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and his friends too so that there s no favoritism issue something i hate so much and wouldn t want my kids to experience but don t know la if i ni pun betul kita buat je apa yang kita rasa betul best ek jadi budak zaman ni tapi i suka jugak my childhood best dapat naik beskal gi rumah kawan and now it s 2026 febuari lak tu assalamualaikum how is life may allah bless you and your life as bulan ramadan coming closer next week may allah bless our ramadan make it easier for us all improve and accept our ibadah bring us closer to him and allow us to istiqamah even after ramadan amiiin take care everyone and doakan untuk our brothers and sisters in palestine may allah bless them posted by maria elena zarul at 9 30 pm 6 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook friday june 27 2025 why i can never be a food blogger because i am thoroughly convinced that i cannot take good photos of food before i or anyone eat first on our recent holiday my husband tasked me of taking food pics for wait i don t actually remember for memories sake la i guess i obviously agreed and i doomed us with photos like these it was always us all eating through and then i go eh jap tangkap gambar hence and you can see in the pics by the hands that the owner of those hands were not happy to stop eating midway just for a pic but still a responsibility is a responsibility or maybe generally i m just not good at taking pics an asian guy standing amidst the snow fighting silau for a selfie blair witch project yes this one ber seni la kan kan this was the best food pic i have and i have an assumption that it is still not good although the pics were artistically challenged i am still grateful that we were able to eat good food and visit many places do pray for palestine they are forcefully starved and deprived and they re suffering so much may allah liberate them amiiin sempat join pro palestine rally end posted by maria elena zarul at 8 14 pm 6 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook monday june 23 2025 questions i m afraid to hear sometimes like a lot of times to be honest i m scared of the questions my kids would ask assalamualaikum kids kan they ask the darndest questions they have the superpower ability to throw me off my brainwaves with such simple questions things i should already know anyway but still able to make me stutter and get brain fog afterwards my son would suddenly ask me after school or while talking about our lovely days ummi what s your third favourite number i mean i don t even have a favourite number let alone a third one so i go on thinking what is my fave num and then second and then third ummi what s your favourite shape of course i will answer whatever shape that is on top of my head triangle why do you like triangle easy because it has 3 sides oh is is that disappointment in his voice my favourite is something something on what in the world is that even when i was doing engineering i ve never heard of that shape my daughter pulak she will retaliate things i tell her to do like she has kelas ganti mengaji today why because you missed last week s class when was that i said last week but it wasn t even my fault in her defense it wasn t her fault that she missed her class her ustazah had something up but she knows that and she still ask me still i have to answer her you still have to ganti anyway kelas dah bayar her questions can really rile me up while my son s can make me grit my teeth it mostly has to do with his timing not so much of his questions i m not complaining though it gives me some kind of brain exercise which i otherwise won t have since i m always just on autopilot it s funny though when i see it outside of the present during the whole brain fencing sessions of course i stress kan but i always look back and am grateful my kids ni banyak akal have a good day and please pray for palestine posted by maria elena zarul at 11 15 am 0 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook friday may 23 2025 it s like whatever innit sometimes allah swt allows us to see the fruit of our efforts so i ve been recycling since i can remember dulu my husband didn t really see the point in it and when i remember back then my arguement pun wasn t so convincing nor was it satisfying i was just blubbering about it s our responsibility keep the earth green any kid could say that much and so he s like whatever innit at home i have separate bins for our trash to make it easier for me to put them in the recycling bins yang kat luar tu it s really humbling tau when i throw them out because i see our trash our purchases that comes in boxes and multiple layers of plastic wraps ugh the plastic stuff that comes with food particularly like food container plastic lids can drinks coffee cups whatever la yang ada residue makan air i will wash them first before recycling or throwing them because like i said i sort my trash geli la nak pegang minyak2 or bau susu basi it became a habit oh ya i am the one usually doing it i don t expect my husband and kids to do it i would tell them to just put their recyclables in the sink or near it so that i can do what i need to do then the other day my husband told me he was in his hometown and he had eaten oden after he was done he washed the paper bowl and plastic lid subsconsciously he was like whatever innit but i felt like i ve just won something what i m trying to say here is there are things we need to enforce people to do but there are some things we can only hope people around us just pick up subconsciously whether it be a good habit an action reaction mannerisms etc of course it s easier to just order them to follow the rules but if we re not setting up the example it s just not gonna stick some things will need a loooooooooooooong time for it to become one with themselves but just stick it out inshaallah it will work out at the same time don t put too much hope or expectation on people they can disappoint what s most important is that we stick it out too because it is our belief innit istiqamah is taking those small steps towards becoming a better person inshaallah rainbow pray for palestine posted by maria elena zarul at 8 47 pm 21 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook thursday may 15 2025 kisah bulus lagi aiguuuu apa ni mula dengan keluhan pulak ish ok start balik assalamualaikum kepada yang bosan dan tak terhibur terima kasih memberi masa kepada blog ini so my last blogpost kan i cite pasal my old cat asyik tido je kan turns out she s sick as her momma i took her to the vet get her meds and stuff and i ve been giving her more tlc i asked my best friend aka deepseek why she was sick and stated the most recent changes the biggest being a new kitten in our midst and i also double checked if my best friend can be trusted by searching up the internet and watching other people and their cat problems wow that s a long sentence anyway other than being sick she s being terribly upset merajuk although throughout my life memang there s always a cat or more around because my mom collects them like she collects buah rambutan i ve never personally took care of one they come they miaw and they chow camtu la cats in my life i don t pamper them they don t pamper me we exist in the same plane of dimension so when my husband decided to add one more cat i was like ok whatever mana la aku tau kucing pun merajuk muka seposen sokmo bila kita panggil pun buat dek bila kita gosok dia dia takde pun nak thank you sneeze in our faces ada la sampai la sakit hamek now i tengah bekerja keras untuk pujuk si kakak kesian si adik tapi adik pun macam tak kisah je cats and worst of all i ve been feeding her meds astaghfirullah al azim tau tak budak2 kat gaza tu tak dapat any medication tau tak diorang tak dapat food and water you ungrateful cat i kena cekau all over my limbs my arms kena tebok lobang aiguuuu sakit sakit dia dia macam nak make sure i pun sakit ceit oh well it s a life lesson to me maybe to you too cats can merajuk so don t make them merajuk anymore it s a pain in my limbs literally pray for palestine posted by maria elena zarul at 10 33 am 4 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook tuesday april 29 2025 bebulus assalamualaikum semua sometimes the sheer randomness of my family is just random punya la i tanak any animals at home because i don t want to clean up more than i care and now we have not 1 but 2 cats one 4 year old the other is a 6 months old cat the kitten or not so kitten is so active dia berlari all over the house at odd times and then dia panjat sana sini the annoying part is dia suka attack benda gerak especially kain i e my telekung habis telekung i dah kena terkam sikit lagi nak berlubang yang kakak tu pulak asyik tido je she used to be active before we had this kitten now she s just lying down and observing is it a good idea to have cats does it make our home a better place do they make us better human beings do they make us happier i have no answer they do make the house more lively so that s fun the cats punya antics are so random and at times they re entertaining to watch diorang ni so silent like nak dengar miaw pun susah but i like that they re not noisy so yeah i can t imagine having so many cats my mom has a loooootttt of cats it s because of her la yang i taknak cats and look at me now ceit anyway pray for palestine posted by maria elena zarul at 11 32 am 3 oh ye email this blogthis share to x share to facebook friday january 3 2025 new year dah 2025 when i was younger a year felt so loooonnnggg but now it feels so brief a blink away macam mana i dah ada kids what me i have children i m married and i ve been living away from my parents i m not under my mom s ketiak when did that happen ya naur ihiks anyway alhamdulillah for everything that has happened in 2024 alhamdulillah too for everything that has not happened alhamdulillah allah has protected us provided us and allowed us to do what we did in the last year also for allowing us to live on to this year siapa sangka sebab i sendiri tak sangka yang i dapat unlock some jumprope skills i wasn t even planning to learn so many things pun bila my friend ajak join her jumprope gang when my friend ajak i earlier last year i thought oh i used to skip all the time when i was younger baiklah terkejut aku bila this jumprope gang was like the libas libas type and twisting turning ke depan ke belakang type of jumps ya naur i thought it was the skip skip skip to the loo type so memang mengah semput la aku nak catch up i love it though it s a challenge a workout and a good lepak time with friends too i am so very grateful that the gang pun sangatlah pro palestine so we can talk share about it now that i mentioned palestine i am grateful too that i got the opportunity to go to one rally at bukit bintang thanks to my friend even though it was once i wish i could go more often but it was great to see so many passionate people believing in the same message palestine deserves to be free to those who are already moving on to you i d say it s ok you can move on but at the same time remember to do at least the bare minimum which is to boycott boycotting doesn t seem like a big deal a big form of jihad but do it anyway be conscious of where and to whom your money goes to the people serving supplying to the child killers or to our own people support local is better than supporting genocidal companies when it comes to purchasing your wants your needs tu try to research as much as you can la if ada better alternatives or not also overconsumption is a problem in every household since the rise of online shopping have boxes plastic wrappers bubble wraps and whatever packaging that s really just adding to trash my goal is to recycle as much as possible reuse what can be reused and try not to feed the nafsu so much i try not to buy sangat tapi of course i ada buy also oh ya i also finished my first book kan hoho i didn t check up on it since i published it and if you ve read it thank you whether you liked it or not still thanks for reading i m planning to write another one but i m not sure whether i should continue it or make a different one altogether thoughts apa lagi ek entah la i go as i want and inshaallah along the way i try to learn as much as i can try new things and to be able to teach good things to my kids i have kids i haven t done anything that can change the world but my hope is that my small actions can give that butterfly effect maybe i ll see that effect maybe i won t but inshaallah hope your 2024 was meaningful and may allah bless our future with barakah rezeki yang halal kecukupan dalam segalanya silaturrahim yang baik kesihatan mental fizikal emosi rohanian yang baik kemampuan untuk melakukan kebaikan kemampuan untuk menolak kemungkaran moga allah melindungi kami semua dari perkara2 yang boleh menyesatkan kita menggoyahkan keimanan kita mengaibkan kita dari kerosakan atau bencana yang tak dapat kami kawal dari orang yang tidak 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