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fleur queer woman fangirl scary no matter what the faithless say 1 2 next home posts mail navigate another fall in the driftless region 5 notes photography my photography fall river lake forest field cemetery bllmak happy anniversary this is a redraw of this art i made for the 20th anniversary exactly five years ago when i was just getting into the fandom 726 notes bongwalter10 the moon the midnight sky 1218 notes commonplace book simon blackquill athena cykes ace attorney aa5 dual destinies coyyfishh they re very dear to me 2770 notes commonplace book ace attorney simon blackquill athena cykes dual destinies aa5 there s a reason i love simon blackquill so much i m 25 years old most of my life has been spent dealing with depression and severe suicidality right now especially towards the end of college i felt like i was starting to be happy but my life fell apart again and i feel i m worse off than when i started i m afraid that by the time i get to be happy by the time i can go outside without suffering from the knowledge that people are looking at me i ll nearly be thirty if then and i don t want a life that starts at 28 when simon blackquill was 21 an unthinkable tragedy occurred and he could only think to save a little girl he cared for by throwing himself to the mercy of the justice system he spent 7 years on death row finally getting out at the age of 28 his life from before his conviction was gone and simon never really got better he remained bitter and sarcastic from the years of trauma towards the end when he was prepared to die looking forward to it even two people from his past rescued him his older sister and the little girl whose life he saved he wanted to die but they refused to let him destroy himself a second time his older sister aura went as far as to hold a tourist attraction hostage with a bomb to force a retrial where he wasn t allowed to plead guilty and again he never got better but he got free he s still sarcastic and bitter but he s friends with a noodle shop owner the people who stick by him accept that this is how he is now and they don t tell him he needs to change back to who he was before they don t exclude him for losing so much of his life either 9 notes diary entry simon blackquill ace attorney dual destinies depression aa5 coyyfishh do you think he ever looks at athena and just 3378 notes commonplace book simon blackquill athena cykes metis cykes ace attorney dual destinies aa5 seagiri unfinished 16420 notes commonplace book theendingremains torbin really punished himself boy didn t just take a barash vow he exiled himself away from the temple on coruscant when all he wanted to do was go home 388 notes star wars the acolyte torbin jedi master torbin so i just finished the acolyte and i m very fascinated by how people online seem to have talked about it quite a few people seem upset that at the show for portraying the brendok four as corrupt and evil but i don t see the show doing that torbin was a teenager who just wanted to go home and particularly freaked out after having his mind violated sol was concerned about the safety of the children indara initiated the coverup so that their mistakes wouldn t ruin osha s life completely and kelnacca was just trying to be there for his compatriots given what they knew their actions made perfect sense and the show accordingly affords them a great deal of sympathy justice for torbin poor kid got ptsd and couldn t shake the witches from his brain and then killed himself out of misplaced self loathing he hates himself for doing something reckless as a homesick teen rest in peace 18 notes the acolyte star wars brendok four jedi master sol jedi master torbin jedi master indara jedi master kelnacca torbin kelnacca indara i just watched the acolyte episode 7 choice and torbin might be my new favorite jedi i feel so bad for him he was just a kid hurts all the more with how we saw him kill himself earlier the reveal of how he played into the events of those two nights is even more tragic he was scared and he wanted to go home and nothing bad that happened was really his fault in the end but he still carried that guilt and trauma with him for so long that he was more than willing to commit suicide for even the smallest chance at absolution 4 notes star wars the acolyte jedi jedi master torbin torbin ask away about me diary writing art photography commonplace book blogs i follow