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a punishment for this new rule he has not told me what the punishment will be regularly but this weekend he administered a good old fashioned spanking with the palm of his hand the elegant submissive posted in lifestyle nonfiction submission leave a comment 17 03 15 by elegantsubmissive new marks it seems my master has found a tool suitable for leaving some marks he instructed me to post this picture i sent him tonight my breast dimpled with bruising after several swats with the silicone paddle this weekend the elegant submissive posted in lifestyle nonfiction submission torture leave a comment 12 03 15 by the refined dominant styles of submission ella and i were talking last night about our d s dynamic we have an idiosyncratic arrangement it s a 24 7 lifestyle in that i am always dominant in our sex life and i decide when we are playing i can order her to do what i choose when i choose and she does it as we say she does what she s told i get what i want that s our agreement but in practice we don t do high protocol service slavery and i don t take control of many things that neither of us are particularly interested in incorporating into our dynamic finances exercise work diet these are things ella is perfectly good at managing for herself and i have no desire to manage for her frankly she s better at some of those than i am so we ve carved out a style of dominance and submission that works for us in discussing it last night i realized that i have never punished her for disobedience ella has followed or attempted to follow every order i ve ever given her she doesn t disobey in order to manipulate me she doesn t act the brat in order to try to top from the bottom picking and choosing when she receives discipline she s truly into service and obedience it s utterly refreshing while i sometimes have to correct her service in order to mold it to perfection so that she serves me precisely as we both want her to i never have to assert my dominance in order to put her in her place she s not defiant or oppositional when she wants more severe discipline instead of acting out in hopes that i correct her with a severe punishment she simply asks for it last week she begged me i want you to gag me and torture me and use me for your pleasure and i did though now that i think about it i think i forgot the gag but i bound her arms behind her back tied a very tight crotch rope and then spent fifteen minutes spanking her with the crop my belt and a hairbrush then i made her come with the hitachi then i repeated the process her ass remained sore for days she wept and wriggled and cried as i punished her ass mercilessly and when i was satisfied she served me with her mouth and her cunt and made her master come in the manner he s accustomed to the refined dominant posted in bondage domination lifestyle nonfiction punishment slavery spanking submission 1 comment 07 03 15 by the refined dominant ella resting after a difficult night of punishment and discipline and service ella rests it s a little bit of a tragedy but she simply doesn t mark the little lines on her ass are all that remain of her eight strokes the refined dominant posted in lifestyle punishment 4 comments 05 03 15 by elegantsubmissive getting what she asked for this weekend i had an intense almost desperate need to be of service to my master unfortunately i was far away from rafe this weekend just as i had been all last week and have continued to be this week of course by no means was i beyond the reach of my dom as i described in my previous post i asked rafe how i could serve him at the end of the exchange he warned careful what you ask for slave you might get it saturday masturbate for two minutes without coming with clothespins on my nipples and a finger up my ass twice separated by an hour and completion of the blog post before 10 pm sunday leave a comment on another bdsm blog before leaving my apartment masturbate again same conditions as saturday then in the afternoon more masturbation this time the clothespins on my labia i thought i might come at the first clamp with permission to come after two minutes was up thank you master monday no panties today at work masturbate without coming for 90 seconds this one came with a deadline while at dinner with acquaintances go to the restroom and insert a finger up my ass no masturbating at home leave another comment on a blog tuesday panties must be red even this little command sent me tingling he had another plan but it wasn t workable without access to a private bathroom still don t know what he had in mind for me wednesday comment on two blogs while at work later in the evening another order arrived put an ice cube in my pussy and let it melt there this one almost got me into trouble because i had no ice i immediately filled a tray and put it in the freezer fortunately i had enough time for the cubes to freeze at least half way when i pushed one in it suddenly become almost impossible not to come i begged my master to let me masturbate to climax after a couple of minutes he permitted it telling me later it is difficult to deny you when you beg the orgasm was long and intense it took me a minute to catch my breath thursday i was working from home late morning a command strip naked and masturbate without coming for two minutes after i was done a follow up repeat every 90 minutes until 4 pm a total of 4 times in 4 5 hours my clit is a little tender now and rafe has decided we should do it one more time before bed so i m getting what i asked for service to my master and the results i ve been wet all week i m aching to be filled and fucked and tormented by my master i want desperately to be used by him roughly and mercilessly i want him to take all that he can all that is his which is all of me i m longing to delve more deeply into our bdsm experience than we have yet i see my darling rafe tomorrow of course as fate would have it he can t take me straight home to fuck me we have plans we will be side by side for hours before he takes me home to play i have already been given a rule for this weekend every time we enter the house i am to ask if my master would like me to suck his cock failure earns 10 strokes of the cane i ve already earned 8 5 for a delay in sending him pictures of myself in my running gear 3 for improper capitalization of my last post since fixed i can t wait to see what else rafe has in store the elegant submissive my comments this week a slave to master starting with a phone call his sierra expectations and letting them go willing slut curious march growing on the journey openforhim obedience still and always posted in lifestyle nonfiction submission tagged submission 1 comment 28 02 15 by elegantsubmissive careful what you ask for time has slipped by rafe and i have in turn been traveling sick and stressed during this time understandably our play has been a bit more subdued this weekend we are apart and i felt a longing for my master s hand his strictures his orders how may this slave serve you from afar sir i texted him he asked what i proposed i replied what would please my master masturbation some anal play nipple torture what does my master fancy his slave doing to herself this week what images would bring him pleasure and satisfaction he sent me the first of his plans and my orders for the week i have been thinking that i would like you to come twice this week but i think we should build up to it today i want you to masturbate for 2 minutes without coming twice separated by at least an hour you will not come today we ll repeat it tomorrow if i m satisfied maybe tomorrow if not perhaps monday today when you masturbate do so with a finger up your ass and clothespins on your nipples both times send pictures already i was wet with the anticipation of fulfilling my master s orders i did as i was told the two minutes was an eternity i felt on the verge of climax but i knew to fight the desire to succumb lest i be dealt my punishment for coming without permission i returned to my day as usual a short nap some dinner a bit of cleaning then time for another session i had a little wine with my dinner hoping that it might make the edge a bit more bearable again i was already warming at the very thought of what i was about to do for my master with the placement of each clothespin on my nipples i felt blood rush to my vulva and clitoris i felt myself grow wetter i sent my master the first picture i then applied lubricant to my anus i coated a finger of my one hand reached behind and inserted into my rectum i exhaled shakily my desire intensifying i started the stopwatch on my phone and kneeling on my bed slipped my free hand between my legs engorged slick the first touch of my pussy felt like it might almost be enough to push me over the edge the seconds ticked by slowly thirty i was dripping wet forty five not even half way there sixty fingers dipping inside to move the stimulation away from my clit seventy five would i be able to hold back ninety so close fingers sliding effortlessly between my lips i longed to come i was desperate to come but i also longed to meet my master s demands finally the clock hit two minutes i had made it as i removed my finger from ass i feared that again that i might come but i did not i removed the clothespins i collapsed onto the bed spent but electrified almost afraid that any move might be too much a gentle rub of my previously pinned nipples sent another jolt to my cunt an hour later i m still dripping my master told me to expect assignments every day this week i do not know what to expect perhaps more masturbation sessions with me struggling not to climax or perhaps orders to orgasm maybe even more than once a day i am certain that they will be challenging after outlining today s assignments and promising more my master closed careful what you ask for slave you might get it perhaps so and yet i do so long to serve my master this way the elegant submissive posted in lifestyle nonfiction submission 1 comment 08 12 14 by the refined dominant a delightful saturday this weekend ella and i cooked dinner together she s a bit better in the kitchen than i am but i m certainly no slouch the cold weather called for a hearty meal so i made a spicy turkey chili and ella was charged with making the cornbread from scratch to go along with it naturally i had to make it a challenge for her binding her hands made for an enjoyable baking session as she struggled to prepare the dish i kept interrupting her as well ordering her to her knees to suck my cock while i worked on the chili and making her lick the sliced stem of the jalapeño pepper eventually i decided that even the wrist hobble was not enough and decided she needed a more invasive impediment i gave her a few smart strokes with my palm to redden her cheeks and eased our new string of silicone beads into her tight little ass unable to wait for dinner while the cornbread baked i ate my little slave s cunt while extracting and reintroducing the hard little beads into her ass it wasn t long before she begged me to fuck her and when i did she climaxed volcanically beneath me dinner was excellent and after we reposed in the bath master and slave lovers the refined dominant posted in domination lifestyle 1 comment 02 11 14 by elegantsubmissive change of pace last week i left rafe s arms with the usual longing to stay my travel was uneventful smoother than usual actually as always i texted rafe when i was home with his reply came a surprise a new assignment while his slave was away an order to have three orgasms each week until i see him again one of the rules that we have established is that i am never to come without my master s permission as with my body my orgasms belong to him typically i am forbidden from orgasm while we are apart often he will order me to masturbate sometimes every day for a minute or two without coming the knowledge that i must not come makes the desire to do so more intense he did not explain why he decided to change the assignment this week only what i was to do last night was my deadline for the first week i still had one to go i was exhausted the toy collection at my place is sparse and without a single vibrator but i knew a surefire efficient way to get it done i stripped adjusted the water flow and temp on the tub faucet and slid underneath it for my clit to be pulsed until i came it was strange a forced orgasm after two others in the week without my master as witness it felt indulgent filthy almost wrong today was the start of week 2 i considered what the point of the exercise might be what it meant to me why i had felt a bit conflicted about last night s orgasm i realized that it made me feel like a slut and the truth is i like being rafe s dirty little slut so this afternoon with that in mind i dried off from my shower and laid back in bed i accepted his claim on my orgasms by either denial or requirement i accepted that i am aroused by my submission to him and i fucked myself with the handle of the hairbrush that rafe likes to use on me at times for spanking and fucking and then per my master s instructions i sent him a picture with my gratitude and my gratitude for this one was deep the elegant submissive posted in lifestyle submission leave a comment 06 10 14 by the refined dominant her request granted my ella was indeed allowed to masturbate to orgasm she was required to do so with a finger up her ass and only after begging and offering up willing acceptance of various torments in order to receive permission already for failure to send me a photograph on saturday she has earned ten cane strokes now she has purchased more severe session indeed this is not a punishment of course she did not climax without permission but the result is the same she begged me to use the sauce in exchange for the right to masturbate and i will she is going to be bound caned and then i will apply hot sauce to her vulva i warned her ahead of time i only have very hot sauces at the moment the habañero is the milder sauce and then while her sweet little pussy burns reminding her of the price of her satisfaction she will suck me off and swallow my ejaculate to remind her that she is the vessel of my pleasure and required to serve and suffer at my pleasure whether that is deprivation or torment i intend to make her tortures severe enough that she thinks carefully before requesting a rogue orgasm again her pleasure like her body belongs to me i own it i own her and i intend to make her swoon with agony and submission the refined dominant posted in lifestyle nonfiction slavery torture 1 comment 05 10 14 by elegantsubmissive her request dearest master it is agony to be separated from you this weekend especially when your little slut so desperately needs to come to submit to my master and be teased and fucked until an explosion of ecstasy breaks my mind leaving me spent and silent i took this weekend to attend to things in my home and no...