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i stand by that sandwitch navigation i stand by that sandwitch vic they she bitter sam girl gn 37 mobile header me pfp me sidebar image semirahrose listen to a sam girl retrospective podcast home message archive meta tags peanutbutterandbananasandwichs 1718631202 17 june 2024 copy link to post permalink link copied fic master post here s a little master post of all most of my existing fic i m writing again so i ll update with new ones as i go along on ao3 5k and up new samulacra words 5 333 one chapter major canon divergence from 9 01 hurt no comfort wump non linear narrative altered reality the angels have fallen the gates of hell are still open still sam is alive somehow and after the last year things with dean finally feel easy easier than they ve ever been in fact but sam can t shake the feeling that something is terribly wrong something that will question the nature of reality and sam himself steps toward the water words 16 161 5 chapters case fic set early s11 but written before s11 came out so canon divergence winter has come early bringing with it the biting chill of the years first frost there is the hum of electricity in the air and people are going missing sam dreams of jess and faces in the ice when a young woman named liz disappears sam is certain there s more to the case than first appears meanwhile dean is drawn in by tales of people vanishing on the shores of coldwater lake strange wordless songs and a woman standing out on the frozen water it will take all of sam s cleverness bravery and perhaps just a smidgen of psychic ability for him to be able to piece together the cases and bring a lost soul to rest sub 5k although i was burning you re the only light word count 1099 sam ruby rape noncon demon blood ruby s belief that she is in some way sam s mother it s ok sammy her voice is breathless too exultant the sammy sliding off her tongue like a prayer it ll help she rubs soothing circles on his back her eyelids flutter closed before opening again slowly seductive sam finds himself fixated on her parted lips you told me that remember you told me that it helps sam week 2025 collection of 6 short fics no choir word count 1 797 sam amelia dean junior post series disabled sam chronic fatigue just sam quietly living his life as best he can x keep reading 46 notes pinned post sam winchester spn sam winchester fanfiction sam x jess sam x brady sam x amelia my fic what are words peanutbutterandbananasandwichs 1779375791 21 may 2026 copy link to post permalink link copied recorded something different for sam girl retrospective pod this afternoon 1 notes sgrp ladyloreleimorgue 1779361879 21 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied my beautiful princess with a disorder 286 notes you re actively choosing to be gentle despite the rage previous and because everyone has made you so afraid of the rage you think it s dangerous to yourself and others just to feel it sam peanutbutterandbananasandwichs 1779351452 21 may 2026 copy link to post permalink link copied can someone send me a bunch of money so i can buy the beautiful silk lining fabric i saw last week instead of the cheap polyester satin one i ve had to settle for lol 4 notes there is literally no justification for using silk lining for a drag costume lmao but it was sooooo nice i just keep thinking about it did at least manage to find the least plasticity feeling polyester option i could afford personal also surprisingly hard to find a good blood red lining everything in the store was like fire engine red peanutbutterandbananasandwichs 1779324808 20 may 2026 copy link to post permalink link copied i was so proud of these lines tbh 10 notes soullesssssss i love writing him so much it makes me so happy peanutbutterandbananasandwichs 1779324368 20 may 2026 copy link to post permalink link copied my beautiful wife soulless sam 7 notes do you ever just think about him ephemeral gremlin 1779314314 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied alt 2187 notes callistosam 1779314279 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied quote from reactions to phaethon s death the heliades cycnus and the sun 2 430 431 that makes me think of dean 5 notes dean lawsofoptics 1779314155 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied supernatural the man who knew too much 6 22 welcome to night vale episode 19a the sandstorm 81 notes looove sam winchester soulless sam thinking about them a lot since writing that bit of samulacra spn s6 veggiemedleys 1779313302 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied see my problem is if i listen to my body it literally only wants to lie down and take naps all the time 39947 notes themonstrousother 1779313277 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied jensen ackles covered in blood breaking down and screaming and shooting everything in vicinity in smallville was all the audition he needed for supernatural themonstrousother 29 notes no comment jensen soulren 1779313060 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied ghosts are real i can see how you could believe that ghosts aren t real it s very fair and rational that you believe that ghosts aren t real anymore i m about to hear a poem or very sad story ghosts aren t real yet the fuck are you going to do 135625 notes van dyne 1779303108 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied njcon15 breakfast panel the 7am nonsense i swear the second show will be much better video 4480 notes my sillies coldau 1779279922 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied what s your favorite color by general shades blue red yellow pink purple orange green brown white black just curious tbh please reblog to get lots of votes 6427 notes green though orange close second dailycatsblog 1779273018 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied 2554 notes previous sam me too callistosam 1779265105 20 may 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied cotyledon fit into itself m warning for rape non con sam winchester lucifer additional tags gencest season 8 formerly physically de aged sam winchester sam winchester has trauma from lucifer s cage sam winchester lacks bodily autonomy canon typical abuse torture non graphic rape non con important to note that it happens in a dream and sam retains his adult consciousness but he is in a younger body hurt sam winchester emotionally hurt dean winchester sam s childhood hanging over them in different ways word count 17k summary what s the last thing you remember sam frowns i we were in the car we were headed to work on that witch case i think that s that s it though dean studies him as if trying to determine if he s lying and sam fidgets under the scrutiny knowing there s nothing else he can say finally dean nods and there s a heaviness to his expression that sam can t make sense of you got whammied just dean holds up one hand and whistles as he flops it down as if to mime sam collapsing sam winces took me a bit of time but i got it figured out sam the aftermath of a s8 case thoughts on memory change the remembrance of sammy 29 notes yaayyyyyy oh i can t wait to read to read 1 2 3 4 5 lilac theme by seyche