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krusty krab unfair title krusty krab unfair northirish shipping update your parcel has been torn asunder by ravenous hogs 53240 notes reblogged from iamoutofideas nyarotea aberrantemotion mlarayoukai archive the fucking team magma branded vending machine i d like one evil soda please imagine being the engineer or whatever who designed this imagine being in an evil organization trying to drain the oceans and your job is to spray paint a vending machine red my job is to refill the soda machine with murky sinister drinks 12461 notes reblogged from summonsuffering tags queer lgbtq lgbt controlresonant mohnblumesworld 68554 notes reblogged from alternate route innerchildabortionclinic let us reblog ads please 24982 notes reblogged from icelandic boy heirtocragflame rockergiirl coworker asks if i like harry potter and i have to make a disco elysium skill check to come up with a response cis coworker hey you seem really into wizards and stuff i bet you love harry potter empathy he s just trying to be polite and make conversation he doesn t know about jk rowling s opinions on trans people let s politely change the subject composure trivial failure kill yourself 87828 notes reblogged from miifighter voltaspistol 57132 notes reblogged from chilewithcarnage posted 1 year ago myellenficent kacey musgraves in the kacey musgraves christmas show 2019 2547 notes reblogged from yourdadsghoulfriend yandere angela 129953 notes reblogged from catgirlanarchist sweatermuppet god the fags you put on earth to fuck nasty are barely getting by 17515 notes reblogged from petshopboyfriend mandrillmazevibeclub 18413 notes reblogged from catgirlanarchist mothsbythelamplight pallidprincess pallidprincess new weed idea mario party blunt rotationmothghost 147141 notes reblogged from petshopboyfriend sandmandaddy69 274 notes reblogged from indonesianaccent feraligatr 924 notes reblogged from summonsuffering ub sessed hedwig dordt faeleverte bettsfic fittingoutjane hadeantaiga transhysterical grammarmancer man when i was growing up and dealing with my undiagnosed unmedicated adhd and having the worst time my parents would say if you can t do this now how are you going to handle being an adult all the fucking time but all of my problems are actually so fixable my mom is out of town and asked me to take out her trash i forgot and when i remembered i had two seconds of freaking out before i put together a plan i got two big plastic boxes loaded her trash into the trunk of my car and threw it out in my apartment complex s dumpster the only bad thing that happened is i had a small leak into one of the boxes and i ve already got that soaking with bleach in my tub fixing my terrible adhd mistake took less effort than doing it properly and you are the only people who will know but nooooo when i was a kid it was always do it right the first time exactly how we expect or it can t be done at all no fucking wonder i m a mess of an adult now and can we talk about how how are you going to handle being an adult encourages suicidal ideation as well bc holy fuck the fact is if no one teaches you these coping strategies if no one encourages your creativity and problem solving you will suffer as an adult but that s still not your fault so many adhd kids that go undiagnosed because they re gifted or fly under the radar crash and burn in college so many crash and burn trying to hold down a stable job this isn t mean to be doom and gloom it s meant as an admonishment to parents and teachers and administrators and therapists and all other adults if you see a child who is struggling and you do not give them coping techniques if you do not teach them a different way to accomplish the task or if you don t encourage them to think up ways that work for them you are setting that child up for failure i ve had to do so much work just to stay afloat as an adhd adult it s hard sometimes it feels impossibly hard but i just keep trying to stick with the tricks i know work to try out new ones and if something is novel and works for a bit great if the novelty wears off and the coping technique stops working that s normal for adhd too you are not failing if the thing that worked for two weeks suddenly isn t working anymore we thrive off novelty period some of the techniques will stick i promise my parents spent years and years trying to teach me to keep track of my keys with shame never fucking worked i d do shit like walk around the neighborhood for two hours in winter rather than admit that my keys were lost again and even when i could keep track of my keys it was a constant drain of executive function points that i could have been spending on things like homework my husband hung little key hooks by the front door and it worked instantly not 100 effective but like 99 effective and when my keys do get lost instead of blaming myself i stop and think about why the system broke and how i might need to modify it oh there was snow and dealing with boots and other outerwear distracted me as i came in the door yeah that might happen how do i incorporate key hanging into the process of wet boot removal as someone without adhd but who lives with someone with adhd who has in turn experienced all the constant parental shaming we re talking about the things he s most terrified of doing or thinks i ll get mad at him for are actually not that big a deal in the grand scheme of things scared to use the oven in case he forgets to turn it off ovens can stay on for a while i m never gone so long i wouldn t notice and turn it off myself scared to forget to lock the door who cares we don t have anything valuable anyone would want to steal and they did a locked door wouldn t stop them scared to park in the garage in case he hits either wall and damages the property yeah that would definitely suck but 1 he ll get a scratch on his car whoopdeedo and 2 a garage door can be fixed it might cost money but whatever mistakes happen all you can do is fix them scared to forget his laundry in the washer which he s done several times now just wash it again scared to forget his meds before work i bought him a little med bottle for his keychain so he can take a couple spares with him scared to forget something i asked him to do i ll remind him or better yet we ll do it together scared to leave something out in the kitchen i will put it away to me unless something causes actual bodily harm or death it s not that big a deal everything can be fixed everything the worst that can ever happen is that you lose time or money and maybe it s a lot of time and maybe it s a lot of money but the point is it can be fixed you can burn your entire fucking house down and as long as no one s hurt nearly everything can be replaced no doubt it will suck and you ll lose a few things of sentimental value but it s just stuff just physical objects that you own and the place you live is just a building imo it s way more worth it to live without shame or fear and make the occasional mistake forget something important than it is to be constantly vigilant of what ifs my life changed when i learned how to fix mistakes when a mistake wasn t a spiral to despair when i finally quit trying to be perfect and decided to use my weird brain for creative solutions adhd brains are wired to be creative and beautiful problem solvers when you accept that your can be good at fixing mistakes they become opportunities to shine instead of abuse yourself and that s a wonderful feeling not sure if this works for anyone but i put my hamper deliberately in the way when there s laundry in the machine upstairs repeating in bold green why won t it let me bold for the benefit of future me i ve had to do so much work just to stay afloat as an adhd adult it s hard sometimes it feels impossibly hard if something is novel and works for a bit great if the novelty wears off and the coping technique stops working that s normal for adhd too you are not failing if the thing that worked for two weeks suddenly isn t working anymore we thrive off novelty period my life changed when i learned how to fix mistakes when a mistake wasn t a spiral to despair when i finally quit trying to be perfect and decided to use my weird brain for creative solutions adhd brains are wired to be creative and beautiful problem solvers when you accept that you can be good at fixing mistakes they become opportunities to shine instead of abuse yourself and that s a wonderful feeling 48838 notes reblogged from bloodbending homoqueerjewhobbit femmedummy why is this the funniest dm i ve ever gotten reblog to have an orgasmic titty tuesday 34528 notes reblogged from niftybottle my name is abhi abhi as in tubby canadian nursing student gay and stupid at the same time refresh message archive me instagram ask theme 1 5580 raquo