep laters not quite farewell may 12 2018 in blogging facts about patient anonymous health life is stranger than fiction literary therapy uncategorized 4 comments hey folks eleven and a half years has been a pretty good run there s a joke amongst all of us bloggers it s a joke because it happens all the time the blogging crisis or crises blank page of writer s block fear frustration do i write for my readers or do i write for me my stats are dropping everyone else is better than me i could go on another question asked is about fun enjoyment that s my reason i don t enjoy blogging anymore i don t find it fun i do need to make some more posts for clarification in some areas however i don t think i ll invest a lot of time in cleaning up a lot of things on the index page and more when i m done i will leave it up for a while so people can still read it out of extreme humility i do not want to say this but i know it has helped people i am merely basing this on the comments i have received and friends i have made 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