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ess your soul and have a significant holy week everyone posted by primomel no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday march 17 2013 notes on boredom if there s something that pushes to save myself from boredom it s the idea of a boredom itself in which i couldn t bear to embrace at all some say it s good others do not but one thing that really affects me is why boredom seems to be romantic to intellectual men nietzsche talks about it moving half way through the realization of oneself and simply condemning it kierkegaard regales it as path towards existential emancipation lord byron embraces it da vinci kills it which is which one thing i m sure about that boredom is innate and cannot be shaken off even when there is plenty of stuff to combat it write read sing or do whatever you want and boredom will still be a step behind you knocking at your door humming just don t ever stop or i ll come in it s an automaton that plays when someone stops doing something how ironical isn t it you simply can t deny it perhaps by writing about it i get to choke him a bit or i ll save myself by doing something even if it s worth nothing and if it persists pitty me posted by primomel no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday october 1 2012 cl means colored at least for me first week the same old topic keeps circulating around second week it s getting started to hum like bees with placards you probably know what it is all about for there are just three hot topics that dominate the philippine news today una vs admin bansangmoro finally getting an electric starter for golden bullet at last and the cybercrime law to which cyberpeople with their cyberprojects wish to halt full stop of the three nothing seems more controversial than the cl pardon me for the initial because it seems the word cyber becomes an overrated term while law sounds so technical that only suits my wife to explain well i got nothing against it except that it stirs a lot of controversy of defining the world libel as an antecedent to the revised penal code and the one as attached to the cl when you re seated in front of a tv and you prowl for the latest news and all you scoop about is the same topic that had been winded over and over again you get bored i mean literally bored because what goes around for a long time becomes normal just like the rest cl cl bordamn or dilation of the iris without remedy haha no don t get me wrong i have read the provisions of the cl at least to make me a little aware what s this buzz all about and based on what i have read there is an apparent off tangents in the said law one of those glaring subjects of course is the word libel while libel may seem applicable to media only because they are but for public consumption and has the resources to find out the real stories behind and thus must stress facts over rumors print media are bounded by oath to facts in order not to impinge biases on the stories they unveil if a story came out otherwise whether it ll be on paper or the internet now that is literally libel although they can always evade the penalty by simply embracing the tactic of public apology i am sorry ika nga ni gma on the other limb within the scope of the cl people who only want to voice out their views via their blogs or social media sites would be imperiled for someone like me who is a disciple of sarcasm i should perhaps pack my things and secure a court order of my remittance to the nearest jail and prepare a penalty of 600 2000 pesos lang naman that will be a small amount for a legal penalty yet that will surely stain your name you will have it etched in your nbi clearance forever but no the doj said they elucidated the law which exempts bloggers a sigh of relief but i could never feel remorse if this law is pursued one thing for sure if they stringently impose this and if i were to be thrown inside a penal colony for lambasting whoever that is worth lambasting i will surely get to face conrado de quiros cito beltran mon casiple and winnie monsod all of them have written both in papers and in the cloud and have greatly fascinated this dull brain of mine and what about william esposo oh he is and will be very safe the funny thing is all jails will be crowded with facebookers and bloggers who just voiced out their sentiments imagine if there are 30 million fb users and half of them posted about something that is not pleasing to politicians especially that the election zeitgeist is starting to creep up in our nerves there surely wont be a jail large enough to accommodate these criminals there wont be a correctional willing to commit these criminals for they surely know they will be whining day in and day out inside the cell calling for justice their dignity suddenly stamped down of course that will never happen that is beyond judicial cognition to impose such penalty bereft of reason to respect the so called personal opinion and if they ever try well see they might experience another of their government site hacked by philippine anynonymous such as a brilliant name to call themselves yet i like to call them bogus it s just amusing to think that what politician assumed to be a perfume for the upcoming election turned out to be if my prediction is correct a stale that will pull them down i could not help but think if our president had really read it well before he inked it for good or did the paper turned yellow that he liked the color so much without minding to read the details of the law or did he sign it to show that his administration is working so hard to protect the people and therefore must be trusted or it was just another pogi point to garner votes for the upcoming election for his senatorial slate does cl means colored politically i don t know he alone knows and he alone knows well if i should be sent to prison for writing this better make a burrow to hide posted by primomel no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday september 13 2012 pamuk at the back post dearest rosa i m lucky to be assigned at the backdoor today at least the barracks is near and it is easy for me to cry for assistance when need arises in case you haven t known yet this is the best post i love inside the jail it gives me ample of time to think and plan for myself and my family being a father and a husband is tough that is why you need to be very careful in everything you do and make sure you follow the golden rule be good even in what you re cooking of course the back door is the most tranquil post inside the jail it offers a panorama of acres of rice field that is not just soothing for the eyes but also for the brain above the verdant plain is the blue sky which is ornamented by giant cotton clouds that sometimes block the sun to create a patch of shadow bellow finches seductively play with each other atop the acasia trees some of them would swing back in forth from branches to the little chink in the corner of the ceiling with little twigs between their beaks probably trying to make a love nest to warm them when rain comes everything here is simple so peaceful if only i have my camera with me i can always come out with a great moment of it since our barracks is a just a walk near my post i have the opportunity to browse my little book collection i brought with me since i was assigned here last february on my shelf are best american essays 2006 and 1994 swan thieves by elizabeth koztova gunter grass peeling onions british football history creatively told by david winner in his those feet nick hornby s fever pitch joseph epstein s friendship the yellow lighted bookshop by lewis buzbee soldier s heart by elizabeth samet love and blood by jamie trekker to which i have devoured right away during the first day of my assignment last month reading lolita in tehran by azar nafisi orhan pamuk s snow left foot in the grave by garry nelson and few of legal notes i photocopied from iloilo provincial library of all in the list except four books that i have read i pick pamuk s snow it s been three years now since i last read a piece by this celebrated author and with deep conviction i can well attest his prolificacy from his my name is red to colors pamuk is one of the boldest authors i ve read and perhaps the best ever turkish author there is i already told you about this didn t i in case you haven t tried one of his books i recommend you start with snow then followed by my name is red the story s plot is simple there s an exiled poet who was in love with the a beautiful divorced woman who was also in love with another man yet willing to give up everything for a single chance of leaving the politically torn place known as kars for frankfurt what makes the novel extraordinary is its social impact in a society where politics and religion blend usually resulting to turmoil what happens in between this simple plot is the grace of creativity flowing into the story there is also interplay of emotions as well intellectual juices that make the story a page turner if i were to deductively summarize the impact of the book i can give you three points that pamuk s style is very relevant to the present time the series of revolution happening in gulf right now mirrors the story of kars how the root cause of revolution in the east is triggered by undying enmity between the islamists and the desire to embrace the western concept of democracy some islamists condemn the idea of democracy simply because there is a tinge of hypocrisy an element of distrust in part of the west for arab nations anything that is western to them especially the intellectual culture of europe is plainly a product of secularism and worst of atheism the result war and people can be very naïve to die for it there s no way of stopping a culture it s dynamic turkey being part of europe is de facto the only muslim nation member of the european union and being the sole muslim member they obviously have different culture one of this is the propagation of the head scarf for women while this may be of unique religious value people of europe at least some of them condemn this practice why simple who knows a suicide bomber is hiding there the search for happiness in political turmoil or amidst war and catastrophe who doesn t want peace and happiness for me the novel is trying to suggest that true happiness can be found where there is peace ka the poet always long for a place where he could write freely or he could make love freely with ipek without having to mess with other people s lives he thought of frankfurt only to find out it was just like kars for even when he could evade the past in kars its memory would haunt him the true happiness is where your heart is and where your heart is there will be peace so there you go rosa the book is really good five star it s perfect for my post it s give a great pleasure to read this kind of book especially when you are surrounded by armed men who either talk about women or perpetually complaining that the government is extremely laggard you know me very well i don t linger in conversations like that so in order to take no offense i always go to corner and get lost in my own world nothing is more fulfilling for me today than to sit with pamuk at the back post till the last page what more can ask i for posted by primomel no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday september 12 2012 few good men dearest rosa i am very blessed to have you after all these years of ups and downs you are still the steadfast one to remain with me you are but a piece of paper waiting to be inked out with letters yet you have made extraordinary things for me i couldn t count them anymore you have given me much but where s mr justice i have forsaken you for some time despite everything i am sorry but perhaps you ll understand my schedule now and will still listen to me attentively i have a family now a baby s coming up hope she s as pretty as her mom and a lot of fatherly obligations that i have to fulfill you don t know how hard it is to be a father who tries to adjust to a different perspective in life do you transition period can be tedious and you need a solid arm to push through nonetheless it is still rewarding ok now listen yesterday while i was alone in the front tower with my underclass both armed with lethal weapons looking over a group of prisoners doing their garden plots i couldn t help but think how it is to be a prisoner will i be an obedient one or will i be one of the common hardheaded men discarded by society it s one of the questions that i always ask myself while there is sheer pleasure in knowing that i am luckier enough in life to have freedom bounded by law i cannot evade the thought that these men might be happier than i am some of them had already accepted their lots and try to live them out for an ambitious man like me i deem this impossible but i could not deny that only those who knew they were wrong are the ones bound to accept the tragedies in life of how cruel fate could be and how delightful it might turn out if you they are able to deal with it in this case i guess they are saved by grace that leads to their fate of eternal happiness ah yes they are better than i am take the example of one of the closest i have in prison teddy not his real name he was alleged for homicide after defending his family from the insurgents who tried to rob their homes of food being a father of three he couldn t bear to watch his children starve so he had no choice but to fight back since he is in better position he had a better chance of striking his enemy he shot them one by one with his pistol hidden under their table three fell two escaped those three pleaded for his mercy and even apologized till their last breath the others who escaped were the ones responsible for committing him in prison right now teddy serves his second year of sentence he isn t like the rest of his company because he takes pride in what he did although he accepts that this is his tragic fate he is still hopeful though to be released someday for the mean time while waiting for the final verdict he immerses himself in the bible to clean his thoughts all for his wife and children something telling me rosa that this man can be better than i am in fact he did the right thing in one angle he loved his family and sacrificed much for them however some would ask if he was a good man why risk his luck in prison why did he not just leave the bandits on their business and if he was a good man where is he now to support his family these questions are morally relevant but in an instance when one is confronted with the desire to protect his family from being bullied by bandits would you think you can develop a sound judgment when gun barrels are directly pointed to your wife and children would you not react ah foolish he may be but he alone had the c...