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st friend s enemy knew your best friend s dark side and she is secretly bringing your best friend down you know about this and you down want this to happen during the conversation u tried your best not to agree with what her enemy said even though you know nothing because you want to protect your best friend you don t want her to get into trouble you can t stand what her enemy is doing and you decided to tell your best friend about this just so she can get ready however your best friend thought you are the one who is trying to abet with her enemy to bring her down as she thought you want to get close to her enemy just because she is more powerful you re stuck in this situation and you got a bad assumption from your best friend in the end she did not trust you anymore when all you did is nothing when all you did was trying to help her misunderstanding that s when it all happened how can you gain her trust back when she already friendzoned you how can you fix your friendship when you have explained everything to her and she does not believe it both situations need trust just for your reflection yes as a virgo and as a girl i tend to think too much all i want is to lead a simple happy go lucky life and not to be trapped in these kinds of situations when none of it is my fault maybe it was my fate maybe i m the one who should leave if it makes anyone feels better i ll sacrifice anything to make others feel better if you want me off i can i just don t want to stay in a tension environment anymore i m tired i ll be off if you want me to somebody please take care of my mum xoxo posted by stella at 5 38 pm 0 comments it has been 5 months but i m still not over you dreams that s where i have to go to see your beautiful face anymore i stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio hope hope there s a conversation where we both admit we had it good but until then it s alienation i know that much is understood and i realize chorus if you ask me how i m doin i would say i m doin just fine i would lie and say that you re not on my mind but i go out and i sit down at a table set for two and finally i m forced to face the truth no matter what i say i m not over you not over you damn damn girl you do it well and i thought you were innocent you took this heart and put it through hell but still you re magnificent i i m a boomerang doesn t matter how you throw me turn around and i m back in the game even better than the old me but i m not even close without you chorus if you ask me how i m doing i would say i m doing just fine i would lie and say that you re not on my mind but i go out and i sit down at a table set for two and finally i m forced to face the truth no matter what i say i m not over you bridge and if i had the chance to renew you know there isn t a thing i wouldn t do i could get back on the right track but only if you d be convinced so until then chorus if you ask me how i m doin i would say i m doin just fine i would lie and say that you re not on my mind but i go out and i sit down at a table set for two and finally i m forced to face the truth no matter what i say i m not over you not over you not over you not over you http youtu be vdwhfsqhq1o i m not over you just so you know xoxo posted by stella at 1 17 am 0 comments tuesday december 25 2012 i m back bitch hey there peeps ehem okay i feel awkward its been awhile since i last updated my blog how is everybody doing at the date of writing i just realize we have 5 more days to go to the end of 2012 so what happened in 2012 what have you done what is are your memorable event s in 2012 well mine 1 i ve broke up with my two years boyfriend yeah i feel like a shit even now but life goes on 2 i ve sent a resignation letter to my boss which was then rejected 3 i broke my fingers while trying to punch the concrete wall stupid ain t i 4 traveled to dubai legoland and singapore it was an awesome experience 5 transferred to a new home my own home which i paid for myself the reason why i m broke every month 6 been working in public bank for one and a half years now wait is that a memorable event pfft yeah these are all what i can think of right now whatever it is whatever happened this year has taught me a lot regardless of the ups and downs of my life this year i m thankful to you lord for giving me the opportunity to experience life for this whole one year xoxo posted by stella at 8 22 pm 0 comments friday march 18 2011 you re a king goddess when you host a part like this xd the three most important things that need to be considered when you are about to host a party 1 theme for the party the theme of the party is one of the most important part when you are hosting a party without a theme your guest might come to your party in various dressing style some formal some elegant some like apek and some are casual 2 entertainment what is party without entertainment at least put a mahjong table on for people to play lah lol well some music or having a fun and laugh time chatting with friends can be one of the entertainment too and last but not least 3 foods and drinks this is the most important part in a party beers wines cocktails and foods delicious foods of course xddddd p s when you are planning to host a party try to check out your invited guests preference once you successfully hosted a great party far better than they expected it to be then you ll be called a party king goddess happy partying don t go over the limit posted by stella at 6 48 pm 1 comments labels entertainment huh euthanasia when i first heard about euthanasia i always thought it s a country name or something i guessed wrong according to the dictionary euthanasia is actually the intentional killing by act or omission of a dependent human being for his or her alleged benefit what s this hahaha in other words its the act of killing oneself of others just to end suffering or relieves pain gosh that s something i can t believe people are doing it nowadays well to view it on a different side there s actually pros and cons to this subject why let s say for example you are suffering with a cancer which kills you slowly day by day that s really painful isn t it to end your suffering you requested the doctor to end your life as soon as possible as there is no cure to this illness this is one of the example of euthanasia why do people willing to do it it gives people the ability to die with dignity than to pathetically suffers till the end of his or her life it s their choice whether to live or to die others can t do anything about it is euthanasia the same as committing suicide hmm i think so well committing suicide is also one of the way to end our suffering what isn t that right mew my advice to those who think euthanasia is not a crime and think that it s not wrong jesus suffered on the cross he didn t cut short his suffering therefore not down to us to end our life peace and loves xoxo posted by stella at 6 29 pm 0 comments labels world thursday february 3 2011 my ideal wedding p s before you start reading this post please be reminded that this post is full of day dreaming a k a syok sendiri stuff beware it s quite funny that i m posting this entry because i remembered last time i keep on saying that i wanna live a single life and be filthy rich lol but that was then not until i found the missing piece in me yup the missing piece is him well my two elder brothers have got married and soon it s my turn talking about ideal wedding i m sure a lot of girls out there dream of a perfect wedding and yes i m included hehe what s my ideal wedding lets start with the wedding dress every girl dreams of a perfect and beautiful dress for their special day i like strapless dress maybe something like this one thing that is so nice about this dress is that it s simple and beautiful at the same time i m imagining myself walking down the aisle with him in his tux waiting there with the priest uh see i m blushing already now lets talk about the wedding ceremony normally people will get married in the church i m talking about christians here lead by the priest and close relatives to witness their wedding ceremony i want something different garden themed wedding has been on my mind lately of course it will be lead by priest as well what a beautiful garden this is i can already imagine having a wedding at this garden hehe i wish malaysia has something like this wait is there okay i managed to find a picture of this garden themed wedding in malaysia which is located at cyberjaya credits to daviclicks net for the pic it s not the same as the italian garden in the first pic but it s similar hehe i want gonna tell him about this next time p since he and me are from different state i plan to have two wedding receptions one in sabah and another one in sarawak where will the venue be errmmm at a grand hotel of course eheh he told me if we re going to get married next time the wedding reception for his side will be at sutera harbour hotel while for me the wedding reception for my side will be at four points hotel if there is no other hotel that is more grand than this hotel in kuching in four years time p ballroom at four points hotel ballroom at sutera harbour hotel as for the wedding reception i wanna wear my favorite colour of dress black that is something like this would be nice to wear during the reception but i prefer the one on the right and honeymoon lets go to his favourite country england and we ll live happily ever after xddddd okay okay stop day dreaming now get back to work posted by stella at 9 24 pm 4 comments labels entertainment love saturday december 11 2010 what i do when i m bored cam whoring with laptop s webcam xddddd hahahaha i know this is a boring post still brainstorming to write another three posts that i m working on right now stay tune for the interesting new topics posted by stella at 4 33 pm 2 comments labels entertainment thursday december 9 2010 be still and know that i am god we do not always receive the good things in our life being a christian i must admit my faith has always been tested well it doesn t mean that we can be forever successful once we are christian growing up as a child i m pretty much a high achiever i ve done well in almost everything and i have always have this fear fear of failure until now fear of failure always freaks me up there was once when i got my spm result and i just got 5 as i locked myself in my room for three days questioning god why wouldn t he bless me with at least 7 as or something as i was growing up i ve learned to be rational and mature in thinking yeah sometimes i m still afraid of failure but i know there s something that god wants me to learn from that failure he wants to know how strong is my faith and how i can depend on him to overcome it i can t sleep at all tonight thinking of the failure that i m going to receive in the next few days i ve been expecting it just that i m still not ready to accept it i keep on asking god to strengthen my faith once in a while i did wish for a good result but most of the time i was praying that no matter whether it s a good result or not please strengthen my faith in god and as i was praying this verse came into my mind be still and know that i am god amen posted by stella at 6 23 am 0 comments labels christian life tuesday november 9 2010 the truth is i m afraid woohoo two papers down two more to go yeah the past two papers really killed me i don t know if i m going to survive these two subjects lord i leave it all into your hands lord let you plan the future for me have faith in god he ll do the best for us have faith anyway few happy things has been happening to me for the past few days despite of the stress that i m in during this exam season thank you lord although i m not sure whether it s a good thing or not coz deep down inside i am afraid afraid that i will get hurt again once again i put all of this into your mighty hands o lord i hope you ll approve him posted by stella at 3 08 pm 1 comments labels education life monday november 1 2010 second chance i believe we believe that everyone deserves a second chance in life we might had a bad experience in life before that make us want to give up but that doesn t mean we will screw up the chance again if we take it seriously right god forgave a prostitute and gave her a second chance in life and she did it she made god proud a drug addict deserves a second chance a gangster deserves a second chance well lets just say everyone no matter who you are and what kind of background you come from you deserve a second chance i don t wanna know about your past how bad your life has been how fucked up you feel last time i m giving you a second chance give you a chance to make things right try not to screw it that s the most important thing everyone deserves a second chance posted by stella at 9 32 am 1 comments labels christian life older posts home blog hits myspace web counter life is full of ups and downs 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