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urs ago on august 1st 2026 j 4 169 notes via source tagged as witch hat atelier anime cupcakelogic she is still learning 5 hours ago on august 1st 2026 j 336 056 notes via source tagged as flare is 10 and she still hasn t quite grasped this m1ssconfille pink 5 hours ago on august 1st 2026 j 892 notes via source tagged as deltarune drakenhert you want to be romantically attracted to someone the thing that killed romeo and juliet 5 hours ago on august 1st 2026 j 37 704 notes via source ruinousnostalgia in the pokémon world the strongest things around are pokémon and a pokémon is at their strongest by far under the command of a trusted human companion though the trust and rapport required means human commanders can only realistically lead a small band that they form a kinship with in their own fashion together this means for a large span of history warfare in this world was constantly accessible and was defined entirely by very personally driven small bands that unite under common causes and goals large scale institutional military systems just don t work trainer militias define historical pokémon warfare and given how readily accessible the means of war are and how much of a constant volatile threat pokémon themselves regularly pose this trainer militia system would have been a hugely present element in society scanning forward to the present this doesn t look surprising it explains why pokémon battling warfare reduced to a respectful and recreational sparring practice has such a huge hold on society culture infrastructure and economy it s a war machine repurposed to peaceful ends league gyms are remnants of the militia structure where a given region is likely to have had several allied but separate militias given the provincial nature of such organizations likely not organizing beyond the scope of a specific town and even now those headquarters serve as training grounds and symbols of a community s strength but there are other things that are also evolved from the militia era namely clique fashion militias wore uniforms and made them distinct but they weren t governmental bodies with their own funds and infrastructure for it so these uniforms were less like military or police outfits and more like highly specific clothing that everyone in that militia wore the same everyone wear a striped shirt with a blue scarf or everyone wear red and yellow coats et cetera this is not obscure villain teams emulate this same practice today for cultural legitimacy but during the 20th century as trainer militias were gradually transitioning from a military force to a social group other social groups modeled their behavior and practices after the ubiquitous trainer militias social networks across a given region bound by particular interests or pastimes or professional sectors identified themselves as cliques and clique fashion became a signifier of membership meaning wear the same outfit that everyone else in your clique wears this is why even today you ll see backpackers wear the same hat delinquents wear track suits in the same color scheme hex maniacs don the same gown and sweater rangers anglers breeders fairy tale girls mediums super nerds and so on the rigidity of clique fashion varies by region in some regions it s expected every day or else you re seen as claiming not to even be a member of the clique in others the clique outfit is worn on a whim or worn periodically for reason in some regions clique fashion has more or less fallen out of practice entirely but its existence is a common marker with the same origin as leagues gyms villain teams and the constant affordances and gratuities gifted to trainers on the road 5 hours ago on august 1st 2026 j 611 notes via source tagged as pokémon magu mm 0824 comm d69 6 hours ago on august 1st 2026 j 1 102 notes via source tagged as furry art hinamie are these what the kids are calling checks notes magical girls 19 hours ago on july 31st 2026 j 6 863 notes via source tagged as witch hat atelier anime muffinflarp69 mindovermuses anyroads dubiousculturalartifact the new odyssey adaptation has inevitably gotten people talking about a muppet version of it and they re frequently suggesting kermit as odysseus miss piggy as penelope i m sorry but that s thinking way too small hear me out we need to have miss piggy as odysseus and kermit as penelope think about it who s the more fickle prideful warlike one in that relationship who is absolutely ready to go ham at a moment s notice it ain t kermit miss piggy tied to the mast while statler and waldorf heckle her from the sea but who is the single human cast member in this tale who gets to put in an oscar worthy performance alongside the muppets and what role are they to play there s no single human everyone is a muppet except for one scene circe played by janice turns odysseus s crew into humans who still behave animalistic and are all played by academy award winning actors 20 hours ago on july 31st 2026 j 48 025 notes via source tagged as muppets rattyjol thelegendofjenna i m trying to take the high road but i m like dragging myself bleeding and sobbing along the high road while looking so so longingly at the low road and that fucker taking the low road is going to get to scotland afore me very annoying 1 day ago on july 31st 2026 j 14 453 notes via source cyclopyus 1 day ago on july 31st 2026 j 565 notes via source tagged as deltarune whirligig girl i had noticed these strange little occurrences all my life a bird would fly past my window and it d sorta look like it was half there half not i d glance up at a clock and for a moment the second hand would be in two places at once never really thought much about it i thought it was just normal someone told me once about the clock hand illusion where you flick your eyes and it looks like time stops for a half second or so i figured it was something weird like that but one day i think it was august 2021 i flipped a coin thinking back i think it might have been the first time in my life i d ever flipped a coin but we were deciding where to eat me and my friends and then it happened the coin landed on the table heads and also on the floor tails i tracked the coin with my eyes but suddenly realized i was looking at two things at the same time it was like crossing your eyes and seeing things kinda overlaid on top of eachother kinda mixing and fading in and out but with four eyes instead of two it was such a weird experience at first i just stood there kinda motionless trying to figure out what was going on then my friend bent down and picked up the coin off the floor and said hah tails pizza and also she just stood there and said damnit heads guess we re gonna get burgers after all and i looked down at her and up at her at the same time that s really when the desynch started i reached for the coin on the table and held a fuzzy half there transparent coin in my hand i began to feel kinda sick we got in the car and things got more and more confusing thank goodness i wasn t driving that day my friends were having two increasingly different conversations and i just sat there kinda dissociating by the time we got to the two different restaurants i was nauseated and i had a bad headache i stayed in the car in the parking lot at the pizza place for a few minutes until the other car going to the burger place parked one of my friends was worried and stayed with me so that was nice but when i tried getting out of the car everything went wrong one of my bodies walked right into another car and fell down on the ground while the other stopped and froze in place the completely different sense of proprioception completely broke me i was basically bedridden for a week slowly i relearned how to move and walk and talk i had two bodies in two timelines connected by a single consciousness my brain s had to learn how to control two bodies at the same time it s like pretty weird but i m used to it these days my two sets of eyes no longer overlay on top of one another they re kinda separate it s hard to describe i think my brain got better at multitasking too i can walk in one timeline and draw in the other for example things kept getting more and more different as much as i tried to enforce keeping things the same finally i started seeing my therapist again i had to convince her that what i was experiencing was real so i asked her to think of her favorite food and her favorite color then in the burger timeline i asked her to tell me her favorite food and in the pizza timelines i asked her to tell me her favorite color and i told her her favorite color in the burger timeline and her favorite food in the pizza timeline spaghetti and red btw she quizzed me on a few other things and sometimes her answers differed between the two timelines which was pretty frustrating and i don t think she really believed me at first but she was nice enough to play along at least and like not have me committed i ended up scheduling my therapy so that i have meetings on pizza tuesday and burger friday so they re kinda spaced out more evenly it also just makes the meetings a little less confusing ironically doing the same thing in both timelines is actually more distracting than doing different things in late 2022 i transitioned i decided to come out in the burger timeline and stay in the closet in the pizza timeline so if everything fell apart i d still have one normal timeline and like my parents did not support me most of my friends did but some of them drifted away and i found that just made me resentful of my parents and those friends in the pizza timeline and the dysphoria of being a guy in the pizza timeline while living as a woman in the burger timeline was killing me so when i got on hrt in early 2023 i decided i couldn t take it anymore i had to transition in both timelines so i did ironically things went a little smoother in the pizza timeline probably because i was already more confident about presenting female i ended up making some transfem friends in the burger timeline and i sought them out in the pizza timeline too it s kind of a mixed bag this phenomenon you know like pain is a lot worse one week i had a bad tummy ache in the pizza timeline and a bad toothache in the burger timeline or like if i have back pain in one timeline not having back pain in the other timeline doesn t relieve the feeling at all it s such a cool thing like when i first started out i had all these conflicting signals in my limbs and body and stuff but now it s just like yeah i have a pizza arm and a burger arm just like i have a left arm and a right arm they re the same but different when i make a drawing in one timeline i don t have access to it in the other timeline which is really annoying because i keep wanting to show people art i made in the other timeline one day i ll figure out some kind of interdimensional data transfer protocol i mean i guess i could like convert the file into hexadecimal text and then manually type it out and hope i don t make any mistakes i d have to compress the hell out of the file though maybe i ll try that one of these days when i don t have anything to do in either timeline but i get to spend more time with my friends because i can schedule hanging out on different days of the same week does get kinda confusing when i confuse things that happened in one timeline for another because like ever since that coin flip the timelines have been steadily moving further apart you d be surprised how little the weather has changed like sometimes there s a little rain shower in one timeline a few minutes earlier than in the other but all the big storms and hurricanes and stuff are basically the same i guess it s harder to influence these continent scale systems than the butterfly effect predicts i get to see almost twice as much meteors during meteor showers because i can look in two directions at once meteors hit the atmosphere in exactly the same way at exactly the same time but it does affect a lot of other little things even when you don t realize it you affect the lives of everyone you come into contact with in little ways and that spreads i know people with different jobs in each timeline people who have different relationships even people i don t know that well i wasn t quick enough in the pizza timeline to keep my friend from well to save my friend s life but i rushed over to her house in the burger timeline and talked her down it s so weird grieving a person you still talk to every week because it ended up being this kind of abstract pain everyone else is missing her and you re standing there like yeah i have plans to see a movie with her on burger tuesday i went to her funeral just to make sure that i saw the dead body so i could really internalize that she was gone and i still didn t cry it made me feel like a terrible person my friends never really take me all that seriously when i talk about being split like this they kinda play along but i can tell they think it s a joke it s whatever but my friend s girlfriend came into my dms one night sobbing and cry typing and begging me to let her talk to her gf one last time i wasn t sure it was a good idea but i relented and made plans to have a sort of interdimensional seance i could tell my friend we ll call her elsie and we ll call her girlfriend robin i could tell elsie was pretty awkward about it i think she felt guilty on behalf of her other dead self robin kept saying stuff like how could you kill yourself how could you do this to me and i would have to say that and elsie was just like i m sorry and it was really hard to get robin to understand that we weren t talking to elsie s dead spirit we were talking to her in another timeline i told her she didn t have to apologize and i told robin that guilt tripping the dead was kind of rude after that things went a little more smoothly robin asked about how elsie s life had gone how their relationship had progressed you know like if they were still together things like that elsie said some stuff that i wouldn t have known and robin was like wow you really are talking to elsie aren t you and i was just like yep ever since then my friends keep trying to get my help with stuff like they ll ask me what their other self is doing like ok for instance my friend we ll call her jane she wanted to ask out her crush and she was like ok can you ask the burger version of my crush if she likes me back which kinda throws the burger version of her under the bus doesn t it and another of my friends wanted to know if she d regret quitting her job so she told me to ask the other her to quit her job and then if it went well she d do the same i did ask and she said no obviously the kinda scary thing is every once in a while i ll see some of those artifacts that i used to see like little tiny desynchs within each timeline i only recently got used to being in two timelines at the same time i don t think i can handle being in three or four my brain s alr...