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waiting for mavis two 30 something lesbians preparing for the arrival of their surviving twin home about us our journey so far preggo photos abbreviations waiting for mavis two 30 something lesbians preparing for the arrival of their surviving twin feeds posts comments today s blurry picture of mavis june 4 2011 by jackie posted in uncategorized 1 comment overwhelming june 3 2011 by jackie i am most surprised by the overwhelming love that comes with being a parent everyone tells you how much you ll love your child but i wasn t able to really imagine it before mavis got here i am overwhelmed with the joy that mavis brings us she is such a bright happy child that her mere presence is uplifting i am also overwhelmed by how much sadness and grief i feel over the loss of hayden mavis s twin i think about the loss everyday i m still haunted by the empty space left in our lives sometimes when i m delirious with exhaustion in the middle of the night when mavis is fussing i forget we have only 1 and panic that she ll wake an imaginary second child mavis s is both wonderful and a reminder of our greatest loss i still cry when i sing you are my sunshine to her all these emotions are beyond what i expected posted in uncategorized leave a comment my guilty pleasure june 3 2011 by jackie my big guilty pleasure hands down is what i like to call smut tv i am a sucker for too many trashy reality shows my current favorites are sist er wive s any of the bra vo housewi ves series especially nj bethe nny ever afte r litt le coup le 19 and count ing 16 and pregnan t te en mo m and i d idn t kn ow i was pregnan t i m sure there are more but i think you get the idea now i m a little embarrassed can t wait to read yours posted in uncategorized 3 comments picture of mavis june 2 2011 by jackie 15 5 months i think it s easiest for me to call the little one mavis from now on posted in uncategorized 5 comments my high school self june 2 2011 by jackie it seems like it was so long ago i grew up in a small town and there were only 50 people in my entire class our school was actually a jr sr high school that went from grades 7 12 with a total of about 500 students i was a freshman in 91 92 and it was about that time that i figured out that i was gay i was very popular in high school and not out at school since i was a competitive athlete who traveled 70 miles for my sport i was able to maintain a double life my high school girlfriend did the same sport and i saw her when i was training and during the summer when i lived near the training center i played the oboe in concert band and the piano in jazz band i was honors band president my senior year i know it sounds weird but it was considered cool to be in band and even cooler to be selected for the honors band our honors band did really well in national competition and brought pride to the school random aside g a vin de g raw and i grew up together he sat right behind me in honors band and played the saxophone we also had the same private piano teacher i think he helped make band cool my mother always wanted me to be the best at whatever i did so that meant private lessons and competition in everything no only did i compete nationally in fancy sport and honors band but i competed and made all county band in the oboe and competed in nyssma on the piano i was always practicing rehearsing competing memorizing exercising dancing or dieting it was a lot of pressure but i guess it worked in helping me excel i was also a top sprinter on the track team my best friend from elementary and high school was on track and it was a great place for us to spend time together looking back i was an over scheduled over achiever i was even voted most likely to succeed in the senior yearbook i wish i had taken more time to just relax i remember feeling like i had to achieve or i would be doomed to live in that small town my whole life if i had to tell high school jackie anything i d assure her that she is good enough as she is posted in uncategorized tagged non challenge 1 comment 30 day challenge out of silence june 1 2011 by jackie it s been too long i don t know why i ve been away let s see if can build up my blogging muscle this is where i will blog posted in uncategorized 2 comments just a picture july 31 2010 by jackie posted in uncategorized 7 comments got my new phone july 30 2010 by jackie here is a picture of izzy posted in uncategorized 4 comments in hell july 24 2010 by jackie with sleep training our goal is to get izzy sleeping by 7 in her crib and only waking once or twice to nurse pre training she went to sleep at 11pm in our bed and slept until 7am she would wake around 3 30am we need from 7 to 11 for jackie and c time especially now that c is back working full time i will try to breakdown the hodgepodge of what we are doing soon it s essencially cry it out for 4 nights and hope that she s sleeping by then c and i hate to hear izzy cry izzy hates her crib so she cries and cries her record is five hours of crying she is so hoarse she now croaks insert sad face c and i have to find a way to cope with the trauma of baby screams night one we drank a bottle of wine nights two and three tonight sangria tomorrow night is the last that we will try this i have no plan for what to do if this doesn t work posted in uncategorized 8 comments sleep training july 22 2010 by jackie please forgive the brevity as i m still on ye olde phone we have just begun sleep training i fear we created a cuddle monster because izzy needs to be held to fall asleep she actually used to need to be rocked to sleep but we ve worked her down to just being held to snooze tonight she screamed her head off for 30 minutes and slept for 10 minutes she shrieks so hard that i can hear her going hoarse ugh then she screamed for another 28 minutes before conking out again i hope she s down for the night keeping my fingers crossed posted in uncategorized 4 comments older posts archives archives select month june 2011 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