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goldenbunniesxo on tumblr explore communities change palette sign up log in pom goldenbunniesxo multifandom follow posts goldenbunniesxo reblogged gaynehollander follow myshane is uncomfortable showing physical affection in public after years of being so deep in the closet he didn t even let himself recognise his own sexuality however that is so dramatically overshadowed by how possessive he is over ilya all ilya has to do is smile at a pretty waitress and shane is in his lap with his tongue so far down his throat it makes intubation look non invasive in comparison 4 242 1 751 goldenbunniesxo reblogged beehivedemocracy follow ilya coming home to shane being overstimulated and agitated and he thinks it s best to leave him alone mostly so he goes off and does his own thing and eventually ends up on the couch playing a video game and shane comes out of nowhere noise canceling headphones on and hobby of the day in hand book knitting switch coloring could be basically anything and sits next to him which ilya thinks is really sweet and then shane very softly asks are you avoiding me because i m being weird and quiet again and ilya sees his whole life flash before his eyes every mistake he s ever made mostly this specific one and rapidly starts explaining himself and shane ultimately finds it sweet just nods and stays were he is doing his thing now with a little smile on his face 14 1 179 7 943 goldenbunniesxo reblogged themoonandmyman follow myshane couldn t give less of a fuck about queer culture he just likes dick in his ass and he loves a man if you asked him about stonewall he d think it was the name of a tech startup myilya is a fag and he loves it him and harris watch queer movies once a month with harris mom and they drink margaritas with little umbrellas in them 24 1 000 4 531 goldenbunniesxo reblogged cloudabserk follow dr ilya to the rescue inspired by this post 9 1 130 4 977 goldenbunniesxo reblogged clytemnestraaa ca314159bara follow if you re having trouble sleeping the best you can do is put a bright object close to your face and look at it for at least 30 minutes if that doesn t work you can close your eyes but make sure to think really hard about a bunch of bullshit 2 3 053 4 370 goldenbunniesxo reblogged serra says romancenjoyer follow i m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day 6 477 9 182 goldenbunniesxo reblogged fractally follow i think at some point one of the cens is asking troy like why he did all that and troy is like well you know hurt people hurt people i was really struggling with being closeted at the time i know it was wrong but i was trying my best and shane s eyebrow twitches and he goes yeah i get it some people work through the closet by being rampaging monsters to everyone around them and some people work through it by winning three stanley cups 61 1 404 6 888 goldenbunniesxo reblogged penandinkprincess follow unreasonably amused by the idea of passenger princess ilya on vacation with shane obviously shane hired a travel agent to create the optimum vacation but he also studied and approved everything and also has custody of all important documents just because it makes him feel better and in control meanwhile ilya straight elevator music where are they going unclear when s the flight not his concern how long are they staying who s to say where s his passport his husband has both of theirs his job is look pretty and he asked for no mayonnaise and that is it 2 793 3 471 goldenbunniesxo reblogged maskedrivals inkypyon follow bru 67 218 goldenbunniesxo reblogged gingerpolyglot follow give me shane awkwardly trying queer culture things that ilya and harris try to introduce him to and hating it give me shane hates clubbing and bars hollander not minding kingfisher in the afternoon but refusing to go at night give me shane never understanding the slang he s never online and being overstimulated by drag brunch it s so loud and nothing fits his diet even once he loosens it a little and brunch as a concept throws off his entire routine and utterly bored by any tv show that isn t the latest game replay is this reality tv is it a drama he can t remember and he can t tell the difference but honestly he d rather be watching hockey and unable to remember the difference between lady gaga and cher he never listens to music anyway and completely disinterested in changing his wardrobe for fancy events he wears whatever his stylist tells him to but not anything adventurous because he just wants to look acceptable not make a statement give me shane feeling alienated from gay culture the way he sometimes feels alienated from japanese culture and being so frustrated that being himself exactly as he is still isn t good enough for anyone give me a shane hollander who doesn t want to be the gay hockey player the same way he doesn t want to be the asian hockey player but he ll suck it up because he s such an inspiration don t you know how many kids look up to you don t you know how much it matters to them to see you out there loud and proud give me shane finally snapping at ilya that clearly he s not super gay if he s so bad at it because he s sick and tired of everyone being disappointed that he s not up on whatever the latest queer culture trend is and he does not want to be a gay icon he just wants to play hockey and love his husband and he s not magically a different person now that everyone knows he s gay give me ilya reckoning with how coming out has only put more expectations on shane s shoulders and noticing the roles shane is always forced into the asian player the gay player and understanding a bit more why privacy seemed like a better guarantee of freedom to shane than openness give me ilya promising shane that he loves him exactly as he is jocky and offline and dedicated to hockey that he never has to change anything about himself to seem more palatable to anyone and fuck anyone who thinks shane isn t anything enough because he s always been perfect for ilya 33 770 4 492 goldenbunniesxo reblogged clytemnestraaa follow shane hollander horny psychology is just what if everything bad that happens to me actually felt good what if my autonomy was stripped away and it felt good what if my body was objectified and it felt good what if my desires and wishes were disregarded and it felt good what if i was ashamed and it felt good what if i was helpless and powerless and it felt good like literally all he s doing sex wise is finding whatever terrible thing he is constantly forced to experience total lack of bodily autonomy lack of agency lack of control and going well what if in this fantasy land i was incapable of being hurt what if all these bad things happened and it all felt good like all his kink shit is just him trying to reclaim ownership over all the shit that s already happening to him 3 299 1 109 goldenbunniesxo reblogged clytemnestraaa follow fondly remembering tlg shane insisting on riding ilya because he wants to burn off extra calories and he s like so hot baby etc etc i love your dick and ilya is like no you just have an eating disorder they better keep that in there 2 373 1 329 goldenbunniesxo reblogged clytemnestraaa follow i maintain this entire thing is ilya s fault not because of the showers but because he could have just let shane blow him in the entryway like a normal 18 year old dl hookup and then everybody could have moved on with their lives but nooooo instead mr pathetic stray rat dog just had to insist everybody get naked and cuddle like u can see the exact moment it occurs to ilya hmm he has never been with another guy before this means i now have carte blanche to convince him any level of emotional intimacy is normal ahaha guess who is getting their skin to skin contact needs met tonight boys 1 569 1 884 goldenbunniesxo reblogged clytemnestraaa follow i knooooow ilya was the sweetest gentlest shyest little boy who was scared of the dark and listened to his teachers and coaches and loved sprinkles and his stuffed bear and singing in church and was very very good and then i also know shane did not grasp no hitting when you re mad until at least age 9 and threw crazy flailing tantrums and was a biter and had to be on a leash for a long while because he would run and then hide in the fucking walls and yuna would be in the department store after closing at 10pm being like shane for the love of god for the love of god 426 1 556 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty aslongasitsblack follow shane is living out some pretty universal fantasies the stripper does love me the badboy has a soft spot for me oh no this attractive man is cornering me into living out my sexual fantasies etc but ngl ilya is living out some odd shit that i think is pretty specific to him aslongasitsblack themauvesoul aslongasitsblack seeing people in the tags talking about what the fantasy specifically is for ilya and im very much enjoying it because i love ilya and i love him getting what he wants and the story is about ilya finding what he needs in shane as it is vice versa and what ilya wants and needs isn t in fact rare love companionship family acceptance etc but i guess my point with this post was specifically that like shane is experiencing a lot of quite common tropes while as poignantly expressed by themauvesoul above ilya is doing something else like if you tried to tropify ilya s experience in the show it would be like true love leads me to ottawa my mother kills herself and i get to tell the man i love about it ten years into knowing him dubcon shower masturbation works out both worse and better than i could have ever prophesied brief interlude in my romance for my love interest to have self harm sex with a j law stand in hole so good i leave all my old lives behind and learn i can t in fact have it all i guess the dog is quite common ill give him that wanting a pet is a common fantasy thats where it ends 23 1 891 6 379 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty follow sushipoet asked shane s been dating ilya for three years now if he d been dating rose for three years they probably would ve been married most likely with kids on the way she would be his wife there were certain standards that came with that title so sure yuna loved ilya but maybe he was easy to love because she didn t expect anything out of him ohmygawd the first time i read this line i was hitting it so hard like it s so so good the difference between expectations for a future daughter and son in law ohskdjdjfhfdjbbddb and the way shane perceive rose gossip about her friend it was alskkdd ohmygod men at the end of the day he s just a man ohmygod the way you wrote it truly fic of the year i love it i love how you wrote yuna here i want to dissect each line it s that good ughhhhhh omg time to reread ellisonwongparty answered omg i actually get like full body shivers at the idea of shane not waking up sexuality wise and inflicting all of that on some poor woman like the responsibility of being shane hollander s wife i d actually throw up like oh my husband is an only child an only son at that and he s a sports prodigy in the public eye oh and not to mention his mom is his manager that s cool and totally normal oh and even better he s a closeted homosexual like rose actually saved so many people s lives with one conversation she actually deserves the key to montreal or something she saved shane s life ilya s life her own life women s lives being a daughter in law is a fate i wouldn t wish on my worst enemy 2 39 goldenbunniesxo reblogged normal about hollanov follow ilya struggling with emergency contacts he can t put his father who barely remembers he has a son in the show barely remember he has a son at all some nights can t put his brother god fucking forbid something happens and alexi picks up the phone he probably wouldn t really wants sometimes to put his mother down so bad it hurts an ache in his stomach that feels like a sucker punch leaves it blank most times when he can get away with it puts svetlana when he can t lies and says she s a cousin and never tells her because she d laugh so hard she d probably choke and he d laugh too and then spend the night trying to remember what was funny anyhow pretends he doesn t care when he watches shane fill out forms deftly mom dad like it wasn t anything at all ilya who marries shane one day after all that aching and waiting and preemptive and permanent grief he felt so often he forgot it was there who gets those stupid annual papers and writes like it isn t anything at all yuna david and has to pretend it doesn t close a gaping wound he d been bleeding from for so long it almost scares him to press on and find no i belong i have a family a family 12 527 4 469 you are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended please make sure you re using the latest version of chrome firefox safari or edge