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list www joydemorra com alt welcome to the blog of international bestselling author joy demorra aka the crucifix nail nipples editor this is my personal blog where i commit word crimes if you re looking for my chronic illness and disability advocacy posts or you want to block them fair the tag i use is chronic health tag you can also peruse my faq alt my international bestselling debut romance novel hunger pangs true love bites phangs is out now and available in ebook paperback and audio set in a pseudo regency meets fake victorian gaslamp fantasy world complete with gothic castles enchanted forests and just a smidge of industrial coal dust phangs has been described as like reading the queer goth love child of terry pratchett meets jane austen and no amount of marketing buzzwords i say can ever top that if any of that sparks your interest you can buy the high heat flirting with fangs edition here buy the medium heat fluff and fangs edition here why are there two versions and what s the difference between them glad you asked you can also check out individual content tags and heat ratings on my website at www joydemorra com alt if you ve seen my dog holly mop trending around the place and would like to see more of her her tag is holly mop you can also now follow her blog at holly mop we just use it to upload pictures other places you can find me online include ao3 bluesky pillowfort and instagram if you like what i do and would like to see more of it you can support me on patreon ko fi payhip or through my throne wishlist you can also find me hanging around twitch on sundays where i co host theayesphere podcast with ayeforscotland and sometimes play games feel free to come hang out we re always happy for new people to natter with if you ve made it this far thanks for reading and happy scrolling additional image ids under cut due to length keep reading pinned post pinned post hunger pangs true love bites chronic health tag holly mop links alt text provided described 2 569 notes nov 9 2022 ariaste defilerwyrm let people grow when i was younger i was very right wing i mean very right wing i won t go into detail because i m very deeply ashamed of it but whatever you re imagining it s probably at least that bad i ve taken out a lot of pain on others i ve acted in ignorance and waved hate like a flag i ve said and did things that hurt a lot of people there are artefacts of my past selves online some of which i ve locked down and keep around to remind me of my past sins some of which i ve scrubbed out some of which are out of my grasp if i were ever to become famous people could find shit on me that would turn your stomach but that s not me anymore i ve learned so much in the last ten years i ve become more open to seeing things through others eyes and reforged my anger to turn on those who harm others rather than on those who simply want to exist i ve learned patience and compassion i ve learned how to recognise my privileges and listen to others perspectives i ve learned to stand up for others how to hear how to help how to correct myself and i learned some startling shit about myself along the way with all due irony some of the things i used to lash out at others for are intrinsic parts of myself you wouldn t know what i am now from what i was then you wouldn t know what i was then from what i am now it distresses me deeply to think of someone dredging up my dark awful past and treating me as though that furiously hateful person is still me it distresses me to see others dredging up the past for anyone who has made efforts to become a better person out of some sick obsession with proving they re problematic purity culture tells you that once someone says or does something they can never go back on it that s a goddamn lie while it s true that some remain unrepentant and never change their ways and continue to harm others it s important to allow everyone the chance to learn from their mistakes saying something ignorant isn t murder please stop treating it that way let people grow got doctor still call it out and question it defilerwyrm bruh no listen call out what people do now absolutely if they haven t changed call them out on their record this post is explicitly not about people who haven t changed what this post is saying is if someone is making an effort to be a good person don t go digging around in their past for evidence that they were once for what they re now against or once against what they re now for as proof of what they really think because people s opinions and beliefs can change the obsession with finding shit in someone s past and then claiming that a questionable or even sordid past negates all possibility of a good present needs to become extinct gold star activism and purity culture are bullshit and we need to collectively reject the fuck out of them if someone has changed for the better don t harass them about what they were like before they fuckin changed that s shitty and it needs to stop x cetra we can t change the world if we decide people can t change sarasa cat gold star activism and purity culture are bullshit and we need to collectively reject the fuck out of them we really need to start asking where this purity bullshit came from i m not christian and was not raised christian but there has been a lot evidence that much of gold star activism and purity culture originated in of evangelical youth movements and then infiltrated progressive left wing and center left politics when those youth left their churches but failed to leave behind the black n white puritanical you re going to hell if you stray one inch from the righteous path style of thinking they were taught i distinctly remember some conversations i had in the late 00s and very early 2010s with long time social justice activists who were baffled and disturbed by the new crop of youth activists who were practicing something that was decidedly not social justice despite stealing that phrase from us in the decade and a half that has passed since then all of this gold star activism and purity culture has done exactly what i predicted back then empowered the far right while sowing division everywhere folks this shit needs to stop 157 551 notes mar 19 2026 ruffboi mags chasing caws i believe this whole heartedly with my full chest chasing caws thanks for the info prev still a little funny to think about tbh lol july 19th club 75 516 notes mar 18 2026 kvothbloodless the big mood 7 111 notes mar 17 2026 erdsthenerds xiaq the problem with being married to someone super fit is that you just can t be physically coercive in the cute ways you want to this morning i was trying to convince b to sleep in and cuddle and instead of being deterred by the fact that i was entirely wrapped around his torso he just got out of bed with me clinging to him and went about his business picking clothes in the closet and putting on pants and doing his skincare in the bathroom with me just there along for the ride and when he finally tickled me into letting go so he could finish getting dressed i was so completely awake from laughing so hard that i didn t get to sleep in either an outrage mumblebee19 originally posted by akingdombyth3s3a outrageous xiaq unfortunately this is an accurate depiction of the hindrance i presented minor 11 258 notes mar 17 2026 zetabrarian slowspinningredemption it s so funny seeing everyone still posting about the shitty update when they reversed it like forty minutes ago come out of your basements the tornado has passed it s so sunny up here and bright slowspinningredemption gently as though talking to a frightened stray look only one set of notes 32 854 notes mar 17 2026 northirish tumblr reblogs in a chain now get their own notes the reblog chain is one of the things that makes tumblr unlike anywhere else all the notes on reblogs are attributed to the original post no matter which branch people actually liked or reblogged we want to keep encouraging conversations and give contributors the recognition they deserve soon you ll be able to like reblog or reply to any part of a reblog chain and that note will go to that reblog s author each reblog will have its own counts instead of one aggregated number from every version of the post and yes you ll be able to like multiple posts in one chain if a reblog doesn t add anything the love flows up to the last person in the chain who did your post doesn t lose notes just because people spread it quietly past notes will stay on the original post we re only changing what happens from here on out retroactively re attributing all of them would be a lot this is just the beginning more changes are coming as we keep building this out stay tuned tumblr let s talk about reblog notes we rolled out a significant change to how notes work on reblogs and the reaction has been strong we re not going to pretend otherwise first things first we re reversing the change your feedback in comments emails and especially reblogs made clear that the rollout created problems we need to address before moving forward we also should have communicated this differently from the start and we didn t we still believe there s a better version of how reblogs can work one that gives every voice in a chain the credit it deserves but we want to get there with you in the coming days we ll share more on how we plan to do that including ways to work directly with some of you on this and future changes before they ship keep an eye on staff for updates to come soon hemipenal system we fucking did it now make reblogged posts show up in people s activity feeds right 308 045 notes mar 17 2026 northirish stuckinapril i ve had tumblr for 4 years but some of you bitches have had it for a decade it s time to seek penance stuckinapril wait i m curious now reblog this with how long u ve been on tumblr for dating back to ur oldest blog ever 2009 so uhhhhh 17 years fuck 46 847 notes mar 17 2026 valiantnomore thegenderal as a denizen of this busted ass website for half my life now i do know how staff works and i m going to lay out what they think will happen as someone who has witnessed this exact thing play out people get very mad for a few days and then roll over and accept the change to the enclosure this is what they are betting on they have had meetings about this getting around it set an alarm get mad not just now but in a few days a week two weeks they are expecting people to sigh and get over this very odd edit to the site in a few days keep flooding them for more than just tonight be mad for the week for the month leave a message every day thegenderal like i cant even blame them for being like we ll monitor for the week remember when they changed the blue back in like 2015 this website acted like staff had gone into their house and shot their dog we re here because we re allergic to change and therefore it s hard to parse if people hate the change because it s bad or because we go into thermonuclear meltdown over what color blue the background of the website is just continue to bug them beyond today and beyond this week 73 292 notes mar 17 2026 listen i m going to be inside the walls of this place chewing on the wires until they forcibly remove me but the new update makes this website unsafe for many of us so i ll be putting more effort into posting on bluesky going forward you can also follow me on instagram if you want sporadic posts of holly mop in my stories as ever my ao3 will never be going anywhere i also have a pillowfort i ll look into reviving as well as some other things i can try and switch up i know some of you really want me to go back to dreamwidth but i m honestly just not feeling it maybe that ll change who knows here s hoping tumblr reverses this decision i m tired the enshittification of everything 931 notes mar 16 2026 fabcreature allineedisonedream i started drawing dick with his mom and dad taking care of baby dick after a nightmare than it kind of went from there i imagined they had this big blanket his mary treasured but one day dick accidentally ripped it so she cut off the damaged piece fixed the edges embroidered it and turned it into a mini version just for him that got me thinking about how confusing everything must ve been after his parents died and how much must ve been lost i mean i m sure bruce alfred or even haly s circus tried to return his parents belongings to him but realistically it s hard to believe nothing got lost in all that chaos so cue the angst 13 789 notes mar 16 2026 creekfiend fallout lou begas thank you all for being a patron of the wonderful funny circus coming from far and wide for so many years to see our wonderful funny clowns since we are the only operating circus that has such wonderful funny clowns we know how much you come to our circus specifically to see them and to laugh and have fun in a way that simply put no other circus can offer we have decided to executed the clowns 15 307 notes mar 16 2026 ailurinae mutationgirl good news is my outdated mobile version still works fine really awesome platform when a months out of date revision works objectively better than the most recent mutationgirl hang on if my months outdated mobile app still allows me to properly sort thru notes on post does that not imply they re handling this change pretty much entirely frontend and just hiding not loading the truncated parts of the chain gremlingirlsmell the long awaited sequel to what the hell looks this website s backend like this website frontend must be insane too 16 068 notes mar 16 2026 jv jv folks for those of you who use tumblr primarily from phones stop everything you are doing right now and figure out how to turn off auto updates in the tumblr app as soon as possible the web is fucked up it s borderline unusable but the apps haven t been updated yet 9 496 notes mar 16 2026 ailurinae jv do you want to see how bad this is for real this is the announcement post in the tumblr android app where i still don t have the new update this is the same post in the web with the new update applied almost 50k reblogs in the post the web version only shows 2k of them holy fuck oh my god 4 307 notes mar 16 2026 ailurinae tumblr reblogs in a chain now get their own notes the reblog chain is one of the things that makes tumblr unlike anywhere else all the notes on reblogs are attributed to the original post no matter which branch people actually liked or reblogged we want to keep encouraging conversations and give contributors the recognition they deserve soon you ll be able to like reblog or reply to any part of a reblog chain and that note will go to that reblog s author each reblog will have its own counts instead of one aggregated number from every version of the post and yes you ll be able to like multiple posts in one chain if a reblog doesn t add anything the love flows up to the last person in the chain who did your post doesn t lose notes just because people spread it quietly past notes will stay on...