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loves accumulating knowledge for knowledge s sake we have a holiday almost every month of the year and the one month where there are no holidays is nicknamed bitter specifically because it has no holidays our new year is in the beginning of the fall usually right around the same time that the school year starts so all the new beginnings happen at the same time bubbie and zayde are way more fun to say than grandma and grandpa and also provide me with a really cool opportunity to use the language my ancestors did in every day life the opportunity to develop a bond across generations that comes with the teaching of torah skills in preparation for b nei mitzvah and the leadership opportunities given to teenagers who go from student to teacher the inherent willingness to consider multitudes that is exemplified in the age old saying three rabbis four opinions the fact that i don t need permission from anyone to believe what i believe and personal beliefs are secondary to community for many people especially when it comes to relationships with divinity looping back in 10 many of us hold multiple conflicting beliefs sometimes at the same time our holidays are treated as holy days and the commandments we follow require us to pause and reflect and devote our time to being in the moment and considering the meaning behind the day we have a commandment shmirat haguf that requires us to care for and protect our health and wellbeing making self care an imperative for those who follow the commandment this also instructs us to prioritize our safety above following other commandments such as keeping kosher or observing shabbat the focus of our practice and belief systems is on the living world and not the afterlife which means both that i can use my religion as a way of grounding me in the present and that i get to use my imagination when thinking about the fates of my dead loved ones even though we may disagree about significant aspects of our practices and traditions having judaism in common with someone is always a rich vein of bonding when making new connections and it also helps set us up for success in having relationships with people we disagree with about things hebrew gives me a common ground language with every jewish community in the world so even if i don t speak a single word of the local language if i find my way to a synagogue i know i ll be able to communicate and be welcomed and understood the unique blend of resilience and good if dark humor embedded in our culture that comes through in quips like they tried to kill us we survived let s eat the blessing of community and cultural continuity that allows me to feel connected in perpetuity with a collective entity larger than the sum of its parts and fills me with warmth and confidence in the knowledge that we will outlive them jumblr judaism my writing idk if i actually have a tag for my writing but idk i guess i do now ok to reblog ok to add on i want to know all about what everyone loves about being jewish jun 06 2024 justaratinacagexx viejito at heart everyone tells me that adhd isn t an excuse for being lazy and that there are people with adhd who have overcome their symptoms and are successful but every day i drag around an invisible dopplegänger of myself who is horrible and listless and always complains and he is so heavy i m ambitious and i m passionate but he isn t and the problem is that to get anywhere in life i have to grab him by the leg and pull him along the whole way kicking and screaming and sometimes it gets exhausting sometimes he pulls me down with him and it gets a bit difficult to explain to people why i m lying down on the floor in pain when they can t see him i ve never heard adhd explained this way but it s such a good depiction of it via werewolfbneimitzvah may 19 2026 depsidase via epl97 may 19 2026 weewooelectricboogaloo weewooelectricboogaloo experts maintain it is possible to score a goal before the third period of a hockey game but me i m skeptical the first forty minutes of any hockey game are merely the warm up skate according to the montreal victoire and ottawa charge may 18 2026 a goal in this economy pwhl lb may 18 2026 cognitohazardous every ad hey im a candid friendly conventionally attractive young adult money is hard right now have you heard of gambling via tikkunolamorgtfo may 18 2026 bloodraven55 once you recognise the ubiquitous and inevitable fandom life cycle it becomes much easier to free yourself from it and just keep enjoying things in a more healthy way while still thinking critically about them via lacefuneral may 18 2026 evilsoup arctic hands when i was a teenager and still on neopets i was part of a pretty big star trek guild and eventually became part of its council with the solemn duty of creating weekly polls well one day i created the poll which would win in a fight borg cube or death star naturally since this was a star trek guild the answer was overwhelmingly borg cube but someone did have the rationality to point out we were biased so i look up a pretty prominent star wars guild and message one of their council and ask them to poll the same question and get back to me in a week they do and naturally the fuckin geeks said death star so then i look up a star gate guild and messaged the lead council member saying the same thing and they get back to me almost immediately saying that the death star would immediately one shot a borg cube but they would never be able to do it again to another cube and i took that wisdom back to my guild and we were mollified and for one moment the nerd world was peaceful via lacefuneral may 18 2026 derinthescarletpescatarian derinthescarletpescatarian we all know that a large number of the convicts sent to australia back in the day were convicted of stealing a crust of bread to feed my little sister type crimes but today i learned that a lot of them were sent for stealing their workhouse uniforms by which i mean they were from victorian workhouses which were desperate exploitative and abusive places on purpose to encourage people to stop being poor they decided to take that encouragement and try to make it on their own left which they were allowed to do and were arrested imprisoned and eventually sent as convict labour to australia because they were wearing the uniform they were given when they entered the workhouse their own stuff was usually all confiscated when they arrived and workhouses didn t pay wages at this time so there was no way for them to get any other clothes imagine quitting your job at a fast food restaurant and then you get sent to a distant colony to die tilling fields for the military because you wore your stupid little uniform hat home humanity fucking loves having a prison industrial complex so much we can just never stop doing it via shofarsogood may 18 2026 ironedorchid gay and tiredaf summer fruits and cream philosophicalparadox deadmomjokes it recently came up in conversation with my toddler that some birds can talk and this has caused her great concern see we were talking about how movies are pretend and how in real life animals don t talk i mentioned that there are some birds who talk a little bit but not like the animals in movies and she just looked at me like so i informed her that some kinds of parrots can copy sounds that people make and can learn how to say words i thought this would give her a giggle as fun new facts often do but she was just deeply perplexed and a little worried about this birds can talk do they ask questions what do they say why do they talk do chickens talk what about blue jays why do some birds talk how do they talk birds talk we showed her a video of a parrot doing the hello pretty bird give a kiss thing and she was dead silent the whole time hugging her comfort pillow with her knees to her chest we asked if she wanted us to turn it off and she shook her head but we also asked if she wanted to see another one and she shook her head even harder i don t know why it has distressed her so greatly to learn that some birds can mimic human speech but then again i don t know why it doesn t distress the rest of us more to know that some birds can mimic human speech i keep thinking about that post that s like the first person to hear a parrot talk was probably not okay because that s exactly what happened she had never been introduced to the concept and her entire worldview got shook part of why ravens are considered spooky bad things we associate with the faeries is because they can and do mimic human speech but much much better than a parrot with a parrot you can tell something is off about the sound you can tell it doesn t belong to a human ravens don t sound like that no cause they re overacheivers and passerines they sound exactly like the voice of whoever they are mimicking but more importantly they love the sound of human laughter no one knows why but it is totally 100 possible and it happens to this day to walk along the paths in the black forest and suddenly hear a strange kind of giggling sound or maybe even a very clear definitely human sounding hello hiiiii or let s go however it takes a lot of practice for them to copy sounds as perfectly as they do so you re equally likely to hear something that definitely sounds human like but the words make no sense and the sound is unlike any language you know ravens at the tower of london do this all the time theyre pretty sociable with humans though so they do it quite openly i have seen videos of people mostly americans look absolutely spooked out of their skins when a big ol raven mind ye these are birds that are 2 feet tall with a 5 foot wingspan comes waltzing up on the deck and starts talking to them and ravens especially the ones there that have been bred and raised by humans for centuries don t just imitate they have one of the same language processing genes we do and they understand the way a toddler might that things places and individuals have names and can string together basic sentences much like an african grey i know because i used to work with one darlene who knew quite well what she wanted and how to ask for it if you were preparing her breakfast she would hop on up and investigate she used to be an illegal pet and had been taught manners that is to say if she went for something and you told her sternly mind your manners missy she would stop look at you perhaps for up to a minute and then point with her beak to what she wanted if that did not work she would ask in plain english grape or darl have grape and lord help you if you gave her anything less than what she asked for she would throw it at you and try to bite you sometimes while saying no in the same tone as i imagine she was reprimanded in her home so yeah parrots arent the only ones what was anyone gonna tell me that ravens can talk or was i meant to read about it on a tumblr post talking ravens has been a trope in fantasy for so long that people forgot that it is based in fact via shofarsogood may 18 2026 systlin systlin one of the contractors at work is a dude who recently moved here from the bay area he is used to northern california which is to say that he is not used to the general tornado alley attitude towards thor dragging his dick across the plains and causing massive destruction on a semi regular basis namely the fact that we get them at all and the fact that the general midwestern response is to wander outside to see if we can see it we have bad weather forcasted the next few days and i had to talk him through the site tornado plan and storm shelter locations we have six on site my office is actually inside one to head off the poor guy s anxiety and also i had to admit that yes i also share the general tornado alley brain damage and go outside to try and see it when the sirens go off poor man thinks everyone in tornado alley is out of their minds and as one of those people i can t even deny it i seek shelter if it s heading this way did not reassure him he s convinced we are mad to answer the question in the notes what about second tmblr when i visited sacramento and la some years ago the sensation of a minor earthquake shifting the ground around just barely enough for a human to feel it had me freaked out and basically lying flat on my back outside going aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa while the californians looked at me like i d lost my mind so yes it is reciprocal via vaspider may 18 2026 agnosticblowjob podcastwizard one of my small joys working in customer service is reading out someone s joke spam email in a very loud and professional voice over the phone i m going to send you an email it looks like the address we have on file is hot pants daddy sixty nine at yahoo com is that correct and always get a sigh yeah one time when i worked at a hotel i noticed that there was a reservation that day under the name sweet booty and me and my coworkers giggled about it and then hours later some guy is trying to check in and we can t find his reservation and he s like well my gf made the reservation lemme call her and he put her on speakerphone so she could read out the confirmation number and i was absolutely thrilled to ask is it the reservation for sweet booty via shofarsogood may 18 2026 fibro memes via shofarsogood may 18 2026 visit ba sing se i am running a marathon with a twisted ankle and it hurts but some pain is normal right everyone says it s supposed to be hard it is a marathon after all i am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but honestly it could be worse right i heard someone once finished with a broken leg the ankle is nothing compared to that i am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but you can get used to pain right the body can endure almost anything the problem is always the mind i am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but i made it this far that means i can keep going right everyone says it s supposed to be hard it is a marathon after all via actual changeling may 18 2026 vancouver lord goldeneyes god i went back and watched the cath dubois interview on jocks in jills from last year and what a crazy and inspiring story she grew up playing boys hockey had to move away at 15 without knowing how to speak english her roomie erin ambrose and fellow québécois player ard were helping her learn english and understand the coaches at team canada u18 camp and now they re her teammates didn t speak english well enough to understand the ncaa process so instead played for udem persevered through mental and physical health issues was out of hockey before the pwhl draft so spent the months leading up to it working out on her own as well as working a full time construction job only made it on the reserves to start and is now like fan favourite playing in the first line in playoff hockey may 18 2026 bumblebeerror animentality credit card companies will try to saddle you with this kind of debt by the way if ever a loved one dies and you are not co signed on their credit card do not 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