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o one suspected bhagat had a twin inside him for 36 years fig 5 the postoperative specimen shows a fairly well developed fetus lying on its back the head is on the right side thick black arrow the buttocks on the left side 2 small arrows the left arm left leg and feet are clearly seen small separated arrows the intestines are visible on the anterior abdominal wall which is open white curved arrow have i freaked everyone out enough a little update thursday april 05 2007 it feels like the year started ages ago but it s only april had bazillions of assessments so far and well only one is worth mentioning in this blog highly disappointing was doing pretty well in 3rd year too which makes this year all the more difficult to take i realise that i m not the only one in this situation but the last thing i want is to fail any courses horror of horrors i told matthew that if i failed i would be working for him for one more year and jessica overheard and was overjoyed matthew suggested she come to my house every evening to watch tv with me to distract me so i won t have to leave she s a funny girl very sweet in a jessica kind of way she either loves you or hates you glad i m not on her bad side but seriously things would be so screwed up if i failed it s inspiration to work hard and sacrifice sleep not that i sleep much anyways but the inspiration bit has worked though it s 3 am now and i ve gone through about 5 lecture audios at least i m getting somewhere i feel i ve been pretty moody lately and that s probably cause i m so tired apologies to anyone in my line of fire just recovering now from working 30 hours doing uni and learning german and juggling social life mark and housemates who have been great by the way siri and elise the german and the french party animal and clean freak i mean this in a good way i think that all in all we are a good mix and we get along really well amazing i have no gripes what s been up lately there was the pharmacy pubcrawl pharmasutra pharmacists do it better over the counter hohoho i have a feeling that that was my last pub crawl i don t think i ll be around for the next one i didn t really feel satisfied from that pub crawl maybe because so few 4th years turned up we were pretty tired and stressed and everyone was saying how a pub crawl just didn t seem to fit unlike previous times some pre reggies turned up the common culprits minh and aaron i thought it was pretty cool how much those two amongst others are so into the pharmacy social scene or maybe working life was just too boring for them and they wanted to relive their uni days hehe elise s parents are here as well such interesting personalities her dad is so wacky sometimes he just speaks in french as if he were speaking some language i understand so i have to just nod and smile and hope he realises that i just can t understand and her mom is so elegant and graceful and such a lovely personality she calls me the lady of the house got to love her for that came back one day and she was doing my ironing i felt so bad because i had a growing pile and just couldn t find time to get it done and she apologized if her ironing was not good enough i was speechless they made a moroccan dinner last night with couscous and lamb and figs and all that lovely stuff yumm and french dessert of poached pears with almond flakes and chocolate sauce too mark had about 4 helpings most of us passed out after dinner it was so satisfying hmmm it s april now i said that i would plan my euro trip in more detail come april and now i have to plan to plan after my exams would be a good time it s really exciting and the thought of my big holiday gives me strength and energy when rushing from one workplace to uni to another workplace oh and happy birthday my darling svenjay sorry i forgot to wish you on the 29th of march though i remembered ages ago herzlichen glückwunsch zum geburtstag thanks for all your help with german still will need plenty boy i have a long way to go i love you lots and now i present to you drumroll random pictures ruey chyi came to adelaide thanks auntie marina for a lovely lunch and congrats reich on getting a job auntie may came to adelaide too she s my auntie but only a few years older with her boyfriend larry took mark out for a birthday dinner before he left for his round the world trip love you lots babe our kitchen i don t know why i am posting this it s clean and with lots of yummy food laid out that s the way it should always be d housemate siri in black and her friend christine during their poker night housemate elise right and her friend oriane they wore the same colours unintentionally the only mark sheet i shall post up it is inspiration cousin david had a baby boy andrew so i dutifully sent him cute little baby things that make me want one too aussie stuff of course and a koala jumper he is going to look so cuddly and adorable look at the little ears i searched adelaide high and low for this over two days because i knew it existed but didn t know where to find it and at last i did my pharmacy colleagues at hannah s engagement party from left sandra hannah jessica lisa lara matthew aka matt aka the boss in white and his wife naomi dwayne lara s fiance looking slightly bored lara in the background in a weak attempt to avoid the camera laurence and jessica the most lovey married couple around and the bride and groom to be tim and hannah now what are you looking at tim counsellingsmounselling wednesday march 28 2007 uni has been really really stressful this year it s not a particularly heavy workload no more pharmacology but the assessments are so difficult don t u dare ask my grades had my counselling test this afternoon and i m having such mixed emotions about it i think i passed but i think there are so many things i forgot to mention and i think of more as time goes on now i m doubting if i even passed here s the senarion 21 year old female comes into the pharmacy asking for emergency contraception she normally is on the combined oral contraceptive pill but is on holiday and forgot to bring it with her she has forgotten 2 pills ok since her cover is relatively low after missing two pills i give her the ecp 2 at one go come back if vomitting occurs within an hour of taking them so far so good things i forgot to mention and this shall haunt me for a long time 1 she is not covered for the rest of her cycle on the ecp 2 get a pregnancy test done if her period doesn t come as per usual 3 go back on the coc as soon as possible 4 she is not covered on the coc till after 7 active pills omg this is so important and my pharmacist at work always stresses this why oh why oh why did i forget 5 should have mentioned she should consider using a condom if she doesn t have her pills with her i did the right thing by giving her the ecp but there are so many counselling points i forgot sobsobsob i shall go back to being depressed about uni thursday march 22 2007 i am tired i think i am doing too many things i need a holiday things at uni have not been helping 4th year is not as easy as i thought it would be although the course load seems a lot lighter tests are so tricky and i am seriously doubting myself don t wanna stay back in adelaide doing a whole other year if i flunk this year that was just a little whinge morning toilet call sorry oh nooooooooooo friday march 09 2007 oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh work forgot to postpone the recorded dates on 2 of the weeks i was working on my payslip oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh this means i have officially worked more than 20 hours oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh this means that if certain government bodies find out i can get into a lot of trouble faints what do i do mark jeffery should marry me when he gets back so i will not get kicked out of the country sobsobsobsobsob is heaven and hell real tuesday march 06 2007 when we stopped i opened my eyes and i was standing on a great road i didn t know where it lead to but the first thing that i felt there was thirst i was really thirsty i kept telling the angel i m thirsty i m thirsty but it was like he didn t even hear me i started to cry and when the tears ran down my cheeks they completely evaporated there was the smell of sulfur like burning tires i tried to cover my nose but that made it even worse all my 5 senses were very sensitive when i tried to cover myself i could smell the sulfar even more also all those little hairs on my arms they just disappeared i felt all the heat it was very hot when i started looking around i saw people being tormented by demons there was a lady there suffering a demon was torturing her this demon would cut off her head and with his long spear he would stab her everywhere he didn t care in her eyes in here body in her feet in here hands he didn t care then he would put her head back on her body and would stab her and stab her she would cry with screams of agony then i saw another demon this demon was torturing a young man about the age of 21 23 this man had a chain around his neck and was standing in front of a pit of fire this demon would stab him everywhere with a long spear in his eyes everywhere then the demon would grab him by his hair and with the chains he would throw this man into this pit of fire then take him back out and would stab him and stab him this would go on continually and every time he would go inside that pit i couldn t hear his screams but when the demon would take him out he would scream with agony i tried to cover my ears because the sound was so horrible but i could still hear my hearing was more sensitive from hell is real i had one of my moments where my whole body shakes and my mind races and i just break down and cry to jesus because the words shoot straight through my very core whether or not you believe in heaven and hell i know that there are times when i feel the presence of god is so real be it during worship or at home alone in my room this story really moved me because the bible says exactly what she experienced and she is not the first nor the only person to experience this and that makes it even more real i don t think i am a very religious person and i don t push my views onto others but if only i could get people to feel the way i feel what we know and is no longer important i know that surely there is more to life than just what we can see hear touch i wish that all of us could have some out of the world experience but maybe all we need is faith spotting sux saturday march 03 2007 yes only a week and a day before mark gets back oh i feel so pathetic counting the days till he comes home the first few days were the worst then it got better for a couple of weeks relatively anyway and now i feel um fed up with him not being around got to speak to him for 20 precious minutes because i had some credit on my capped plan i had to use up before 9th march so i thought i d see how he was going was so nice to hear his voice poor guy was on the train from bergen in norway to stockholm then to umea altogether 24 hours ugh but it s hard to feel sorry for someone who had his first sober day 3 weeks into his trip p a close friend just told me that she made out with her crush from form one how cute haha good old school days what i would give to repeat all my primary and secondary school days wouldn t change too much i would change some things in retrospection but i know that under the exact same circumstances i would probably do what i did then haha people at work are upset i will be leaving for perth i don t know what they expect that i will be doing my traineeship there i suppose that if i wanted the easiest option i would really look at doing it there but i feel there is not much more i could learn as it is i am the multi functional pharmacy assistant who can do everything from dispensing to stock taking speaking of which we had a really tough case at my pharmacy today a girl came in and said that she was on a triphasic pill but she wasn t happy because she was spotting yes she has spoken to her doctor but she thinks that all the doctors she s seen don t know what theyare talking about lol matthew my pharmacist asked me to come and listen and see if i could contribute her story was that she naturally has a hormone imbalance which is why she needs the pill she doesn t normally spot when she s not on the pill but she was getting really moody and she said that her spotting was yellow brown digging some more she said that she was getting a bit of diarrhea as well due to stress so to cut a 20 minute counselling session short i found out that she has tried a variety of pills most didn t work for her and her spotting usually occurs not long after her diarrhea her diarrhea is also triggered by fatty foods spicy foods and alcohol and she s been on the tri phasic for 6 months it s quite cool cause matthew let me do most of the talking haha also because he was going through his books trying to find out what the protocol is for spotting and what it s really caused by my theory was that her diarrhea was affecting the enterohepatic cycling and lowering the estrogen levels because the estrogen levels no longer balanced out the progsterone it was causing breakthrough bleeds so we told her to continue with the triphasic for 1 more month but avoid all the diarrhea triggers to see if that was what was causing the spotting and it was still happening maybe try monofeme 50 with the higher dose of estrogen and it seemed she thought that breakthrough bleeding meant she was ovulating lol that s funny so we cleared that up and of course suggested on getting that discharge checked out although it isn t funny smelling or very unusual for her sorry if that sounded like a whole lot of jargon to some people will be interesting to fellow pharmacy students i suppose what would you have done it was a lot of fun actually i felt so honoured cause matthew later said that he valued my contribution he thought it was really good and i asked a lot of good questions waaaahhh made my week so basically if i keep doing things like this i won t need a traineeship at marden amcal hahaha well i just think that it s too easy cause i know the staff the customers the software i can find things in my pharmacy with my eyes closed hehe ok have to type out some notes we re learning about mental health now it s really fascinating love love all idiocracy thursday march 01 2007 yesterday i had idiosyncratic headache today it s idiosyncratic tiredness was feeling tired and generally grumpy idiosyncratic grumpyness although i had a good nights sleep and a nice evening with caromy was such a blurcase today i meant to send a message about caromy to mark but ended up sending it to caromy o_o oopppsssss but luckily it was nothing bad just telling him i went out for a coffee with her and had a long chat with her about stuff hehe anyway uni is not as full on this semester in a full on kinda way haha i m confusing myself too 2nd year was shit so much to learn and so much uninteres...