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vanity persifler s weblog home u s debt clock persifler s weblog the musings of a lollapalooza of logorrhea on the vicissitudes of life feeds posts comments posts tagged vanity wading through the wastelands of my memories posted in existence gene pool shallows life memories pudder self loathing thinking tagged a big loser acceptance aging attitude and life belief and behaviour childhood guilt illusion verses substance image memories reminiscing self self loathing vanity what makes life worth living on wednesday june 16 2021 leave a comment so tonight i was looking over some of the things that liz is having to go through to prepare for college now at my alma mater uncg of course my brain started wandering down through the halls of time dragging up memories and i really tried but i don t have any really good memories one or two half decent ones but it s mostly just a blur i have a few good memories of little league baseball but even they are overshadowed by the bad ones and my failures both on and off the field sports in general were not good to me i did have a perfect record going in wrestling in highschool but then i won one actually it was a forfeit eventually i did legitimately win a match it was a bitter victory because it hit me that there was a bigger loser than me out there i kept thinking how bad do you have to be in order to be beaten by me for the life of me i can t dredge up more than a handful of good memories fishing and hunting with bill harris are a few camping out in the woods eating beanie weenies and farting all night with the four guys i grew up with two sets of brothers and me an only child keith and greg bill and craig too bad we drifted apart rather i drifted away i was always so busy trying to get to the next stage in life i never really lived life to the fullest where i was at now as the song says the friends i made all seemed somehow to drift away and only i am left on stage to end the play my children are all adults now yes 18 is young but she s still an adult and i ll treat her as such i have found people tend to rise or fall to the expectations you set for them treat them as adults they will be adults treat them as weak victims they will become weak victims reminds me of another song where do we go from here now that all of the children have grown up and how do we spend our time knowin nobody gives us a damn socrates at his trial said the unexamined life is not worth living i would also include the life that has been examined and found wanting is also not worth living it s merely an existence to be endured so as i look back all i can see are the pot holes the overgrowth the failures and nothing of worth i never knew how to live so i m saddled with a current mediocre existence bent on the necessary before the good and the immediate rather than the best and before i get sermonized i get it see this is my lot in life this is where i am where i m supposed to be and i am trying to come to terms with my place in life yes i know who i am in christ jesus that does not change who i am and where i m at in life one is spiritual the other is in the flesh or physical my salvation does not change my past put rose colored glasses on my past or improve my past the facts of my past and my rembrance of my past remain unchanged so tonight i waded through the wastelands of my memories hoping to find a few good memories to salvage and all i can come up with are counting the weenies in the beanies and all night farting contests that s about par for my life c est la vie c est la guerre read full post like sand thru the hour glass august 2026 s m t w t f s 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 jul what it is the gospel good news god who is faithful seasons anyone else like me stumbling blocks wading through the wastelands of my memories sela meditate on this in the father awaiting eagerly life has meaning the emerging lurch current top dogs the gospel good news god who is 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